did i call your name

Gao Yi grabbed the man's clothes and dragged him to the living room. He raised his eyes and saw Qiu Sinian's seemingly invisible figure in the photos all over the wall. Gao Yi became more angry and pressed the man's head hard. On the wall covered with photos, I asked coldly: "Why? Why? Just take these photos, why did you kill that bird?! Why?!"

The man didn't speak, he clasped the photos on the wall with his hands, his nails seemed to be embedded in the wall.

"I ask you why?!" Gao Yi grabbed the man's hair and dragged him to the ground. He looked up at the small bench next to the sofa, as if hitting Zhang Zhi with a chair a few years ago, the blood in his blood The violent factor began to grow rampant again.

Gao got up to get the bench, the man struggled to get up, and hugged him from behind again.

The man is tall and stronger than the first year of senior high school. The first year of high school has fought with gangsters a lot since he was a child, so his skills are naturally better, and he can easily suppress the man.

"He deserves it, I just want to destroy his important things." The man was pressed to the ground by Gao Yi, his eyes became fierce, "I warned him before, he was the one who robbed my important things first. Leaving my little space..."

"Warned before?" Gao Yi immediately remembered the car accident last time, "The teacher had a car accident...you did it?"

The man suddenly grinned miserably, neither admitting nor denying it.

Gao Yi's anger reached its peak, his eyes turned scarlet, he raised his fist and smashed it down, "Your mother forced..."

The man's nose continued to overflow with blood, and he began to cry, tears and blood mixed together, covering his whole face, and his mouth kept raving: "Xiaokong, Xiaokong...why did you leave daddy, daddy can still talk to me You went to watch the game...Xiao Kong, don't leave Dad behind and go with others..."

The tall man dragged him to the side of the sofa, bent down and picked up the bench.

No other thoughts, just want this person to die.

The man crawled back slowly, the floor was covered with blood on his clothes, Gao Yi turned his head and followed with a chair.

The man tremblingly took the photo frame off the cabinet, hugged it in his arms like a baby, Gao Yi raised his hand, and paused the second the chair fell down.

In the photo, a man is holding a boy in his arms. The boy is holding a banner in his hand and holding it high. Both of them have bright smiles on their faces.

A string of English is printed on the banner——

[Oeverythful, Oeverweeping, KE-gone]

The boy in the photo met in the first year of high school, named Qin Kong, died of cancer half a year ago, and the young boy's life was stuck in the most brilliant moment.He was a fan in the first year of high school, a very ordinary fan.

When Qiu Sinian arrived at the police station, Gao Yi was sitting on a chair taking notes. He lowered his head and kept silent no matter what the police asked.

Gao Yi's mental state was a little unstable, and the police didn't dare to press him too hard. He stared blankly at the blood stains on his hands, his mind and heart were empty.

Qiu Sinian looked at the boy with his head hanging from a distance, and called out softly: "Grand one."

Gao Yi's stiff fingers moved slightly, and finally he had a reaction. He raised his head, and the moment he saw Qiu Sinian, his nose was sore, he turned his head quickly, and his eyes turned red instantly.

"Are you his family?" the policeman asked Qiu Sinian, and picked up the dead parrot in a plastic bag on the table, "And this bird, isn't it yours?"

Gao Yi was startled when he heard the words, grabbed the plastic bag from the policeman, took off his clothes and covered the parrot in a panic.

"Don't look, don't look..." Gao Yi shook his head, his voice hoarse, "Please...don't look..."

His voice was forced from the throat, choked, with a strong nasal sound.

When looking up at Chou Sinian, Gao Yi's expression was almost pleading: "Don't look, don't look, I beg you..."

The policeman frowned and said, "His mood is a little unstable. He didn't say anything when we asked him just now."

The parrot was dead, and Chou Sinian knew it before he came to the police station. Until just now, he still felt so stuffy and out of breath. Seeing Gao Yi's embarrassed and helpless appearance, he felt even more uncomfortable, and said with distress I can't speak.

Qiu Sinian squatted down in front of Gao Yi, looked up at him quietly.

"Don't look..." Gao Yi hugged his clothes tightly.

"I don't want to watch." Qiu Sinian gently put his arms around Gao Yi's neck, and buried his head in his shoulder socket.

Senior One's body trembled, and Qiu Sinian felt that his shoulders were wet.

"The parrot is dead...it's dead..." Gao Yi sobbed, the tears he had been holding back completely burst, and he cried soundlessly in Qiu Sinian's arms.

Qiu Sinian gently stroked Gao Yi's back, staring at the clothes in his hand without blinking.

It was because he knew how important that parrot was to Qiu Sinian that he broke down to this point in the first year of high school. He didn't know how to comfort Qiu Sinian, because even he himself still needed Qiu Sinian's comfort.

The perverted fan was beaten to the hospital by Gao Yi, even the bridge of his nose was broken, and he couldn't be interrogated temporarily. Gao Yiben was going to be detained at the police station for a few days. Qiu Sinian found a lawyer and took him home.

The parrot's body is evidence of a crime and cannot be taken home. In order to get the parrot back, Gao Yi almost fought the police at the police station, but was scolded by Qiu Sinian.

"What are you doing?!" Qiu Sinian pinched the back of Gao Yi's neck, both angry and distressed, "This is the police station, if you continue to make trouble, I will ignore you."

When the parrot died, he felt more uncomfortable than anyone else, and he really didn't have the energy to take care of other trivial matters.

Gao Yi's eyes were red, and his face was still stained with wet blood. Qiu Sinian was so distressed, his voice softened: "Stop making trouble, please? Come back with me, be obedient."

The mental state of the first year of high school was a bit unstable, and Qiu Sinian had never seen him so excited.He took Gao Yi's hand and clenched it tightly, "Go home."

After returning home, Gao shut himself in the room, Qiu Sinian's thoughts were chaotic, messy emotions were mixed together, his head was dizzy and swollen, and he couldn't care about him for the time being.

Qiu Sinian quietly packed up the parrot's toys, stands, snacks...all of them were put into the box one by one, his face was calm, but his heart felt as if he was being pricked by a needle.

When Qiu Sinian was going to bed, Gao Yi suddenly appeared at the door.

"What's wrong?" Qiu Sinian sat up.

Gao Yi lowered his head, not knowing how to comfort Qiu Sinian.How much Qiu Sinian liked that parrot was clearer than anyone else in Gaoyi. It was probably an adult's choice to keep his emotions in his heart. Qiu Sinian knew that the parrot's reaction after death was so flat, which made Gaoyi feel flustered.

Seeing that Gao Yi was silent, Qiu Sinian walked over and dragged him to the bathroom, saying, "Go and wash your face."

Qiu Sinian gently rubbed Gao Yi's face with a hot towel, his complexion looked bad.

"You're impulsive again today." Qiu Sinian looked at him, "There's trouble in the police station, don't you think there's not enough tea?"

Gao Yi raised his head, closed his eyes and felt the hot towel rubbing against his cheeks, his eyes were sore again.

"Are you feeling bad?" Gao Yi opened his eyes and asked nonsense.

"It's okay." Qiu Sinian said lightly, "When the parrot disappeared, I guessed that something must have happened. Just like the car accident last time, it's not a coincidence."

"You lied." Gao Yi pushed the towel away, "Why? Why do you want to do this? Just show it when you feel uncomfortable, isn't it uncomfortable to hold it in your heart? Is crying just a child's right?"

Qiu Sinian twitched the corners of his mouth and smiled a little ugly. He wiped the blood on the tip of Gao Yi's nose with a towel, and said, "Why are you acting like a child? You are so childish. Yes, I was lying, I It was so uncomfortable, my chest was so tight that I could barely breathe on the way to the police station..."

Gao Yi suddenly hugged Qiu Sinian, "Then I will hug you, will you feel better, just a little bit."

Chou Sinian was stunned holding the towel, his heart softened, and he gave a soft "hmm".

"Looking at you crying, I actually can't even breathe." Qiu Sinian touched the back of his head, "I'm already so annoying."

"I'm sorry." Gao Yi hugged Qiu Sinian tightly, "I, I don't know how to comfort you, seeing you like this makes me scared to death..."

"Crying is not just a child's right, but not everyone will cry when they are sad." Qiu Sinian closed his eyes, a little obsessed with the taste of the freshman.

Gao Yi's throat choked.Obviously he should be the one who came to comfort Qiu Sinian, but why did he become the one being comforted in the end?

"Hey..." Qiu Sinian suddenly hugged Gao Yi back, "It's so fucking uncomfortable."

Gao Yi raised his head slightly, feeling Qiu Sinian's body temperature, it was a comforting hug, a bit lonely.

Gao Yihuan hugged Qiu Sinian's waist, trying to make the hug warmer.

The time of indulging was a bit long, and Qiu Sinian let go of the first year of high school.

"Go to bed early." Qiu Sinian patted Gao Yi on the head.

A few days later, the police confirmed that the perverted fan was the perpetrator of the previous car accident, and the threatening letter was also from him.

In those few days, Qiu Sinian attended classes normally, ate normally, and behaved as usual. The calmer his mood was, the more gloomy he was in his first year of high school.

"The suspect's mental state is a bit problematic." The police said to Qiu Sinian.

"What do you mean?"

"To put it simply, he has a mental illness." The policeman looked at Qiu Sinian, "The hospital found out that this person has mild hallucinations, which is a type of schizophrenia. The disease is not congenital."

Qiu Sinian frowned and asked, "Aren't you a psychopath?"

Qiu Sinian thought that person was a perverted fan.

"It can only be said that he was overly depressed, which caused him to be unable to control himself and do some extreme things. Well... you are right to say that you are a psychopath." The policeman glanced at Gao Yi, "He used to treat you as his Son?"

Nod high.

"I'm afraid he imagined you to be his son a long time ago."

"I know." Gao Yi said.He knew it from the moment he saw that photo.

Qiu Sinian turned to look at him.

"He's not my fan, his son... is."

"Yes, he has a son named Qin Kong." The policeman looked at the information in his hand, "He died of cancer six months ago."

Qin Kong is one of the many fans in the first year of high school. He is very ordinary, but a little special.He has been a fan of the first year of high school for a long time, and he will be present in almost every game. After a period of time, he was not seen again after the first year of high school. It was only afterwards that he had been suffering from a serious illness.

After his illness worsened, Qin Kong could only come here with his father.

[My dad doesn't understand e-sports, but he is still willing to accompany me. I feel that I have caused him too much trouble. 】

This sentence was privately sent by Qin Kong Weibo to Gao Yi. After that, he never received any news from that boy.

The first year of high school remembered this boy, but never paid attention to his father.

His son passed away, and his father began to watch the game alone. Gradually, he had the illusion that the e-sports player his son had always liked was his child.

"He regarded me as Qin Kong." Gao Yi clenched his hands, feeling mixed feelings in his heart.

"Is his illness caused by the death of his son?" Qiu Sinian asked the police.

"That possibility is not ruled out."

Qiu Sinian frowned slightly and remained silent.

Gao Yi was silent for a long time, and suddenly said: "Even if he has mental problems, this is not a reason for him to hurt others. He can treat me as Qin Kong and take those photos, but what right does he have to kill innocent people indiscriminately?"

After everything surfaced, Qin Kong's father was pitiful and hateful to Gao Yi, Gao Yi seemed to have had a long psychological struggle before he could say these words out.

He still couldn't forgive this person, so even though he knew the real identity of this person that day, the first year of high school was still ruthless.

The author has something to say: hug the babies who were scared yesterday one by one.