look at you bend you

you're fine, you're right...

This sentence drew a brilliant firework in Nanfang's heart. He didn't need to empathize with him, or even understand him. All he wanted was affirmation from others to light a lamp in the barren and dark world...

Looking at Li Yan, Nanfang suddenly felt that no matter what happens in the future, it is enough for him to be with him all the time.

"Brother, thank you!" Nanfang grabbed Li Yan's hand and squeezed it.

"You're welcome." Li Yan pinched his face, "But you'd better change your habit of leaving without saying goodbye, or you'll pack up and leave immediately!"

"Change, change, I'll change!" Nanfang smiled and collapsed on the bed, stretching his waist.

"Okay, go back to sleep!" Li Yan kicked him.

"Come on, let's talk for a while!"

"I am a patient who needs to rest..."

"You rest and I'll watch..." Nanfang moved to the side and took a picture of the empty space, "I promise not to disturb you, what if it burns again?"

"..."

After turning off the lights, Nanfang's gaze locked onto Li Yan's back in the darkness, wading motionlessly. The room was very quiet, so quiet that he could hear his own heartbeat. No one had ever made him feel like Li Yan. so longing...

After a while~

"Brother, are you asleep?" Nanfang raised his head and looked in Li Yan's direction. After waiting for a while without hearing an answer, Nanfang moved forward, "Li Yan?"

Still didn't hear the answer, Nanfang stretched his neck and said, "I hugged you, if you don't answer, I'll take it as you agreed!"

So, Nanfang, who still didn't hear the answer, gently pressed Li Yan's back, and put an arm around his side waist...

"Where's your promise?" Li Yan's voice came from the darkness, did you agree not to disturb?

"Huh? You haven't slept!" Nanfang raised his head and rested his chin on his shoulder, "Sleep, sleep, I'm just trying to see if you're burning!"

"Are you finished?" Li Yan patted him on the arm, "Let go when you're done, you're not too hot!"

"No," Nanfang posted further, "we will both fall asleep in a while, if you have a fever, you can feel it by holding me like this..."

"I really admire you, what do you two old men have to hug?" Li Yan sighed.

"Yes, I like to sleep with you in my arms!" Nanfang rubbed the tip of his nose against Li Yan's back neck, "You smell really good..."

Li Yan's breathing paused, and the itchy feeling on his neck instantly spread like dominoes all over his body... After moving his body and curling up his legs, he tried to let his mind go empty...

Nanfang felt that the front of his legs was empty, and instinctively pushed his knees into Li Yan's curled up hind legs. This curled up made the posture of the two of them a bit awkward, Nanfang's crotch was tightly attached to Li Yan's fart] stock on...

Li Yan didn't move or didn't move, he could only count sheep silently with his eyes closed.

Nanfang obviously also felt that this tormenting posture was a bit inappropriate, but he didn't move. If he was withdrawn at this time, he wouldn't be Nanfang. It's normal to have such dirty thoughts in his heart towards the person he likes. Nanfang moved his fingers Ticked Li Yan's stomach through his clothes.

He felt the muscles in Li Yan's abdomen tense instantly, which caused the flames in his heart to flare up again, which caused a certain part to flare up...

"You..." Li Yan felt something pressing on his buttocks and quickly lay down flat. After lying flat, the lips that were originally attached to the back of his neck were directly attached to his cheeks, and the breath from the south sprayed into his cochlea and made him His hair exploded in seconds...

"Brother, can you stop moving around?" Nan Nan said with a hoarse voice and shortness of breath.

"Relax..." Li Yan pressed his elbow against his stomach.

"Hum~" Nanfang snorted, tightened his arms around Li Yan, panted heavily and whispered in his ear, "I told you not to move around..."

"Okay, I won't move, you let go..."

"It's late..." Nanfang turned over and pressed on Li Yan, with two legs pressing his legs, and hands pressing his two arms, lowering his head to Li Yan's lips and biting them.

"Hmm~!" Li Yan was really powerless to complain about being forced to kiss again and again. Nanfang's kisses always have an aggressiveness that cannot be resisted. The more you struggle, the more excited he is. This is from being forced to kiss several times. Li Yan gave up struggling because of the experience he gained in emergencies. Experience told him that struggling is useless...

Feeling Li Yan's relaxed body, Nanfang let go of one hand and pinched his chin, and slipped his tongue along the gap between his teeth, chasing and teasing the tongue that kept dodging on the opposite side...

All the senses in the darkness are infinitely magnified, the lips and teeth are filled with the smell of the other party, the forceful kiss, and the weight that cannot be ignored on the body, Li Yan can even clearly feel the accelerated heartbeat in Nanfang's chest, all these make Li Yan Yan's desire quickly awakened.

Nanfang let go of his lips and turned to his ears, opened his mouth to suck the earlobe into his mouth, and then bit it with his teeth.

"Hmm~..." A burst of numbness accompanied by pain went all over his body, and Li Yan raised his chin and moaned, just like that slipped out of his mouth.

"Brother... Li Yan~" Nanfang's hands tore at Li Yan's clothes, the buttons were torn off, and his hands kept gliding over his body.

When his naked skin was touching, Li Yan felt that fever was nothing at all. He felt that his current body temperature was comparable to magma. This feeling of being about to melt made him at a loss, and every cell in his body was screaming and thinking. Wanting to break through the shackles, Nanfang stretched his arms to Li Yan's back, tightly encircling him in his arms, hugging him hard, trying to rub him into his body and become a part of himself.

Li Yan was ashamed of the fact that he was flirting with him as soon as he flirted with him. At least he was in his thirties. Such lack of self-control really hurt the face of his president. After trotting away, Li Yan raised the yellow card. At this point, he could tell that the obedient little sheep in front of him turned into a wolf a second after he got into bed, and the wolf wanted to sleep with him...

Although the body is very honest, but the heart still needs to adapt to this role change...

In the south, the fucked up plot where you can't eat the person you obviously like, but you have to rely on each other's hardworking hands to solve it, is a little tasteful, and you can't be satisfied anymore.Of course, for the sake of future benefits, I can only settle for the next best thing at this moment.

As long as they can hug each other and sleep like this, feel Li Yan's heartbeat and breathing at close range, and smell Li Yan's unique breath, he will feel as if he is in heaven, and his whole body is light...

"Brother!" Nanfang played with Li Yan's slender fingers.

"Ok?"

"Do you... like it?" Nanfang asked.

"..." What the hell kind of question is this?

"Don't like it?" Nanfang raised his arms and looked at Li Yan. The yellowed light in the room reflected on Li Yan's lazy face, and his half-closed narrow eyes were indescribably... attractive!This made Nanfang's throat tighten again.After all, why is Li Yan so different during the day and at night?Steady and... coquettish?

"I said you don't like it, can you just give up?" Li Yan narrowed his eyes and glanced at him.

Nanfang stared at Li Yan with rounded eyes, then showed two canine teeth, and said with a smile, "That can't be done, I will study hard and improve every day!" Are you kidding me? Take it back?What are you thinking?

"...Sleep!" Li Yan angrily turned off the night light.

"Hey? You haven't answered me yet, do you like it or not?" Nanfang put his face close to Li Yan's cheek, squinting his eyes to see his expression clearly in the dark.

"..."

"Okay!" Nanfang slumped back to his pillow, his voice was weak, "After all, I have no experience, and this thing is basically based on instinct. After a few more times in the future, you will like it after practice makes perfect!"

"What the hell..." Li Yan turned his head to look in the direction of the south in surprise, he was so surprised that he swears: "Is it sick?" Who can tell him, how could a child become so brazen?

"Well, it's not a serious illness!" Nanfang turned his body and hugged Li Yan again, buried his face in his shoulder and took a deep breath, "Only eating you once can relieve one or two!"

"..." Well, there is no cure for this thick-skinned person, Li Yan feels that it is fortunate that the light is not turned on, otherwise his old face would have no place to rest.

……

On Christmas Eve Nanfang made a decision, he wanted to go back and face himself, face the past!The answer now is yes, he wants to give himself a chance to say goodbye to the past, since what happened cannot be changed, he has no choice but to face him, after running away for so many years, he finally has to uncover the scar by himself.

I haven’t entered the house for nearly ten years. When Nanfang stepped into the door again, it felt like a world away. Looking at the strange furnishings in the room and the people sitting on the sofa, Nanfang kept saying in his heart: It’s okay, it’s all over. It's in the past……

"Xiao Nan is back?" Yang Meiru stepped forward and grabbed his arm,

Nanfang glanced at the hand on his arm, and frowned. He really didn't understand this woman. He obviously hated him so much, but he could still make such an intimate gesture, which was admirable...

"Come and sit~" Yang Meiru pulled him to the sofa, "You said that your child has been away for so many years, and you don't know how to go home to see, and you don't answer your phone calls. Your father is sick and wants to see you." You can't even see it, but your brother has a way to persuade you to come back..."

Nanfang twitched the corner of his mouth, which time did he not answer the phone?Which time did he not finish listening to Che Jilu's talk?If he didn't want to go back, it would be useless to persuade anyone!

"Husband, you should say something..." Yang Meiru sat next to Nan Zhenyu who had been reading the newspaper.

"Where's Xiaofei? Why hasn't he come back?" Nan Zhenyu folded the newspaper and put it aside.

"He has something to deal with in the company, and he just called and said he will be home soon." Yang Meiru said.

"Well," Nan Zhenyu looked at Nanfang blankly, "Sit down!"

Nanfang closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and sat on the single sofa opposite Nan Zhenyu.

How do you feel now?Nan Nan couldn't find an adjective, but felt that it was difficult to breathe, and the blood in his veins seemed to freeze.

The relationship that should have been close was more embarrassing than strangers, Nanfang laughed at himself in his heart.

"Brother..." Nan Fei entered the room and rushed to Nan Nan, "When did you arrive?"

"Just arrived!" The only person in this family who made him feel at ease was this younger brother who had fought with each other several times, how ridiculous!

"Why don't you call me, I'll pick you up!"

"No need to pick it up, I can find it..." Nanfang smiled.

Nan Zhenyu raised his eyelids and glanced at him, frowning and didn't speak.

Yang Meiru's eyes flicked back and forth between the two of them, then smiled and said to Nanfang: "Xiao Nan will go to your brother's room to rest for a while, and stay for dinner at night..."

"Heh~..." The tone of completely treating you as a guest made Nanfang laugh, "Thank you, don't bother me so much! I came here to talk to you!" The last words were addressed to Nan Zhenyu.

"..." Nan Zhenyu once again looked at Nanfang's face, "Oh? What do you want to talk about?"

"Talk about my mother!" Nanfang looked at Nan Zhenyu.

The room fell into a stormy silence...

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In the next chapter, Nanfang will get his wish!

Prepare for the new pit "When Gong meets Gong"

Introduction to Xinkeng

Have you ever heard of a blind date?

must have heard

Ok

Chi Shaogong's mother gave him a blind date

but

For a 1 he needs a 0

mom knows

dad knows

sister knows

grandparents know

grandparents know

In view of his unreliable sentimental view

The whole family found him a 0

You say that if there is a gay in someone’s family, the dog will be restless

He likes men and his family is more excited than him

This... he should be happy, right?

However, this enthusiastic crowd eating melons is really overwhelming!So he was taken to battle

but

But but

Is this 0 really 0?

Why do you feel that his status as 1 is not guaranteed?

Why is this swollen?

or not~

fight?

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