better hold on to that past

After calming down for a long time, I returned to my room.Looking at the test sheet on the ground, he picked it up and tore it into pieces.

That was the "prop" that Chu Xi gave herself before returning to her parents' house.I thought that such a clumsy and despicable method would never be used, but I didn't expect it to be used in all irony.

The test sheet was fake, but the damage done to Luo Ran was real.Thinking of this, my heart ached again.The tears that were finally stopped burst again.

Xiao Huaijin hated herself, hated herself for being so useless, she could only protect her safety by hurting her like this.She hates herself for only crying here, and she doesn't want to be so useless.

However, according to Chu Xi's inadvertent disclosure, the two major money-making strongholds of Zhao Hanlin and Mu Yuanzheng are in the hands of Luo Ran, and those people will not let it go.But since that not-so-serious car accident, Luo Ran's safety has never been threatened again, which made Xiao Huaijin sad, but also relieved a lot.During the past few days at home, Xiao Huaijin didn't get any better.Although the environment was much quieter, the contradictions and entanglements in her heart made her almost go crazy.

On the one hand, she hopes that Luo Ran will be strong and not be immersed in the despair of breaking up.On the one hand, she hopes that she can continue to squander Luo Ran's feelings and let her continue to sink into despair, because the only thing she hopes is to be shameless and have the same mentality as Chu Xi, hoping to distract her, Let her not care about the case anymore.This is the only purpose for her to do such a harm to Luo Ran.

"Is this all her life..." Sitting in the bedroom, Ye Yajun said worriedly.It seemed to be asking Xiao Nanju by the window, and it seemed to be talking to himself.

"Isn't this following your wish..." There was no blame in her tone, but there was no disturbance.

"But what I want is to see her happy and happy! Not like this... like a lifeless rag doll..." The distress in her voice couldn't be hidden.

The only answer to her was a heavy sigh.

"Let's call the police! I don't believe that the police will let these people get away with it!" I was agitated because of my irrationality.

"Have you forgotten that Luo Ran is a policeman? He is a police officer with considerable power and ability." Resignedly throwing out a fact that left Ye Yajun speechless, he told her what an unwise choice it was. "Those people are not kind at all, and the police have nothing to do with them."

"But just watch her marry that Chu Xi?"

"This is her only choice to protect Luo Ran. Xiao Luo loves Xiao Jin, and you have seen her resolutely leave. This is also Xiao Jin's only bargaining chip. Although such cruel squandering hurts Xiao Luo deeply, but... ...As Xiao Jin said, at least Luo Ran is alive and healthy. This is the only pillar in Xiao Jin's heart..."

"It's hard to think about that child...Actually, apart from her relationship with Xiaojin, I really like that child..."

"Hehe, now that you say that, you have accepted the matter of the two children?" Although she was smiling, her tone was full of helplessness and bitterness.

"I didn't say that..." He hurriedly denied awkwardly.

"Hehe, even if you accept it, it won't change the current situation. Maybe Luo Ran and our family really don't have that fate..." Turning around and looking at the sky outside the window, he said leisurely.

"What the hell have I done..." After sighing, she walked out of the bedroom.

I stayed at home for another two days, and a week passed in the blink of an eye.Even though he didn't want to, he had to go back to the hospital.

It's rare for Chu Xi to see that he hasn't looked for him again. Is it because Luo Ran really doesn't want to touch the bottom line of those people again, or is it because of sudden kindness that he no longer presses on?Xiao Huaijin thought sarcastically, yes, there is no need to embarrass herself anymore, after all, there is still a week before she will marry him.

On this day, just after returning from the operation, I saw a text message from Youyuan: I'm waiting for you at the Soho Bar.

This was expected by Xiao Huaijin, Youyuan came to settle accounts with him.Well, compared to the damage Luo Ran suffered, this grievance is nothing.

After work, I drove straight to the Soho bar.

After entering the door, he looked around, saw You Yuan and Mu Qing sitting there, and walked over.At this time, Huai Jin suddenly had a whim, wondering where Mu Qing would stand?

"Slap!" A loud slap hit Xiao Huaijin's face.

"Youyuan! Don't do this!!" Hastily walked over and pulled Youyuan away. She didn't expect her to make such a sudden move. After all, before Huaijin came, she had repeatedly promised not to be impulsive.

"Xiao Jin, how are you?" He came to her side and examined her face carefully.But the light was too dark to see anything.But thinking about it, it must have been serious, Huai Jin's head was turned to one side.

"This slap is for Luo Ran." You Yuan's voice has no ups and downs, and no warmth.

Xiao Huaijin just didn't speak, bowed her head in silence.

"She said, you don't love her anymore, and you want to marry Chu Xi and live a normal life. I persuaded her like a fool, you don't really want to give up, you're just tired. Until she said you were pregnant. Xiao Huaijin, How could you hurt Luo Ran like this? I really don't feel worthy for her." Although there was no excitement, his tone made people shiver.

Seeing that the other party was still silent with his head down, Youyuan couldn't dispel the anger in his heart, but he didn't get furious and approached Xiao Huaijin.Mu Qing thought that she was going to make a move again, so she immediately approached the two of them calmly, staring at You Yuan's hand warily, so as to stop her immediately.

But Youyuan didn't act impulsively anymore, just stared at her and said, "Do you know why I asked you to come here?"

"I know." His voice was low and his expression was calm.Youyuan is here to act with Luo Ran to make himself and Luo Ran fall in love.

"But you don't deserve to know. Xiao Huaijin, Luo Ran loves you to the core. Do you know what I saw her a few days ago? She is more pitiful than a beggar on the street..."

"Enough..." Huai Jin closed her eyes, she didn't have the courage to listen to Luo Ran's current situation.

"I'm not qualified to judge your choice, but do I have to tell her when she can't get away?" Having said this, his tone eased, because Youyuan knew that Luo Ran must be reluctant to treat Xiao Huaijin like this. "Do you remember the first time we met?"

Looking at Youyuan suspiciously, he didn't understand why she said this suddenly.

"You shouldn't forget that when we first met, I looked at you with such deep eyes when you left. I can see that you are puzzled and don't understand why I look at you like that."

Youyuan's voice is very ethereal, as if it came from that distant day.The memory slowly came back together, as if returning to that night.Xiao Huaijin was suddenly a little scared, always feeling that what Youyuan said next would make her unbearable.

"My store is called a past event. I think she must have told you about the origin of the name. A few years ago, when the store was named before it opened, I said to Luo Ran: 'After you come, or come alone, Or come with someone else. That person must be someone who is qualified to have a past with you.' But I didn’t expect that she always came alone. Until five years later, she brought you. "

Xiao Huaijin looked at Youyuan in surprise, she never expected that Luo Ran would be so sure of her position in her heart so early on.

Looking at the surprised face of the other party, You Yuan felt even more worthless. It turned out that Luo Ran had never told her, but just secretly loved her in his heart.

"Hehe, it's meaningless to say these things now. If I had known the ending of today, I would never have given her to you if I was here that night."

"That's enough. Youyuan, don't say any more. You go back first, I'll have a few words with Xiaojin." At this time, Mu Qing, who couldn't bear to listen, opened her mouth.I, an outsider, felt so sad hearing these words, let alone Xiao Jin.

Youyuan didn't say anything anymore, put on his clothes, turned around and left.

He walked to the sofa, sat down, casually picked up the wine on the table, and drank it vigorously.Mu Qing didn't speak, just drinking with her like this.

After a long time, when Xiao Huaijin felt sick from drinking, she stopped, leaned on the sofa, and looked at the flickering lights on the roof with unfocused eyes.

"You can't tell me too..." Mu Qing held the wine in her hand, without looking at Huai Jin, and said softly.

"Say... what?" The tongue was a little hard when he drank.

"You love her, I know." She said firmly, seeing the two of them like this, Mu Qing felt uncomfortable.These days were really gloomy, my father objected to the matter between himself and Youyuan, but before he could say anything more, he went to jail.Busy with the affairs of the company, fortunately, Youyuan is with her.Before recovering from the blow, this happened to my friend again.

Xiao Huaijin just closed her eyes and said nothing.

"If you don't want to tell me, I won't ask any more questions. Don't worry, I won't tell Xiaoyou anything. It's just... you really want to marry Chu Xi? Are you afraid of losing Luo Ran..." Regarding this matter Still very worried.

"I've already lost her." After saying this, tears rolled down the corners of her eyes, she closed her eyes slowly, and seemed to have fallen asleep.

Seeing her embarrassed and painful appearance, Mu Qing felt a little distressed.Mostly, it can be guessed that Huai Jin was threatened by force majeure, otherwise she would not be so heartless.But Xiao Jin refused to say anything, hehe, even if he did, he probably couldn't do anything about it.Or tell Luo Ran after knowing it, will it be more tragic... Thinking of this, Mu Qing felt deeply helpless.

He helped her out of the bar, and returned to Huaijin's house by car.Did not leave at night, stayed to look after her.

Looking at this home where there were traces of two people living in the past, now there are only traces of Huai Jin alone, Mu Qing's heart is also cold.Luo Ran looks so pitiful, but he has Youyuan's company and comfort.But who will care about Xiao Jin?How did she live during this time...

After washing, she simply wiped her with a towel.After calling and telling Youyuan, she slept in Huaijin's house.