my brother became a scum

It was the visiting day again, and Zhang Chen looked better than the last time we saw each other. The thin calluses on his palms disappeared, and his hands were reserved and delicate.

My informant in the prison said that besides writing, Zhang Chen is reading and exercising every day. Recently, he has a very good relationship with the prison kitchen manager, and occasionally he will go to bake and serve some snacks for others to eat.He was in a good mood, relaxed, and had a good time in prison.

When the prison guard left this time, he told us softly that we had one afternoon, and he would go away after locking the door.

I didn't realize it at first, but I quickly picked up the subtext of his words, and I had enough time in the afternoon to do something.

But I had no urge to do anything. Zhang Chen was also picking out snacks and eating carefully. He was still wearing a prison uniform, but the top button was undone, revealing a small piece of white and tender meat.The prison guards knew that he had made great achievements, so they didn't force him to shave his hair short. His hair had grown to the neck, and there were some broken hairs on his forehead. His appearance really didn't match his age.

After finishing his snacks, he wiped his hands with wet paper towels one by one, and said, "I heard that you went abroad to meet your old lover?"

Instead, he threw a straight ball, clean and tidy.

"Where did you get the news?"

"The director of the company came to see me specially and told me the news."

"Oh."

"Don't ask who I am?"

"I have it in my mind."

Zhang Chen folded the wet tissue a few times and threw it into a plastic bag.

"Did that woman arrange a lot of things about me with you?"

"Fortunately, most of them are telling the truth."

"Do you believe she's telling the truth?" Zhang Chen raised the last word frivolously, with a bitch-like energy.

"I only believe what I want to believe."

Zhang Chen's expression changed rapidly, and he revealed an extremely beautiful smile. He raised his chin slightly and said, "I thought you would marry her? How miserable she is. She was kicked out of the country by me, and my beloved you are here Parting, I have been thinking about it for so many years, and now I am seriously ill..."

"Zhang Chen," I felt a slight pain in my temples, "Can you please stop making trouble?"

Zhang Chen puffed up his face, and then broke it all at once, his appearance was very innocent and hateful.

"Do you want to hear a story, Brother Heping?"

I wanted to say that I didn't want to hear it, but there was no smile in his eyes, and when the words came to his lips, it became a sentence of "you say it".

"I promised Lin Danni that if she doesn't come to seduce you again, I'll keep this secret for her," Zhang Chen said, dishonestly, and kicked my calf with his foot, "She didn't keep the secret." Jo, let me tell you, it's okay, right?"

"up to you."

"I slept with Lin Danni."

"Snapped--"

I withdrew my hand, a red mark appeared on Zhang Chen's face, he raised his hand to cover his face, and said nothing.

I was actually very calm and didn't have much anger, just at that moment just now, I couldn't help hitting him, and I didn't have any regrets after the beating was over.

"Go on."

He wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth with a sneer, and said, "My first woman was Li Yang. I slept with Lin Danni, but I didn't care about her."

"How old were you then..."

"It's old enough. Lin Danni is two years older than you. After she turns sixteen, it's not illegal to have sex."

I clenched my fists and didn't say any curse words.

"Chen Heping, do you know that your little girlfriend is raised by someone, she calls him brother, and sleeps with her brother at night.

"Her godbrother doesn't even know that she had a boyfriend when she was in school. Why do you think she never dared to let you send her home?"

"Zhang Chen," my voice trembled a little, as the past world gradually collapsed, "You have always known about this, right?"

"Yes."

I lifted my foot and kicked over the table between us, and the exquisite dessert rolled to the ground and became colorful.

There was such a loud noise, but still no one opened the door to check. Zhang Chen sat in front of me, even smiling slightly.

"As I said, she is not a good girl, but you, Chen Heping, just don't believe me."

"You should have told me these things long ago."

"I don't know if you will believe me." Zhang Chen interlocked his fingers and sat on the seat calmly. "Besides, you will be happier if you don't know anything."

"What else do you know?"

"It's nothing, it's all in the past."

"I'm curious how you know about this."

"Lin Danni's brother-in-law is a double, and one day he wants to play games, double flying, have you heard of it?" Zhang Chen smiled softly, as if telling someone else's story, "The girl is Lin Danni, the boy It's me."

"you……"

I opened my eyes wide, tears rolled out all at once, I don't know if it was for Lin Danni or Zhang Chen.

"I had a half brother who got into trouble and I was told I could help.

"I asked, how can I help.

"That person said that her brother-in-law is very powerful and can help me."

"That person is Lin Danni?"

"It's her."

I wiped the water off my face and asked him hoarsely, "What happened next?"

"Later, later I asked Lin Danni, why did you do this?" Zhang Chen was still laughing, and he said while laughing, "She said, Zhang Chen, you are so pretty, look at Chen Heping, he always stares at you look."

"Is that why you promised her?"

"Why don't you agree? If my cheap brother goes to jail, my mother will be sad."

I opened my mouth, wanting to scold him for being so mean, but I couldn't.He was only 15 years old then.

"You are such a fool."

"Well, it was a bit silly at that time," Zhang Chen raised his body, moved the stool forward, and made it down again. We were not so far away, and his hand rested on my thigh very naturally. , "At first I thought it was just like in TV dramas, kissing and touching."

"Stop it," I didn't want to listen to him anymore, but he looked at me blankly and couldn't help but say, "Forget it, just say it if you want to."

"Later he pushed me onto the bed, probably for fun. There was a movie on the TV, and I knew right away that he wanted to fuck my ass."

He stopped talking, but his hands restlessly moved up my thigh.

"and after?"

"Later, I was stronger and crushed him on the bed."

"Don't cry, it's all over," I raised my hand and wiped the water from the corners of his eyes, "If you cry again, your eye makeup will wear off."

"Chen Heping, you are different," he blinked, letting the scalding water flow through my palm, "I told others, then you are very lucky, you are stupid, and you asked me with a smile, are you comfortable?" ?”

"Zhang Chen, did your mother know about this later?"

"She knows, and she also said, anyway, you haven't suffered any disadvantages, so just play with him more."

"Are you going to play with him more?"

"It's not uncomfortable, right?" Zhang Chen seemed to be talking to me, more like talking to himself in the past, "Just hang out like this."

"mixed together?"

"I fuck him, he fucks Lin Danni, sometimes he breaks Lin Danni's thigh and asks me if I want to try it? Later, he took me to play with different men's buttocks. When I woke up, I still have to go to school and be my good student."

I finally understood why Lin Danni hated Zhang Chen so much, and also understood how Zhang Chen became a complete scum under my nose.

"You're hiding it too deeply, and I don't even notice it at all."

"You don't even know who your girlfriend is. How can you tell what has changed in me?"

I pinched his face, raised his chin, and looked at this overly beautiful cheek.

When he was in high school, he looked much more supple than now, walking towards me from the end of the corridor against the sun, step by step, just like a little prince.

I have noticed his secret, but I haven't explored it. Right under my eyes, he has changed from a stubborn sunflower to a poppy flower spurned by thousands of people.

I don't know if I can pull him up if I find out his secret, will he be less of a scumbag.

But he doesn't need my pity, and there are no ifs in life.

I let go of the hand holding his chin, but in the next moment he kissed my lips carefully, as if he had found a treasure, the chair creaked, briefly recalling the rationality blocked by lust.

I looked at him coldly, he let go of my lips, and began to unbutton the prison clothes, I have never seen him so flustered, even the fingertips were trembling slightly.

I raised my hand and touched his fingers, and he shrank back as if he had been electrocuted.I started to unbutton his jacket, one by one, until the end, he raised his hand, let the clothes roll to the ground, revealing the white vest inside, and very obediently, took off the white vest.

He is naked/topless, his skin is fair and tender, and he looks thin and thin.Shoes, socks, outer pants, underwear, one after another, he took them off cleanly.

I didn't hug him, and even sat on my seat indifferently, looking at him without saying a word.

He straddled my lap, licked my Adam's apple with his tongue, and smiled softly, as if he didn't care.

His hand touched my half-erect desire/desire, and gently kneaded it.

He was about to kiss me again, but I grabbed his hair and forced him to lift his head.

He was trembling with pain, but there was still a smile on the corner of his mouth, as if he was sure that I would not hurt him.

My tongue licked his Adam's apple, licked his collarbone, and bit down hard, and he instinctively hugged my head tightly.

He said, "I love you."

I ignored his words and left bloody marks one after another on his upper body. Desire/desire broke through the shackles and broke into his body to act recklessly. Finally, for some reason, he started calling my name.

"Chen Heping."

"Chen Heping."

"Chen Heping."

……

Every sound is like a knife, poking my heart.

We are like two beasts who have taken off their disguise, as if sex/desire can make us cuddle together, I pressed him on the cold ground, let him kneel and crawl on the ground, slapped his butt, told him to relax Some.

I pushed him against the door, bit his earlobe, raised his thigh, bumped into him again and again, and also hit the door panel. In the quiet room, only the panting of me and him could be heard.

He leaned down to swallow my desire/desire, warm water rolled from his eye sockets, he cried so beautifully, it always seems to be tempting me to tell him to cry more, more .

We were exhausted, so we sat back on the desk and chair again. I lit a cigarette, handed it to him, and listened to what he wanted to say in a vain manner.

He said that later that godmother was sacked, and he accepted most of his connections, and he also had the capital to invest. Lin Danni got the opportunity to go abroad, but she procrastinated, as if she was hesitating.

He said that he warned Lin Danni and told her to leave immediately, and also told her not to contact me again, because her heart was too dirty, and I was too clean.

He said that he found that being a scumbag was too much fun, and no one would care about him, so he simply did as he wanted.

He said that he never wanted to slag me, but when he got emotional, he really couldn't bear it, couldn't control himself, and always wanted to tease me.

He said, Chen Heping, I have always loved you, but I also know that I am sorry for you.

He said a lot of things in the end, but I felt that I had nothing to say.

Finally, after thinking about it, there was only one sentence left: "Come out early."

The prison guard finally arrived late, and he limped and followed him out of the room with the things I left him behind.

I adjusted my cuffs and coat, left the prison, and got into the car.

The phone in my coat vibrated suddenly, I answered the phone, and Zheng Dongyang's voice came over: "I heard that you and Zhang Chen got together in prison? You're married, are you still divorced?"

"It's not difficult for you to complete the relevant procedures as soon as possible, right?"

"It's really cruel, it's just been careless."

"There will be no grass in the future, and now the grass is enough, isn't it good?"

"Chen Heping, you have changed a lot."

"Nothing to do with you."

I hung up the phone.