You who walk against the light

"Doctor Liu Zhongping?"

"Ah."

Lin Yuan said: "Last time, Dr. Liu mentioned the risks of surgery to me."

"Auntie's current situation, the risk of surgery is the same as that of not having surgery. The dialysis process is really painful. It is all because of you that she can persist until now." Speaking of this, Zhong Kaifan couldn't help touching his Neck, voice trembling: "What a nice person she is, why is she so sick, A Yuan, you pushed me away, you are really cruel to me."

Lin Yuan wept silently, his eyes were red.

Zhong Kaifan emphasized: "In the future, you are not allowed to do such things that poke my heart."

"En." Lin Yuan nodded sullenly.

Zhong Kaifan reached out and touched Lin Yuan's cheek, thought for a while and said, "Can I ask you something about Zhong Can?" In fact, the last time Lin Yuan came to Beijing to make an announcement, he wanted to ask these things.But considering that Aunt Song had just transferred to another hospital and Lin Yuan’s schedule was relatively tight, Zhong Kaifan decided to accept his psychological trauma emotionally first, and talk about the car accident slowly.

Lin Yuan lay in Zhong Kaifan's arms, aware of the heaviness in his tone, "Ask."

"How many details of the car accident do you remember?" Zhong Kaifan asked quietly.

Lin Yuan replied: "I drank a little too much that day, and sat in the passenger cab to take a nap. On the way, I heard Zhong Can say that the brakes failed. Not long after, the car started to lose control and hit the nearby rocks, and then the accident happened. gone."

"Why did the brakes fail?" Zhong Kaifan has been investigating this matter for a long time, and he is familiar with the published details: "I have read the police records, and there is no problem with the brakes, and there is no suspicious call in Zhong Can's mobile phone communication records." .”

Lin Yuan tentatively asked, "Kaifan, what are you doubting?"

Zhong Kaifan raised his eyebrows and said: "After this incident happened, my home was in a mess. Even if I wanted to investigate it, I couldn't do anything at first. The police then gave the identification results, and these things were considered to have calmed down. There is no way to return home. I apply Extrapolation is another kind of escape. But since returning home last year, I have thought about many things together, especially Zhong Ziming's vacillating position. Of course, I can't slander him with empty words. I just vaguely feel that Someone is going to kill Zhong Can, or you. Apart from being busy with work, I have been investigating these things, but now judging from the evidence, this incident is indeed an accident." At this point, his heartbeat suddenly accelerated, as if he needed to start again. Confirm: "What day is that?"

"It was Christmas and it was still snowing when it came."

Zhong Kaifan closed his eyes in pain: "The police said that there were messy scratches on the road. After ten o'clock in the evening, the road should have frozen."

Hearing what he said, Lin Yuan sat up unconsciously, and stared at him blankly: "Is it because the road is slippery, so Zhong Can said the brakes failed?"

Zhong Kaifan asked instead: "How long have you been stuck in the car?"

Lin Yuan caught his breath and thought for a moment before saying, "It's been more than two hours. The place is in the suburbs, so it's inconvenient to come and go." In fact, he wanted to say that he held Zhong Can until his body temperature disappeared. A terrible feeling of life passing by, he still remembers it now.

"Are Xiang Qing and Rao Shunyu there that day?" Zhong Kaifan continued to ask.

Lin Yuan nodded, and added: "However, Xiang Qing left early after three o'clock in the afternoon, it seems that there is something wrong."

Zhong Kaifan couldn't help but blamed: "Tell me about you, why do you want to associate with someone like Xiang Qing? She hurt Chen Nan hard enough."

Lin Yuan answered honestly: "I first met Rao Shunyu. I met him twice in hip-hop competitions. In 2VS2battle, he and I were teammates. But these were all before becoming famous. At that time, I still I didn't know that he was very good at singing, and he could also write lyrics and compose music. Xiang Qing met later, they both sing and dance very well, and they cooperated very well. After gaining popularity, they signed a company and officially debuted."

"In other words, did Xiang Qing prove her alibi for the car accident?"

Lin Yuan seemed to remember something, "Chen Nan asked me similar things at the earliest time. She guessed that there were other doubts about Xiang Qing, and asked me if I remembered who gave Zhong Can the car keys."

Zhong Kaifan's eyes dimmed, "The key? What key? That car belongs to my family, Xiang Qing doesn't have that skill."

Lin Yuan said

: "Zhong Can and Xiang Qing are not familiar with each other, so logically speaking, they won't have any contact with each other."

"I heard from Chen Nan that you lent 20 to Xiang Qing a few years ago, Lin Yuan." Having said this, Zhong Kaifan's voice became extremely harsh, "Do you have to be so sympathetic? In other words, can you Can't you be a little nicer to me?"

Lin Yuan blamed himself and said: "Something happened to her family at the time, but she paid it back soon. At that time, I didn't know about Brother Chen Nan."

Zhong Kaifan's mood eased a little, and he asked word by word: "Did my father come to you after the incident?"

Lin Yuan stopped talking.

"I asked you something, why didn't you say anything?"

Lin Yuan muttered: "Not after the incident, but he looked for me before."

Zhong Kaifan became angry when he heard this, but he still controlled his emotions, "Why didn't I know that he came to you, what did he tell you?"

Lin Yuan was sullen, apparently not wanting to say anything, but seeing Kai Fan about to lose his temper again, he still said: "Uncle Zhong... Tell me not to be with you." He choked up a bit when he said this: "If you know it's In this way, I wish I could break up with you earlier, so that Zhong Can doesn't have to leave."

Zhong Kaifan's eyes turned hot: "Is this your attitude after the incident? Do you think that as long as you break up with me, everything will be fine?"

"I don't have the face to face you." Lin Yuan lowered his head, his heart ached to the extreme, Zhong Can is the eternal scar between him and Kai Fan, even if the car accident was an accident, life is gone.

After a long while, he raised his head, with a sparkle in his eyes: "Kaifan, I now understand that no matter what happens, or whether my mother is sick or not, I should face it together with you. What happened after that is what I deserved." I can't blame others. I used to think that it was right to cut off the relationship and withdraw from your world. It is only now that I understand that it is useless to escape. Breaking up is the greatest torture and harm to each other, and it is not right. Responsible behavior. I will try my best to help you earn back your previous investments. I will bear the burden of my mother’s illness, and I am very grateful for your help in contacting me to transfer to another hospital. I will use the rest of my life to repay the rest. Even if I am condemned by God, I also admit it.”

Hearing what he said, Zhong Kaifan was so distressed that he couldn't help hugging him, his voice trembling: "A Yuan, you are also a victim of this incident. If only we hadn't quarreled that day, Zhong Can would not have taken the risk. Xue went to pick you up, and I am also responsible for this. I used to have a bad temper, and being with someone like me must have caused you to suffer a lot, so I am changing my temper. But now I know that my father went to But you, you should tell me these things, and you shouldn’t just keep them in your heart.” Having said that, Zhong Kaifan kissed the back of Lin Yuan’s neck, and said in a sad tone, “I gave up my medical career, not only for you, but also for the sake of you. Mostly, I have to come back and take responsibility. A Yuan, I was also at fault in this matter, and I will redeem my sin with you."

The two hugged each other silently, licking each other's wounds, as if only in this way could the pain be relieved a bit.

"I will quit the circle in the future, and I will handle the work well, complete my own work, calm the fans' emotions, and avoid any negative impact on you or Huiding." Lin Yuan said with red eyes.

At this point in the conversation, the word "Lu Chen" flashed in Zhong Kaifan's mind. After thinking for a while, he said, "We both have to learn from our past experiences. A Yuan, you have to trust me." Said Then, he paused, "I do a lot of things, not what you see on the surface, don't listen to the wind and rain, do you understand?"

Lin Yuan looked at him dissatisfied, the tip of his nose was red, "What do you mean? I don't understand."

Zhong Kaifan is not sure if Lu Chen is useful or not, even if he is useful, he must be willing to cooperate.This matter is full of uncertainties, Zhong Kaifan is inconvenient to speak out, "Just remember what I said today."

Lin Yuan rolled his eyes at him, and said sullenly: "Anyway, what you say is what you say, what else can I do?"

Zhong Kaifan couldn't help but smiled, "You're not right, ask yourself, we've known each other for so many years, which time I didn't let you go?" He sighed, "Chen Nan is right, I put You are spoiled, and you will be punished."

"I didn't." Like a gentle beast, he buried his head in Kaifan's arms, slowly rubbing against his heart.

In all fairness, Lin Yuan let Zhong Kaifan handle small matters, and Zhong Kaifan let Lin Yuan handle major matters.Now that the relationship has come to this point, Zhong Kaifan will no longer blindly follow Lin Yuan. He has to take the initiative in some matters, otherwise he will overturn again, which is too painful.

After many years, the two of them can be regarded as calmly facing what happened back then.Perhaps this is the power of time.

Zhong Kaifan didn't want to talk about such heavy words, so he changed the subject, "Ayuan, I watched the finals today, and I feel that your dancing has improved."

Lin Yuan smiled unconsciously, a little embarrassed: "Really?"

"You seem to have been insisting?"

Lin Yuan laughed, with a helpless tone: "Yeah, this is really the ability to eat, what if you don't insist?" Filming is actually not his real specialty, and he needs a specific notebook to perform well.

Zhong Kaifan leaned on his arm, his eyes stayed on the ceiling, and his thoughts were vague: "Do you know what it was like when I first saw you dancing in the practice room?"

"What do you feel?"

Zhong Kaifan turned his face to look at him, "It makes people feel the tension of life."

Lin Yuan blinked: "Are you confessing to me?"

Zhong Kaifan frowned and did not answer.

Lin Yuan said sourly: "You scholars just hate this. Whether you like it or not, you insist on talking about the moon, what sleep talk, what leaves, and you don't even have the word 'love'."

Zhong Kaifan sneered: "Don't play dumb for me, you don't understand what I said? Didn't you see tears and snot?"

"I—" Lin Yuan looked at him angrily, and felt that what he said seemed to be true, so he held back for a long time before saying, "I'm not illiterate."

Zhong Kaifan took him into his arms, recalled the game during the day, and said word by word: "A Yuan, you are really a dancer full of spirituality, but the light has been hidden for too long."

Lin Yuan rubbed the corners of his eyes and said seriously: "Actually, I'm not a spiritual dancer. In this world, the only person worthy of the word 'spiritual' is MJ. He is dancing with his life and Burning my own way to interpret art, so I can impress people. And I, at best, can only be regarded as a qualified apprentice, the road to the king of dancing is too difficult, too arduous, and too lonely.”

"A Yuan, you don't have to be so sober."

Lin Yuan smiled with a frank face: "I think it is a good thing for people to have self-knowledge."

"But I think you are already very good." Kai Fan said heartily.

Lin Yuan said calmly: "No matter where you are, you must be in awe of the world. There are so many beings, my little talent is nothing. Only with awe and humility can I go further, although I have never done it in my life. Could be MJ."

When talking about his idol, Lin Yuan suddenly paused, "Do you know how tragic MJ's final fate was? He is not only an excellent dancer, he is also proficient in writing lyrics, composing music, performing, and can write musicals by himself. He is An angel who fell into the world, people poured dirty water on him, and labeled him one after another. Whenever he faced unnecessary questioning, he would just say "please" helplessly. It was not until his death that those slanderous voices disappeared. , why do people always not believe that there are such wonderful people in the world?"

Zhong Kaifan rubbed his hair, "You are also an angel, God must have specially prepared it for me in fear that I would be too lonely in the world." Speaking of this, he couldn't help but choked up, "But, I didn't protect you well, A Yuan...I'm sorry, no matter what the cost, I won't let something like MJ happen to you."