did i call your name

The first year of high school feels like a lonely ghost now.

It's still the kind of confession rejected, lovelorn ghost.

He squatted in the corridor and smoked, his stamina came up, and he finally felt uncomfortable.Perhaps he had foreseen today, and the first year of senior high school was too late to take that step.

Sure enough, just as he had worried, Qiu Sinian's response was very vague. In fact, his attitude was already obvious, but he couldn't say it out loud.

Do you not like it?

Or some other reason?

Gao Yi stubbed out the cigarette irritably, feeling a little regretful, at least he should have asked why.

If he just doesn't like it, he can work hard to make him like it.

Qiu Sinian smoked the cigarette that Gao Yi had bitten down to the bottom, as if he was holding back all his strength, choking until tears came out, he still puffed on recklessly.

The first year of high school didn't stay outside for long, and Qiu Sinian came back after smoking a cigarette.There was not a strong smell of smoke in the room, Gao Yi frowned and sniffed his nose.

Chou Sinian came out of the toilet after throwing away his cigarette butts, and was about to go out to find the first year of senior high school, but found that he had already returned.

"Are you smoking?" Gao Yi looked at Qiu Sinian in surprise, Qiu Sinian's eyes were a little red, and his lips were dry.

"You don't know how to smoke." Gao Yi saw that the cigarette he threw on the coffee table had disappeared, "You..."

Qiu Sinian looked away, feeling as if he was being caught.

Gao opened his mouth and didn't say anything. He noticed that Qiu Sinian's ears were a little red.

This is... embarrassing?

Hold.

The lips of the first year of high school were pursed into a line, and he called Teacher Qiu so cute in his heart.

Qiu Sinian looked up at Gao Yi, and after making sure that he had no signs of crying, he finally felt relieved.

"I'm going back to my room to sleep." For the first time, Qiu Sinian couldn't maintain his superficial calm, and Gao Yi felt that he was even more flustered than himself.

It was also the first time he had seen such a teacher Qiu.

"The food on the table is overheated, remember to eat." Qiu Sinian and Gao Yi ordered and closed the door.

After that day, Qiu Sinian was even more reticent, and he went out very early every morning, and he was hardly seen after waking up in the first year of high school, but breakfast was placed on the dining table as usual.

Compared with the rejection of the confession that day, Qiu Sinian's indifferent attitude really made Gao Yi sad.

Uncomfortable, he gnawed tastelessly the taro pie prepared by Chou Sinian, and his nose suddenly became sore.He pressed his sour eyes, and stuffed the taro pie into his mouth mouthful.

Too many things happened a few days ago, and I had no time to live broadcast in the first year of high school, and I haven't been online for a long time.

If he doesn't play e-sports, he really is a useless person. Gao Yi smiled self-deprecatingly and turned on the computer.

This was the first time when the first year of high school moved to Qiu Sinian's house and turned on the live broadcast on the computer, the background in the camera changed, it was no longer a white wall, but neatly arranged books.

The e-sports boy with an indifferent expression, surrounded by a pile of books, has a strange sense of cuteness.

The barrage's attention was indeed attracted by the background.

[Damn there are so many books]

【Is this the home of Subwoofer Shuaibi? ?Already moved there? ? 】

【Want to know what is the relationship between gone and that person】

[Rely on me to read a lot of English books, big guy awesome]

[Obsessive-compulsive disorder is satisfied with one book, this book is so frankly cool]

[Obsessive-compulsive disorder is too serious, right? 23333333]

[I heard it's a teacher? ? ?What kind of fairy teacher is this? Why haven't I met such a teacher? ? 】

Freshman day of high school, he didn't talk much today. Although he turned on the camera, he was depressed and didn't have the mind to interact with fans. He just practiced tactics in a single row in silence.

It will be New Year's Day in a few days, and the school will hold a welcome party. Every year, every school will select a teacher to perform on stage. Whether the teacher is willing or not, this is an unwritten rule every year, and there is no way to refuse.

Qiu Sinian was targeted half a month ago, and all the teachers in the office knew that he could play the violin at a very high level.

"We've all had sex before." Shi Yu took a sip of his wolfberry black tea with a thermos in his hand, "It's your turn this year, young man."

Most of the teachers don't like to show off. For those who come out every year, it's a public execution, and they can't open their faces.

Although Qiu Sinian didn't like this kind of publicity, he didn't have any special reaction. The director of the school had approached him half a month ago and asked him to find time to take out the violin to practice.

Qiu Sinian lowered his head and went about his own business without saying anything. Seeing that he lacked interest and had a sullen expression, Shi Yu asked, "What's the matter? Are you under pressure to go on stage?"

Qiu Sinian shook his head, his expression indifferent.

Holding the thermos cup, Shi Yu couldn't help complaining: "You said that there is nothing to do at school? It's fine to let those children perform on stage, but what are you doing with our teacher? I have old arms and legs, so I can't move."

"The school is here to shorten the distance between teachers and students. It is a good thing to show students another side of the teachers." Teacher Wang said with a smile, "Anyway, I look forward to it every year, and I feel that you are all hidden. .”

Shi Yu patted Qiu Sinian and asked, "Hey, I heard that this year the courtyard found you a partner?"

"En." Qiu Sinian nodded.

The dean mentioned to him when he was discussing with him that there will be a student partner on stage with him.It's a girl who plays the piano and won a grand prize in an international competition not long ago.Girls came to the office to find him before and discussed with him the repertoire of the performance.

The repertoire was set a long time ago, but the two of them have never had time to practice. Qiu Sinian is busy, and the girl is also busy with big and small things. The two people's free time is always staggered, and they haven't had a serious rehearsal until now.

The antique piano that Qiu Sinian's father gave him has not been taken out of its case.

No time to take care of, no mood to think about these.

At this moment, Qiu Sinian is holding the pen, and every time he writes a word, his fingers feel weak.

I have never had such an experience, even if I am so busy that I can't put anything in my mind, my heart is still like falling into a high cliff, hanging in the air, empty.

The repertoire was chosen by the girls. "II Mostro" - a work by an Italian neoclassical orchestra. Of course, the popularity is definitely not as good as those world famous songs. So the girl proposed this piece to Qiu Sinian at that time, and Qiu Sinian nodded. Girls are pleasantly surprised when they can.

That band is not particularly famous, and its works are relatively unpopular. Compared with those popular famous brand bands, it can even be said to be unknown.The girl proposed this song with the mentality of trying it out. After all, performing world famous songs, the cooperation of two people will be relatively easier.

She didn't expect that Qiu Sinian not only knew this piece of music, but could also play it proficiently.

Good music can be found in various places, and good works may not all come from the hands of masters. Although the piece is not a world famous piece, Qiu Sinian likes it very much, but playing it at the New Year's party seems a little hurt.

The repertoire has been finalized, the girls are full of confidence, and they are also full of confidence in Teacher Qiu. They are not in a hurry. Seeing that the New Year's party is coming soon, they think of finding Teacher Qiu to rehearse.

In Uncle Wu's Internet cafe, Gao Yi was sitting in the corner, boredly playing the games on the game menu one by one.

Gao Yi was in a bad mood, so he would come here to decompress. Cao Bin couldn't find Gao Yi, and couldn't contact him. He knew he must be messing around in the Internet cafe, so he came here.

As soon as he entered the Internet cafe, Cao Bin went straight to the mobile phone used by Gao Yi, and slapped him on the back suddenly, "You are hiding here as expected!"

The first year of high school was taken aback, his hands trembled, the mouse accidentally touched the bomb, and the game was over.

"Damn, are you idle?" Cao Bin looked at the fruit-slicing game on the screen, a little speechless.

Gao Yi said nothing with a sullen face, and restarted the round.

Cao Bin sat down next to him, "What's the matter? Are you in a bad mood?"

"No." Gao Yi replied weakly.

"Pull you down, your face is almost on the ground." Cao Bin turned on the phone, "Don't worry about me, you will hide here when you are in a bad mood, so hurry up and say, what's wrong? Who messed with you?"

Gao Yi's lips moved, and he said calmly: "I've talked to Qiu Sinian."

Cao Bin was stunned for a moment, and almost bit his own tongue when he realized it: "What?! Talked about it? Confessed?! What's the result? What's the result?"

Cao Bin stopped suddenly when he asked here. Judging by Gao Yi's expression, he must have failed.

"No way..." Cao Bin's voice faltered, "...was rejected?"

Gao Yi lay down on the table, buried his face in his arms, and said in a muffled voice: "He didn't say anything, but the meaning is already obvious, he just doesn't want to be nice to me."

"Didn't say anything? What kind of refusal is this?" Cao Bin slapped the table, indignantly, "What's the matter with this stinky man? Our Gone God is so handsome and good, what's wrong with him?"

Gao Yi couldn't help laughing, but he still felt uncomfortable.

Cao Bin didn't know how to comfort Gao Yi, so he could only pat him on the back, "New Year's Day will be in a few days, and our school will have a welcome party, so come with me to join in the fun and change our mood."

"No." Gao Yi refused.

"Teacher Qiu will also go."

Gao Yi raised his head.

"Look at how promising you are." Cao Bin sighed, "The reason I came to see you today is to tell you this. My uncle has a program at the welcome party."

"Is he going to perform on stage?"

"That's right." Cao Bin took out his mobile phone and opened the school forum. "The homepage of the forum has been hanging for several days. I didn't even know that my uncle was so famous in the school."

"What is he performing?" Gao Yi leaned over to look at Cao Bin's cell phone, "Violin?"

All the students are hidden masters, and there is even a promotional poster designed by the students for Qiu Sinian on the homepage of the forum.

The photo on the poster was probably taken secretly, but the artist edited it out to an earth-shattering beauty, so handsome that it is almost boundless.Gao Yi looked at Qiu Sinian's handsome and gentle profile on the poster, and couldn't help but ask, "How can he know everything?"

Incredibly good.

"So? Is God Gone going?" Cao Bin raised his eyebrows and looked at him.

"Go." Gao Yi didn't think twice.

The first year of high school came home very late, and Qiu Sinian had nothing to say to him, and he was afraid of embarrassment, so he might as well not meet each other, and let each other take it easy.

There was a piano case on the coffee table, and Gao Yi guessed that it should be Qiu Sinian's violin. He walked over to take a look, and felt that it was high-end just by looking at the case.There was a faint sound of typing in the study, Gao Gao glanced at the time, it was past eleven o'clock.

It's already eleven o'clock and you haven't slept yet?

Gao Yi walked to the study lightly, and took a look inside through the crack of the door. With just this one look, Gao Yi's eyes trembled, and his legs went limp because of Qiu Sinian's handsomeness.

On the bridge of his nose was a pair of thin-rimmed glasses. He was staring intently at the computer screen, typing quickly on the keyboard with his slender fingers.

Gao Yi remembered the first time he met Qiu Sinian, he was wearing a pair of glasses, and he hadn't been seen wearing them since then.This was the second time I saw Qiu Sinian wearing glasses in the first year of high school. It was the same feeling as when I first saw him, indescribably refined and elegant.

Gao Yi was still watching obsessively, but Qiu Sinian suddenly raised his eyes and glanced at them. Their eyes collided, and Gao Yi closed the door in shock.

Before Gao Yi left, Qiu Sinian said loudly in the room: "Come in."

Gao Yi stepped forward.

"Let you in." Qiu Sinian shouted again, with an orderly tone.

Gao Yi opened the door hesitantly.

"Why did you come back so late?" Qiu Sinian looked at him, "I sent you a message and didn't reply."

Gao Yi lowered his head, like a child who has committed a crime, "I went to play with Cao Bin."

"Where did you go?" Qiu Sinian got up and walked over.

"Internet, Internet cafe." Gao Yi thought to himself, why can't he go out to have a good time if he is broken in love, and why he has to be criticized and educated by the lovelorn in the end.

Qiu Sinian was worried about the first year of high school, so worried that he even broke the rule of going to bed at ten o'clock, he waited restlessly until now, and continued to speak in a somewhat irritable tone.

"Come back later and tell me." Qiu Sinian took off his glasses and pinched the bridge of his nose, "Also, how many cigarettes have you smoked today?"

Gao Yi was taken aback for a moment, "Huh?"

"In the iron box of the trash can." Qiu Sinian said calmly, "It's full of cigarette butts."

Gao Yi lowered his head in embarrassment, "I won't smoke at home next time, I'm sorry."

"Is this the point?" Qiu Sinian was a little helpless, he was not very old in the first year of high school, but he was so addicted to smoking, he was afraid that his body would be ruined by tossing around at a young age.

Gao Yi understood what he meant, and whispered: "You, if you don't like it, I won't smoke it in the future."

This doesn't sound like a person who has just been rejected, so obedient and soft, Qiu Sinian doesn't know how to answer.

"Why are you wearing glasses all of a sudden?" Gao Yi raised his eyes and glanced at him, "Are you nearsighted? I don't think you usually wear glasses."

"Glasses?" Qiu Sinian looked blank, "Oh... You said glasses, these glasses are for relieving fatigue. I wear them occasionally when my eyes are tired, but I don't usually wear them much."

"Oh..." His legs were still weak in the first year of high school, and Qiu Sinian, who was wearing glasses, really made him helpless.

"Have you had dinner?" Qiu Sinian asked him.

Nod high.

"Well, let's take a shower early and go to bed. I'm going back to my room too." It's been an hour since Qiu Sinian's unshakable bed time, and he would feel it a sin if he had one more minute.

Principles are meant to be broken, broken for important things.

A few days are fleeting, and soon it will be the last day of the new year.

In the past few days, Qiu Sinian and his student partner have rehearsed several times in the music classroom. The girl's piano level is very high, and the pieces she chooses are her favorites.Although Qiu Sinian hasn't played the violin for a long time, he has a solid foundation and the two cooperate very well.

The two living Bodhisattvas did not start rehearsing until three days before the party, so as to watch the last rehearsal. The director of the hospital was fascinated and applauded again and again, and a stone finally fell from his heart.

It was the end of the year and the weather was much colder. Senior One wore a light black wool cap and walked into a flower shop with his hands in his pockets.

Today he was going to Cao Bin's school to watch the welcome party. He said he was going to see the party, but he was actually going to see Qiu Sinian. If there was no teacher Qiu, who would join in the fun.

The performers on TV usually receive flowers after they leave the stage, and the first year of Gao thought that Teacher Qiu should also be treated like this.

It was the first time I bought flowers for someone in the first year of high school, and I was a little embarrassed. Seeing that he was hesitant, the clerk took the initiative to ask: "Student, do you want to buy flowers? For your girlfriend?"

"No." Gao Yi shook his head and said uncomfortably, "It's for the teacher."

"Teacher?" The clerk smiled slightly, "If you are married, you can send lilies. If you are not married, carnations are also very good."

"Carnation?" Gao Yi frowned, "Isn't that for Mom?"

The clerk couldn't help laughing: "Carnations are suitable for teachers and mothers, and they have a very beautiful meaning."

"yes……"

"Yeah, if you think it's suitable, pick a few, and I'll wrap them up for you right now."

Gao Yi hesitated for a moment, then nodded: "That's fine, you help me choose, I can't see the good or the bad."

"Ok."

The clerk bent over to pick the flowers, Gao Yi glanced at the rose next to the carnation, a large piece of bright red fell into the bucket, and there was still crystal dew on the petals.

"Wait." Gao Yi stopped the clerk.

The clerk turned around, "What's wrong?"

"No more carnations." Gao Yi pointed to the bucket of bright red roses, "Give me a bouquet of roses."

The author has something to say: I was in a bad state yesterday, so I didn't update it. I'm sorry for the baby who was waiting for the update. Sorry.