To Xia Xia

Holding the phone, Bai Xia looked at Li Qinsheng. Li Qinsheng had already sat down, stuffed the corner of the quilt for Grandma Bai, and then went to check the medicine in the hanging bottle.

Needless to say, Li Qinsheng must have seen it.

Bai Xia walked out of the ward with his mobile phone and didn't call Li Jiashu back. He felt so guilty that he wanted to slap himself twice. Aunt Li extended a helping hand when he was most helpless, helped him pay for the medical expenses, and helped him take care of his grandmother , but what about yourself?

I have been lying to her.

Bai Xia looked at the busy people in the ward through the glass, she was never idle for a moment, she was helping Grandma Bai massage her arm.He grew up with Li Qinsheng. This woman was in his memory since he was a child. His mother died early. In his eyes, Li Qinsheng was his half mother.

But he actually fell in love with his mother's son.

But he is greedy, and he can't let go of family affection and love.

When the nurse came to round the room, she saw him standing at the door and gave him a suspicious look.

Bai Xia followed the nurse's footsteps in, afraid that Li Jiashu would call again, in which case he really didn't know whether to answer it, so he turned off the phone directly.

The inspection was a routine ward round. The nurse took down some data, asked some questions and left.Grandma Bai was still the same, she couldn't wake up and didn't respond at all.

"Don't worry about Xiaoxia." Seeing that he kept his head down, Li Qinsheng didn't say a word. Although she knew the situation was not optimistic, she still comforted her and said, "It will be fine. Auntie hasn't seen anything for so many years. Announced There are people who wake up from death, Aunt Bai has never done anything bad in her life, God will bless her."

"En." Bai Xia snorted, turned her head to the side, couldn't hold back her tears.He would rather Li Qinsheng beat him and scold him than let her treat him so well, the better he felt, the more unhappy he would be.

After lunch, he turned on his phone, and there were five missed calls, all of which belonged to Li Jiashu.Counting it, he has been away from City B for a week, and the two have not been in touch during this time.

Taking advantage of the time to go to the doctor to get the medicine, Bai Xia still couldn't help calling Li Jiashu back. He knew that if they didn't keep in touch, they might fade away like they did during their senior year in high school. He didn't want to part with this relationship. I also can't bear Li Jiashu.

Cai Yuan answered the phone over there. Her voice was not mature, but a bit like a little girl, sweet and recognizable.

"Xiao Xia?"

"Sister Yuanyuan, is Brother Jiashu there?" Bai Xia leaned in the stairway and made a phone call.

"Eh..." Cai Yuan didn't know what she was doing, and after a while she replied apologetically, "He's not by my side now, so it might be inconvenient to answer the phone."

Li Jiashu was very busy, and Bai Xia knew it. Normally, he would not choose this time to call him, but today's situation is special.

Just as he was about to speak, he heard Cai Yuan on the other end say, "I can pass on your urgent matter."

Bai Xia shook her head habitually, not noticing that the other party couldn't see it at all, "No, it's nothing."

After he finished speaking, he said thank you and hung up the phone, his face was not very good.

There are two beds in the intensive care unit, one is for the patient and the other is for the family members. Ever since her grandma had an accident, Bai Xia has been unable to sleep all night. The dark circles under her eyes are very obvious. The color is not good, and a lot of weight loss.Li Qinsheng really felt sorry for him, and insisted on letting him rest on the bed for a while, even if it was just lying down for a while, now that she was here, he wouldn't be able to sleep when she went back.

Bai Xia had always listened to her, and really lay down. She thought it was the same as before, but unexpectedly fell asleep.In his dream, he dreamed that when he was a child, when he was very young, he slept in the same bed with Li Jiashu at night, and Li Qinsheng was sitting next to them and sang "Lullaby" to them. Hello Mom", Bai Xia fell asleep while singing.

When his mother died, he was very young, he didn't remember anything, and he didn't have any feelings. Others said it was sadder than him.He doesn't have much memory except grandma, what can a three-year-old remember.

This sleep lasted until dark, and Bai Xia was awakened by the fragrance of rice. He had no appetite at all for the past two days, and he didn't feel hungry at all. Eating was like completing a task, and the food was not good. It was all in the hospital. box lunch.Suddenly smelling such a fragrant smell, Bai Xia actually felt hungry.

"Xiao Xia woke up?" Seeing him get up, Li Qinsheng opened another lunch box, and the fragrance wafted all over the room. If it wasn't for the wrong occasion, Bai Xia would feel that this scene was very warm.After Bai Xia put on her shoes, she heard her say: "Then come and eat quickly, vegetables cool quickly in winter."

Bai Xia responded and took a sip, it was a long-lost taste.

"You eat fast food all the time, and your stomach is ruined. I asked your uncle to make this at home. He just left and didn't call you when he fell asleep." Li Qinsheng also took the rest of the staple food out of the incubator. Take it out, and pass the chopsticks to Bai Xia.

"Thank you." Bai Xia thanked her, feeling bad again, but she couldn't take back what she had said.

Li Qinsheng didn't want to hear this in his heart, he seemed to have a relationship with her, but he didn't say anything, let him eat quickly.

This meal made Bai Xia immersed in the memories of her childhood and couldn't extricate herself. At that time, everything was good and happy, but she was not satisfied at that time, and now she regrets it.I'm afraid it's too late.

Bai Xia's tall shadow was cast on the table, and the shadow hit the eggplant with minced meat in front of him. Li Qinsheng swallowed a mouthful of rice and said, "I really can't accept my old age, our little Xia is already this big."

Li Qinsheng's words were not self-effacing. No matter how well she took care of her, she was a mother of three children at her age.

"You are not old." Bai Xia stared at the rice in the bowl, "In my opinion, you are not old at all."

Li Qinsheng smiled, "It's still our little Xia who has a sweeter mouth than your brother's."

She didn't say it was Li Jiasen, Li Jialin or Li Jiashu, but she knew it was Li Jiashu even if she didn't mention Bai Xia, the other two were always the pride of Li Qinsheng.

Of course, Li Jiashu is now too.

While chatting, this topic was unavoidable, but obviously neither of the two wanted to talk about it, so they both avoided talking about it, and the atmosphere suddenly fell into embarrassment.

"Xiao Xia, what are your plans for the future?" Li Qinsheng asked the serious matter.

Bai Xia has been thinking about this question for the past few days, "I don't know yet, we'll talk about it after seeing grandma's situation."

In fact, it doesn't matter whether Grandma Bai wakes up or not, Bai Xia has to get away to take care of her, he can no longer "ignore" grandma like before.Thinking of this, he bit the chopsticks in his mouth, and said uncertainly, "I should suspend school first, and go back to school when grandma's condition improves."

Their school will be suspended for at most two years, and they still need to issue a lot of certificates. Bai Xia doesn't know what will happen within this time limit, and what will happen after the time limit is exceeded. There are many people who have been sleeping for more than ten years.

"If you need...you can tell me and your uncle." Li Qinsheng actually wanted to say that they could take care of them if needed. She didn't want Bai Xia to take a break from school to take care of an old man. This is not what he should do, nor His responsibility.But she knows Bai Xia best, he has always been very sensitive, Li Qinsheng is afraid of hurting his self-esteem.

Bai Xia washed the used tableware and piled them up, and asked her: "How are you going back later?"

It takes about an hour's drive from Lijiaping to the county hospital, not to mention that there is no car at night, and Uncle Li has already gone back.

"I booked a room at the hotel across the street. Let's make do with it tonight and settle it down tomorrow." Li Qinsheng looked at the data on the bedside device, but Bai Xia couldn't understand it at all.

Li Qinsheng left after not staying for long, and Bai Xia went downstairs to see her off, it was already winter, the trees outside were bare, and there were a few sparrows standing there.

Bai Xia waited all night but didn't get a call from Li Jiashu, maybe Cai Yuan didn't tell him, he didn't call again, but just held the phone and texted in a daze for a long time.

The next day Li Qinsheng came a little earlier and brought breakfast for Bai Xia.

The weather was particularly good this day, it was already winter, but it gave people a feeling of refreshing autumn.The haze that hung over the sky was also gone.

Grandma Bai unexpectedly moved in the afternoon, her eyelids moved.It was Li Qinsheng who saw it first, Bai Xia hurriedly got up and wanted to call a doctor, but was stopped by Li Qinsheng, and went by herself.

The old man struggled to open his eyes, and actually only closed his eyes. The respirator made her feel very uncomfortable. She opened her mouth and tried to speak with great effort.

Bai Xia excitedly held her withered vine-like hand, and carefully pulled off the ventilator a little, so that grandma would not feel so uncomfortable.The doctor came soon and examined her. At this time, Bai Xia seemed to have noticed that she couldn't move except her head, and she didn't even respond to holding her hand just now.

Grandma Bai still only squinted, her mouth kept opening and closing, as if she had something to say.

The doctor saw this kind of thing a lot, so he waved his hand for Bai Xia to come over.

The silence in the ward made people flustered, Bai Xia put his ear close to grandma's mouth, so that she would not have to struggle to speak, Grandma Bai only spoke two short sentences intermittently, but he seemed to have listened to them for a lifetime.