To Xia Xia

I don't know if it's a coincidence, but Ji Qing's place of work is very close to Bai Xia's school, and it's only three or four stops by bus, so that he drives to school to see him every day after work.Bai Xia didn't like this very much, it could be said that he was disgusted, he thought that at most they would just see Li Jiashu once or twice a week, sometimes only once every half a month.He really didn't want to have any contact with this person at all, the farther away the better.

Ji Qing really isn't easy to deal with, every time Bai Xia mentions the photos, he cleverly changes the subject, Bai Xia doesn't want to push him too hard, it won't do him any good, but sometimes Bai Xia even feels like he's being tricked up.

Even though he was mentally prepared and had the best determination to see death as home, Bai Xia still couldn't accept Ji Qing's intentional or unintentional intimacy. Not good-looking, but it didn't force him.

His trip with Li Jiashu was in jeopardy. In fact, half a month has passed since the time they agreed on. When they were supposed to go to the beach together, Bai Xia was guarding her grandma's hospital bed, and Li Jiashu was probably talking to his New girlfriend contacts feelings.

They still haven't contacted. It's not that Bai Xia didn't worry about Li Jiashu's accident, otherwise why would he not make a phone call with him.But he secretly followed his news, that person updated Weibo almost every day, and even posted more photos than before, some of one person, and some of two people.

That girl is an actress who just debuted, she is very beautiful, at least Bai Xia thinks so, she has two lovely dimples, she smiles intoxicated, she is one year older than him, and she just got admitted to the best acting school in city B this year.

The news said that they were talented and beautiful, a match made in heaven.

After turning off his mobile phone, he didn't want to see these news at all, his rival in love, maybe he would call his sister-in-law in the future.

The phone vibrated without warning, it was Ji Qing's call, Bai Xia pretended not to notice and pressed the mute button, but the screen turned on again after a while.Bai Xia hesitated for a moment and still accepted it.

"Hey."

"Why did it take so long to answer the phone?" Ji Qing frowned.

Bai Xia lied without blinking, "The volume is muted in class."

Maybe he would notice when he lied to Ji Qing, but at least he didn't doubt it on the phone, "What's for dinner tonight? How about Thai food?"

"Whatever." Bai Xia said perfunctorily.

The two met in the restaurant, Bai Xia was a little listless, he always suffered from insomnia, and occasionally felt nauseous.

Naturally, Ji Qing could see that he was not in good condition, and asked concerned: "Tired?"

"I didn't sleep well last night."

Knowing that he likes sweets, Ji Qing specially ordered dessert, "Try it."

After a meal, Bai Xia didn't eat much dinner or dessert, and even vomited once when she went to the bathroom.

Ji Qing saw that he had lost a lot of weight recently, and he could hold it with one hand with a thin arm, so he thought that he didn't like Thai food, so he went to the Chinese restaurant next door to pack another Chinese food.

Bai Xia looked at him puzzled, Ji Qing rarely responded when he saw him, "It's okay, I don't like eating out, so let's go back and eat."

"Where are you going?" Bai Xia asked him.

"Of course it's my house." Ji Qing took it for granted, "It's not far, it's near here."

This is not the first time he has asked this question, Ji Qing has asked it several times, but Bai Xia has refused.

"I still have class tomorrow." Bai Xia took his hand away from her.

Ji Qing's smile froze for a second, and immediately returned to normal, "Tomorrow is Saturday."

"The club has activities." Bai Xia continued.

For his obvious perfunctory, Ji Qing got a little annoyed, with some impatience in his expression, he lowered his voice, "Bai Xia, you didn't join the club at all."

Seeing that both of his lies were exposed, Bai Xia couldn't hold back his face, but he was really tired today, and he didn't even have the energy to argue with Ji Qing.

Ji Qing insisted on hugging him, but Bai Xia pushed hard several times without pushing him away, "I know you don't like me now, it's okay, but you really don't need to put a black face on me every day, I don't want this set!"

"Bai Xia, I really like you." This is the second time he said this, Ji Qing was not joking, "I can give you what Li Jiashu can give you, and I can give you what he can't! "

After finishing speaking, he clamped Bai Xia's chin with his right hand, forcing him to raise his head, then lowered his head and pressed a kiss on his lips.

Even at night, this brightly lit place attracts many people to look back.Bai Xia was really frightened this time, and tried to push him away, "What are you doing!"

"Kiss you. I can kiss you openly, can he?"

Bai Xia was stunned, Ji Qing was right this time, Li Jiashu would never give him a kiss in full view.

"But he has something you don't have." He knew it was pointless to argue with Ji Qing, but he just couldn't be reconciled.

After hearing this, Ji Qing raised his eyebrows and smiled, "Baby, you are so cute. I gave him everything he has, without me he is still repairing cars in the garage, what do you think he has?"

"Fame, future, fans, and money... which one is not given to him by me?"

Bai Xia raised his hand and gave him a slap. The slap missed but still caused Ji Qing a hard pain. He didn't allow anyone to insult Li Jiashu like this, and retorted: "That's because of his hard work!"

Ji Qing held his slender wrist, and increased the strength of his hand in a punitive manner, Bai Xia's tears of pain almost fell down.

"Work hard? Who in this world doesn't work hard? Without me, his hard work is useless!"

Bai Xia was in a hurry, wanted to hit him but couldn't pull it out, many people were already watching this "good show", in their eyes it was like a scene of couples quarreling.

Ji Qing didn't want to be on the news tomorrow morning, so he took a taxi on the side of the road, stuffed Bai Xia into the car, and sat outside him.

He finally let go of Bai Xia's wrist, and wrapped him in his arms affectionately, restraining Bai Xia from moving around, "Sleep for a while, I'll be there soon."

"I'm not going!" Bai Xia's eyes were red with anger, and the driver looked behind through the mirror curiously.

Ji Qing gently ran down his hair, and straightened his messed up clothes, "Okay, don't be angry, you know that I have a bad temper and still provoke me."

The driver originally thought it was some kind of kidnapping, but after hearing what he said, he realized that the young couple had quarreled. Bai Xia wanted to cry without tears, and was struggling all the time. Ji Qing always has this ability to make others believe him instead of himself .Under his restraint, the driver didn't have time to take care of Bai Xia's small movements, and arrived at the destination within a few minutes.

Ji Qing's house is in a mid-range neighborhood, with a simple style and black and white as the main theme.

He seemed a little courteous and brought new slippers for Bai Xia. He admitted that he was too angry to say those words just now, but that is also the truth. Over the past few years, in order to get Bai Xia, he did not know that he gave them to Li Jiashu. How many opportunities, for this day.

Say he likes it, he thinks he still likes Bai Xia, but he likes Bai Xia because he can see Ji Nian's shadow in him: kindness, stubbornness, unwillingness to compromise... even looks alike , Ji Nian entrusted him with a dream, saying that he missed him very much.

He believed that, apart from Bai Xia, there was no one else in this world who could be so similar to Ji Nian.

Bai Xia was still a little scared, it was a kind of unreasonable fear, without a name, but it penetrated into the bones of people.

As soon as he entered the room, Ji Qing answered a phone call, and he answered it without avoiding himself. It seemed that the company called and had to deal with some matters.

"Xiao Xia, you can sit wherever you want." Ji Qing fetched him a cup of hot water, "I'm going to the study to deal with some things."

Bai Xia's lips were already bitten by herself, and the blood was gone, and Ji Qing relaxed a little when he entered the study.He finally raised his head and began to familiarize himself with the layout of the room, which was always useful, whether it was escaping or looking for photos.

Not long after, Ji Qing came out of the study, saw that he was still sitting on the sofa, walked over to rub his hair, pointed to his bedroom, "I'm going to take a shower, if you're sleepy, go to bed first. "

Bai Xia looked back at him with wide open eyes, Ji Qing knew what he was worried about, "Don't worry, I'll sleep on the sofa."

His words did not reassure Bai Xia much, and being separated by a door did not reassure him, "I want to go back to school."

"It's too late today." Ji Qing thought for a few seconds and said, "What happened before won't happen again. I was wrong that time. I have received good psychological treatment in the United States for the past two years, and I have been cured."

After thinking about it, he added: "On the premise that you don't make me angry."