did i call your name

Qin Kong's father was being treated in the hospital, and he could not be convicted until he was discharged from the hospital. Gao Yi went back to the room and took another look.

There are actually many photos of Qin Kong posted on the wall, but they are hidden behind his photos and covered up. Gao Yi opened those photos and took a look.

It was a familiar face, but his face was paler than before.

There is a portrait on the cabinet in the bedroom, and there is an incense burner in front of it, which is full of ashes and has not been used for a long time.Gao Yi took out some incense sticks from the drawer and lit them, and put them in the incense burner.

The teenager in the photo was still smiling brightly, Gao Yi looked at the photo and smiled slightly.

The corpse of the parrot was brought home by Qiu Sinian. Although he had made mental preparations and tried his best to calm down his emotions, the moment he saw the corpse, Qiu Sinian's heart still trembled involuntarily.

The parrot's body was already stiff, and the sun-shaped collar was still around its neck, which was stained with blood.Qiu Sinian didn't look any further, and put the parrot into a small wooden box.

He buried the parrot's body in the yard of his home.When it was covered with soil, Qiu Sinian couldn't hold back, turned around and retched.

Qiu Sinian put his hands on the ground, didn't spit out anything, but his eyes were red.

Mother Qiu came out of the house, seeing Qiu Sinian squatting on the ground retching, she hurried over in fright.

"What's going on?!" Chou Mu patted Chou Sinian on the back, "What's the matter? Did you eat it?"

Chou Sinian shook his head, took the napkin from Chou Mu's hand and wiped his mouth, "It's fine."

"What are you doing?" the hater asked him, "I saw you messing around here early in the morning."

Chou Sinian dug a handful of soil with a shovel and completely covered the small wooden box. He sprinkled some seeds in the soil, and directly built a small mound with his hands.

Mother Chou looked at Chou Sinian in surprise, wondering what medicine her son had taken wrongly today, and a person who was so clean on weekdays actually dug the dirt with his hands.

"What's going on? What happened?" Mother Qiu saw that Qiu Sinian's state was not right, "What kind of things are you growing?"

Qiu Sinian looked at the small mound and said, "The fat man is dead."

"What?" Hatred's eyes widened, "Fatty? That parrot you raised?"

Qiu Sinian nodded.

Hatred looked at the little mound in disbelief, "Why did it die? When I went to feed it last time, wasn't it still alive and kicking?"

Qiu Sinian didn't want to make Qiu's mother worry too much, so he said vaguely: "I accidentally got injured and couldn't be saved."

Mother Chou frowned, her expression a little dignified, she knew how much Chou Sinian liked this parrot, and it must be hard for her to die suddenly.

Mother Chou stroked Chou Sinian's back, not knowing how to comfort her son.

She couldn't say "buy another one." Although it was only a bird, it was just like a human being, and the living could not take the place of the dead.

"At the end of the day, we have to return to our roots." Mother Qiu said slowly, "It's a matter of time, don't feel too uncomfortable."

"En." Qiu Sinian patted the dirt on his hands, "You're right."

"No class today?" the hater asked him.

"Come on, I'll be there in a while." Qiu Sinian came to bury the parrot in the early morning. He didn't sleep all night, and drove home at dawn. When he left, Senior One was still sleeping, and he didn't sleep very well. An Wen, her brows are furrowed.

"You didn't sleep yesterday, did you?" Mother Chou could tell that Chou Sinian's face was very bad at a glance, "Take a day off today and rest at home for a while, isn't your school coming to the end of the term? The course should be over too, right?"

"How long have I been on leave this semester, and the hospital should have something to say about me."

Chou Mu sighed: "If you don't invite me, please don't invite me, go in and have breakfast before leaving."

"it is good."

As soon as Gao Yi woke up, he didn't see Qiu Sinian. At this time, Qiu Sinian probably hasn't gone to class yet.

There is a WeChat message from Qiu Sinian on the phone: I went out beforehand and made you a sandwich. It's on the table, remember to eat it.

Gao Yi picked up the sandwich and took a bite. He didn't hear the chirping of the parrot, so he raised his head and glanced at it in a daze.The parrot stand on the balcony had been put away by Qiu Sinian, and the chubby light blue figure was gone.

Gao Yi took another bite of the sandwich, which obviously contained a slice of ham, but he felt that it was tasteless.

In Qiu Sinian's state, is it really okay to go to class?What was he going out so early for?

The freshman was worried, and went to Qiu Sinian's school with his schoolbag on his back.

A long time ago in the freshman year of high school, he asked Cao Bin about Qiu Sinian's class schedule. When he arrived at the school, half of the class had already passed.Gao Yi Mao sneaked in through the back door with his waist down, and sat down in the last row.

Qiu Sinian didn't attend class, so he sat on the podium with his head down and wrote something.During the review time at the end of the term, the students are all reviewing freely downstairs, and the classroom is very quiet.

Gao Yi craned his neck to look at the people on the podium, and after confirming that there was nothing wrong with them, he took out his mobile phone and sent Cao Bin a WeChat message.

- Senior [-]: No class today?

-Cao Bin:? ?how do you know?

-Grade [-]: I'm in the classroom

Cao Bin raised his head and looked back, and saw Senior One sitting in the back row.

- Cao Bin: How did you come here today?We are about to take the final exam, and the class is suspended for self-review, you can't hear your man in class

- Freshman: oh

- Cao Bin: What were you busy with a few days ago?I can't find anyone when I look for you

- Freshman: something

-Cao Bin: Could it be because of a conflict with my uncle?I think he looks bad today

Seeing Cao Bin's news, Gao Yi couldn't help frowning.

- Senior one: Is it bad?

- Cao Bin: Bad, the dark circles almost fell to the ground

Gao Yi raised his head and glanced at the people on the podium, as if he felt the sight, Qiu Sinian suddenly raised his head, Gao Yi didn't have time to hide, his gaze met Qiu Sinian.

Teacher Qiu's complexion was really bad. He propped his chin with his hand and stared straight at Gao Yi.

Gao Yi met Qiu Sinian's eyes, and for some reason, his brain suddenly twitched, and he raised both hands to show his heart to Qiu Sinian.

The teacher on the podium propped his chin in a daze.

"Fuck." Gao buried his face in his heart, straightened his crooked fingers a little bit, and covered his face.

Qiu Sinian lowered his head and smiled, feeling a little soft in his heart.

Gao Yi covered his eyes with his hands, and stared blankly at the floor through his fingers, his thoughts were almost written in big characters and pasted on his forehead.

Speak... Speak...

No matter what the result is, only what you say will result.

The first year of high school did not disturb Qiu Sinian, and left the classroom with Cao Bin after class.

Gao Yi took out his mobile phone, Cao Bin looked at the lock screen of the mobile phone and whistled, and said with a smile: "Hey, whose idol is so handsome."

The lock screen was a candid shot of Qiu Sinian in Senior One. The man was leaning sideways on the sofa, with one leg slightly bent, and he was reading a book with his head down.

"My idol." Gao Yi answered frankly.

"Tsk tsk tsk, this man is really handsome." Cao Bin leaned over to look at Chou Sinian on the screen of the phone, and he couldn't speak properly, "1800 degrees handsome with no dead ends."

Cao Bin always has the ability to make everyone excited. It is very relaxing to be with him in the first year of high school, but at the moment he can't laugh.

Cao Bin saw Gao Yi's gloomy expression, so he asked him, "What's the matter? Why are you mourning too? Are you really arguing with my brother-in-law?"

"No." Gao Yi shook his head, his tone became heavy, "Your uncle's parrot...is dead."

"Ah?" Cao Bin looked at Gao Yi in surprise, "Is that the blue one?"

"Ah."

"What's going on? Why did you die?"

Gao Yi told Cao Bin exactly what had happened a few days ago, and his voice trembled when those repressed scenes were translated into words from his mouth.

"Fuck! Where is the idiot coming from!" Cao Bin was so angry that his face turned black, "Is it an idiot? If you are sick, go to the doctor, what kind of parrot will you kill? What about the idiot, are you locked up?"

"No, he is being treated in the hospital."

"Damn it, I'm really..." Cao Bin gritted his teeth, thinking about what happened to the father and son, he felt pitiful, "No matter what, we can't kill innocent people indiscriminately, right? Damn it, I'm so pissed off No wonder my uncle's face is so ugly, his lips are bloodless."

"He probably didn't sleep last night." Gao Yi frowned, not wanting to continue the topic, "Stop talking about it."

"This is so uncomfortable..." Cao Bin felt uncomfortable for Qiu Sinian, "He always posts that parrot in his circle of friends, he should like it very much, right?"

Gao Yi didn't say a word, and walked forward in silence.

Gao Yi was too mournful to speak, and Cao Bin was not in the mood to chat anymore, and followed behind him silently.

Cao Bin originally wanted to have dinner with Gao Yi, but was rejected by Gao Yi. Gao Yi wanted to go back and talk to Qiu Sinian. It may be useless to comfort him, but at least it can divert his attention.

The first year of high school waited at home for a long time, and it was already past school time, but Qiu Sinian still didn't come back.

Qiu Sinian was called home for dinner by his mother, and he sent Gao Yi a message: Sorry, my mother suddenly called me home for dinner, you can go downstairs and eat whatever you want.

- Senior [-]: Okay, have fun [Sun/]

"Stay at home today, don't go back." Mother Qiu brought up the plate, "You haven't lived at home for half a year, so just keep me company."

Qiu Sinian's parrot just died, and Qiu's mother was afraid that he would fall in love with him, so she wanted him to stay at home for a few days.

Qiu Sinian hesitated for a few seconds, nodded and said, "Okay."

He bowed his head and typed a few words, and sent it to Senior One: I'm staying at home today, I won't be coming back, you go to bed early by yourself.

Seeing that Chou Sinian was holding on to a cell phone and not letting it go, Mother Qiu smiled and said, "Why is it that you are so old that you don't let go of your cell phone? It's been a while since you've been holding your cell phone. You didn't do this before."

Qiu Sinian joked with a smile: "Return to youth."

Are you not coming back?

Gao Yi looked at the phone in a daze.

Yes, Mr. Qiu has a mother and a father, and he has other closer people he can turn to for comfort.

The first year of high school didn't go downstairs for dinner, so she put down her phone and lay down on the sofa.

"The parrot is dead?" Chou Fu stopped the hand holding the chopsticks, "What's going on?"

"Hey, don't talk about this when you're eating." Chou's mother gave Chou's father a wink, signaling him not to open any pot and to carry it.

Chou Fu sighed, as expected of a family, even what he said was the same as Chou Mu: "Go, go, sooner or later, you will return to your roots."

Qiu Sinian couldn't help laughing, and Qiu's mother laughed too.

Chou Fu asked suspiciously, "What are you laughing at?"

"It's nothing." Qiu Sinian took a meatball for Qiu's father, "I think you and my mother are made in heaven."

This was said so nonchalantly that Chou Fu was confused when he heard it, so he could only laugh along with him: "What a match made in heaven, it's just that two people got together."

"Getting together also depends on whether the body and mind are compatible." Qiu Sinian said, "otherwise we won't be able to make do for so long."

Speaking of this, Chou Mu began to worry again, hinting to Chou Sinian openly and secretly: "When will you find someone who can make do with it?"

Chou Fu thought very openly, and said, "It's so easy to find someone who can make do with it for a long time. He's only 30 years old. What are you in a hurry for?"

"29." Qiu Sinian corrected him.

"I'm not in a hurry." Chou Mu looked at him, "You are in no hurry, you will say all the good things."

"Let's eat." Qiu Sinian was a little annoyed, "Don't eat cold vegetables anymore."

When Chou's mother changed Qiu Sinian's sheets, Qiu Sinian glanced at his phone, and he sent Gao Yi a few more messages later, but Gao Yi didn't reply.

"Mom." Qiu Sinian grabbed his mother's arm, "I'm still going back."

"Ah?" Mother Qiu put down the sheet in her hand, "Didn't you agree to stay at home today? What time is it now, why don't you hurry back?"

Chou Sinian said that he had already changed into his clothes, "Don't pack up, I'm going back."

"Hey, what's the matter with you kid?" Qiumu called him from behind.

Qiu Sinian didn't explain, went to the kitchen to pack some leftovers, and then left.

The first year of high school has already woken up, lying on the sofa to wake up, I don't know if it's because he hasn't closed his eyes for a few days, he fell asleep as soon as he lay down, and fell asleep until now.

He picked up his phone and took a look. It was already 10:30, the lights were not turned on in the room, and it was pitch black. He felt a little hungry.

There was a rustling sound of unlocking the door, and Gao Yi sat up.The door opened, and Qiu Sinian's figure was trapped in the dim light, squeezing in from outside the house.

Gao Yi blinked his eyes.

Qiu Sinian turned on the light, and Gao Yi had difficulty adapting to the light for a while, and his eyes were squinted by the light.

Qiu Sinian stared blankly at the person on the sofa, "You...why are you here? Why don't you turn on the light?"

Gao Yi was stunned, sitting where he was and didn't speak.

Qiu Sinian walked over, "Have you eaten? Why didn't you reply when I sent you a message?"

"Why did you come back?"

"I want to come back." Qiu Sinian glanced at Gao Yi's flat belly, and frowned, "Did you not eat?"

"I knew you wouldn't eat well." Qiu Sinian put the food he brought from home on the dining table, "Come here, eat."

Gao Yi sat still, but moved his lips.After a moment of silence, he suddenly said: "You said earlier that that parrot will accompany you for the rest of its life..."

Qiu Sinian turned his head when he heard the sound.

Gao Yi squeezed his fingers. In order to relieve the tension, he took out a cigarette from his pocket and bit it in his mouth. He crossed his fingers and stared at his fingers, "Have you... Someone with you?"

Qiu Sinian froze for a moment.

Gao Yi closed his eyes and said in one breath, "Can I stay with you?"

Qiu Sinian subconsciously looked at the lunch box in his hand, he was a little slowed down for a while, he spoke very euphemistically, but the subtext was "I like you", it is impossible for him not to understand.

Gao Yi poked and tore the layer of paper without any warning, which caught Qiu Sinian off guard. He didn't expect Gao Yi to speak directly on such an ordinary night.

He couldn't answer this question, no, it was better to say that he suddenly didn't know how to answer.

The first year of high school is very young, impulsiveness is unique to this age, he said that he wanted to be with him, but Qiu Sinian didn't know how long this company would last.

a year?two years?Or a few months?

When all the enthusiasm fades away, the first year of senior high school can still ask itself anxiously like now: Can I stay with you?

At that time, he was probably the one who asked this question.

If it's not forever, Qiu Sinian would rather not start.He can guess that the first year of high school should not have considered the future, but he has considered it, and because he has considered it, he is worried that he will be trapped in the life of the first year of high school.

Qiu Sinian had been silent for too long, as if he had expected his reaction long ago, Gao Yi didn't feel any disturbance in his heart.

But the filter in his mouth has been bitten flat.

The answer is already obvious, it was rejected.

Gao Yi smoked the cigarette from his mouth, got up and said, "I... go for a walk."

Chou Sinian was the only one left in the room, and it was so quiet that a needle could be heard. Chou Sinian walked to the sofa and knelt down to look at the cigarettes on the coffee table.There were teeth marks from Gao Yi's bite on the filter tip, and the yellow paper was stained with his saliva, making it a little wet.

Qiu Sinian reached out to pick up the cigarette, and bit the filter into his mouth.

He found a lighter and lit the cigarette.

A choking gas was forced into his throat, and Qiu Sinian choked violently, then lowered his head and coughed violently.

He smoked the cigarette that Gao Yi had bitten in his mouth, and his eyes were red from choking.