Death Beliefs

When I went to the appointment that Xi Xiang had made in advance, it was drizzling, and in the cold night, even the gray street was cold. I stomped my feet and waited for the bus. I was so unfortunate. In such a cold day, I still have to suffer in the cold night wind. Seeing that everyone around me got into the car as they wished, and I was still standing there alone, I deeply felt God's tricks.

The phone rang a few times in the middle, and my mother's phone was like a bomber trying to crush me and wipe me out, so I had no choice but to pick it up and say "Hello" weakly.

It’s also very gratifying to say that Zhang Mianyang and I hit it off right away. After all, we both have a mother who worries about our marriage and other important matters. It’s not too easy to pretend that the blind date is successful. At least I’ve spent two months peacefully. up.

But here comes the problem, like the side effects of bad drugs, what my mother wants to talk to me on the phone at the moment is: "Is there any arrangement for tomorrow? If you have nothing to do on the weekend, I will have a good time with Xiao Zhang. Although the blind date was successful, but You can't slack off! Emotions have to be cultivated, do you understand? Don't think that everything will be fine if someone wants you finally, it's just the beginning, and whether you two can enter the palace of marriage is still unknown."

My mother earnestly advised me to "date more and work less". I really thank her, and I don't look at how ambitious she was back then. I must be incomparable to her, but I can't fall She must only be able to love children, and I must inherit half of her excellent bloodline.

I said, "Mom, save yourself. A successful blind date is also a kind of hope. Xiao Zhang and I don't care at all about getting together less and more. Our relationship can stand the test."

But the fact is that the emotional foundation between Zhang Mianyang and I is still at the moment when we just met each other face to face and sat silently.If there had to be a further relationship involved, it would be that the two of us finally stopped chatting awkwardly on WeChat.

Embarrassing chatting is really a painful thing, as early as the first month after Xie Zeyuan and Luo Qiang got married with the help of my mother, I had a deep understanding.

Luo Qiang was so distressed that she didn't know what to chat with Xie Zeyuan. They used QQ at that time, because WeChat had just started, and they didn't follow that trend, so they used QQ to chat with each other.Then I saw with my own eyes that Xie Zeyuan took a photo of his new lizard and sent it to Luo Qiang. At that time, Luo Qiang's face turned green. I was actually quite suspicious about their happy conversation afterwards.

My mother pretended to be surprised, "Yo ho", just by hearing the sound, I knew how much she despised my words.

My mother said: "How long did it take to build your revolutionary friendship? Don't mention the test to me, get married as soon as possible is the biggest test!"

"Mom, if I really get married in a flash, it won't be the biggest test. Keeping it safe is a shock! You've been looking forward to my marriage all day long, what good is it for you?"

Xie Zeyuan refused to marry his father when his mother died, which caused my mother and his father to hang that line. For ten years, my mother was not willing to wait for Xie Zeyuan's father to get rid of that fruitless marriage and come back to marry her, but because she alone People are used to it, even if they get together with his father who has a bad name, it is inevitable that people will gossip. Of course, there are no people who really dare to gossip.

But the love between my mother and his father is not hopeless. His mother said that as long as Xie Zeyuan gets married, she will immediately break up with Xie Zeyuan’s father. Nowadays, there are not many people who adopt this method. I just saw my parents in TV dramas In order not to affect the child's college entrance examination, he worked hard to hide it during the college entrance examination.

If you ask me, Xie Zeyuan is a fucking weirdo!When I quarreled with her for my mother, I really said that, how did my mother answer me at that time, oh yes, it just said "A girl like you, who would dare to want it in the future", I I suspected that my mother was frightened by the curse she blurted out at that time. After seeing it, I not only insisted on the principle of not dating early, but also did not talk about men and women after graduating from college. I couldn't help feeling a little anxious.

But no matter how anxious you are, you can't go on a random blind date, I'm so sick of blind dates.Fortunately, Zhang Mianyang, who I can still see, was killed halfway through, otherwise my long-distance blind date would have ended.

"Mom, what benefits do you want for your own good!" My mother was obviously pissed off when she heard my unrestrained words.

"I don't know the benefits here. But Xie Zeyuan and Luo Qiang's place, mom, you must be seeking benefits. They are getting married at the end of this month, and you are always torturing me with my blind date. Why don't you go and prepare a wedding gift for the two of them. You can't tell, next month will be a good thing for you and Uncle Xie!"

I didn't intend to displease my mother, but I was always being yelled at by her for blind dates. I was really going crazy, so I should have explained it earlier. I am relaxed, and she is also relaxed. You think she is such a big person, right? Why do I always think about the matter of my daughter being older and my daughter being shorter, and I haven't seen a little bit of fighting for my own happiness!This mother should be competent, but as Uncle Xie's lover, she is really not qualified.

"After you mentioned it, I remembered it. Okay, I won't tell you. Are you coming back for dinner tonight?"

"If you don't eat or eat, I have a date."

Seeing that the bus I was waiting for was about to move in front of me, my tone of voice jumped a lot. After all, it was very cold. I had to fight against the weather while doing ideological work for my mother. It was really too much. It's not easy anymore.

"Is it Xiao Zhang?" My mother asked gossipingly, and she had no intention of hanging up the phone at all.

"Uh... well, it's him, it's him, it's him."

"Then you two go to a movie after dinner, don't come back so early, do you hear me?"

"I heard."

I hummed sullenly, and then took advantage of the panic when I got in the car, I turned off the phone.Going to watch a movie at his fucking place, Zhang Mianyang and I are at best two young people who are in debt for a blind date, who doesn't have a private space!

A local restaurant decorated in a Chinese style, as soon as I entered, I saw Xi Xiang with long black hair waving to me. I suddenly thought of our college days. Many times when I was rushing to a party, I would barge in At the moment of the huge restaurant, they immediately decided to attend Xiang.

Xi Xiang is always the most eye-catching one. She is beautiful, has temperament, and has a good figure. She is a rare beauty. Shen Nuo.

I remember once when Shen Nuo and I took the bus, the bus was really crowded, but Shen Nuo insisted on holding a clean breath and said to me: "Why can't I see a beautiful woman on the bus."

I thought at the time that you coaxed Xi Xiang to take the bus once, wouldn't it be enough?But that sentence was not uttered by me. I saw the cars driving side by side outside the bus, nodded, and said, "Beauties usually take cars."

Shen Nuo has never been smart. Every time I say a word to her, I have to act as an interpreter. If I don't translate, based on her brain circuit, she will think that I am telling her dirty jokes.But that time, she understood in seconds, and showed me a wretched smile.

"This is your new boyfriend? You asked me out just to show me your new boyfriend? I thought it was a big deal!"

While I took off the heavy down jacket and put it on the seat beside me nonchalantly, I secretly glanced out of the corner of my eye at the rich second generation beside Xi Xiang.

I know that Xi Xiang, who has been doing live broadcasts, must have made a lot of friends like this, so I have seen people in the world maintain a calm atmosphere, even if I saw the gold necklace on that person's neck, which is as thick as a little finger. , I don't show the slightest contempt, after all, he is rich, rich enough to show, why should I have trouble with such a large piece of gold?

It’s simply that I feel that Xi Xiang’s taste has become lower. Not only that, but she seems to be trapped by money, hungry, and even the heavy taste that was so disgusting back then. It is conceivable that she graduated only a few years ago. What a blow the month has suffered.But then again, hasn't she always used money as a canary raised by others?

"I heard that Wen Ling is back?" Xi Xiang took the menu that the man handed her, handed it to me, and motioned for me to order.

I pushed it back calmly, how embarrassing it was.If I order instead, will that suit your taste?

"Yeah." I chatted with her about Wen Ling as if I were chatting with her, "But it's not long since you came back, you are quite well informed. You know all of this, I thought I would have to work hard to let her You know she's back."

"What are you talking about?" Xi Xiang was slightly annoyed, but her elbow was facing the rich boyfriend, so my position was rather awkward, and she said, "She is still the same?"

Xi Xiang talked casually as if he didn't care, and took a shallow sip of the hot water that the person thoughtfully handed over. His temperament and deeds were the same as before, but something in his bones had changed.

I looked at her well-painted side face, and my stomach slowly felt sour.Under her thick powder, she must have stubborn acne.

"It can't be the same. She has changed a lot in the past two years. It's on par with you!"

"Really?" Xi Xiang smiled uncontrollably, slid his fingers across the menu, ordered a few simple items, and handed them over to the waiting waiter. Zhang Luo's follow-up work for Xi Xiang, even though he was wearing a gold necklace that was incompatible with the underworld, the gold necklace that could blind my dog's eyes really broke into my eyes frequently, making me feel like a robber Like a small thief of wealth, pay more attention, that thing is hanging around your neck, is it sinking?

Xi Xiang was happy to reminisce about the old days with me. She said it was reminiscing about the past, but in fact it was a disguised way of telling me how Wen Ling was doing now. In the last two years of college, I was often tossed about by her to harass Wen Ling abroad. I don’t know. Whether Wen Ling still has an old love for her, anyway, he talked to me very cooperatively. Thinking about it now, my bridge is really quite strong.

I deliberately glanced at the new boyfriend Xi Xiang brought over, Xi Xiang noticed my gaze, and asked me: "What do you keep watching him do? There are no flowers on his face."

I lowered my head and smiled: "One or two of you all brought your boyfriends to hang around in front of me. My little heart has really been hurt by ten thousand points. Is it to remind me that I should have a boyfriend too? I can't thank you enough."

"From your tone, Wen Ling also has a boyfriend? Is that so, it's hard to imagine that she has a boyfriend."

Xi Xiang smiled mockingly, pursing his lips and drinking water in a pretentious manner, still retaining the old style, as if bending the corners of his eyes and brows can seduce the soul.

She actually grasped the key points in the words, and she really put all her heart on Wen Ling. As for me, it was still the bridge, but I just told her how Wen Ling was doing in a different way.

"It's hard to imagine. She can do whatever you want to have a boyfriend. Could it be that we won't let you have a boyfriend after hearing the order?"

I couldn't help but glanced at the rich man with a big golden ring on his finger that Xi Xiang was snuggling up to. I could smell that vulgar energy across a long table, and I felt quite bad.

Of course, another reason is that they showed their love with hot eyes in front of me regardless of their image. I really thank them. You said that this man is not talented but the woman is quite good-looking. Don’t worry about it. Anyway, I don’t appreciate it. Come on, it's very stressful.

Xi Xiang knocked on the empty bowl in front of me with a spoon, her brows were raised upright, and she looked ferocious, "Speak up, why do you keep looking at him? You have a problem with my boyfriend!"

"Yes, I do have an opinion." I tapped the two of them with my chopsticks, "Did you ask me out for a sister dinner, or did you pull me, a big light bulb, to light the candlelight dinner for you two until dawn? ?”

"What are you talking about?" Xi Xiang twitched in her seat, looked at her man very considerately, and then turned to me seriously: "Didn't I bring him here to let you get to know each other! Don't say this about me again then." People hide their heads and tails when they do things, so they don't treat you as friends! Think about it, we haven't seen each other for a long time. As for bringing your boyfriend to meet your best friend, this is the first time for you, what an honor."

"Okay, then we know each other now. It's as simple as having a meal when you ask me out? Don't you have anything special to tell me?"

I folded my arms and leaned on the table, looking like I was sitting upright.Of course, I also meant something, I really don't like to see the huge man sitting next to her, I really don't need a bodyguard to meet me, and I won't do anything to her!

Seriously, this meal tasted like nothing, after all, I'm not a social butterfly who is used to having dinner with strangers, I'm so ordinary that it's hard to be around strangers, let alone facing such A man of wealth and wealth ate with grace.

How should I put it, this man sitting across from me looks like a gold-plated gorilla, I can't believe that Xi Xiang's vision can be so generous.

It would be a lie if I said that I just complained about this man's appearance and demeanor. I was actually a little afraid of him.

You know, he is too much like a gangster, I have no doubt that he will kill me secretly because of a malicious look from me, even though I am a friend of his sweetheart.

Therefore, even with my attitude towards Xi Xiang, I showed an unprecedented gentleness. I forcibly restrained my little dissatisfaction with Xi Xiang, but after all, I didn't put it on the table. His eyes determined that I was the enemy of his sweetheart.

In the past, Xi Xiang was used to throwing his face away once he got the patron's card. Suddenly, he was so single-minded, he actually took this person's arm and made this person a boyfriend series.I really had indigestion, and even had a brain hole, could it be that this man who looks like a gangster used his power to threaten Xi Xiang?

This is always the case in TV dramas, so the deep meaning of Xi Xiang asking me out for dinner today remains to be pondered.

I aligned my fingers, and my forehead was burning hotly. I raised my eyes anxiously, and met Xi Xiang staring at me short of breath.

"I just want to get together with you, can't I? Say? What can I say? I survived the most difficult times by myself. I need to make up for it now and complain to you? You probably want to kill me after hearing this. It’s me. Who doesn’t know that the negative energy of college students who just graduated can bombard the entire earth? It’s not easy for you, so I won’t trouble you.”