You who walk against the light

Fortunately, the things were arranged in an orderly manner, otherwise Zhong Kaifan would hate Lin Yuan again, and he would get angry when he saw Lin Yuan throwing things around.

Zhong Kaifan walked towards the closet and found that it was empty, only stuffed with a few pillows and quilts.

Unable to find any clothes, Zhong Kaifan remembered that the house had three bedrooms and one living room. Lin Yuan often changed his look, so there should be a special cloakroom. He walked to another room and found it.

Clothes are hung neatly according to color, season, and style, but the styles are trendy and exaggerated. Zhong Kaifan chose for a long time, but he felt that none of them could be worn. Either there was a hole here, or the sleeves were too wide there.

In the end, Zhong Kaifan was really dazzled, so he took out a gray T-shirt casually, hey, this one is finally normal, with a round neck, it should be what he often wears during rehearsals.He curled his lips, and let it be.

Sunglasses, watches, and high-end decorations on the shelf are neatly arranged. Zhong Kaifan approached a little closer. Many of them are luxury goods with high prices. He really can’t figure it out. Lin Yuan moved the shoe cabinet into the bedroom , Valuable items are placed in the cloakroom instead.

From the looks of it, he's quite fond of his shoes.

Zhong Kaifan wanted to laugh, found a pair of sports pants, and went straight to the bathroom.

At two o'clock in the morning, Zhong Kaifan heard the doorbell ringing from the living room. He was already asleep, but thinking that Lin Yuan had given him the key, he got up in a daze, and went to open the door for him sleepily.

Before he could open his eyes, Lin Yuan jumped on Zhong Kaifan like a monkey. The anti-theft door made a dull 'clang' sound. Zhong Kaifan subconsciously caught him, and was dizzy by his kiss.

While breathing out of control, Zhong Kaifan said, "I'm so sleepy."

Lin Yuan let go of his hands a little, and said after standing firmly, "Okay, I'll let you go today." As he spoke, he pushed Zhong Kaifan's shoulders and walked towards the bedroom.

Zhong Kaifan was very obedient when he was drowsy. Lin Yuan saw him lying down again, with a soothing and handsome face, and smiled unconsciously.It may be that he has been used to day and night for these years, and his biological clock is no longer in control. He is obviously busy with the game and has not closed his eyes for a long time. After the show is all over, his spirit is still in a state of abnormal excitement, and he may need to adjust it.

Lin Yuan went to the bathroom to wash up, and when he came out, he found a stack of card paper on the coffee table, which seemed to be a card that Shi Yu asked for his signature.He was wearing black sports pants, shirtless, with a thick towel around his neck, covering most of his back, and he was wiping his hair quickly.He remembered that Zhong Kaifan had a very light sleep, and woke up when he heard the sound. Anyway, it was summer, and his hair dried in a while, so there was no use of a hair dryer.

The light in the bedroom was still on, and the light was very soft. Zhong Kaifan's eyebrows were like mountains. When he closed his eyes, his sleepy eyes were relieved. He looked less serious than usual, much like his youthful appearance.

The desk is placed by the window, and the bookshelves are scattered with samples of cover magazines he has photographed before, and there are also some photo albums, hand-made, and other books sent by fans.Lin Yuan didn't turn on the desk lamp. Although he was sitting, his left heel was on the chair, and his sitting posture looked sloppy. Under the dim light, he took out a marker and quickly wrote his signature.

I don't know if it was the sound of brush strokes and paper that woke Kaifan up, but he heard Zhong Kaifan say, "What are you still messing around with? Go to sleep."

Lin Yuan didn't turn his head, and said in a brisk tone, "Wait a minute, there are still a dozen more."

Zhong Kaifan closed his eyes and frowned, his voice was dull: "Can't I write again tomorrow?"

"Tomorrow still has things to do tomorrow." Lin Yuan thought that he could finally rest for a few days recently, and he should finish the things he promised his fans as soon as possible, and don't procrastinate. How can he remember these things when he is really busy.

Zhong Kaifan opened his eyes slightly, the light was dim, and he saw a thin figure with messy short head, hooked back, a white towel on his shoulders, his knees were exposed to the air, and the color difference with the surrounding was sharp, the whole figure was like a movie Stills, with a film-like texture.Reminiscent of a fishing boy who is about to leave the port, it seems that no matter what the weather is, it can't stop him from going out to sea.

When the sleepiness dissipated, Zhong Kaifan got up and walked towards him, put one hand on the desk, leaned over and said to him: "The eyes will be damaged." Then, he reached out to turn on the light.

Lin Yuan grabbed Zhong Kaifan's T-shirt subconsciously, and said in a hurried tone, "What light are you turning on, it's almost over."

Zhong Kaifan saw his handwriting

Smooth and unrestrained, he has already written dozens of signatures, and he couldn't help being a little happy: "Hey, I remember your handwriting was the same as that of a primary school student."

Lin Yuan said angrily, "What kind of primary school student? I specially asked someone to design this signature. This is the simplest." In the end, even he couldn't help laughing, "Other shapes are too complicated, I can't learn them. meeting."

Zhong Kaifan got closer and could smell the fresh shampoo smell from his hair, and the steaming breath.

Lin Yuan said: "Don't get so close to me, it's so hot." After signing the last one, he turned his face and met Kai Fan's clear eyes, and his heartbeat seemed to have stopped.

Zhong Kaifan withdrew his gaze, and said in a calm tone, "Is there any manuscript paper?"

Lin Yuan swallowed, stretched out his hand and pulled out a piece of A4 white paper from the bookshelf, "What's wrong?"

Zhong Kaifan held his hand, and the marker pen finally stayed on the white paper. Lin Yuan felt that his hand was not in control when his wrist moved. Kaifan's warm breath sprayed beside his ear, and he even wrote I can't see anything very clearly, and my heartbeat is a little crazy.

"Okay." Zhong Kaifan let go of his hand a little.

Lin Yuan took a closer look and saw the words 'Lin Yuan' and 'Zhong Kaifan' written on the white paper, with a space between them.I have to say that Kaifan's handwriting is really beautiful, with a strong and chic brushwork, a steady start and a neat finish.

Coupled with those love words, it is simply fatal.

"Shiyu doesn't allow me to imitate your handwriting." Zhong Kaifan smiled soothingly, "If I write our names with your hands, does that count as depriving you of your handwriting?"

Lin Yuan didn't have time to think about it, so he grabbed his T-shirt and kissed Zhong Kaifan. It was a very gentle kiss, and Kaifan's familiar aura came over his face.

Zhong Kaifan subconsciously stroked Lin Yuan's neck, his lips and teeth intertwined, his voice was low, as if bewitching: "Go to bed."

Lin Yuan laughed out loud, "You are not afraid of sudden death, you stay up late and do strenuous exercise."

That being said, the two of them had already laid down. This time, Zhong Kaifan was more active than before. He ran his fingers through Lin Yuan's short hair, which felt a little damp to the touch, but it was almost done. He kissed all the way along his neck, pointing The tip is a familiar touch, and it seems to be a little tighter than a few months ago. He seems to have really exercised.

Lin Yuan gradually closed his eyes, relaxed his whole body, and nestled quietly beside him, the two of them breathed together, so tacitly understood that there was no need to say anything.

After a while, Lin Yuan opened his eyes with clear eyes, as if he was thinking about something else: "Kaifan, do you know that it is dangerous to be with me?" Sometimes it's the exposure of the work, sometimes it's the recommendation of outfits, and the variety show continues to broadcast, so I can't keep a low profile.Huiding is going through a difficult period, Zhong Kaifan is busy with work most of the time, and they have to wait several months to meet each other.

Zhong Kaifan closed his eyes: "I know." He touched Lin Yuan's face, "The contract you signed with Xinrui will expire next year, isn't it? Have you thought about what you want to do afterward?"

Hearing Zhong Kaifan's question, Lin Yuan became interested, "I want to open a coffee shop."

Zhong Kaifan laughed softly, "That's not bad, but will it be surrounded by fans again?"

"If my mother's operation goes well, I want to officially quit the circle and live an ordinary life with my mother and you."

Mentioning Aunt Song's condition, Zhong Kaifan's heart sank, "There have been news about kidney sources, but they still don't match, A Yuan, I will wait patiently with you, please trust me."

Lin Yuan's eyes became hot when he heard it, "I don't know if Mom watched the finals."

Zhong Kaifan said: "Yes, I have hired special care to take care of my aunt's daily life. These things have been explained in advance." He said, he kissed Lin Yuan's forehead, "Auntie knows that you have brought a championship team, so I will definitely very happy."

"I hope." Lin Yuan breathed a sigh of relief, and after a long time he struggled to speak out: "Actually, I have always felt that I am not a good son. I have spent too little time with my mother these years, and I am only busy with work, but I I couldn’t stop on the sidelines. Thinking of this, I actually feel very guilty.”

Zhong Kaifan hugged him tightly, "You have done well enough," he took a deep breath, "You are to the friends, colleagues and fans around you,

Even the players are very nice, except for me..."

Zhong Kaifan couldn't continue.

Lin Yuan buried his face in his neck, "Kaifan, I should seriously say 'I'm sorry' to you."

Zhong Kaifan's voice was nasal: "Actually, even if Zhong Can died that year, there is no need for us to have trouble like this. Although I have a bad temper, but if you have something to say to me, I won't blame you. If there is any problem, we will Let's solve it together."

Lin Yuan sniffed, "And then?"

Zhong Kaifan sighed: "I will continue to study as a graduate student and doctor. If you really need to enter the circle to earn money, I will not stop you. If it wasn't because you were so eager to get rid of me back then, you wouldn't have met Nie Zuan. Something." Said here, Kaifan's eyes were a little moist, "Do you know why Shiyu didn't hug you today? You are the person she is reluctant to hug, and my feelings for you are far deeper than hers. When Zhong Can left, I will seal up my feelings for him forever and cherish them in my heart. But you are still alive, and watching you suffer is heartbreaking to me, and I would rather die."

This is the first time Zhong Kaifan told himself so many inner feelings, Lin Yuan was ashamed, he choked up: "I'm afraid..."

"What are you afraid of?" Zhong Kaifan asked him with red eyes.

"Mom is sick and needs money. Even if you continue to study, I still have to work hard in the circle. The circle is different, and there will be problems sooner or later. I have considered all these." Lin Yuan restrained his emotions, "Artists who have just entered the industry will not have a good life. Kaifan, I just hope you remember my good side, and don't want our relationship to be consumed by reality a little bit. It's worse than death. Maybe you think I'm Idealism, but don’t people need some faith to live?”

Zhong Kaifan was silent.

After a while, Lin Yuan continued to ask: "Did you go home because of me?"

"Not all." Zhong Kaifan said calmly, "Before my doctoral graduation defense, my father contacted me many times. He is getting older and his health is getting worse day by day, and the situation at home is the same. Applying for extrapolation is also because I escaped from that. The way things happened, even if I don’t want to face it, I will go back sooner or later. He is my father, and I should take on my responsibility as a son. Your appearance only accelerated the process of this matter. The hospital side I have already dealt with the matter, although Professor Liao still has opinions on me, but knowing that I need help, he is obliged to recommend to me the senior brother he knew well back then."