My favorite ten years

2015年10月24日19:44阅读19万+

The teacher was lecturing seriously on the podium, and Zhiyu quietly opened one of them, because that one seemed to be quite old.

The familiar handwriting on the letter hurt Zhiyu's eyes.

The letter reads——

"To my good friend, idiot Ji Woo:

Hello Jiwoo~ Do you know who I am~ I am your handsome and handsome Shihyun kid~ Lala~

Haha, this is the first time I write to you, it is also the first time in my life.You know, my dad once said that a boy must have a great friend throughout his life, with whom he can share all his joys, sorrows and joys.

You are my wonderful friend.Do you feel honored?Let me tell you secretly, getting to know you... is the happiest thing in my life, Shixian.During the few months I have known you, I am really happy, from the bottom of my heart.I don't know if you can feel it too.

Zhiyu, you have a lot of shortcomings, you are thin, short, and you squint your eyes when you smile!You look so white, I am really worried that you will not grow taller in the future, you have to remember to eat more meat, otherwise if someone bullies you in the future, you will definitely not be able to beat them. I am not by your side, who will protect you? And you?I really wake up from a dream.

From now on... I can't protect you, Ji Woo, because you will grow up.I'm sorry, I promised you something, it seems that I can't do anything well, am I a useless person?You know, every time I'm with you, I feel like I really don't have enough time.My life is short but not short. I have lived for 17 years, but my life...is really not long enough...Before I met you, I thought 17 years was enough!I have experienced eating, drinking and having fun, and I have no regrets.

But now it's different, I know you, you're so weak!How can I protect you if I am not strong?So I think, 17 years is not enough, I am going to rewrite my life, and then stand in front of you happily again, can you say it is okay!If it is fast, it may be 2 months, if it is slow, it may be 1 year, or 3 years or 5 years.I know, when you grow up, you may be taller than me, haha.But it doesn't matter, it will be nice to see you when the time comes.

In fact, I really have a wish, every day I can stand downstairs in your house, with Father Sun, when you open the curtains, you can see me!I should have your favorite breakfast and my favorite seaweed rice in my hand!Then we sit on the bench downstairs in your house and eat breakfast together, every day, doesn't it sound good?I have already thought about it. When I come back, I will wait for you from summer to autumn, then from autumn to winter, and then come to spring.In this way, will you bother me?Ha ha.

Zhiyu! In 3 days, I will take the train into the city and leave the city. If possible, would you like to come and see me off?Believe me, as long as I see you, I will definitely be motivated to come back here after working hard.You have to trust me!At 2 o'clock in the afternoon, I'll wait for you!You must, must!Must come!

PS: I want to tell you a fact, that time I ran to your side on purpose and bumped into your desk on purpose, I just wanted to get your attention... Zhiyu, actually there is one more thing I didn’t tell My dad, that's... I don't just see you as a good friend.

Good friend, Si Hyun.

2001, February"

This is a letter from two years ago.

The person sitting next to Zhiyu tapped Zhiyu's arm, and then handed Zhiyu a tissue.

"...?"

"You're crying, are you okay?"

Are you in tears?Why am I crying?Zhiyu thought so, why are you crying?For the past two years, did you shed tears for the bitterness you endured silently?Or because I found that I had deeply misunderstood that person's commitment to myself.

Facts are always cruel.

Shi Xian did not leave without saying goodbye, even on the day he left, Shi Xian was still waiting for his own appearance——

But I didn't go...

How long has he been waiting?One hour?two hours?Is he disappointed, does he blame himself...

Zhiyu's mind was very chaotic, very chaotic, he thought of Chengxiu, he remembered the winter vacation two years ago, and the days when school started, he ran downstairs to Shixian's house every day to check the situation.

Zhiyu's tears kept falling and wet the letter paper, and the words slowly melted away, as if many stories that were late in the past two years were slowly faded away.

He carefully folded the letter, stuffed it back into the envelope, and took out another letter...

The words on that letter have become much more mature, and the number of words is also very small. It is also a letter from Shi Xian.

"Zhi Yu:

Do you still remember me?sorry.

I'm back, I was waiting for you at the railway crossing two years ago, will you come this time?

Or, you still can't forgive me...

I just want to come back and see you, once I see you I will leave...

I'm here waiting for you.If you don't come, I won't go.

Shi Hyun

2003.3.1 "

December 3th...

"Hello, what day is it today?" Zhiyu grabbed the arm of the deskmate.

"Ah? Ah...No. 8..." The classmate was startled by Zhiyu's appearance, and it took him a long time to tell the time.

"Zhiyu!" The teacher turned to criticize when he heard the voice.

"I'm sorry, teacher...!" Zhiyu stood up and hurriedly stuffed the letter into her schoolbag, "I'm asking for sick leave!"

After speaking, he rushed out of the classroom——

Ji Woo also knew that Si Hyun might not be there anymore.

Why didn't I see these letters in the first place?

In those more than two years, it turned out... It turned out that I was not the only one who was waiting.

It turns out that guy has been waiting for me too.

It turns out that we have always been on the same parallel line. It is because I have no confidence in us that it becomes what we are today.

Thinking about it this way, I'm sorry for you too.

When Zhiyu rushed out of the school, he stopped many taxis before he stopped an empty one. He kept telling the driver to speed up and speed up. In fact, Zhiyu himself knew that it had been 7 days.

Shi Hyun won't be waiting there for him anymore.

But Zhiyu still thought, go and have a look, just take a look.

Let yourself see, let yourself give up, that's fine.

A stomach full of words, the bunch of words that have been held back every day for the past two years, seemed to be told to him.

Even if... Even if he only had time for a word, at least let Ji Woo tell Shi Hyun.

"I don't just regard you as a good friend...I like you, I like you too, I like you the most..."

At least let me tell him this—

Zhiyu prayed silently in her heart.

When the car drove into the entrance of the railway station, Zhiyu couldn't wait to get off the car. He was running on the long waiting lane, eager to see a familiar figure.

But the waiting lane at the railway crossing was too long, and he didn't know where Shi Xian was.

The phone rang at this time.

Ji Woo hastily picked up the phone....

"Cheng...xiu..."

"Hmm~ Zhiyu? Why is the voice so loud? What's wrong?"

Just as Zhi Yu was about to speak, a train slowly pulled into the station from a distance.

A siren was heard on the other end of the phone.

"Where are you…?"

"Oh... I'm at... I'm at the train station..."

"What are you doing there?"

Zhiyu hasn't mentioned that person's name for a long time, and when it comes to that name, she doesn't know how to speak.

"... He... Shixian... Shixian, he... came back...but he is going to leave soon..." Zhiyu explained with difficulty, and the other end of the phone fell silent.

Neither of them spoke.

People got off the train one after another, and at this moment, a familiar figure came out from the lounge in the distance——

Zhiyu looked there and opened his mouth.

"hour…."

"Don't go!!—" Chengxiu on the other end of the phone shouted, for the first time, her voice was full of longing.

"Don't go... Please, don't go..."

Zhiyu held the phone tightly in his hand, watching the thin figure of that person from a distance, walking slowly towards him.

That was the figure holding her in her arms two years ago.

That's Shixian.That's Shixian!

"Please don't go!" Chengxiu's most sincere request came from the other end of the phone.

do not go.

It's been two years, so don't go.

It's been two years, and Zhiyu's heart is not made of stone, so Zhiyu must be able to feel, 'Don't go. 'The weight contained between these three words.

Chengxiu once said, as long as you like him, I can wait for you longer than that, until you realize that the people around you are actually the most precious.

Zhiyu, do you understand, cherish the people around you, cherish the people in the moment.

Zhiyu's eyes are always on others, and Chengxiu knows it, he always sees it in his eyes and takes it to heart.

But he comforted himself that there was nothing to be afraid of, as long as he was patient enough, Zhiyu, this stubborn rock, would crack open one day.

The premise is that the person Zhiyu likes will not come back, and will not get involved in this relationship——

So when Zhiyu on the other end of the phone said, that person is back.

Chengxiu panicked, he really panicked, in the past two years, he has never been in such a mood as he is now, uneasy.

Because he knows that he can defeat time, he can use his life to spend with Zhiyu, but he can't defeat that person, he can't defeat the common memories that Zhiyu has spent with that person.

In the past two years, Chengxiu has played enough generous lovers.

Who is not inherently selfish?Who doesn't want the eyes of the person they love to look at them?Chengxiu knew that she was in the present tense and that person was in the past tense, but the fear of losing was too strong in her heart.

It's not that Chengxiu doesn't have confidence in her feelings, nor does she have no confidence in Zhiyu, but Chengxiu understands that the existence of that person is very important to Zhiyu.

"Don't go." This is Chengxiu's last dignity, Jiyu understands.

Chengxiu on the phone trembled and said, "Don't go, okay? I never begged you, just this time...don't go...huh?"

With the mobile phone in his hand, Zhiyu stared at the familiar figure for a long time, until Chengxiu on the other end of the phone was about to cry, he said, "Fool...I'll wait for you here...you come and pick me up Let's go home, okay?"

Chengxiu on the other end of the phone couldn't believe her ears, she nodded for a long time in a daze, and said loudly, um, huh, sure!Be sure to wait for me.

After hanging up the phone, Zhiyu slowly walked towards that person——

Regarding his reunion with Si Hyun, Ji Woo thought of many, many versions.

I also thought about what kind of words I would say when we met to welcome him back.

"You still know to come back? Just die outside."

Or, "Do you remember me?"

Or, "Do you know how hard it was for me to find you?"

Or is it,

"I miss you…"

But when this moment really came, Zhiyu was not in the same mood as before.

He already has Chengxiu, and he can't and can't do things that hurt Chengxiu.

So... this reunion is destined to become... cruel.

Zhiyu finally passed by, the person was getting closer and closer to him, Zhiyu tried to calm himself down, and called his name softly.

Unexpectedly, one day after 2 years, there will be a chance to call him.

"Shixian..."

The man turned around, and it was really him.That person became taller and more handsome, but for some reason, his face looked pale and he had dark circles under his eyes, and he was even thinner than 2 years ago.

Shixian had a happy look on his face, he didn't know what to say happily, he rubbed his hands and walked over to hug Zhiyu but felt awkward, his hands were hanging in the air awkwardly.

"Zhiyu..." Shi Xian withdrew his hand helplessly and stroked his hair, looking at Zhiyu tenderly, "How are you doing..."

It turned out that this was a reunion, Zhiyu never thought that after waiting so hard for the reunion, her mood was so peaceful.

"I'm fine, and you?"

Shi Xian smiled, he didn't seem to really want to mention the two years he left, "It's okay...you seem to be taller than before..."

Zhiyu raised the corner of her mouth, "You too, you are even more handsome."

Shi Hyun stared blankly into Zhi Yu's eyes, "Long time no see... I don't know what to say..."

Zhiyu nodded, he knew that in fact, there were many things in his heart that he wanted to tell him, but he couldn't.

"Are you still blaming me...?"

"No wonder..." Zhiyu shook her head, "You must have something important...that's why you left...I understand you..."

"You..." Shi Xian hesitated for a second, "Have you been waiting for me for a long time..."

Zhiyu was stunned for a moment, and finally shook his head after thinking for a long time, "No.. I live a very good life without you.. I still eat and drink all day long, and I have many friends. Now... I still have The person I like..." Zhiyu raised his head, trying to engrave the appearance of Shixian in his mind, he must remember his appearance, and he will be able to think of him in the days to come.

Shi Hyun squeezed out a forced smile in frustration, "Is it... yes... it's good.. that's good.. You have... someone you like, and you'll be happy..." Shi Hyun raised his head again When meeting Zhiyu's eyes, he showed a real smile, "My wish, I want you to be happy, I know you are happy now, then that's fine."

There was the sound of a siren in the distance, and the next train was about to enter the station.

Zhiyu glanced back at the train, suddenly her nose became sore.

He tried his best to hold back the tears, but the tears still flowed out in disobedience.

Zhi Yuming knew the answer, but still asked, "Do you want to go..?"

Shi Xian was a little surprised by Zhiyu's tears, he raised his hand and stroked Zhiyu's head naturally, and then slid his hand down to pinch Zhiyu's face.This movement is very natural, as if going back to 2 years ago, Shixian pinched Jiyu's face on the way home from school, and said, "Don't eat it, if you eat it again, you will become a pig."

Perhaps it was this deja vu action that made both of them stunned for a moment.

After a long time, Shi Xian let go first..

"I'm leaving... To see you, this ticket has been changed again and again, and the auntie at the ticket exchange hall is already tired of me." Shixian scratched his head bitterly, keeping his eyes on Zhiyu, as if he was remembering Zhiyu with his eyes. Like the rain, Shixian muttered, "If you look at it again, then go, look again."

don't go.

Zhiyu thought in her heart, don't go, my dear, don't go, I've been waiting for you for a long time, the days of waiting are too hard, so don't go.On the day you left, I didn't eat and drink as much as I wanted, and I didn't have any friends... I even rejected Chengxiu again and again.

Why... I had to promise someone else in the first place?

Why... I didn't continue to wait for you?

I hate myself.

Zhiyu stood there, and he didn't know whether it was because of the weather or his mood. He stood there shivering as if he was in winter.

Shi Hyun took off his coat silently, and naturally stepped forward and put his clothes on Ji Yu's body, Shi Hyun said helplessly.

"You are still the same, you get cold so easily, without me putting on a coat for you, these two years... will your hem help you...?"

Zhiyu shook his head, then nodded again, unable to say anything.

"Don't lie...you idiot," Shixian stretched out his hand and pulled Jiyu into his arms, "I'll hug you for the last time, won't you object?" After a pause, Shixian said again, "It's useless to object, Just treat it as your parting gift to me..."

Zhiyu stretched out his hand and hugged the person who made him miss him for so long. Fortunately, the smell on him has not changed.

The train pulled into the station slowly, and it was time for the two to separate.

The moment Shi Hyun let go of Ji Woo's hand.

Zhiyu blurted out a sincere sentence, "Do you have to go? Stay..."

Shixian shook his head, "I have no reason to stay anymore...you don't need me by your side anymore...do you?" Shixian looked down at the phone in Zhiyu's hand, "He called Well, it's been ringing for a long time."

Zhiyu hid the phone behind her back in a panic.

"Even the phone has been changed... The previous one...is too old to be used anymore." Just like myself, it has been a long time ago and was replaced by the owner.

It's just that I foolishly thought that I would never be replaced.

Zhiyu shook his head, "No..."

"Zhi Yu." Shi Hyun called Ji Yu's name, the door of the train opened, and the station broadcast began to sound, "Passengers boarding the train, please pay attention to your luggage..."

"Zhi Yu." Shi Xian looked at him seriously, "It's great to be back, it's great to come back alive to see you."

"Shixian...?"

Shi Xian took a last look at Zhiyu with nostalgia, "I like you." After that, he approached gently and kissed Zhiyu's mouth before Zhiyu could react, just for a moment, maybe only In 0.001 second, Si Hyun left.

"That's great!~" Shi Xian showed a happy smile, "Now I really have no regrets, I can go."

"Shi..." Zhi Yu wanted to stop him, but he heard someone calling his name behind him.

It’s Seung Soo who’s here——

"Go," Shi Xian picked up his backpack, "My Zhiyu doesn't need my protection anymore——"

"It's not like this... Shixian, listen to me!"

"Zhiyu... goodbye."

After saying that, Shixian didn't give Zhiyu another chance, he turned around and entered the train carriage, and the door was slowly closed.

Through a thick glass, their world was cut off——

Zhiyu opened his mouth to say something, Shixian had no way to know anymore.

Si Hyun couldn't even wait for Ji Woo to say goodbye to him, because he was too scared to see Ji Woo standing with others.

That's it, that's good, I've conveyed my feelings to him——

Shi Hyun is so selfish, he is so selfish that he tells Ji Woo how he feels, but he leaves without having time to hear Ji Woo's response.

When the train pulled out of the station, Shixian couldn't help looking back, and saw Jiyu squatting on the ground looking at him sadly from a distance, Shixian wanted to go up to him and hug him, saying, I won't go Yes, I will always be with you.

But there was another person behind Zhiyu... That person ran to Zhiyu's side, squatted down distressedly and held Zhiyu in his arms, and looked at his side.

This picture is so beautiful, because it is so beautiful, Shi Xian seems to be moved to tears.

Goodbye, Jiyu.

For the past two years, I survived by thinking of you day and night, thinking that I could live longer.But I didn't expect to lose you in these two years.

If I had known earlier, it would be better not to leave you at the beginning——

But there is nothing in the world, if.

Love, if you miss it, you miss it.In the script of life, not every No. [-] is destined to be with No. [-], at least in Shi Xian's life, he has already lost Zhi Yu.

2003, after all, is over.

Shi Hyun's appearance is just a small episode in the long river of love between Ji Woo and Seung Soo.

In the blink of an eye, 2013 has passed, and another 10 years have passed, which is their present.

Seeing Zhiyu in his arms gradually falling asleep, Chengxiu quietly pulled out his arm, and he got out of bed and came to the living room with his notebook in his arms.

He couldn't fall asleep, opened his notebook, found the post and wanted to read it again.

The webpage reminds Chengxiu that there is 1 unread message.

He hesitated for a while before clicking on——

"...Are you Zhiyu?"

The time of receipt was 5 minutes ago, Chengxiu thought about it and typed a few words to go back.

"I'm not, I'm his lover. Are you... Shixian himself?"

Soon the other person replied with a word, "Yes."

Chengxiu looked into the room with her head and made sure that Zhiyu was still asleep before typing on the keyboard with confidence.

"The person who posted for you before said that you are sick and can't use the computer?"

Soon the other person replied, "Well... when you are not clear-headed, you can't find the laptop's power supply anywhere, but it's okay when you're awake..."

Chengxiu stared blankly at these words, "Are you... seriously ill?"

"Who knows... alive, but not feeling alive."

Chengxiu thought for a while, then asked, "Why are you looking for Zhiyu?"

This time, the reply over there was not so fast.It took a long time before Chengxiu received such a reply.

"My life has come to this point, after much deliberation, I can't think of any unfinished wish. If I say the only regret... I probably liked someone at the beginning, but I didn't try hard to catch him... I know, maybe I don't have the position to say this, but I really appreciate that you are by his side. I can feel that you are a very good person. Jiyu should be very happy. I just want to see you again It's just him, don't worry, I don't mean to take him away from you, I didn't have it at the beginning, and I don't have it now. I want to know what he has become in these years. I want to see him and recall my own past by the way , that’s all..”

After Chengxiu read this sentence carefully, he replied to Shixian.

"You haven't seen Zhiyu for ten years, do you still have feelings for him?"

Shi Xian said.

"Maybe, you won't believe it. I still like Jiyu, because from the first day I left him, my time... stopped, 12 years, I like him. I just like him That's all, please don't mind-"

After a while, Shihyun sent another message.

"Can... let me meet him..."

can it?Chengxiu looked at the words in front of the screen and asked herself.

Is it possible?

Everything is in Chengxiu's thought.

"It's not that I don't want you to see him..." Cheng Xiusi thought about it and then tapped the keyboard, "I've been by his side for so many years, but I haven't heard him mention you once, even if you still I like Ji Woo... I think you are just a memory."

"I understand what you mean, and I know it myself. After ten years, things are different and people are different. Memories really don't have the power to change the status quo, but maybe memories are worth remembering...?"

Chengxiu stretched out his hand to pinch the bridge of his nose and rubbed it. He stood up and walked lightly to the door of the bedroom, leaning against the door and looking at Zhiyu who was sleeping peacefully.

To be honest, he and Zhiyu are both old, he is already in his early 30s, and Zhiyu is also close to 30 years old. Two people, especially two men, have come together to this day. Simple love is not enough to express their feelings. up.

Chengxiu and Zhiyu are like water and fish, both need each other and cannot leave each other.

Seung Soo no longer regards Shi Hyun as his imaginary enemy in love, because compared to time, he and Ji Woo spent several times more time together than Shi Hyun, and compared to experience, he and Ji Woo are also together More experience than tacit understanding, let alone, time has changed them a lot.

It is impossible for Shixian to beat him, thinking of this, Chengxiu felt a little pity for that patient.

Thinking of this, Chengxiu silently sat back beside the computer.

"Send me your address—but first, don't blame us if he doesn't want to go, or if I don't want to convey it."

They didn't say anything more, just sent a string of addresses, followed by two words. "Thanks."

It was late at night, and the two people who were in contact across the Internet were actually strangers in the true sense in terms of relationship.

But to some extent, it is tightly connected by something, for someone.

After sending the address, Shixian closed the laptop wearily, facing such a radiation thing for a long time was very harmful to his brain. When he stood up, he had to lean on the wall to keep walking to himself side of the bed.

In fact, he didn't have to ask in person, his nurse would check for him every morning if anyone replied to the post, and if there was the person he was looking for, but he still couldn't control it, and wanted to check it out by himself See, every day.

When Shixian was 20 to 30 years old, he basically stayed in the hospital. Because of his strange illness, he couldn't live on his own after leaving the hospital...

Shi Xian took out a notebook and pen from the bedside table, opened it, and wanted to record something while he was still awake——

He wrote by the light outside the window. "It seems to be one step closer to Jiyu...can you see him...? I really..."

Before the words were finished, Shi Xian's eyes became dull... the movements of his hands also froze, and he didn't move for a long time.

The door of the nursing room was opened, and the younger nurse came in, saw Shi Xian and sighed, "Hey, again?" The nurse took away the pen and notebook from Shi Xian's hand and put them on the table, and then supported him. Shi Xian lay down, Shi Xian was obedient and obedient, basically motionless and at the mercy of others.

Shi Xian lay on his back and stared blankly at the ceiling, as if he was not thinking, as if he had no soul.

"Go to sleep... I see you are asleep, I'll go." The nurse said to himself, knowing that Shi Xian couldn't hear anyone talking when he was ill.

But the little nurse still talked to himself, so it wouldn't be so boring, he picked up the notebook that Shixian had been writing and read it——

He often reads this notebook, so that when Shixian occasionally gets confused, the nurse will tell Shixian what he has experienced as a story to the sick Shixian.

He randomly opened a page of the book and read it.

"July 2003, 3.

Today is the third day of waiting for him. I bought tickets for all the trains today. Every time a train comes, I tear off a ticket.Waiting for him has always been a happy thing, because I know that he will wait for me, so now I am waiting for him, so happy.Even if he doesn't come, it's good, because I can just tear up these tickets and tell myself that I can stay for a while longer.Looking forward to, looking forward to.

2003, April 3.

He still didn't come today, but it didn't matter.If he doesn't come, I'm willing to wait at the entrance of the driveway for 2 years, no, wait for him for 20 years, so he must be relieved, he is a stingy person.

2003, April 3.

When I got on the train leaving the city, and the wheels rubbed against the train lane and made a heavy sound, I felt that this heart was also placed on the lane and crushed mercilessly.That's... what a match for two people, it hurts my eyes and my head to see it.it hurts.He said that he had a good life, made new friends, and found someone he liked.I, a good-for-nothing guy, thought I was his only one, yet I just left for two years.Two years is too long.Enough to erase all the stories between us, right?That's right.

The person next to him... looks like the sun, giving him arms, giving him comfort, giving him a lot that I can't give - I'm like, a star covered by the sun... in his eyes, he can't see me up.Meeting you is like a dream, now I wake up, but no one taught me how to fall asleep again——

I seem to fall asleep and go back to my dream.There is no one in the dream, just me and you. "

The little nurse closed the notebook and sighed.

The little nurse sighed, how could such a handsome man lying on the bed have such a strange disease?

The little nurse remembered that when he came to work on the first day, the previous nurse who took care of Shi Xian once held his hand and said earnestly.

"You have to take care of this boy."

"I will.."

"According to the notebook he wrote, read to him more about his past. This is what he likes to hear the most—I read it to him every day..."

"Is his story still to be read to him?"

The old nurse nodded, "If you don't read it, he will gradually forget it."

"Why?" asked the nurse.

The old nurse sighed and said, this child, when he was a teenager, insisted on bringing him to the hospital and forcibly operated on himself. At that time, the success rate of his disease was only 20%, and he suffered a lot at that time. It was cured, but the consequences of asking the doctor to perform an operation in spite of everything...caused a very serious brain sequelae...

A disease in which the brain shrinks away, a patient in which time stands still.

How can there be such a stupid person in this world.The little nurse closed the book and put it away gently.

The person on the bed, time has stopped, so he is now in a daze, is he experiencing the past?

Is it happiness or misfortune for a person to experience the past over and over again?

Presumably, the him in Shixian's story has already lived a new life, leaving him alone.

Go to sleep quickly, and you won't be sad when you sleep.

The little nurse gently wiped the corners of Shi Xian's eyes with his sleeve.

"Go to sleep..."

The little nurse knew that time was running out for the patient lying on the bed.

Because he was sluggish for a longer period of time, at first he just paused for 2 or 3 minutes, then he woke up and continued to do what he was doing before, and then slowly changed to more than 10 minutes, often in the middle of eating. When he dropped the spoon, he often thought he had finished his dinner when he came to his senses afterwards.

In the past two years, the number of attacks has gradually increased, and there are many times of rest almost every day.

The time is getting longer and longer, sometimes I will be in a daze for the whole afternoon, sometimes it is the whole day.

So he spent most of his time peacefully and peacefully, because nothing happened to him at all.

The nurse hoped that someone could come and see him.

Because this patient is the one who seems to be the loneliest among the patients taken care of by the little nurse.

Shi Hyun on the bed hesitated slightly.

"You're here..." Shi Xian felt a little relieved when he saw the little nurse beside him, "How long have I been in a daze this time...?"

The little nurse glanced at his watch, "The situation has improved, this time the time is much shorter."

Shi Xian laughed and patted the little nurse's head, "You always comfort me, it's almost dawn, so you still call it short?"

The little nurse stood up embarrassingly and helped Shi Xian pull the quilt, "Are you still sleeping?"

Shi Xian shook his head, "I won't sleep anymore...I'm always sleeping...Go out with me to watch the sunrise."

The little nurse nodded.

But in another city, Chengxiu experienced repeated ideological struggles for this.

The question of whether or not to let Zhiyu go to see Shixian broke his head.

After five days of frowning, Zhiyu could feel it no matter how slow his reaction was, Chengxiu's condition seemed to be not very good.That morning Seung Soo got up early to prepare breakfast as usual.

"I said, handsome guy Chengcheng."

"Huh...?" Chengxiu raised his head and glanced at Zhiyu, every time Zhiyu called him Chengcheng, there was something special.

Either quarrel or talk heart to heart.

"Did you encounter any unpleasantness at work recently?" Zhiyu picked up the bowl and helped Chengxiu fill another bowl of hot porridge.

Chengxiu shook her head, "No, why do you ask that?"

"Liar! Obviously there is!" Zhiyu ran behind Chengxiu and strangled his neck with his arms, "Quickly say! Did you fall in love with some young and beautiful boy?!"

Chengxiu felt uncomfortable from being strangled, and quickly raised his hands to signal surrender. When his neck was released and he regained his freedom, Chengxiu immediately counterattacked, turned around and grabbed Zhiyu's hands, "Hey, you're on the wrong side now. You are the one, don't you see?" Which eight-pack abs man?"

"Bah." Zhiyu rolled his eyes in disdain, "I'm almost 30 years old! Who else can I be with in this life except you."

Zhiyu just said this sentence so normally, he didn't feel anything, but Chengxiu let go of the hand that restrained him, frowned and sat back with a complicated expression.

"What's the matter with you? Didn't you agree to solve the problem together?" Seeing Chengxiu like this, Zhiyu couldn't help feeling a little