critical value

During the most abusive period in the first 20 years of my life, Zhang Weiran was still by my side.

It was the year when I was 15 years old that we could finally be called life and death friends.

That year, because he played the game developed by Xianggong, the boss, he was too addicted to play, so his skills in killing others were almost maxed out, and he became able to hang and beat many senior uncles, making them kneel at their feet willingly Call me Your Lady Queen.But with Zhang Haoran taking the initiative to accompany him, none of this mattered anymore.

Maybe it's because I'm attracting him more and more, maybe it's because more and more people are being forced to call me "My Lady Queen" and maybe it's because of my desperate pursuit.In short, I don’t know why, but he was originally the kind of tsundere who didn’t even want to look up at me. Even if I was inexplicably promoted to “Chief Executive” last year, it didn’t change this fact.Now, he took the initiative to apply to the boss, and will follow me to do tasks for a long time in the future.

I felt flattered at that moment, and my heart trembled for a rare moment, just like the feeling of being hit by a Chinese alligator.

Although it was very inexplicable, but I quickly figured out the meaning of that trembling - he wanted to do the task with me just because he paid attention to me for a long time, and it was definitely not the first act of paying attention to me.So, why has he been looking at me since I didn't know?never found out...

Maybe a lot of stupid pictures have been captured...

It seems that I still rely more on my intuition. Before my thoughts can react to the imminent danger, my intuition has already made my heart tremble.

That year, if I remember correctly, Zhang Haoran was not yet 12 years old.

After that, every time I went out to chase and kill others, I was followed by a thin and small figure. At the beginning, I was more considerate. I was always worried that he would die if he was not careful. What should I do?If the boss finds out, will he cut me off?So I have been doing some relatively simple tasks, such as sneaking into the house and attacking Piapia with two shots, or asking Zhang Haoran to fight me two-on-one.

Gradually, I felt bored, maybe Zhang Haoran felt the same way, one day he suddenly said: "I don't care, I won't die so easily." Staring at him, he frowned impatiently, turned his face away, and stopped looking at me.

It took a few days to settle down in school before I understood the meaning of what he said. It turned out that he just lived a too ordinary life, impatient with loneliness, and followed me to find some excitement.However, I chose to do something unexciting, which bored him.

Sure enough, he was still too young to spare his life.

Anyway, he has already said so, so even if he is killed, it is none of my business.

In the initial stage of establishment, if the hunting department can abide by the regulations and avoid corruption, it is actually a relatively idle department. Generally, our obligation is only to obey the emergency orders of the boss and the chief, and to collectively mobilize others. Go around the streets like this to chase down some small targets.

But in the early days of the Chasing and Killing Department, the first chief was already corrupt. He always took on some private work, and even threatened his younger brothers to do private work, and then split with him. In the end, the younger brothers felt that this was unfair, so they decided to Informed the first BOSS, the BOSS copied all the chasing department and tied them to the ground, and cut off all the rest. At that time, both the younger brother and the chief were too regretful, and honestly knelt and begged, the BOSS moved Compassion, so there is such a rule——

Roughly speaking, the boss allows the killing department and the anti-hunting department to take over private work, but the boss, the head of the black history department, the heads of the hunting department and the anti-hunting department, and the younger brothers who work must share the accounts in a 4:2:3:1 manner. .In the end, the little brother who filed the complaint still regretted it. Originally, they could still get [-]%, but now they can only get [-]%...

In the end, taking private work has become a very aboveboard behavior, and the final beneficiary is the BOSS. The younger brothers don’t expect more money, but just use the [-]% of their hard work as a bonus. After all, taking private work travel expenses board and lodging Expenses and equipment expenses were reimbursed, and someone made a mess of it, and there was still a meager salary with three gold...

What I did with Zhang Haoran before was only the most basic work of taking private jobs. At that time, the BOSS hurriedly recruited a bunch of elites from the hunting and anti-hunting department, and they were going to take over a certain gentleman who was robbing us of business.After thinking about it for a while, I decided to take Zhang Haoran there, let him feel the excitement, and then go back to the headquarters to sit in the office.

In the end, I made another wrong decision. Those elites were too fierce. Before Zhang Haoran and I packed up our equipment, they had already finished the fight... Zhang Haoran was not in danger, but made it up. A big bustle, and it has been more exciting since then.

Thinking about it now, maybe it was because I took him there and turned him into a human being, and finally killed him.

Perhaps as Zhang Weiran said: "It's your fault that he died."

Of course, at that time we were still far away from the moment of life and death, so naturally we had no self-awareness.

Now that he has become more active, I will work with him.

In the beginning, Zhang Haoran was supposed to be my little angel, because when he didn’t follow me, I would always run around and get injured all over my body. The head teacher often asked me: “Are you domestic violence or love to fight? ?” And when he first started following me, I never did dangerous things because I was concerned about whether he would die. I didn’t get any new injuries, and the old ones healed slowly. It’s been a long time since the class teacher asked that question. .

And now, Zhang Haoran is my little devil, although because he has become more aggressive, I can let go and do some very deadly things to let myself go.But because I started to die again, and I was distracted by worrying about whether Zhang Haoran was in danger, I became new wounds and old wounds again, and it was more serious than the beginning.So the class teacher said: "I'll ask you to call me this afternoon."

Of course, in the end it was probably to avoid my brother, or maybe it was because I was already dead in Ma Ma's heart, so I asked the eldest sister to call, but I don't know why, it seems that she said habitually: "I am your bully. "Then I had a quarrel with the head teacher.I don't know why, after that, the head teacher didn't care about my new injuries and old injuries. There seemed to be rumors like "Shi Xiaofeng is Sadako" spread in the campus, anyway, everyone avoided me.

But this is also very good, because I have to hunt and kill others at night, and I have to go to class during the day, so I don’t have time to deal with the head teacher, and I don’t have the extra energy to cultivate relationships with my classmates; but this is not good, because the same age I know well The only people left are Zhang Weiran and Zhang Haoran, two brothers with bad personalities.

It’s probably because of this reason that I don’t have any friends. We were eaten to death by Zhang Haoran. Afterwards, apart from chasing and killing people together, we also did other things together, some very stupid things that made me feel unbearable to look back on— —

It was about a Saturday morning. I was sleeping in the room because of the arrival of the weekend. It was almost noon when I was suddenly woken up by the ringing of my mobile phone. I was so scared that I turned over from the bed , just like lifting a corpse, because I am used to sleeping on my stomach, and the movement process is more complicated than lifting a corpse. Fortunately, my blood pressure is not low, otherwise I might faint to death. ——I'm so happy.

Suddenly he was so frightened that he woke up in a mess, and he was still quite irritable. After fumbling around on the bed for a while, he finally found the phone, looked down and found that it was Zhang Haoran's call, so he had no choice but to answer it, but he said he was going to die, and finally He tricked me into watching hamsters with him.Seems like these hamsters are always going to bite him, but he still gets bitten a lot...and then I have to stay there and get bitten with him.

—He seemed to really like these palm-sized creatures.

But no matter how much I liked it, I didn't buy it in the end.

I don't know why, but through the hamster and him, Zhang Haoran and I came to mind.No matter how much I like him, he has never belonged to me from the beginning to the end.I don't know why, but I don't have the courage to approach it at all, just like our last moment, and I don't even know how to regret it after a long time.

Zhang Haoran will also deliberately stay away from the things he likes, because a proper distance can keep him from getting bored, and on the contrary, he likes them even more.This kind of reason is much more dusty than mine.

Of course, most of the time, he called me just to chat about hunting and killing others, and by the way asked me to go out and accompany him to hunt and kill.

Zhang Haoran is also very fateful, he has been with me for so many years... It took almost four years before he was killed by me.If it were an ordinary child, he would rush to the street in minutes.But speaking of it, few of the people I know are ordinary people.

In fact, Zhang Haoran is extremely ruthless, so let’s take a few examples of the situations that often occur in the hunt—never sneak into the enemy’s strongholds in a sneaky way; , even if the other party has not found himself, he will do it without hesitation, never forgive, evade, and at the same time he will not hide himself; if he runs out of bullets, he will throw his gun without hesitation; if he has no gun, he will use it Knife; when the knife is broken, it will still stab the broken blade into other people's bodies; it is really desperate to pick up anything and hit people; knowing that it is surrounded and followed, it will not escape or hide, and I don't know why it is upright; even if it is If you get hurt, for example, if you get stabbed by someone like my brother, you will jump up without hesitation...

I asked him why he didn't hide?He said that human beings are fragile, as if he was mocking himself; when I said that people like him would die easily even if he played games, he sneered and said that he didn’t play games, which was mocking me again.

I heard that a person like Zhang Haoran who knows he is weak but is desperate to die will live a long life. Of course, this is also part of the reason. In fact, the most important thing is that I will accompany him, so that he will not die so easily——

But in the end it was a mistake.