critical value

"People are always full of dissatisfaction with each other. No matter what they do, they can't fill the hole of desire. Even family members won't let each other go. I guess I'm probably tired of it..." - the author Bacteria original

...... (Sibling part of God's Troubled Monologue)......

What, I accidentally scrolled around on the keyboard before, and then I really accidentally sent a sentence to epilepsy-"I am running for my life".

I don't know what he's thinking now, but he hasn't upgraded yet and doesn't have an undo function. He hasn't said a word for hundreds of years, and he probably has been disconnected from the Internet long ago. Working silently in Siberia alone...

If this one is done, bring my brother here, and then he will do whatever he likes, he is already 30 years old.

I was still in Sichuan before and offended all those family friends. I don’t know what he did. Huh╭(╯^╰)╮If it wasn’t because he was my brother..... . Labor and management don't want to do this little shit!

MD...

I'm sorry, because I can't eat spicy food here, I'm a little emotional recently.

In fact, to be honest, I have never liked my brother very much, but because of my blood relationship, I just like to move towards him with trembling M... Because of this reason, when I was first told by epilepsy that I was shaking M Also admitted.But the image of me shaking M was deeply rooted in his heart. Later, I did a lot of things to make him think I was an S, but there was nothing I could do. However, he said the phrase "I want to see you cry", and his signature also used "Call me Queen (red high heels)".

But there's nothing I can do... (cries)

Of course, I will talk about these things later, or if I am not careful, there will be spoilers, but the author won’t allow it. In case of spoilers, I will definitely be killed within 10 words... "Shi Xiaofeng is dead", bye bye Count with your fingers, woo woo woo...only five words...

So now let's talk about why I hate my brother...

My brother and I are not considered biological brothers, but the half-brothers who often appear in the legendary dog-blood dramas, the kind that are especially prone to stir up sex or love triangles.That's right, my brother and I are in a love triangle, because we both love grandpa (slapping the table and laughing).

In fact, it is not too much to say...so I will default to this setting, but grandpa obviously loves my brother more.

Although it is generally accepted that grandpa loves his grandson, it is not fair to me. Although I was my father's illegitimate child at first, he loved my beautiful mom so much that he divorced my brother. (Crazy: This sentence seems to be ambiguous), and then married my mother.So the two of us, actually my surname is Shi and my elder brother's surname is Zhang.

The elder brother has become a foreigner, and he should have lived a miserable life with his Ma Ma and then caught a wealthy son-in-law, but for some reason, the grandfather liked him very much and let their mother and son stay in Shi's house, including When I played with my grandson, I made it my brother instead of me.

Every year during Chinese New Year, in front of outsiders, the eldest grandson of the Shi family is my elder brother, but I have to go to play with my cousin, take selfies with my younger cousin, bribe him to kiss me, and fill the photos with the appearance of a winner in life. The world is messing around to numb myself, but my grandpa never likes me, doesn't love me much, and doesn't even say "you are so ugly, little madman, don't embarrass our family".

As expected of my grandfather, his brain circuit is also very strange. It seems that my snake essence is also inherited in the family...

Eh!wrong!Labor and capital are not snake spirits!And the universe of labor and capital is handsome!

Recalling when I was in junior high school, more than 50 messages of my confession were posted on the confession wall a day, and I became more confident in this sentence.

Although I danced desperately and pretended to be sunny, I was still the prodigal of the love triangle. Until my grandfather passed away when I was 11 years old, I was still completely defeated.When my grandfather passed away, there were a lot of people around the hospital bed. My brother and I were lying beside the bed and weeping. The old man probably felt that he couldn’t do it anymore, and when he was dying, he was very obedient and said his last words——

He said that he left all the family property to my brother, and if he wants my brother to do what he wants in the future, this family will be handed over to you, and you can't do anything else, but no matter what happens, grandpa will definitely protect you; then It's different for me, although I still have the same expression and tone, but I am required to enter the military academy, find an official position and then take good care of my brother, and I am required to work hard... Then it was obvious that the words were broken by me, and the old man left...

Then he knelt down in front of the hospital bed.

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When I told epilepsy these... these little things, he didn't believe it...

Now that I think about it, I can only touch my forehead, and I don't know whether the sadness in my heart comes from the memory or his indifference.

But it doesn't matter, because it's all in the past, not to mention his past that I knocked away with a stick is much more pitiful than me.

Although grandpa didn't say anything to me, even though he didn't even promise to protect me forever, even though he told me to work hard alone, he gave all the property to my brother.I often feel it's unfair, but I still deceive myself with the phrase "he must have trusted me more"; even though I feel it's unfair, and even though my grandpa didn't give me any advice, I still do what he says.

But even though I didn’t take the military academy exam, and I got a part-time job in the gang, but I still tried my best to protect my brother, even though he didn’t know which muscle was wrong before, and once wanted to kill me. .....

Because, it's just that he made a mistake... After his grandfather passed away, he was a little narrow-minded like Zhou Yu in the elementary school text, and suspicious and ruthless like Cao Cao in the elementary school text.My brother, when the two were combined, became the type of neurotic delusions of being persecuted, and then went to all kinds of harming others.

In fact, when I saw the advertisement of "Shedong Brand Calming Brain Tonic Liquid, Jilin Shedong", I thought about whether to wholesale a large box, and then pay a lot of money to mail it back to Sichuan.My brother really should drink some Shedong Brand Anshen Tonic... But in the Spring Festival of that year, I wanted to wholesale a large box and mail it, but the logistics stopped, and my brother ran by himself coming......

I don’t know how he found the old villa in the mountains and forests. Because this place is in disrepair for a long time, no one is willing to come here, so the secrecy is still very good...It seems that my brother is not only like Cao Cao and Zhou Yu Suspicious, and just as capable as the two of them.

Epilepsy once said that I was like a dog, but I knew he was referring to my sloppy eyes.When I came to Columbia University that day, I finally realized that I was really like a dog. Kill me; and it's been so long since I haven't been home, I haven't seen my parents or him, I don't know why I still feel so nostalgic, just like when I saw him coming home from a long distance when I was a child, "crack "Rub" and ran over, jumping beside him.

Knowing that epilepsy was standing on the stairs and peeping at me at that time, but I was still completely attracted by my brother, I don’t know how attractive he is, or I’m just a shivering M, I prefer to almost kill own people?Of course this is impossible... Although I want to look back at the epilepsy, but I can't control myself, finally something very sexy may happen in the new year, finally something very sexy may happen heavy snow God, but to stay with my brother and watch him smoke—

Light a cigarette, press it out before taking a few puffs, and then light it again...

Seeing him like this, I really feel heartbroken. I think my grandfather was very eccentric when it comes to pocket money. Every time he gave my brother more than me, not more, but twice as much. I am more than those working-class families. My little partner still has no money, and he has been careful about his budget since he was a child, and he has to reward his subordinates from time to time to save face...

So I was very upset to see him wasting so much, and what was even more annoying was that my brother could not leave his hand like a street yellow-haired foul-mouthed man!

He probably thought that I might be obsessed with his attempted murder back then, so at the beginning, he detoured for a while without letting go of the cigarette, and then he got on the right track-I don’t know why, the one who had the heart to throw his family to the two An underage son, our father who lived freely all over the world passed away.

When I first heard the news, although he has been at ease since I was a child, and although I haven’t seen him for many years, at that moment, my mind still froze uncontrollably for a long time, after being shaken awake by my brother Supporting his forehead with his hands again, he stared at the table alone for a long time in depression.Although I feel bad in my heart, I still can't shed a single tear.After all, the biggest mood at that time was ignorance...

I think I discussed it privately with my brother back then, that a carefree person like Dad will live a long life, and then we two brothers will cheat on his pension insurance... In the end, this proposal was rejected Forgive him for being such a free-spirited person, he will definitely not buy any insurance...

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In short, in the end, the insurance didn't get stuck.The ending is the same, but the way to achieve the ending is different, just like a poor word game, people can't believe such an operation for a while.

My brother said that he couldn't believe it when he first heard the news, and then he began to wonder if Dad was framed?Framed by who?In the end, it was probably those family friends who looked at our orphans and widows and thought that they had been thinking about our family property for many years, and finally they simply killed our father and came to carve up our orphans and widows.

I said brother, you should drink Snake East Brand Anshen Tonic, you have been in power for at least ten years, if they really want to do it, why didn't they do it ten years ago...

He said: "Huh?" He pretended to be stupid for a long time, and then said "you don't understand anything" and said, "Little madman, this is different..."

When my grandfather was still alive, he once said that I was like Lu Bu in the Three Kingdoms. I thought he was praising me for my ability, that I could single out Liu Guanzhang, and that I was the number one fighter in the Three Kingdoms.But I found out later, he meant that I was easy to be fooled...

Just like when Lu Bu was fooled by his wife when he was in Xiapi City, he refused to send troops and was flooded to Xiapi. I was fooled by my brother in the old villa in the mountains and forests, and I agreed to all his requests with a blank face. And then fell into the eternal pit...