Death Beliefs

Xi Xiang is a smart woman with a particularly delicate life. I knew this when I first met her. Her body proportions are already very good, and she is always the most eye-catching when she is paired with clothes that others can hardly control. That's why all of us think she's hypocritical and choose her as the flower of our department without a doubt. She is outstanding, she is beautiful, and she can meet the qualifications of a "goddess" recognized by both girls and boys .

But when you live under the same roof with her under the tricks of fate, you know that "goddess" is just a label, and she has taken off her disguise in front of others. What we see her is not only a little too pale, but also has emotions , even said that we have seen her ordinary in getting along day and night.

"Have you seen Xi Xiang's bare face?"

Le Yan once patted her chest and asked me, I glanced over her chest a little uncomfortably, not knowing why.

"What happened to her plain face? I haven't seen it before."

"There are so many pimples on her forehead...it's scary." Le Yan's face was still in shock.

Me: "... After all, we are all in puberty. It is normal to have some acne. Put on some makeup, and you will still be the goddess we are after."

Le Yan showed embarrassment, "To be honest, I think it's a bit too much for you to call her a goddess. She has a temperament, but if you really want to say that she is a beauty, I don't agree with it. And, She, oh, I don't know how to say it, anyway, you are exaggerating when you say she is a goddess."

Me: "..." Look, even when it comes to judging beauty and ugliness, we all have our own opinions.

"In this world, the most rare thing is to be in love with each other" - this sentence was taught to me by Xi Xiang. To be honest, even though I had never been in a relationship before, I was inexplicably full of love for the world , I actually belong to the same group of people as Le Yan. Regardless of how disgusted we are with blind dates and men, at the same age as Hua, we still have a bit of longing for love, even if the reality is really quite not ideal.

But then again, if the reality is ideal, it is not reality.

I can guarantee that Xi Xiang's happiest time must be when he was with Wen Ling.As I said, I really saw the appearance of love in them, and I couldn't hide it with a look or a movement.

But later, Xi Xiang told me again: "There is no true love at all, and you will believe it after seeing it a lot."

I know, the matter has come to this point, she and Wen Ling can't go back, like all the plots in crappy TV dramas, but they are different from them, either they were played by fate, or they clearly chose to let each other go, you see, the two of them Even talking about a relationship is so rational, and no one owes anyone. It is really hard to imagine what kind of emotions they have when they are together. It is scary.

Two full years later, Xi Xiang, as if reminding me, turned the original sentence into text and sent it to my mobile phone - "In this world, the most rare thing is to be in love with each other", I don't know what she wants to do, and I don't want to ask her what she wants. I just glanced at it, sighed silently, and then turned off the phone. In ten minutes, I will go to my work .

I'm actually not a workaholic, I just occasionally use work to ignore some embarrassing household chores in my life. In the past, Xi Xiang's matter was a big deal for me. No matter how tired or busy I was, I would Put her first, but it is different now, I have my own position and life, and I try to make myself live well without their company.

Oh, by the way, there is a person I forgot to introduce. He can be said to be a bright color in my life. When I rushed to the company with all my strength, he had crossed his legs and leaned comfortably against the transparent door and window of his office. Show off that beautiful figure like a model.

He is a tall and handsome guy in our company, just at the age of marriage, but he doesn't care at all. Among our young girls who are still young, he just accepts our eager eyes, but never gives us With a nice color, he is as cruel to us as Madam Rong.

At this time, this handsome "Nurse Rong" was staring at the moment when I opened the elevator. As soon as he saw me, he started to work like a machine with oil. At the same time, he raised the document in his hand at me.

Of course I know that my almost lateness today made him anxious to hit me. Although he just waved his fist at me symbolically every time, I can guarantee that he dares to hit a woman.

I can finally understand the reason why he couldn't find a girlfriend, and who would dare to have sex with him just because of his temper.But I seem to have forgotten one very important thing. Our handsome and tall boss has a very good friend.

Not only have I seen that handsome boy in the company, but even when I was on a business trip with my boss and I thought we could spark something, that handsome boy would meet us unexpectedly. Don't let it go, I thought like a rotten girl's soul burning.

"Today is the first time I have come so late."

With his head down, he writes and draws quickly. There is a running laptop on the table. He has drunk more than half of his coffee at this time. I usually buy it for him at the Starbucks downstairs. Today is really One exception, then I turned my eyes and saw another cup of coffee, I pouted silently, it must be that handsome good friend is coming to visit again, otherwise why would there be two cups!

He ordered another cup of coffee with the hand holding the pen. At the same time, he also noticed that I stared at the cup of coffee with doubts. He said: "This is for you. Drink it, and work after drinking. It's about the project. I'm a bit rushed, just persevere, and you can go on blind dates as you want in the future, and you will never miss a minute."

Me: "???? How do you know I'm on a blind date this weekend?"

"The eyes are full of peach blossoms." He clasped his hands, sat upright, and looked at me with a pair of big and round eyes, which made me a little at a loss. Although a blind date is not a scandal, it is still as embarrassing as if someone pryed into a secret.

He then asked me, "Did the blind date succeed?"

"Are you going to be too gossip?" I said my words carefully, but before my words landed, he suddenly changed his face.

I had no choice but to sit down in my seat in embarrassment, turned on the computer and quickly joined the ranks of work, not even daring to breathe. As for the cup of coffee, I was really afraid that he would poison me, so I dared not drink it!

In fact, when it comes to defining whether he is my "boss", my colleagues and I have reservations. When I first entered this company, I didn't know everyone well, so we just had a meal together. And it was only after getting into trouble that they gradually fell in love with each other.

That day, I must have had lunch silently by the window as usual, when a few young ladies saw me and excitedly pushed and pushed to get close to me, because the meeting in the morning seemed like I was going to talk to a great Characters work together on projects, and that character is their spark of excitement.

They sat down next to me, and I looked at them awkwardly. The scene at that time still scares me. I thought of all kinds of heart-wrenching scenes of veterans in the workplace treating rookies, and I was particularly worried that I would be murdered so soon.

"Xiao Meng, do you often come to this restaurant to eat?" A young lady took the lead in chatting with me intimately.

Me: "...can't be counted as often, I just came to the company..."

They looked at me and I looked at you, the scene was very silent for a while: "..."

I immediately lit a candle for my death in my heart, and prayed that there would be plenty of them adults, and they would forget about this unpleasant episode.

It was one of the beautiful young ladies who had seen my kind of weirdness, and after a while, she came alive, took my hand, and said: "I almost forgot, you just came to our company. Hahaha... Hey, Do you know who you're going to work with tomorrow on a project? He's a handsome guy." After finishing speaking, he elbowed the other young lady, blushing like an apple at that moment, and lowered his head in embarrassment.

"How good-looking..."

I was also instantly aroused to gossip. I kept my head down like them, and turned my eyes around the people around me. I saw their faces were peachy, shy and timid.I thought to myself: I can't do it, isn't it just a man?

"Ahem... What's the use of looking good, you're so fierce." Another very knowledgeable young lady stepped forward to stop our collective obscenity.

"Fierce? Is there a dominatrix?"

I answered the words ignorantly, and now I was completely silent.At the table closest to us, a tall, thin, well-dressed boy turned his face helplessly, a pair of big and round eyes seemed to be able to talk, and he looked so cute, then stared, I was instantly frightened.

A young lady poked me excitedly: "It's him, it's him, it's him."

Me: "..." Don't talk like that, I will hum along with you.

I met my direct boss by accident, and every time I was in front of him, I was taken aback for a while, his eyes could really curse, and as soon as he saw him coming over, I would tremble three times.

Whenever I was alone with him, I would involuntarily stay away from him. When he turned his head and saw that I had escaped so far, he frowned and asked me, "Am I that scary?"

"No, no, no." I hurriedly waved my hands to wash away the suspicion, "I always respect my boss at a distance."

he:"……"

I was busy writing the report, and a cup of coffee that stimulated my mind appeared in my hand. I knew who was handing this cup of coffee, but I just didn't want to look up. Really, my patience has reached the limit, I I feel like I’m about to collapse, I’m especially afraid of Yan Zheng, he’s my boss, and what’s even more unacceptable to me is that he’s so cute in contrast—a harmless face for humans and animals, but a violent and fierce temper, I don't want to fly behind his ass at all, looking at death like home, and desperate.

My hand on the keyboard paused for a while, and the corner of my eye trembled tremblingly, but what I saw was a white and slender hand, um, I know who is coming, um, my rotten girl soul may be burning again .

However, this throbbing didn't last until I looked up, and my cell phone rang. When I picked up the phone, I only glanced at his smiling face, and then silently watched him turn and leave.

While confirming work matters with the client on the other end of the phone, I typed quickly on the keyboard. Today is destined to be a busy day, and I have no time to take care of other things. Hey, wait, I seem to see The door to my boss's office is closed, and even the curtains are drawn... Damn, I'm a little excited.

Xi Xiang looked for me again, it was the fourth month after I graduated, her phone number seemed to have crossed thousands of mountains and rivers, and suddenly appeared on my phone screen, and my movements to answer were stiff.

I failed to respond to the message she sent last time. I was too embarrassed to face her sudden phone call. We haven’t heard each other’s voice for a long time. Feeling born from the bottom of my heart, I feel inexplicably sentimental.

Ten days have passed since our previous WeChat chat, and the content of our chat has been lacklustre. She is not a person who even reports trivial things to me, so our contact on WeChat is nothing more than that.

She said on the phone: "Meng Xuan, you are still in City B, let's meet."

I was a little hesitant. I knew she must have a lot of sweet things to say to me, but we really haven't been in touch with each other for a long time, and the sudden meeting will inevitably cause embarrassment for both parties, which seems particularly inappropriate .

However, I finally compromised in her initiative invitation, and I said, "Let's set a time and place."

She briefly reported the address and the time we agreed on, and then hung up the phone neatly. I was very dazed holding the phone.

And my direct boss, Yan Zheng, was knocking on the table and looking at me leisurely. His condescending posture almost made me kneel down and beg for mercy. I said, "I reconfirmed with the client..."

"And then?" He raised an eyebrow.

"Then we can find another time to go to their company, and the person who will be connected is their vice president. We can just contact the vice president directly when the time comes."

He gave me a meaningful look, which made me hairy. He left my office area and threatened me with a warning: "How many times have I said, don't answer personal calls during working hours."

"Actually... that person just now was one of our clients. You see, we also made an appointment on time and place..."

"..." He looked back at me helplessly, his eyes full of despair.