Anecdotes with Dr. Cheng

What happened next, he still thinks about it is very strange.

Bai Anran first asked him gently if he needed to change to a more ambitious career, and when Ning Yi refused vigilantly, he said: "You don't have to be so guarded against me, I treat you as an old friend's child, and I want to take care of you." The heart is not mixed with other ingredients."

"As you and I, it seems that there is no such thing as an old man's child. In fact, I don't like you destroying my family. No matter how crumbling it used to be, at least it's still there. Presumably you don't like it either. I, how should I put it, I am also the child of your current lover and other women."

After hearing this, Bai Anran not only didn't get angry, nor did he take off what he thought was a hypocritical mask, but laughed out loud.

"You, you are exactly the same as your father when he was young. I just saw you in the crowd, as if I saw him when he was young. You hate me, I can understand, but I really don't hate you. Because, your birth It's just artificial insemination, Yucheng has never betrayed me, from body to heart, never."

Ning Yi was stunned by the news that fell from the sky, and his first reaction was to question, "What did you say? Impossible!"

Bai Anran calmly said: "I don't need to fool you with the things recorded in the hospital, you are his child, and you are so similar to him. I will only regard you as the junior I like, not as evidence of my lover's cheating. After all, Not only is there no emotion between them, there is no connection at all."

"Think about it carefully. I want to help you. I have no other purpose. Of course, if you want to find out the truth about your father, you can also come to me." He left a business card, one with his personal phone number business card.

Ning Yi couldn't remember how he finished his afternoon work, and how he returned home in a daze.

It turned out that the home he thought of was only an appearance from the very beginning, and there were only cold medical equipment as a connection between his parents.Perhaps, his appearance can be explained in this way, a child who is used to whitewash the peace and please the old man?

When he is useless, he can be kicked away. Of course, they don't mind paying for the living expenses needed to raise a child.If you don't look at it from his own point of view, you can't see where the problem is.

However, he is himself, the one who has experienced it firsthand.As a human being, he has more thoughts than animals.Therefore, the pain of being abandoned will firmly lock his hands and feet, making him walk a long, long way in invisible shackles.

Until now, he has learned all the truth, but the pain is not as painful as he imagined. On the contrary, he still feels that it should be like this.Except for a sperm and an egg back then, there was no connection between him and them.

He suddenly understood why his mother treated him differently from his half-brother, and everything could be explained from the way of pregnancy.

It doesn't matter whether it is a sudden enlightenment, or the last spark is extinguished, in short, he neither went to Bai Anran to ask for a bright future, nor did he go to his biological father to ask for an explanation.

He feels that the current moment is very good, and he doesn't want to change it. He even takes the initiative to take overtime work, looking as if he is addicted to work and is getting bored day by day.

Time flies quickly when he is busy. In a blink of an eye, from when he started working to when he got his first salary at the end of the next month, almost two months have passed.During this period of time, his whole body was very thin, the outline of his face deepened a lot, and the exposed limbs were like a bone frame covered with skin.

But he seems to be in better spirits than usual, and sometimes he can even chat with the aunts in the factory when he is in a good mood.

As a result, for a while he was inexplicably chased and intercepted by several aunts, who said they wanted to introduce him to someone.It took him a lot of effort to reject all the enthusiastic aunts, but since then he has added a "poor, but high-sighted" to his reputation.

He expressed that he was very satisfied. Of course he has high vision, but if he is not high, can he see Cheng Xiuyuan?

Hey, thinking of Cheng Xiuyuan, my heart is still heavy.In the past two months, he has been more tired than in two years.Obviously keep myself as busy as possible, eat on time, and take medicines indiscriminately, but I haven't touched the threshold of health, and I don't know what kind of love should be to love myself?

Oh no, to be precise, he didn't know at first, what the hell is love?How to touch it?

He felt very frustrated, and felt like a student who couldn't complete the tasks assigned by the teacher, and the state of being unable to touch the door sometimes made him anxious.If he can't find what Cheng Xiuyuan wants, does it mean that he will never be qualified to find Cheng Xiuyuan back?

No, maybe he has been tossing for too long, and Cheng Xiuyuan is no longer waiting for him at the same place.Just as he always thought before, everyone in the world would abandon him, but Cheng Xiu would never.However, the reality is that when he is no longer the man in Cheng Xiuyuan's eyes, Cheng Xiuyuan also leaves.

Ning Yi knew that her sub-health in the spiritual world came from Ms. Ning Yuzhen.

The two who hadn't seen each other for a long time bumped into him in front of his room, and Ms. Ning Yuzhen probably waited for a long time.Because it had been raining outside for at least two hours, and she didn't have a drop of rain on her body. Last but not least, he didn't see her car downstairs.Otherwise, it would not make their reunion full of surprises.

It's no lie, he was surprised to see him, and she was also surprised to see him, and the degree of surprise was even deeper.

"How did you do this!?"

Ning Yi smiled wryly, shook his raincoat, and said, "Go in and tell me, it's cold outside." Although, he was very curious, why would someone who said he didn't want to see her for the rest of his life come to her door.

Warm boiling water, no tea leaves, the way of hospitality has been established, but the intimacy of the past can't be regained no matter what.

"I heard that you have found a job recently. What kind of job is it? Are you tired?"

Ning Yi didn't answer, but asked instead: "You are here, what's the matter?"

She was silent for a while, and said, "Are you really going to alienate me completely? What I said that day were all angry words. How could the relationship of so many years be completely broken because of one sentence?"

Ning Yi: "No, you didn't come here because you missed me or something, but because you found out from somewhere that I broke up with him."

She stood up abruptly, and the hem of her clothes swept across the cup on the coffee table. It shook dangerously a few times, and was finally stabilized by a long and thin hand.

"Yes, I found out a few days ago, and I will come to see you soon. After all, we are close relatives. I am very happy that you can make the right choice. As long as you want, I can pretend that nothing happened!"

Ning Yi said without a word, "Do you think I'm pitiful?"

She didn't make a sound. To be honest, she felt that seeing Ning Yi this time was like seeing another person. People who could see the bottom at a glance before can't see clearly at all now.She has always been more cautious about things she is not sure about.

"Poor me, no one wants me, just like an abandoned puppy. You can pick me up the first time, and you can pick me up the second time. I am sincerely happy for your acceptance the first time, and the second time This time I don’t want to.”

"So, you'd better go, and make an agreement not to see each other for the rest of your life, so don't break it. After all, even if I break up with him, I will never fall in love with anyone else in this life, neither men nor women, let alone what you expected Marry girls and have children like that."

She chuckled and said, "I never thought that you would become like this, obviously what a good child you were before."

"You could call it, growth."

"I'm disappointed and you really broke my heart."

"I'm also very disappointed in myself, and I'm also sorry for you, although I don't know what to do to make it up."

"only you……"

"It's impossible! Only, it's impossible to give up on him."

She left after all, Ning Yi wanted to give her an umbrella, and she asked for it, saying that her daughter was coming to pick her up and she didn't need an umbrella.Before leaving, she only left one sentence, "Your condition is very wrong, it is best to see a doctor, to be precise, a psychological doctor."

Ning Yi listened to the words, and planned to see a psychiatrist other than a general hospital. It would not hurt to make an appointment.

Unfortunately, the few hospitals he found had a psychology department and no serious psychologists for consultations. There were only one or two days a week when the doctor was there, and they only offered to talk about 'business'. He was a little disappointed.

I checked the relevant information on the Internet and found that this kind of doctor has to be reliable to be effective, otherwise there will be nothing but pitfalls.It is said that Dr. Liu in the general hospital, or Teacher Liu, is quite good, not because of his good reputation, but because he really has two brushes.

He was a little confused as to whether he should go to the hospital or not.With him like this, if he ran into Cheng Xiuyuan, even if he didn't speak, people would think he was pretending to be pitiful and gaining sympathy.That's absolutely not allowed, and I don't want Cheng Xiuyuan to think wrong.

But it is absolutely not allowed not to see a doctor.

So he chose a middle ground, even though he thought about it later and felt stupid.

The combination of masks, sunglasses, scarves, and the standard equipment for doing "bad things" is very cool. If he didn't walk all the way and receive a little more sight, he would feel more at ease.

I had signed up for an expert number on the Internet in advance, and there was only waiting after arriving at the hospital.When he was called into the room, he took off his disguise in minutes.

Liu Churong and Teacher Liu gave him a surprised look, but considering that the suspected patient might have his own little secret, he would not intervene at the first meeting, so he didn't say a word.

"Hello, how are you feeling?"

Ning Yi showed a puzzled expression, "To be precise, I don't know what's wrong. It's me... my family thinks that I have changed a lot recently, so they asked me to come and have a look."

"Oh? What changes? Can you describe it."

"A lot thinner? Possibly a little change in speech and behavior."

"Be more specific, such as how much weight has been lost in how much time? What changes have been made in speech and behavior? By the way, you can describe how you feel."

"Two months, [-] to [-] pounds, right? I haven't weighed it specifically. Talking less, behavior... not clear. Self-feeling, that is, it is not easy to be happy, and I prefer to be alone."

"Has there been a relatively large change recently? I mean external factors."

"I was broken in love, and I had a falling out with my family before that."

"Okay, take this form and fill it out first, and show it to me after you finish it."

The author has something to say:

I’m sorry, I forgot the time when I was chatting with my friends... I didn’t check Baidu for psychological counseling, nor did I check books about psychological counseling. integrated.