Death Beliefs

Xi Xiang was the witness who broke up with Zhang Mianyang in the restaurant that day, knowing that my anger can come and go quickly, so when we were in college, she said presciently that for a little girl like me Girl, she doesn't even need to move a finger to coax me to give up on her, let alone lose my temper just a second ago, if she enlightens me with a few words, I'm sure I won't be angry.

She called to greet me after another weekend, as if she knew in advance that I would spend a happy weekend at Wen Ling's house, and that my mother would gather all our young people together in the following weekend Son.

She didn't harass me. What's even more bizarre is that she made this unclear phone call after I left Wen Ling's house and got off Wen Ling's car. She is very understanding and has successfully eliminated the embarrassment and anxiety that I would show in front of Wen Ling.

She went straight to the point and said, "Which wedding agency introduced your boyfriend to you, he's so unreliable, he's quite good at doing two things."

I took a deep breath: "What do you know? You just met him that day. How did you find out that he had two purposes? I chose him, and I still don't know? Don't put your unbearable thoughts on him, it's okay. ?"

"Meng Xuan, I think you have been stunned by him. When you were in college, you were told to have a relationship that was doomed to break up, but you refused to listen, and now you are stuck under his suit pants. You Are you ashamed?"

"Ha, you have the nerve to call me ashamed."

I was annoyed, I knew I had already gotten used to her brain circuit, but this time I really couldn't accept it.Why does she point fingers at the person I like and show malicious intent?

She has had so many disgusting boyfriends, have I picked it out?I know she cares about me, but I hope she can take my face into consideration because I really care about Zhang Mianyang.

Xi Xiang was silent, and I couldn't help but also, I seemed to be able to speak to death every time.After a long time, Xi Xiang's restrained voice reached my ears through the radio waves, "Meng Chen, just because I have had more boyfriends than you, I have the right to remind you, don't be obsessed with your ideas, and hang on." Died under one of his birch trees. Oh, you think I should be ashamed, if I hadn't for..."

Before she finished speaking, she suddenly changed to a male voice, which was very magnetic, or blunt, and I heard that person say: "What are you doing? Did I ask you to talk to other people on the phone casually? I want you to do it every day." What, you forgot so quickly?"

I don't know where the courage came from, and immediately yelled into the phone: "She is also a living person, how could she live according to your wishes, you keep her, she and you are just lovers, she You should also have your own private space. Don’t think that if you have established that relationship, her life will be completely tied to you. Don’t you have a little b number in your heart? She won’t like you at all, and If you are together, it is just that she thinks that you two are poor people who have fallen in the end of the world, and you can just live together. Don't be delusional. If you really think that she has been with you for so long, you two really They are a pair, and I didn't see you go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to take those two red books!"

I vaguely heard Xi Xiang crying softly, "Stop howling too. If you insisted on your true love and bet on Dong Cunrui's determination to blow up a bunker, you would not look like this now, at least you still A clean man."

"Are you despising me for being dirty? Since we have talked about this matter today, we have not been honest with each other. I still feel sorry for the friendship between the two of us for so many years. How dare you swear that you were between me and Wen Ling back then? Is there no demon in the room? If it weren't for the consideration of our friendship like a shipwreck, I would have turned my face. Do you think I don't know that you are jealous of me? Who is with whom? As for the so-called sisterhood Is it? Yes, I am not clean now, I am very dirty, so why are you here to join in the fun?"

"Oh, I don't have the spare time to join in the fun of your mess. Xi Xiang, did you forget that you were the one who provoked this incident first."

I am very easy to get hot-headed. If someone dares to point at my nose and yell at me, I will not suffer the slightest loss. I have to scold back. Even if that person is my good sister, even if I bow my head in the end Acknowledge your mistake.

"Yes, I was indeed the one who provoked this matter first. Then Meng Xuan, do you dare to admit what kind of role you are playing between me and Wen Ling!"

Xi Xiang gritted his teeth, the terrible friction sound made me shiver even through the two cold receivers.

To be honest, I dared to face her head-on when my head was hot and out of my mind. If it was changed to being sober, let alone yelling at her, it would be to let me and her intentionally quarrel. My heart is flustered.

"So, you are going to tell me, why did you and Wen Ling break up?" I sneered, even though my heart was full of uneasiness after the disaster.God knows how afraid I was to pierce the window paper.

Although I resented that Xi Xiang dumped Wen Ling and made me not believe in love, but then again, what does their matter have to do with whether I believe in love or not?I'm just making an excuse.

"Otherwise, you want the two of us to continue to be together, be judged by others, listen to other people's gossip, and then build a safe house for her most beloved person? I am not as great as her, dare to fall out with my family , Dare to drag an irrelevant person to hell. Oh, you really think I don’t know who she told her parents she likes? Since you like her too, you stay with her and let her take What does it count for me to block arrows?"

"So you already knew that."

I closed my eyes, exhausted to the extreme.Actually, I just found out about this, and it was Wen Ling who told me personally.

But can I tell Xi Xiang that I don't know all these years?I can't, because Xi Xiang won't believe me, she only believes that all the suffering she has suffered is thanks to me.

Her family factors have already made her life rough and rough. I once thought differently, if I were Xi Xiang, would I go crazy.And I came to the conclusion that I would go crazy.Because the gossip Xi Xiang endured, in my opinion, is the last straw that can break my faith.But for Xi Xiang, it seems that she is trying to live out her personal growth hormone.

"Oh, I'm also very glad that I knew it a long time ago. I wondered back then. After she turned against her family, her parents didn't come to ask me to ask her to blame! At first I really thought she loved me deeply, but later Then I realized it wasn’t like that at all.”

"sorry."

I think, this sorry, I should not owe her, but the instinct of apology still drives me to bow to her.

"There's nothing to be sorry about. It's the past. As a person, I am very open-minded. But if you ask me if I regret it, I will definitely tell you that I regret it to death. Both of you are my special The people who care, one loves me obsessively and secretly, and the other must still pity me all the time. Meng Chen, do you know that I hate others to pity me with so-called love. But the two of you actually take it all .Do you know how I got here all these years? I can't wait to curse you two every day. Curse a hundred times a thousand times!"

"Xi Xiang, I don't want you like you... I didn't pity you, and I didn't half-hearted when I heard that she liked you..."

I was actually very afraid of Xi Xiang crying, maybe it was because of distress, maybe it was because her image of King Kong invincible in my mind should not be destroyed. In short, when she cried, I panicked even more.At this moment, she was crying on the other end of the phone.

"Shut up, you have already figured out what she wants, why are you still pretending to be ignorant here? I really thank you two, one never forgets, the other silently guards, tsk tsk, how touching. So touching, why don't you make a movie ?”

"If we have the talent to make movies, what's the point of cheating on you?"

My tears were still flowing like a disconnected wire, and my mobile phone fell into the hands of others. Wen Ling didn't know where it came from, but I didn't have time to worry about it. Quickly wiped away tears, seeing her in such a mess, it was really embarrassing to death.She took the phone, expressionless, but threw out the words loudly.

"It's time like this, don't be short-sighted..."

Seeing the person in front of me exuding a calm and breezy look, I was about to cry again.

"Yo, you two are very affectionate, and you both know that you are in the same hatred."

Xi Xiang made a cold comment, and then directly pressed the phone. I am sure that within the next six months, she will not take the initiative to contact me. If she does not curse me a hundred times every day like a villain, it will be counted on her Very kind.

However, the world is unpredictable, her boyfriend died suddenly and strangely, she found me as a matter of course, and we reconciled as before.

I waited for Wenling in the cold wind, and I finally felt the bitterness of her waiting for me downstairs before, but I believe she was happy, but I was really depressed, because I was beaten by my mother. I was kicked out. From the moment Zhang Mianyang entered my house, my mother and he established a barrier to exclude dissidents. I couldn't even stay at the door.

Wen Ling got out of the car, saw me stomping my feet to keep warm, and grinning my teeth, he couldn't help but make fun of me as soon as we met: "I heard that Auntie said that there are distinguished guests here today, why don't you entertain them?"

I thought to myself, how can there be any distinguished guests, it's not Zhang Mianyang!But when the words came to my lips, I changed my approach: "Aren't you all distinguished guests? I'm in charge of welcoming you downstairs. You are the last one, so they all went up."

"Really?" She smiled and hugged my shoulders, and squeezed into the elevator together with her arms around me.

I was half-dragged and half-led, and it was so awkward to walk away. I pushed her away, and I couldn't find it disgusting: "My clothes have just been washed, can you stop getting all your dust on me? Thank you so much." .”

"..." She let go of it embarrassingly, with meaningful eyes, and finally compromised and said, "Okay, you just like to be clean."

The closed elevator fell into silence for a moment. I was secretly annoyed that I had spoken too seriously just now, but after thinking about it, she is not a small-hearted person, so it shouldn't matter, but I still didn't keep my eyes and greeted her all the time.

After two or three glances, she said slowly: "Do you want to say sorry to me? Better say goodbye, I know you, you like to be clean, and I'm not someone who is so easy to get against you. By the way, Xi Xiang Have you had...that you recently?"

It was the first time she took the initiative to mention Xi Xiang to me, and I said, "It's really thanks to you, if you hadn't silenced her with a single sentence last time, she wouldn't have been awkward with me for half a month. "

"Yo, it's my fault."

"I don't blame you. She and I were having a good conversation, but you suddenly interrupted and took my mobile phone away. What do you make her think? She already has lust for us. You can bear to watch My friendship with her has crumbled."

"Okay, okay, it's my fault. But it's because she broke her promise first." If I didn't have sharp ears, I really didn't catch the latter sentence in time.

I was taken aback for a moment, and then asked directly: "What broke your promise first? Did you make an agreement when you broke up with her?"

"Almost, do you want to know? I'll tell you when I have the right opportunity." She raised her eyebrows in an old way.

I:"……"

I'm really curious, but in the end it's about the two of them, not me!So, I made an ugly expression of disgust. After the sound of the elevator "ding", Zhang Mianyang looked at me in astonishment, as if he couldn't believe that I could still be so ugly. I really thank him for his ease. Facial managed too.

He scratched his head, probably trying to express why he suddenly appeared at the moment the elevator door opened, but in my opinion, he was thinking about how to get rid of such an ugly and scary girlfriend like me.

All three of us were a little embarrassed.My mother was still experienced, she poked her head out, and stretched out her hands and yelled: "What are you three doing standing there, come in quickly, dinner is ready."

Luo Qiang and Uncle Xie are arranging the dishes, Luo Qiang exudes the smell of a good wife and mother, while the happy groom-to-be Xie Zeyuan is on the sofa ecstatically running a laptop, his head almost poking into the screen .

Uncle Xie turned around to say hello to us in his busy schedule, and mentioned Xie Zeyuan by the way: "He is working on a design."

Wen Ling put down the gift that he brought over that was not a tribute, and asked, "Is this the wedding venue?"

Uncle Xie nodded: "That's right. He wants to have a different wedding and entrust it to others. He doesn't feel at ease."

"What's there to worry about, with his design mind, can he still be able to get out?" After I said this in a casual manner, I slapped my mother accurately, and she almost yelled. me.Then I saw her winking at me, which probably means that I want to sleep with Zhang Mianyang, and the location has already been arranged for us.

I:"……"

So, when all of us sit down, we will find that we are all sitting in pairs, except for orders.

A look of embarrassment flashed across my mother's face, she really didn't expect such an accident to happen.Hearing the order, he froze for a moment, then his expression returned to normal, and he yelled at us like a host.

us:"……"