My favorite ten years
Chapter 4
worry.
Chengxiu turned her head and looked at the porridge in front of her, which had dissipated the heat.
"Zhiyu, do you think our relationship will be the same as this porridge, because the temperature slowly dissipates the heat?"
Zhiyu burst out laughing and patted Chengxiu on the head.
"You're stupid. Didn't our relationship get cold a long time ago? It's all frozen."
Seeing Chengxiu's tangled expression, Zhiyu went on to say, "Nerves, we won't keep heating it. In the next 100 years, it will still be hot."
Chengxiu closed his eyes and didn't know what he was thinking. After a while, Chengxiu said to Jiyu.
"Zhiyu, please take a vacation in a few days. Let's go on a trip, shall we?"
"Huh? Why do you suddenly want to travel?"
"Don't ask," Chengxiu paused, "If you don't want to go, we won't go... But... Maybe it's good to go once, maybe there will be many memories..."
Zhiyu looked at Chengxiu's reaction inexplicably, and just nodded without doubting it.
"Okay. We're approaching our anniversary anyway."
Chengxiu stared at Jiyu thoughtfully.
"What's wrong? Why are you looking at me like that?"
Chengxiu pulled up the corner of her mouth and smiled, "It's nothing, anyway, you will always go home after the trip. I don't worry."
"Say something stupid, how can I go back if I don't go home. You are my home." Zhiyu pinched Chengxiu's nose, "Chengcheng, you are my home. Do you know?"
Chengxiu nodded, "You are also my home, so please don't make me homeless."
"Of course, how could I be willing to turn you into a stray dog, you are so old. Hahaha." Zhiyu smiled happily, Chengxiu looked at him quietly.
Well, that's right, even if we meet again, it won't change anything.Believe in Zhiyu, and also believe in the relationship between us.
Chengxiu secretly clenched his fist, he knew that this was a test of trust, not only Zhiyu was tested, but also himself.
The finale of the ten years I like you the most
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In the next few days, Chengxiu devoted herself to traveling.
I ran to check out the air tickets, and then bought a lot of things to go home.
Zhiyu didn't understand why Chengxiu was so caring this time.
"Take this dress with you, it might be cold at night, would it be better to wear long sleeves, huh?" Chengxiu shouted at Zhiyu in the living room while folding the clothes.
Zhiyu didn't respond to him.
"Hey! Zhiyu, I put the razor in the second pocket! Do you still need your toothbrush?"
"Zhiyu~ How many pairs of underwear do you want to wear?"
"My mother~" Zhiyu walked into the room helplessly, "Just put a few pieces on it."
Chengxiu's eyes widened, "How can I do that! ~ Oh yes!" Chengxiu jumped out of bed in two steps and opened the cabinet to look for it, "Take this with you, too? Aren't you afraid of being bitten by bugs at night? Spray some if you have one."
"Hey, just remember this kind of thing." Zhiyu pushed the clothes on the bed to make room for herself, "We went together anyway, you just need to be ready. Why did you tell me so much?" Me oh."
Chengxiu put down the work at hand, and lay down next to him, "Hey, you bastard, can I still be with you for the rest of my life?"
Zhiyu turned to face Chengxiu, and said with a smile, "Of course, I depend on you for food, clothing, housing and transportation~big house and car~I rely on you for my material and spiritual~" Zhiyu narrowed her eyes and smiled.
"It's more than material and spiritual?" Chengxiu hinted at Jiyu from head to toe.
Zhiyu thumped Chengxiu shyly, "Hurry up and clean up, I'll make dinner."
"Yes, I see." Chengxiu sat up again.
"Oh, by the way, Zhiyu," Chengxiu called to stop Zhiyu who was about to go out.
"What's the matter?"
"I love you." Chengxiu sat in a pile of messy clothes and luggage, watching Zhiyu say such words, Zhiyu cursed crazy and went out.
Chengxiu was left alone with a silly smile, he looked down at the clothes around him, not knowing what he was thinking.
After a while, the phone vibrated suddenly, and Chengxiu clicked on the phone.
"You booked a one-way ticket to Incheon on the 14th, and a one-way ticket to Incheon on the 21st has been issued."
Chengxiu memorized the flight and seat number, then silently turned off the phone——
Seung Soo respects Shi Hyun, but he can't rest assured that Ji Woo will spend too long with Shi Hyun.
7 days, just 7 days.This is the maximum limit that I can give up.
My lover doesn't want him to look at other people for a second.
But...how should I tell Ji-woo?Chengxiu has been dragging.
Until the 14th comes.
We relied on each other and survived more than 10 cold winters. No one can tear us apart, so I let you find it. Anyway, I also know the final outcome. —— Seung Soo
Chengxiu only booked a ticket on the 14th, and he didn't tell Jiyu until the eve of the 14th.
These words seemed simple, but the explanations were endless, so Chengxiu chose to remain silent.
"What time do we get up tomorrow~" Zhiyu happily played with her phone, preparing to set the alarm clock.
"Oh... I may have to go to the company to deal with some things tomorrow morning. Can you wait for me at the airport first?"
"Ah~~~ I don't want it! It's lonely to walk alone!"
Chengxiu thought for a while after hearing this, "Then let's not go, shall we?"
"Nervous!~" Zhiyu patted Chengxiu on the head, and then leaned into his arms, "The tickets are already bought, why don't we go~ Go first, go first~ You must come!"
Chengxiu smiled, without nodding or shaking his head, and easily changed the subject.
Early the next morning, Chengxiu woke up quietly, packed his backpack and went out like he usually went to work. He walked around to a breakfast shop at the entrance of the community and became the first customer of the breakfast shop in the morning.
"Yo, Chengxiu, didn't you go out with your Jiyu today?"
The proprietress warmly entertained him, and Chengxiu smiled, "Let's have some udon noodles. He's going on a long trip today, so I'll come out early and wait for him."
"?" The proprietress showed a puzzled look, "Aren't you going with him?"
Chengxiu shook her head helplessly, "I've been following him for 10 years, so I should let him go out alone. Besides... I will quietly follow him and protect him."
The proprietress covered her face shyly, as if she was saying to protect her, "You two really have a good relationship~!"
Chengxiu smiled shyly, looking outside the door from time to time, afraid of missing that little figure.
That person's figure, oh no, even if it's a shadow, Chengxiu can recognize it at a glance.
They are so familiar with each other that they are inseparable.
Chengxiu ate this bowl of udon noodles for a long, long time, chewing slowly, and drank the soup one bite at a time. After eating the big bowl, seeing that the time for departure was getting closer and closer, she saw the familiar woman appearing at the gate of the community. figure.
Chengxiu saw Zhiyu running out dragging the box from afar, she stumbled at the gate of the community and almost fell to the ground, her hair was messy, obviously she just woke up.
Chengxiu couldn't help picking up the phone.
He watched Ji Woo frantically waving for a taxi, and then smiled again when he saw an incoming call from his cell phone.
"Hey."
"Asshole! Why didn't you wake me up."
"I wanted you to sleep a little longer, but I forgot to call you whoever knew." Chengxiu paused, "Where are you?"
Zhiyu on the other end of the phone said haha, "Oh~ I'll be there soon after you go out for a while, don't worry~" After that, Zhiyu stretched out his hand to take a taxi even more urgently, Chengxiu saw it.
"Slow down, don't worry..." Chengxiu said helplessly holding up the phone.
Just then the taxi arrived, and the driver got off and helped Zhiyu put the luggage into the trunk.
Seeing that, when Zhiyu opened the car door——
Chengxiu on the phone suddenly said to Zhiyu, "Why don't you go."
"Huh? You're talking nonsense again. What's going on~" Zhiyu opened the car door and got in. After a while, the taxi started slowly and drove away.
"Oh... Forget it, let's talk about it when you get to the airport."
Chengxiu silently hung up the phone, took out her wallet, "Miss Boss, pay the bill."
After paying the bill, he slowly returned home. When he entered the house again, Chengxiu's mood was very complicated.
I can't tell what kind of mood I am in, in short, I have mixed feelings.He wandered around the house in a daze for a while, and finally just sat down at the desk and turned on the computer.
Logged in to that website again and found the nearest contact.
After fumbling with my hands on the keyboard for a long time, I slowly started typing.
"Are you there?"
After a while, the message was replied in the chat window.
"Here I am."
"Is it Shi Xian himself?"
"No, I'm his nurse."
Cheng Xiu paused, "What about him?"
This time, the other person paused for a few seconds before replying, "He fell asleep again. His condition has gotten worse recently, and I'm always worried that he won't wake up again if he falls asleep this time."
Chengxiu frowned looking at the line and asked. "Is there any cure for this disease? .."
The other party sent a dejected expression shaking his head, "No. How can there be a cure for a dementia encephalopathy whose central nervous system has been destroyed?"
Chengxiu couldn't catch up with the little nurse's words for a while, so he had no choice but to type a comforting word.
"I hope he can wake up this time, after all... The person he wants to see has already gone to where he is."
The other side quickly sent a sentence: "Do you agree with Mr. Zhiyu to visit him?!"
Chengxiu said helplessly, "I can't be so bad, can I? What's more, he is already a patient, and my hostility towards him is nothing but pitiful."
"Anyway, thank you very much. Because of your generosity, Mr. Shi Xian's last wish can be fulfilled."
"His... last wish...? Is it to see Zhiyu?"
The little nurse at the other end of the computer glanced back at Shi Xian who was asleep, then quietly pulled the diary out of his hand, and he turned to the first page, which read.
"How stupid I am to think of leaving you.
I wish to go back in time, and I was with you on the night of the holiday.
I won't make any promises to you, because I will watch till dawn.
When you opened the window unintentionally, I stood in the sun and shouted to you.
'I'm not going anywhere. '
Yes, I just want to see you again and say something to you.
I won't go anywhere, I will accompany you to watch every dawn in the future. "
The little nurse closed the notebook, looked back at the screen and slowly typed a line of words.
"Perhaps even if he meets Mr. Zhiyu, his wish will never be fulfilled. But thank you anyway."
When Zhiyu received Chengxiu's call, he had just changed his boarding pass.
Saw 'my man' on the caller ID.
Zhiyu immediately picked it up and complained before the person on the other side could speak, "Why don't you come? What time is it? It's not your style to be late!"
There was silence on the other side for a while, and there was no sound.
"Xiu? What's the matter?" Zhiyu couldn't hear the voice on the phone, and was a little worried. He put the boarding pass in his pocket and took the luggage to a quieter corner, where he sat on his suitcase. .
"What's the matter, Xiu? What's the matter at work?"
"Zhiyu..." Chengxiu on the other end of the phone finally spoke, "Zhiyu, do you still remember why we met back then?"
Zhiyu couldn't figure out Chengxiu's meaning, "Of course I remember, why did you say that."
"It's winter, isn't it?"
"Well, winter. Are you confused? You asked such a stupid question." Zhiyu said helplessly to the person on the other end of the phone.
"You know Zhiyu, I suddenly understood a truth during these years with you."
"What's the point?"
"That year, I liked you the most, and what I was most afraid of was losing you. But now it is different, I am most worried about you, and what I am most afraid of now... is to deceive you."
"What is it?" Zhiyu listened to Chengxiu's words in a daze, "I liked it that year, but now I don't like it?"
"Of course not!" Chengxiu hurriedly defended on the other end of the phone, "That year I was innocent, I liked you, and...someone else would like you, I was young and energetic and never cared about others, nor did I know how to take care of you , all I want is possession."
Zhiyu smiled and asked, "Then now?"
"Now that I think about it carefully, if it weren't for the appearance of those stories and people that year, maybe we wouldn't have come to where we are now. The reason why I was lucky enough to fall in love with you is all thanks to the people in my memory..."
Speaking of the past, Zhiyu's brain was a little disconnected, he didn't understand why Chengxiu said these things. "Okay, let's not talk about this, what about you, when will you arrive?"
"I booked a flight a few days later than you, sorry honey."
"?! What do you mean...? You let me travel alone?!" Zhiyu didn't understand.
"Fool...Travel, or the two of us travel together. The reason why I let you go early is that I hope you can visit someone..."
Zhiyu froze for a moment.
No, Zhiyu was stunned for a long time.
Zhiyu immediately understood who Chengxiu was talking about.
It was a blurry face in memory, it was too blurry.I can't remember my face, I can't remember my voice, I can't even remember some memories.
Or rather, I don't really want to remember it.
After all, for Zhiyu, the miss that year can only be called a pity, and the people who accompany him now are the ones he should cherish.
Zhiyu closed her eyes and took a deep breath, and said, "Why are you still talking about these things... It's all over... You, you made an idea for me without authorization, and let me go to meet old friends... Are you so relieved of me? "
"Don't worry, I've seen it all these years. I know that there is nothing that can shake us...but... that person, I really need you to take a look..."
Seung Soo told Ji Woo everything he knew.
In that short few minutes, Zhiyu didn't say a word.
Before hanging up the phone, Chengxiu cautiously said to Zhiyu, "Whether you want to board the plane, the right is yours."I have been waiting for you at home, but also, I would like you to visit him. '
After a long time, Zhiyu made a little sound on the phone, he just sighed.
Ji Woo says, 'I should have known...'
That kid.Zhi Yu secretly thought in his heart, that kid, it turned out that he didn't leave for no reason, that's great.
That kid... is sick and not well at all.
He actually has a disease that makes him forget, what to do with him.
It's really good to forget about falling in the past.
It's not good at all to forget the past.
Not good, really not good, that guy is sick, the first news after so many years, it turned out to be sick.
"Sir? It's your turn..." The people in the queue at the back kindly reminded Zhiyu, Zhiyu recovered from her daze and walked forward a few steps embarrassedly to pass the security check at the airport.
Before going in, he looked back and looked outside, thinking, this is the first time he left Chengxiu, and set off to a certain place by himself.
And to see... that kid.
It feels like a dream.Nothing is real.
Going through the security check, waiting for boarding, and getting on the plane, Zhiyu was in a daze throughout the whole process, basically not thinking about anything.
Board the plane, find your seat, buckle up your seat belt, wait for the plane to taxi slowly, and then take off with bumps.
Fly off the ground and into the sky above the clouds.
No one knew what Zhiyu was thinking, and he himself didn't know what he was thinking, and his mood was extremely complicated.
I don't know how long the plane has been flying. When the stewardess came up to ask Zhiyu what drink he wanted, Zhiyu's brain seemed to be hit by someone, and his memory was restored.
He remembered that year when he was standing on the platform, the boy had a pale face and a shriveled and thin body, but he squeezed out a very bright smile, leaned close to him, and kissed him.
The boy said, "In this way, my last wish will be fulfilled, I have no regrets, I like you so much." Then the boy jumped on the train, and the train drove away slowly.
The boy never looked back from the beginning to the end of the car.
When Zhiyu recalled this past, she suddenly thought sadly.
Perhaps, that young man can no longer remember that he once stood on that platform and said such a thing.
Thinking of this, I felt a little bitter, my heart twitched, and it hurt.
But what pained Zhiyu the most was that he already understood that recalling that boy was no longer love.Just some small regrets in the distant time and years.
In the years when I was waiting for no one, I took the initiative to forget that boy.
But the young man tried hard not to forget, but was passively forgetting.
The world is so unfair, it gives you the right to love, but it doesn't tell you who you should love, who you love will not be painful, and who you love will bring you happiness.
"Sir, do you need a tissue?" A kind man handed over a tissue.
Zhiyu took it in a daze, and said dryly, thank you.
He turned his head and wiped his eyes quietly.He wanted to pretend that nothing had happened, but wept the whole paper towel.
The plane takes 10 hours to fly to Germany.
On the plane, Zhiyu repeatedly fell asleep and woke up, woke up and fell asleep again.
Do you know that when people reach a certain age, it is difficult to remember many things, and even some things happened yesterday, but they will not be remembered today.
Some people just appeared in a period of youth ten years ago, so you can't expect the other person to always remember your every move.You don't have the ability to make people never forget, and the other party doesn't have that stagnant attachment.
During the 10 hours of drowsy sleep on the plane, Zhiyu once thought wildly, what if he didn't care about others that year, just followed his own thoughts and hopped on that train with that person?
Would this story be different?
It should be different.
But immediately, Zhiyu dismissed this idea.Because in the past 10 years, he has lived happier than anyone else.It doesn't matter who he chose in the first place.
No one can change this result.
Zhiyu comforted herself, "It's all over, he can only be an old friend to me. I just went to see an old friend."
The plane slowly landed at the airport in Germany, Zhiyu turned on her phone, wanting to report to Chengxiu that she was safe.
As soon as I turned it on, I received a text message from Chengxiu.
There is only one address on the text message, and Zhiyu knows that is where he is.
Zhi Yu glanced at the text message hastily, then clicked in to reply, to the effect that he wanted to report that he was safe and let Cheng Xiu not worry.
Holding the luggage and walking out of the international arrivals exit, Zhiyu successfully found the parking place of the taxi. He carefully chose the words to communicate with the driver in English.
Put your luggage away and sit in the co-pilot.The other party asked Zhiyu where he was going.
Zhiyu finally reopened the text message, which read, 'Bonn Township Hospital'
So Zhiyu said, go to Bonn Town.
After the driver heard about Bonn Town, he suddenly became enthusiastic and talked a lot. With Zhiyu's English ability, he couldn't understand a word of this fast-paced conversation.
He had no choice but to call Chengxiu.
The first thing Chengxiu said when he answered the phone was, "What's wrong? Can't communicate with the driver?"
Zhiyu nodded helplessly, thinking that the other party was not by her side, she gently said 'hmm' to the other end of the phone.
"Then you give the driver the phone and I'll talk."
Zhiyu handed the phone to the driver, and Chengxiu on the other end of the phone communicated with the driver fluently in English.
After a while, the driver returned the phone to Zhiyu.
"What did you say? I can't even understand..."
"Oh, the driver said that there is a very famous street in the small town of Bourne called Cherry Brick Road." Chengxiu paused and said, "The driver recommended you to go and have a look, huh? Why don't you talk?"
"..."
"Zhiyu?"
"Oh...it's okay...then I hung up..." After a few words, Zhiyu hung up the phone in a hurry.
How could he have forgotten it?Zhiyu opened the car window, and the cold wind poured into the car, the wind hung Zhiyu's face wantonly, and the wind hurt Zhiyu's eyes.
He actually forgot.
That year, they sat in a row with only a small aisle between them.
One afternoon, the geography teacher was teaching on the podium, and the teacher took out a picture and hung it on the blackboard.
The teacher said, "Look, this street is called Cherry Brick Road. It is famous in Germany, oh no, it is a famous beautiful scenery in the world. People who have been there are reluctant to leave."
Zhiyu, who was listening carefully to the class, stared blankly at the paper posters hanging on the blackboard. Seeing his fascination, the person next to him pushed him several times before he was willing to turn his eyes away to the person who pushed him.
"what?"
The man lay lazily on the table, "You like it?"
Zhiyu nodded impatiently, "Yes, don't you think it's beautiful?"
"It's okay, this kind of place is what little girls like, right? You like it too, you're a bitch." The man looked at the blackboard as if nothing had happened, and then gave Zhiyu a disdainful look.
"What do you know, do you appreciate beauty!~" Zhiyu ignored him and turned back to look at the blackboard, "If only I could live there when I get old..."
"Oh... is that so..." the man said indifferently, "Then go and live there."
Zhiyu turned her head and rolled her eyes at him, "You are a person who can talk big, so I don't bother to talk to you!"
The man smiled and lay back on the table, buried his head in his shoulder and continued to sleep——
That's right, Zhiyu has forgotten.
That year, the person who said that the scenery was beautiful was myself.
And for ten years, the person who lived in that beautiful scenery was him.
I have long forgotten what I said casually, as if I can't remember what I had for lunch yesterday, it is so sparse and ordinary.
And he actually firmly remembered what he had said, the insignificant words, and the self back then still disdained his words.
Oh no, what he said casually was not words, it was his heart.
'He said, then go live.In fact, it means, I am willing to go far away with you, as long as you want, we can start at any time.
Live forever in your fairyland of love. '
Zhiyu didn't understand back then.
Zhiyu suddenly lost the courage to visit him, and really owed him too much.
Seeing him again, do you still have the courage to call out his name?
Zhiyu knew that he was not even qualified to call the other party's name.
The taxi started to slow down after entering a street, the driver spoke excitedly in English, looking out the window.
Zhiyu rolled down the car window, poked her head out, and finally got a clear view of the street.
It was a long street with chic European-style buildings. Cherry trees were planted on both sides of the road. They were tall and tall. The colors of the flowers and leaves were very special, and Zhiyu was stunned.
It is different from the pink of the Japanese cherry tree, which is a little tender pink in the purple. If you have to define a color for it, it is probably violet.
They bloom very lushly, and when the wind blows, the beautiful leaves fall down on the ground, the stars are dotted, and the beauty is outrageous.
As the car gradually passed the street, Zhiyu kept looking back, until he could no longer turn his head back, then he gave up.
"It's so beautiful...much more beautiful than the printed pictures I saw in...classroom..." Zhiyu held the mobile phone in his hand and admired the beautiful scenery just taken temporarily.
He naturally chose the photo to send the MMS, and the first one in the address book was Seung Soo, Ji Woo chose Seung Soo's name without hesitation, before he had time to think about sending it.
The car stopped.
"arrive."
Zhiyu blinked, thought for a moment and stuffed the phone into his pocket temporarily, thinking to himself, send it to that guy later.
He will definitely regret that he didn't come to see such a beautiful scenery together.
With the help of the driver, Zhiyu unloaded the luggage. It was not until the taxi drove away that Zhiyu had time to pay attention to the building in front of him.
The small European-style building is beige in color, and it looks very warm. At a glance, you can see the courtyard inside, with many flowers and plants, and even a small pond.
Zhiyu was a little puzzled, didn't he mean the hospital?
It looks like a hospital here——
Zhiyu stood hesitantly at the door, his mind went blank for a moment, he always felt that he didn't have the courage to step into this door.
Although Zhiyu is almost 30 years old, he has always played a passive role on many issues.
Especially, the person I met when I was young, the person I liked when I was young, although he has become the past tense, his weight is very, very heavy.
Especially those who are nostalgic.
That's right, after so many years, if Zhiyu mentions that person's name again, maybe Zhiyu is no longer in pain.
However, so many years have passed, thinking that I will really meet that person, Zhiyu... has the illusion of going back to the past.
While Zhiyu was hesitating, a boy came out of it.
In his early 20s, wearing a beige uniform that matches the building, he looks youthful and warm.
That boy walked straight towards Zhiyu, and his eyes were piercing.
Zhiyu was so frightened that he felt uncomfortable all over, and subconsciously turned his eyes away——
"Mr. Zhiyu?..." The boy seemed impatient, and asked quickly as he walked up.
Zhiyu was surprised that the other party could call her own name, but after the accident, she felt that it was expected.
"That guy Chengxiu, you must be worried if you let me come alone, you must have told the people here that I'm coming—"
Usually always tired of being together, getting along for a long time will feel annoying.
On the contrary, after we separated, you will find that you often think of this person. If there are good-looking and delicious food, you will think of him first.
He is the only one you want to share your happiness with.
This is the everlasting love.
Eh, this is love.
Zhiyu stared at the boy in front of her, thinking of Seungsu who was far away in Korea.
This is also the first time Zhiyu wants to understand that the memories about that person can only be memories.
Thinking of this, the feeling of guilt crept into my heart again.
"Mr. Zhiyu, right!~ I've been waiting for you for a long, long time—! Give me your luggage! I'll take you in—"
After saying that, the boy wanted to pick up the suitcase in Zhiyu's hand, but Zhiyu subconsciously stopped him...
"Wait...wait...that...." Zhiyu glanced in awkwardly, "that person...he...how is he?"
The boy didn't expect Zhiyu to ask such a question. He stood there and thought about it for a while before he said cautiously, "Mr. As far as I am concerned, the current state... will be pretty good... Come on, give me the luggage." The boy lifted the luggage, "I heard Mr. Shixian mention you a long time ago."
Zhiyu followed the boy slowly into the door, "Is that so...does he often mention me..."
The boy peeked at Zhiyu's expression, and smiled apologetically, "I'm sorry, Mr. Zhiyu...don't be burdened.. For Mr. Shi Xian, there are not many people who can recall it, probably this is often mentioned Your reason..~"
Zhiyu nodded.
Crossing the courtyard, the boy stopped at the door of the room.
"Mr. Zhiyu."
"Ok?"
"I'm sorry... you can go around the courtyard first, I'll help you put your luggage and clean up the room—"
Zhi Yu originally wanted to go upstairs with the boy, but seeing what the boy meant, he didn't want to go upstairs immediately, so he nodded in agreement.
The boy showed a complex expression, just smiled and then turned and went upstairs.
Zhiyu was left alone.
Zhiyu walked into the courtyard bored, not knowing if the place was changed, the smell in the air became different.
Fresher, more...reminiscent.
Strange, obviously it's the first time here.Zhiyu thought.
Zhiyu walked in the courtyard while admiring the flowers and plants. At the corner of the building, Zhiyu stopped subconsciously.
Zhiyu reached out and touched her left chest, then put it down, and touched it again.
It's the feeling of a faster heartbeat. It turns out that this is the feeling of a faster heartbeat.
Zhiyu always felt that just turning this corner, something seemed to appear.
What kind of reunion will it be?
Zhiyu leaned against the wall, unable to take this step for a long time.
His feet seemed to be filled with lead, and his thoughts were pulled back to the platform that year. He clearly wanted to run after that person's back.
But he didn't.
Zhiyu didn't do anything, just watched the man leave.
I left my regrets to that person, and my oblivion and new life to myself.
So many things I missed that year, and many things I didn’t say, let’s tell him today.
Zhiyu took a deep breath, and thought to herself in a self-deprecating manner, after all these years, as long as it was related to him, she would still be nervous.
He turned around bravely and took a step forward.
On the other side of the corner, there was really a person waiting there.
It's just... not the way I remember it.
Maybe Zhiyu will remember that scene all his life, there is an old wheelchair parked beside the small flowers at the corner of the building.
When the sun shines down, it also dyes the silvery white on the paint rod of the wheelchair into a warm yellow.
A person is sitting in a wheelchair.
His back was hunched over, and his body was covered with two thick blankets. I don't know if it was because the blankets were too thick, or the man was too thin, and he looked distressed.
The man's face was very pale, as if he had fallen into a dye bucket. He was wearing a sewing hat, and there was not a single hair visible on his exposed forehead and behind his ears.
All of these seemed to convey a signal to Zhiyu that she was seriously ill.
But the expression of that person... the expression of that person looking at Zhiyu against the sun, is still the same as when he was young.
It hasn't changed at all.
There was a ruffian smile on the corner of his mouth, the corners of his eyes drooped slightly, and his eyes seemed to be smiling.
Zhiyu turned her back to the light, Zhiyu thought, even if her expression was too ugly and embarrassing, she probably wouldn't be noticed.
Zhiyu wanted to cry a little bit, but he never imagined that that year, the young man who galloped on the football field and sprayed male hormones, and took off his clothes after winning the ball to reveal his extraordinary development, would become what he is now.
Who spoke first?
It seems to be at the same time, right?
Ji Woo said, "Hello... Si Hyun..."
Shi Hyun said, "Hi, Ji Woo."
In the language of thousands of greetings, 'Long time no see,' 'How are you doing? ''I miss you so much..' None of them had a choice.
They just said something at the same time, hello.
Hello, how are you, you look good, you are fine.It's enough for me to say hello to you.
We, you and me, are not people who want too much.
A simple greeting seems to have dragged on for a whole century.
After saying 'hello', Shixian's eyes gradually blurred again.
Zhiyu stepped forward and gently pushed Shixian's shoulder.
But Shi Hyun fell asleep, opened his eyes, and fell asleep.In the open eyes, there is no breath of life.
"He just fell asleep." The boy came from behind and covered Shixian with the blanket, "Don't worry, it's always like this—"
Zhi Yu stood there in a daze, staring at the man's barely aged face.The man still maintained his youthful appearance.
And he was already an uncle.
Not only the memory, but even the time is holding back Shi Xian's progress——
"I...he..." Zhiyu opened his mouth, but couldn't say a complete sentence, "He...he...I'm sorry for him..."
This time, Shi Xian seemed to hear it.
Tears flowed from his eyes.
Just a single drop, slipping out quietly—no one saw it, neither did the boy, nor did Zhiyu.
Tears run down the face,
Chengxiu turned her head and looked at the porridge in front of her, which had dissipated the heat.
"Zhiyu, do you think our relationship will be the same as this porridge, because the temperature slowly dissipates the heat?"
Zhiyu burst out laughing and patted Chengxiu on the head.
"You're stupid. Didn't our relationship get cold a long time ago? It's all frozen."
Seeing Chengxiu's tangled expression, Zhiyu went on to say, "Nerves, we won't keep heating it. In the next 100 years, it will still be hot."
Chengxiu closed his eyes and didn't know what he was thinking. After a while, Chengxiu said to Jiyu.
"Zhiyu, please take a vacation in a few days. Let's go on a trip, shall we?"
"Huh? Why do you suddenly want to travel?"
"Don't ask," Chengxiu paused, "If you don't want to go, we won't go... But... Maybe it's good to go once, maybe there will be many memories..."
Zhiyu looked at Chengxiu's reaction inexplicably, and just nodded without doubting it.
"Okay. We're approaching our anniversary anyway."
Chengxiu stared at Jiyu thoughtfully.
"What's wrong? Why are you looking at me like that?"
Chengxiu pulled up the corner of her mouth and smiled, "It's nothing, anyway, you will always go home after the trip. I don't worry."
"Say something stupid, how can I go back if I don't go home. You are my home." Zhiyu pinched Chengxiu's nose, "Chengcheng, you are my home. Do you know?"
Chengxiu nodded, "You are also my home, so please don't make me homeless."
"Of course, how could I be willing to turn you into a stray dog, you are so old. Hahaha." Zhiyu smiled happily, Chengxiu looked at him quietly.
Well, that's right, even if we meet again, it won't change anything.Believe in Zhiyu, and also believe in the relationship between us.
Chengxiu secretly clenched his fist, he knew that this was a test of trust, not only Zhiyu was tested, but also himself.
The finale of the ten years I like you the most
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In the next few days, Chengxiu devoted herself to traveling.
I ran to check out the air tickets, and then bought a lot of things to go home.
Zhiyu didn't understand why Chengxiu was so caring this time.
"Take this dress with you, it might be cold at night, would it be better to wear long sleeves, huh?" Chengxiu shouted at Zhiyu in the living room while folding the clothes.
Zhiyu didn't respond to him.
"Hey! Zhiyu, I put the razor in the second pocket! Do you still need your toothbrush?"
"Zhiyu~ How many pairs of underwear do you want to wear?"
"My mother~" Zhiyu walked into the room helplessly, "Just put a few pieces on it."
Chengxiu's eyes widened, "How can I do that! ~ Oh yes!" Chengxiu jumped out of bed in two steps and opened the cabinet to look for it, "Take this with you, too? Aren't you afraid of being bitten by bugs at night? Spray some if you have one."
"Hey, just remember this kind of thing." Zhiyu pushed the clothes on the bed to make room for herself, "We went together anyway, you just need to be ready. Why did you tell me so much?" Me oh."
Chengxiu put down the work at hand, and lay down next to him, "Hey, you bastard, can I still be with you for the rest of my life?"
Zhiyu turned to face Chengxiu, and said with a smile, "Of course, I depend on you for food, clothing, housing and transportation~big house and car~I rely on you for my material and spiritual~" Zhiyu narrowed her eyes and smiled.
"It's more than material and spiritual?" Chengxiu hinted at Jiyu from head to toe.
Zhiyu thumped Chengxiu shyly, "Hurry up and clean up, I'll make dinner."
"Yes, I see." Chengxiu sat up again.
"Oh, by the way, Zhiyu," Chengxiu called to stop Zhiyu who was about to go out.
"What's the matter?"
"I love you." Chengxiu sat in a pile of messy clothes and luggage, watching Zhiyu say such words, Zhiyu cursed crazy and went out.
Chengxiu was left alone with a silly smile, he looked down at the clothes around him, not knowing what he was thinking.
After a while, the phone vibrated suddenly, and Chengxiu clicked on the phone.
"You booked a one-way ticket to Incheon on the 14th, and a one-way ticket to Incheon on the 21st has been issued."
Chengxiu memorized the flight and seat number, then silently turned off the phone——
Seung Soo respects Shi Hyun, but he can't rest assured that Ji Woo will spend too long with Shi Hyun.
7 days, just 7 days.This is the maximum limit that I can give up.
My lover doesn't want him to look at other people for a second.
But...how should I tell Ji-woo?Chengxiu has been dragging.
Until the 14th comes.
We relied on each other and survived more than 10 cold winters. No one can tear us apart, so I let you find it. Anyway, I also know the final outcome. —— Seung Soo
Chengxiu only booked a ticket on the 14th, and he didn't tell Jiyu until the eve of the 14th.
These words seemed simple, but the explanations were endless, so Chengxiu chose to remain silent.
"What time do we get up tomorrow~" Zhiyu happily played with her phone, preparing to set the alarm clock.
"Oh... I may have to go to the company to deal with some things tomorrow morning. Can you wait for me at the airport first?"
"Ah~~~ I don't want it! It's lonely to walk alone!"
Chengxiu thought for a while after hearing this, "Then let's not go, shall we?"
"Nervous!~" Zhiyu patted Chengxiu on the head, and then leaned into his arms, "The tickets are already bought, why don't we go~ Go first, go first~ You must come!"
Chengxiu smiled, without nodding or shaking his head, and easily changed the subject.
Early the next morning, Chengxiu woke up quietly, packed his backpack and went out like he usually went to work. He walked around to a breakfast shop at the entrance of the community and became the first customer of the breakfast shop in the morning.
"Yo, Chengxiu, didn't you go out with your Jiyu today?"
The proprietress warmly entertained him, and Chengxiu smiled, "Let's have some udon noodles. He's going on a long trip today, so I'll come out early and wait for him."
"?" The proprietress showed a puzzled look, "Aren't you going with him?"
Chengxiu shook her head helplessly, "I've been following him for 10 years, so I should let him go out alone. Besides... I will quietly follow him and protect him."
The proprietress covered her face shyly, as if she was saying to protect her, "You two really have a good relationship~!"
Chengxiu smiled shyly, looking outside the door from time to time, afraid of missing that little figure.
That person's figure, oh no, even if it's a shadow, Chengxiu can recognize it at a glance.
They are so familiar with each other that they are inseparable.
Chengxiu ate this bowl of udon noodles for a long, long time, chewing slowly, and drank the soup one bite at a time. After eating the big bowl, seeing that the time for departure was getting closer and closer, she saw the familiar woman appearing at the gate of the community. figure.
Chengxiu saw Zhiyu running out dragging the box from afar, she stumbled at the gate of the community and almost fell to the ground, her hair was messy, obviously she just woke up.
Chengxiu couldn't help picking up the phone.
He watched Ji Woo frantically waving for a taxi, and then smiled again when he saw an incoming call from his cell phone.
"Hey."
"Asshole! Why didn't you wake me up."
"I wanted you to sleep a little longer, but I forgot to call you whoever knew." Chengxiu paused, "Where are you?"
Zhiyu on the other end of the phone said haha, "Oh~ I'll be there soon after you go out for a while, don't worry~" After that, Zhiyu stretched out his hand to take a taxi even more urgently, Chengxiu saw it.
"Slow down, don't worry..." Chengxiu said helplessly holding up the phone.
Just then the taxi arrived, and the driver got off and helped Zhiyu put the luggage into the trunk.
Seeing that, when Zhiyu opened the car door——
Chengxiu on the phone suddenly said to Zhiyu, "Why don't you go."
"Huh? You're talking nonsense again. What's going on~" Zhiyu opened the car door and got in. After a while, the taxi started slowly and drove away.
"Oh... Forget it, let's talk about it when you get to the airport."
Chengxiu silently hung up the phone, took out her wallet, "Miss Boss, pay the bill."
After paying the bill, he slowly returned home. When he entered the house again, Chengxiu's mood was very complicated.
I can't tell what kind of mood I am in, in short, I have mixed feelings.He wandered around the house in a daze for a while, and finally just sat down at the desk and turned on the computer.
Logged in to that website again and found the nearest contact.
After fumbling with my hands on the keyboard for a long time, I slowly started typing.
"Are you there?"
After a while, the message was replied in the chat window.
"Here I am."
"Is it Shi Xian himself?"
"No, I'm his nurse."
Cheng Xiu paused, "What about him?"
This time, the other person paused for a few seconds before replying, "He fell asleep again. His condition has gotten worse recently, and I'm always worried that he won't wake up again if he falls asleep this time."
Chengxiu frowned looking at the line and asked. "Is there any cure for this disease? .."
The other party sent a dejected expression shaking his head, "No. How can there be a cure for a dementia encephalopathy whose central nervous system has been destroyed?"
Chengxiu couldn't catch up with the little nurse's words for a while, so he had no choice but to type a comforting word.
"I hope he can wake up this time, after all... The person he wants to see has already gone to where he is."
The other side quickly sent a sentence: "Do you agree with Mr. Zhiyu to visit him?!"
Chengxiu said helplessly, "I can't be so bad, can I? What's more, he is already a patient, and my hostility towards him is nothing but pitiful."
"Anyway, thank you very much. Because of your generosity, Mr. Shi Xian's last wish can be fulfilled."
"His... last wish...? Is it to see Zhiyu?"
The little nurse at the other end of the computer glanced back at Shi Xian who was asleep, then quietly pulled the diary out of his hand, and he turned to the first page, which read.
"How stupid I am to think of leaving you.
I wish to go back in time, and I was with you on the night of the holiday.
I won't make any promises to you, because I will watch till dawn.
When you opened the window unintentionally, I stood in the sun and shouted to you.
'I'm not going anywhere. '
Yes, I just want to see you again and say something to you.
I won't go anywhere, I will accompany you to watch every dawn in the future. "
The little nurse closed the notebook, looked back at the screen and slowly typed a line of words.
"Perhaps even if he meets Mr. Zhiyu, his wish will never be fulfilled. But thank you anyway."
When Zhiyu received Chengxiu's call, he had just changed his boarding pass.
Saw 'my man' on the caller ID.
Zhiyu immediately picked it up and complained before the person on the other side could speak, "Why don't you come? What time is it? It's not your style to be late!"
There was silence on the other side for a while, and there was no sound.
"Xiu? What's the matter?" Zhiyu couldn't hear the voice on the phone, and was a little worried. He put the boarding pass in his pocket and took the luggage to a quieter corner, where he sat on his suitcase. .
"What's the matter, Xiu? What's the matter at work?"
"Zhiyu..." Chengxiu on the other end of the phone finally spoke, "Zhiyu, do you still remember why we met back then?"
Zhiyu couldn't figure out Chengxiu's meaning, "Of course I remember, why did you say that."
"It's winter, isn't it?"
"Well, winter. Are you confused? You asked such a stupid question." Zhiyu said helplessly to the person on the other end of the phone.
"You know Zhiyu, I suddenly understood a truth during these years with you."
"What's the point?"
"That year, I liked you the most, and what I was most afraid of was losing you. But now it is different, I am most worried about you, and what I am most afraid of now... is to deceive you."
"What is it?" Zhiyu listened to Chengxiu's words in a daze, "I liked it that year, but now I don't like it?"
"Of course not!" Chengxiu hurriedly defended on the other end of the phone, "That year I was innocent, I liked you, and...someone else would like you, I was young and energetic and never cared about others, nor did I know how to take care of you , all I want is possession."
Zhiyu smiled and asked, "Then now?"
"Now that I think about it carefully, if it weren't for the appearance of those stories and people that year, maybe we wouldn't have come to where we are now. The reason why I was lucky enough to fall in love with you is all thanks to the people in my memory..."
Speaking of the past, Zhiyu's brain was a little disconnected, he didn't understand why Chengxiu said these things. "Okay, let's not talk about this, what about you, when will you arrive?"
"I booked a flight a few days later than you, sorry honey."
"?! What do you mean...? You let me travel alone?!" Zhiyu didn't understand.
"Fool...Travel, or the two of us travel together. The reason why I let you go early is that I hope you can visit someone..."
Zhiyu froze for a moment.
No, Zhiyu was stunned for a long time.
Zhiyu immediately understood who Chengxiu was talking about.
It was a blurry face in memory, it was too blurry.I can't remember my face, I can't remember my voice, I can't even remember some memories.
Or rather, I don't really want to remember it.
After all, for Zhiyu, the miss that year can only be called a pity, and the people who accompany him now are the ones he should cherish.
Zhiyu closed her eyes and took a deep breath, and said, "Why are you still talking about these things... It's all over... You, you made an idea for me without authorization, and let me go to meet old friends... Are you so relieved of me? "
"Don't worry, I've seen it all these years. I know that there is nothing that can shake us...but... that person, I really need you to take a look..."
Seung Soo told Ji Woo everything he knew.
In that short few minutes, Zhiyu didn't say a word.
Before hanging up the phone, Chengxiu cautiously said to Zhiyu, "Whether you want to board the plane, the right is yours."I have been waiting for you at home, but also, I would like you to visit him. '
After a long time, Zhiyu made a little sound on the phone, he just sighed.
Ji Woo says, 'I should have known...'
That kid.Zhi Yu secretly thought in his heart, that kid, it turned out that he didn't leave for no reason, that's great.
That kid... is sick and not well at all.
He actually has a disease that makes him forget, what to do with him.
It's really good to forget about falling in the past.
It's not good at all to forget the past.
Not good, really not good, that guy is sick, the first news after so many years, it turned out to be sick.
"Sir? It's your turn..." The people in the queue at the back kindly reminded Zhiyu, Zhiyu recovered from her daze and walked forward a few steps embarrassedly to pass the security check at the airport.
Before going in, he looked back and looked outside, thinking, this is the first time he left Chengxiu, and set off to a certain place by himself.
And to see... that kid.
It feels like a dream.Nothing is real.
Going through the security check, waiting for boarding, and getting on the plane, Zhiyu was in a daze throughout the whole process, basically not thinking about anything.
Board the plane, find your seat, buckle up your seat belt, wait for the plane to taxi slowly, and then take off with bumps.
Fly off the ground and into the sky above the clouds.
No one knew what Zhiyu was thinking, and he himself didn't know what he was thinking, and his mood was extremely complicated.
I don't know how long the plane has been flying. When the stewardess came up to ask Zhiyu what drink he wanted, Zhiyu's brain seemed to be hit by someone, and his memory was restored.
He remembered that year when he was standing on the platform, the boy had a pale face and a shriveled and thin body, but he squeezed out a very bright smile, leaned close to him, and kissed him.
The boy said, "In this way, my last wish will be fulfilled, I have no regrets, I like you so much." Then the boy jumped on the train, and the train drove away slowly.
The boy never looked back from the beginning to the end of the car.
When Zhiyu recalled this past, she suddenly thought sadly.
Perhaps, that young man can no longer remember that he once stood on that platform and said such a thing.
Thinking of this, I felt a little bitter, my heart twitched, and it hurt.
But what pained Zhiyu the most was that he already understood that recalling that boy was no longer love.Just some small regrets in the distant time and years.
In the years when I was waiting for no one, I took the initiative to forget that boy.
But the young man tried hard not to forget, but was passively forgetting.
The world is so unfair, it gives you the right to love, but it doesn't tell you who you should love, who you love will not be painful, and who you love will bring you happiness.
"Sir, do you need a tissue?" A kind man handed over a tissue.
Zhiyu took it in a daze, and said dryly, thank you.
He turned his head and wiped his eyes quietly.He wanted to pretend that nothing had happened, but wept the whole paper towel.
The plane takes 10 hours to fly to Germany.
On the plane, Zhiyu repeatedly fell asleep and woke up, woke up and fell asleep again.
Do you know that when people reach a certain age, it is difficult to remember many things, and even some things happened yesterday, but they will not be remembered today.
Some people just appeared in a period of youth ten years ago, so you can't expect the other person to always remember your every move.You don't have the ability to make people never forget, and the other party doesn't have that stagnant attachment.
During the 10 hours of drowsy sleep on the plane, Zhiyu once thought wildly, what if he didn't care about others that year, just followed his own thoughts and hopped on that train with that person?
Would this story be different?
It should be different.
But immediately, Zhiyu dismissed this idea.Because in the past 10 years, he has lived happier than anyone else.It doesn't matter who he chose in the first place.
No one can change this result.
Zhiyu comforted herself, "It's all over, he can only be an old friend to me. I just went to see an old friend."
The plane slowly landed at the airport in Germany, Zhiyu turned on her phone, wanting to report to Chengxiu that she was safe.
As soon as I turned it on, I received a text message from Chengxiu.
There is only one address on the text message, and Zhiyu knows that is where he is.
Zhi Yu glanced at the text message hastily, then clicked in to reply, to the effect that he wanted to report that he was safe and let Cheng Xiu not worry.
Holding the luggage and walking out of the international arrivals exit, Zhiyu successfully found the parking place of the taxi. He carefully chose the words to communicate with the driver in English.
Put your luggage away and sit in the co-pilot.The other party asked Zhiyu where he was going.
Zhiyu finally reopened the text message, which read, 'Bonn Township Hospital'
So Zhiyu said, go to Bonn Town.
After the driver heard about Bonn Town, he suddenly became enthusiastic and talked a lot. With Zhiyu's English ability, he couldn't understand a word of this fast-paced conversation.
He had no choice but to call Chengxiu.
The first thing Chengxiu said when he answered the phone was, "What's wrong? Can't communicate with the driver?"
Zhiyu nodded helplessly, thinking that the other party was not by her side, she gently said 'hmm' to the other end of the phone.
"Then you give the driver the phone and I'll talk."
Zhiyu handed the phone to the driver, and Chengxiu on the other end of the phone communicated with the driver fluently in English.
After a while, the driver returned the phone to Zhiyu.
"What did you say? I can't even understand..."
"Oh, the driver said that there is a very famous street in the small town of Bourne called Cherry Brick Road." Chengxiu paused and said, "The driver recommended you to go and have a look, huh? Why don't you talk?"
"..."
"Zhiyu?"
"Oh...it's okay...then I hung up..." After a few words, Zhiyu hung up the phone in a hurry.
How could he have forgotten it?Zhiyu opened the car window, and the cold wind poured into the car, the wind hung Zhiyu's face wantonly, and the wind hurt Zhiyu's eyes.
He actually forgot.
That year, they sat in a row with only a small aisle between them.
One afternoon, the geography teacher was teaching on the podium, and the teacher took out a picture and hung it on the blackboard.
The teacher said, "Look, this street is called Cherry Brick Road. It is famous in Germany, oh no, it is a famous beautiful scenery in the world. People who have been there are reluctant to leave."
Zhiyu, who was listening carefully to the class, stared blankly at the paper posters hanging on the blackboard. Seeing his fascination, the person next to him pushed him several times before he was willing to turn his eyes away to the person who pushed him.
"what?"
The man lay lazily on the table, "You like it?"
Zhiyu nodded impatiently, "Yes, don't you think it's beautiful?"
"It's okay, this kind of place is what little girls like, right? You like it too, you're a bitch." The man looked at the blackboard as if nothing had happened, and then gave Zhiyu a disdainful look.
"What do you know, do you appreciate beauty!~" Zhiyu ignored him and turned back to look at the blackboard, "If only I could live there when I get old..."
"Oh... is that so..." the man said indifferently, "Then go and live there."
Zhiyu turned her head and rolled her eyes at him, "You are a person who can talk big, so I don't bother to talk to you!"
The man smiled and lay back on the table, buried his head in his shoulder and continued to sleep——
That's right, Zhiyu has forgotten.
That year, the person who said that the scenery was beautiful was myself.
And for ten years, the person who lived in that beautiful scenery was him.
I have long forgotten what I said casually, as if I can't remember what I had for lunch yesterday, it is so sparse and ordinary.
And he actually firmly remembered what he had said, the insignificant words, and the self back then still disdained his words.
Oh no, what he said casually was not words, it was his heart.
'He said, then go live.In fact, it means, I am willing to go far away with you, as long as you want, we can start at any time.
Live forever in your fairyland of love. '
Zhiyu didn't understand back then.
Zhiyu suddenly lost the courage to visit him, and really owed him too much.
Seeing him again, do you still have the courage to call out his name?
Zhiyu knew that he was not even qualified to call the other party's name.
The taxi started to slow down after entering a street, the driver spoke excitedly in English, looking out the window.
Zhiyu rolled down the car window, poked her head out, and finally got a clear view of the street.
It was a long street with chic European-style buildings. Cherry trees were planted on both sides of the road. They were tall and tall. The colors of the flowers and leaves were very special, and Zhiyu was stunned.
It is different from the pink of the Japanese cherry tree, which is a little tender pink in the purple. If you have to define a color for it, it is probably violet.
They bloom very lushly, and when the wind blows, the beautiful leaves fall down on the ground, the stars are dotted, and the beauty is outrageous.
As the car gradually passed the street, Zhiyu kept looking back, until he could no longer turn his head back, then he gave up.
"It's so beautiful...much more beautiful than the printed pictures I saw in...classroom..." Zhiyu held the mobile phone in his hand and admired the beautiful scenery just taken temporarily.
He naturally chose the photo to send the MMS, and the first one in the address book was Seung Soo, Ji Woo chose Seung Soo's name without hesitation, before he had time to think about sending it.
The car stopped.
"arrive."
Zhiyu blinked, thought for a moment and stuffed the phone into his pocket temporarily, thinking to himself, send it to that guy later.
He will definitely regret that he didn't come to see such a beautiful scenery together.
With the help of the driver, Zhiyu unloaded the luggage. It was not until the taxi drove away that Zhiyu had time to pay attention to the building in front of him.
The small European-style building is beige in color, and it looks very warm. At a glance, you can see the courtyard inside, with many flowers and plants, and even a small pond.
Zhiyu was a little puzzled, didn't he mean the hospital?
It looks like a hospital here——
Zhiyu stood hesitantly at the door, his mind went blank for a moment, he always felt that he didn't have the courage to step into this door.
Although Zhiyu is almost 30 years old, he has always played a passive role on many issues.
Especially, the person I met when I was young, the person I liked when I was young, although he has become the past tense, his weight is very, very heavy.
Especially those who are nostalgic.
That's right, after so many years, if Zhiyu mentions that person's name again, maybe Zhiyu is no longer in pain.
However, so many years have passed, thinking that I will really meet that person, Zhiyu... has the illusion of going back to the past.
While Zhiyu was hesitating, a boy came out of it.
In his early 20s, wearing a beige uniform that matches the building, he looks youthful and warm.
That boy walked straight towards Zhiyu, and his eyes were piercing.
Zhiyu was so frightened that he felt uncomfortable all over, and subconsciously turned his eyes away——
"Mr. Zhiyu?..." The boy seemed impatient, and asked quickly as he walked up.
Zhiyu was surprised that the other party could call her own name, but after the accident, she felt that it was expected.
"That guy Chengxiu, you must be worried if you let me come alone, you must have told the people here that I'm coming—"
Usually always tired of being together, getting along for a long time will feel annoying.
On the contrary, after we separated, you will find that you often think of this person. If there are good-looking and delicious food, you will think of him first.
He is the only one you want to share your happiness with.
This is the everlasting love.
Eh, this is love.
Zhiyu stared at the boy in front of her, thinking of Seungsu who was far away in Korea.
This is also the first time Zhiyu wants to understand that the memories about that person can only be memories.
Thinking of this, the feeling of guilt crept into my heart again.
"Mr. Zhiyu, right!~ I've been waiting for you for a long, long time—! Give me your luggage! I'll take you in—"
After saying that, the boy wanted to pick up the suitcase in Zhiyu's hand, but Zhiyu subconsciously stopped him...
"Wait...wait...that...." Zhiyu glanced in awkwardly, "that person...he...how is he?"
The boy didn't expect Zhiyu to ask such a question. He stood there and thought about it for a while before he said cautiously, "Mr. As far as I am concerned, the current state... will be pretty good... Come on, give me the luggage." The boy lifted the luggage, "I heard Mr. Shixian mention you a long time ago."
Zhiyu followed the boy slowly into the door, "Is that so...does he often mention me..."
The boy peeked at Zhiyu's expression, and smiled apologetically, "I'm sorry, Mr. Zhiyu...don't be burdened.. For Mr. Shi Xian, there are not many people who can recall it, probably this is often mentioned Your reason..~"
Zhiyu nodded.
Crossing the courtyard, the boy stopped at the door of the room.
"Mr. Zhiyu."
"Ok?"
"I'm sorry... you can go around the courtyard first, I'll help you put your luggage and clean up the room—"
Zhi Yu originally wanted to go upstairs with the boy, but seeing what the boy meant, he didn't want to go upstairs immediately, so he nodded in agreement.
The boy showed a complex expression, just smiled and then turned and went upstairs.
Zhiyu was left alone.
Zhiyu walked into the courtyard bored, not knowing if the place was changed, the smell in the air became different.
Fresher, more...reminiscent.
Strange, obviously it's the first time here.Zhiyu thought.
Zhiyu walked in the courtyard while admiring the flowers and plants. At the corner of the building, Zhiyu stopped subconsciously.
Zhiyu reached out and touched her left chest, then put it down, and touched it again.
It's the feeling of a faster heartbeat. It turns out that this is the feeling of a faster heartbeat.
Zhiyu always felt that just turning this corner, something seemed to appear.
What kind of reunion will it be?
Zhiyu leaned against the wall, unable to take this step for a long time.
His feet seemed to be filled with lead, and his thoughts were pulled back to the platform that year. He clearly wanted to run after that person's back.
But he didn't.
Zhiyu didn't do anything, just watched the man leave.
I left my regrets to that person, and my oblivion and new life to myself.
So many things I missed that year, and many things I didn’t say, let’s tell him today.
Zhiyu took a deep breath, and thought to herself in a self-deprecating manner, after all these years, as long as it was related to him, she would still be nervous.
He turned around bravely and took a step forward.
On the other side of the corner, there was really a person waiting there.
It's just... not the way I remember it.
Maybe Zhiyu will remember that scene all his life, there is an old wheelchair parked beside the small flowers at the corner of the building.
When the sun shines down, it also dyes the silvery white on the paint rod of the wheelchair into a warm yellow.
A person is sitting in a wheelchair.
His back was hunched over, and his body was covered with two thick blankets. I don't know if it was because the blankets were too thick, or the man was too thin, and he looked distressed.
The man's face was very pale, as if he had fallen into a dye bucket. He was wearing a sewing hat, and there was not a single hair visible on his exposed forehead and behind his ears.
All of these seemed to convey a signal to Zhiyu that she was seriously ill.
But the expression of that person... the expression of that person looking at Zhiyu against the sun, is still the same as when he was young.
It hasn't changed at all.
There was a ruffian smile on the corner of his mouth, the corners of his eyes drooped slightly, and his eyes seemed to be smiling.
Zhiyu turned her back to the light, Zhiyu thought, even if her expression was too ugly and embarrassing, she probably wouldn't be noticed.
Zhiyu wanted to cry a little bit, but he never imagined that that year, the young man who galloped on the football field and sprayed male hormones, and took off his clothes after winning the ball to reveal his extraordinary development, would become what he is now.
Who spoke first?
It seems to be at the same time, right?
Ji Woo said, "Hello... Si Hyun..."
Shi Hyun said, "Hi, Ji Woo."
In the language of thousands of greetings, 'Long time no see,' 'How are you doing? ''I miss you so much..' None of them had a choice.
They just said something at the same time, hello.
Hello, how are you, you look good, you are fine.It's enough for me to say hello to you.
We, you and me, are not people who want too much.
A simple greeting seems to have dragged on for a whole century.
After saying 'hello', Shixian's eyes gradually blurred again.
Zhiyu stepped forward and gently pushed Shixian's shoulder.
But Shi Hyun fell asleep, opened his eyes, and fell asleep.In the open eyes, there is no breath of life.
"He just fell asleep." The boy came from behind and covered Shixian with the blanket, "Don't worry, it's always like this—"
Zhi Yu stood there in a daze, staring at the man's barely aged face.The man still maintained his youthful appearance.
And he was already an uncle.
Not only the memory, but even the time is holding back Shi Xian's progress——
"I...he..." Zhiyu opened his mouth, but couldn't say a complete sentence, "He...he...I'm sorry for him..."
This time, Shi Xian seemed to hear it.
Tears flowed from his eyes.
Just a single drop, slipping out quietly—no one saw it, neither did the boy, nor did Zhiyu.
Tears run down the face,
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