my brother became a scum

I already believed this sentence in my heart, but my mouth retorted: "He was only 17 years old at the time, how could he force you to leave?"

"He's a devil." Lin Danni's face was covered with water, her exquisite makeup was all gone, and she looked a little embarrassed, "He ruined my life..."

"Forcing you to study abroad can ruin your life? No one is stopping you from coming back."

"He told me to break up with you..."

"I didn't see that you hesitated to break up back then." I was probably very cruel. She cried so sadly, but I didn't feel the same way. "If you love me very much, why don't you contact me secretly .Why did you get married? After you got divorced, you didn't want to contact me again. "

She stared at me blankly, as if she couldn't believe that these words came from my mouth.

"So, can you tell me, why did you ask me to come here?"

"I'm sick and want to see you."

"Now that I see it, is there anything else you want to say?" I pretended to be impatient, and looked down at my watch. "I'm also very busy, so I don't have much time to listen to you slowly telling about the past."

"I want to tell you the truth back then," Lin Danni seemed to be extremely angry, her voice trembling slightly, "I don't want to hide some secrets until the day I die."

"related to me?"

"About you."

"Then tell me, I'm listening."

My attitude was casual, and Li Wanting clenched the blanket on her lap, obviously out of breath.

"At that time, Zhang Chen was holding onto me. He forced me to go abroad and wanted me to break up with you..."

"Before going abroad, you need to make a series of preparations. It takes a while to apply for a visa, not to mention applying for a school or finding a place to live," I interrupted her softly, "The most important thing is that you need the consent of your parents. Chen threatens you, and it can be done."

"Zhang Chen completed all the formalities for me. My family members...my family situation is a bit special..."

"Even if he can ask someone to handle the visa on his behalf, the passport before the visa is processed must be done in person. The cycle will take at least one month, but after you and I mentioned that you want to leave, you will leave the country in three days," I said. It was not fast and the voice was not loud, but Lin Danni's face became paler, "Of course, the passport may have been issued by a previous tourist, although I don't know that you have traveled abroad before..."

"What do you want to say?" She interrupted me, her lips were as red as blood, "Zhang Chen forced me to separate from you, but you are questioning me?"

"I just can't figure it out. I can't figure it out. A few days ago, you were still telling me that you would take the college entrance examination with me, but you just left." My memory has always been very good, so good that I can still remember it many years later. Recalling the details at that time, "You left in a hurry, as if you had been preparing for a long, long time."

"My family did arrange for me to go abroad, and I have been against it."

"While opposing, cooperate to apply for a passport, apply for a visa, and choose a school?"

"Chen Heping, I was only 17 years old, how could you tell me to reject my family?"

She roared out, and pursed her lips as if realizing something.

"Since Zhang Chen didn't force you to go abroad, why do you hate him? Hate him for pushing you to make a decision earlier?"

"He told me to break up with you..."

"What did he use to force you to part with me?"

Lin Danni didn't speak any more, she just looked at me silently, tears seemed to flow forever.

She is completely different from what I remember. The Lin Danni in my memory is alive. She would lean against a tree and smoke a cigarette, grab my bicycle and threaten me to drive her away, and kiss my cheek and say to others This is my boyfriend, and he is calm and comfortable even when he leaves.

I'm also completely different from what she remembered.

I have become selfish, indifferent, and cunning, and I am not at all like the good person I was back then.

"If you just want to tell me this, an email or a phone call can solve the problem."

"I just want to see you, want, want to see you."

"What you want to see is the Chen Heping in your memory, not the current Chen Heping. After so many years, meeting is worse than missing."

I'm not indifferent to what Zhang Chen did back then, but I also know that Zhang Chen is a scumbag, what he did was not unexpected, and I was not very surprised to hear Lin Danni's accusation.

Of course I want to settle this account with Zhang Chen, but not for Lin Danni, but for myself.

Of course Lin Danni is pitiful, but her current situation has nothing to do with me.She chose to go abroad, chose to break up, even under Zhang Chen's pressure, she made her own choice.After more than 20 years, she didn't hear from her, and she tricked me to come over and tell the truth about that year.

Her words were mixed with water and not very believable. I didn't ask her what she said to me, it was too cruel for her.

In the end, it was either because she still loved me a little bit, or because she hated Zhang Chen very much. After thinking about it, the latter always needs a little more.

She might want to use me to take revenge on Zhang Chen, but how does she know that I have the ability to take revenge on Zhang Chen, through Li Wanting's snooping?

My brain was spinning lazily, without spending much effort, but I heard Lin Danni say: "Do you want to continue to be with Zhang Chen?"

"This is my business, it has nothing to do with you."

"He's a scum, do you still love him?"

"Lin Danni, since you have been abroad for so many years, how come you are so familiar with Zhang Chen and me?"

"I chatted with Li Wanting for a while..."

"Oh, like this."

I don't really like people cheating on me, not even my ex-girlfriend.

"If there is nothing else, I will leave first..."

"Chen Heping—" she hurriedly called my name, "I'm dying..."

I twitched the corners of my mouth, showing a standard smile, and said, "You don't even want to insert the reserved needle into the blood vessel, so don't pretend to be dying."

She quickly lowered her head to look at her hand, and her expression changed suddenly.

At first, I only noticed that there was a lot of flesh on her hand, which didn't look like she had been ill for a long time. After a closer look, the needle was actually attached, and the glue was still a little loose and wobbly.

Her tears rolled down again, and before she was about to say anything else, I said to her: "Tell me what you want me to do, if it's not too much, I'll help you, huh?"

She tore off the stain on the back of her hand, wiped her face, stood up from the recliner, and said, "I want to marry you."

"For revenge on Zhang Chen?"

She opened her lips, but still said nothing else.

I guess she wants to say, she loves me.

But I also found that my judgment just now was a bit wrong. What she loves is not Chen Heping, an ordinary person who has nothing. She may love Chen Heping, who holds money and power and can easily take revenge on Zhang Chen.

I'm not very sad either. Over the years, I've gotten used to people coming and going, people's hearts changing, and so many familiar people are no longer what they used to be.

"Zhang Chen and I haven't divorced yet," I said softly to reject her words without showing any affection, "I won't marry you when we get divorced."

"you……"

"Lin Danni," I called her name, and it might be the last time, "We are not 17 years old anymore."

17-year-old Chen Heping is deeply in love with a girl named Lin Danni.

17-year-old Chen Heping is with the girl he loves deeply.

He was carefully planning their future, he was fantasizing about starting a family with his beloved, he never thought that his beloved was ready to leave, and secretly completed all the procedures, Until one day, she said to him, I'm leaving, let's break up.

I also want to attribute all the reasons to Zhang Chen.

But I know very well that even without him, Lin Danni would still leave - because she doesn't love me as much as she shows.

She seems to have found a novelty toy, she has a possessive desire, maybe she has some liking, some love, but when it comes time to choose, I will be given up.

I also want to pretend that I can't see through and see clearly, but I don't want to cooperate in this play. I don't love Lin Danni, and I don't want her to enter the marriage hall with me, just to make Zhang Chen feel regret and regret. It hurts so bad - that is irresponsible for my life.

I walked out without saying a word, and Lin Danni yelled at me from behind, full of air, just like back then——

"Chen Heping, have you ever loved me?"

This question is meaningless, even a little ridiculous.

"I loved you."

I left a card at the front desk of the nursing home, put it in an envelope, and wrote the password was my birthday, and asked the staff to pass it to Lin Danni.

If she really likes me that much, of course she can take out the money. If she doesn't want to take out the money, I have done what I can.

I have nothing to make up for her except money, although I don't feel obligated to do so.

I am still lucky. Most people will meet their glamorous ex when they are not so good. They will inevitably recall the sweetness of the year. Compared with the current situation, it is easier to breed resentment and unwillingness.

The meeting with Lin Danni marked the end of that summer for me, so I don't need to miss it occasionally.

I boarded the plane back to China, opened my laptop and began to deal with the work of various parties. The secretary handed me a message, and the prison once again issued a sentence commutation report for Zhang Chen. The reason was to rescue the inmate who had a heart attack.

I have always thought that Zhang Chen is a man with too much destiny. He is always lucky and has enough means. For example, I thought he would stay for a while. They are all helping him, telling him to save someone.

The secretary asked me what my plans were, and I said I had no plans, and if he could commute his sentence for a period of time, that would be up to him.

However, there was some fluctuation in the board of directors. After finishing the official business, a few directors who were older than me invited me to drink tea. They probably wanted to test my plans. I went with them and had an afternoon tea with them. Tai Chi circled around without showing any emotion.