After I became a shemale liar

I felt my heart was seared.

If it was a dormant volcano before, then Fang Xiao ignited it just now, and the magma flowing from the crater broke through the river channel that had been congested for many years, and it was unknown where it was going.

"It doesn't seem to be very resistant." Fang Xiao held me and didn't let go: "Either, you are a deep closet, or, you like me. Or are you both?"

It’s over.

I stared at the paw he was holding me, feeling very complicated.

I might really be a deep closet.

Seeing that the time was almost up, we went to the north gate and waited for Red Carp and Xu Xu to come to Dashatou to eat together, and then took a boat to Canton Tower.

None of this was a problem, it was just a disagreement when discussing where to stay for the night.

Fang Xiao: "Go to my house, go home slowly."

Xu Xu: "I don't want it, I want to play cards! Stay in a hotel!"

Red Carp: "I can do it, but going to your house rashly will be a little disturbing, or a hotel."

Fang Xiao: "It's okay, I live alone."

Xu Xu: "Hotel!"

Red Carp: "Are you coming too? How can we indulge in drinking flower wine when you come..."

Xu Xu: "Don't even think about it, even if Ergou wants to go to Taohua, he won't go."

The red carp was depressed: "Okay, then I'll drink my fill here."

Then the three of them looked at me in unison.

"..." I still didn't dare to look at Fang Xiao: "Let's stay in a hotel."

It's almost ten o'clock after finishing the string, and few people like to toss and go to the distance. Besides, the red carp can blow five bottles in one breath, so I opened five bottles for him in order to let him finish loading. , and now it floated directly.Fang Xiao didn't drink much, at least his eyes were still clear, but he couldn't drive anymore, so I randomly found a nice hotel nearby and went in to get a room.

The lady at the front desk looked at us and said very gently, "I'm sorry dear, there are only one standard room and one family room left."

"..." I looked at the red carp that was about to touch the ground, and said to Xu Xu: "Then Xu Xu will live in the standard room, we live in the family room."

Xu Xu nodded obediently, then handed me the ID card.

Fang Xiao, who has been silent by the side, came over to look at my ID card: "Isn't the name pretty good? Why is the game ID so hard to describe?"

I glanced at him: "You can't say anything, and you still chase after him?"

"I just like this kind of name that can be mistaken for life at a glance." Fang Xiao said seriously.

It's a mistake for a lifetime, thank you for saying it.

Seeing that the red carp is so drunk, I don't want to play tonight, so I drove Xu Xu back to her room and told her to go to bed early, and I wanted to play cards when I woke up tomorrow.

The red carp fell directly on the small bed when he entered the door. I managed to help him take off his shoes and put him in a proper sleeping position before going to the bathroom to wash his face.

When I came out, I saw Fang Xiao was leaning on the bed and looking at his phone, I walked over and poked him: "Sleep without washing?"

He glanced at me, and finally said, "I won't wash it."

"Oh." I took off my coat and hung it up to get ready to go to bed. He suddenly sat up straight and stared at me like I was about to eat him: "Why are you on my bed?"

"..."

I was very speechless: "The red carp is asleep in the small bed, you are asleep in the big bed, am I your captive husky? I sleep on the floor?"

Fang Xiao: "..."

I just pulled the quilt and lay down.

There was no movement in the room for a moment, only the faint snoring of the red carp one after another.

After closing his eyes and recuperating for a while, he broke the silence: "Why don't you go to my house?"

I lay down with my eyes closed for a while, and felt sleepy, so I simply got up and leaned against the head of the bed: "Because I didn't expect you to be so serious, so I decided to be careful, otherwise I feel a bit scumbag."

Fang Xiao lowered his eyes and bent the corners of his mouth: "You are too harsh on yourself. The current state is that I have confessed to you and I am waiting for your reply. If I haven't given you a definite answer after you have fired me several times, then that is scum." .”

"But actually, I kind of want you to shoot me a few times. With your temperament, even if you don't really like it, you will take full responsibility." He added this sentence with a smile.

"..."

This person's heart is probably a demon mirror.

"I walked by your side today, in fact, I never let up for a moment in my heart. Just now, I had an idea. If I really ate you here today, even if you don't like me that much in the future, you might like me too." I have been able to adapt to this relationship with a half-push and a half-doubt, and I have got my wish." He said suddenly.

"But I don't want to force you, I still want to hear from you."

"To be honest, I'm quite touched." I answered sincerely: "But you said you don't like to be forced?"

"Do you want to go back and see where you are on the PVP list? Half of the kills are from me."

"Then how can it be compared?" Fang Xiao said boldly: "That is a strategy I specially formulated to deal with you. It is not easy to leave an impression on a wooden person like you. The fastest way to make an impression is in the game. What is the way to follow you? To rape you? To rub against your team? Then how can it be faster to kill you once in the wild, just remember it."

"..."

Oh, there is no way to refute it.

"I'm a bit angry, my friend." I said this half-jokingly, and lay down again.

Fang Xiao didn't make a sound for a long time, and when I was about to fall asleep in a daze, he suddenly asked, "What happened to your last district?"

what happened?

I thought about it carefully in the mist, and I felt that nothing happened. It has been more than a year, and my memory is also scattered. I always feel that I have forgotten a lot of things.

So I can only pick up the things I remember and say: "It was my daughter-in-law in the game at that time, who was also my friend's apprentice in real life. She did a lot of things for my friend, and finally pissed off the girl my friend liked. , before leaving, dragged us all to yy and exposed my friend's apprentice's identity face to face, and then sold the account."

After thinking about it, I felt that I missed the point: "Anyway,,, there is no one right or wrong, right? I knew when my friend first accepted her as an apprentice, because I was freed by his master, so I spent more time with her. The first time Yi shot Nine Days, I was so happy when I was able to pull [-] million by myself, I don’t know how it became like that later, maybe liking can really make a person completely different.”

"What then?"

"what?"

"How did the personal grievances get involved at the gang level? I heard that you fought very fiercely afterwards, and I know it as a passer-by."

"What's the reason for fighting?" I tried to recall what happened in the last district: "Originally, the game is a place for happy enmity. Later, there were more girls who played games, and then there was a frame after another. When you kill someone, you have to be reasonable. There are so many reasons to talk about when robbing the darts... how can there be so many reasons?"

"I'm done, what about you?"

Fang Xiao: "Huh?"

"How did you recognize me? Don't you plan to confess?"

"..."

He turned his head away: "Don't say it."

"Okay, don't tell me."

"Is it because of the ring?"

Fang Xiao didn't say anything, I continued: "If it's not because of the ring, then unless Achilles tells you himself, I can't think of any other way to make me lose my horse."

"Well, it's a ring."

"The only time the ring was exposed to others was when I was running a business when I first joined the gang, after the person who met Liang Shanbo was killed."

"It was a scuffle at the time, I don't know who picked it up, and you were in the team, so I didn't tell you directly, I asked Achilles to find it for me in private, and finally the red carp returned it to me the next night of."

"Before I didn't think about whether I was picked up by you, so I suddenly started to target me, but I felt that the time was wrong, because before the red carp ring was returned to me, you had already started to punish me."

"But after thinking about it, there's nothing wrong with it. You didn't intend to expose me when you picked it up, and you couldn't give it to me directly, so you figured out a suitable way to let the red carp pick up the ring and return it to me through his hands. You have already started to train me intentionally or unintentionally before, no matter how much I suspect you, I have no reason."

After a long time, Fang Xiao let out a low "hmm".

"So," I took a deep breath, "you've been watching good shows since the second day I joined the gang, right?"

Fang Xiao: "..."

I turned to look at him, and found that the corners of his lips curled up silently.

"You..." I was also a little helpless: "Can you stop changing your face faster than turning the pages of a book?"

Fang Xiao looked down at me: "How to say?"

"Well... I remember that your tone was a little stiff just now, but now it's all right now. And before, when I told you that reality is not a game, you were obviously angry, and then turned around and forced me to face Ji, Are you not angry anymore?"

"Don't be angry, because I think about it in a blink of an eye."

"You usually don't get paid for typing two more words with others in the game, but you can talk so much to me, and you won't be angry when you think of it."

"..."

He reached out to turn off the light, and leaned over to wrap my waist quietly: "Go to sleep, I have nothing to ask."

I was stiffened by his sudden approach, and I relaxed a little after making sure that he had no other movements.

The moderate breath sprayed on my neck, combined with the soft and light fragrance that inadvertently emanated from his collar, which had been ironed by body temperature for a day, all impacted my shaky mind.Can a person really like others so much that he can't extricate himself?I closed my eyes and reviewed my dispensable girlfriends in the past, but I didn't get any effective information.Hundreds of rivers return to the sea, so many things are finally boiled down to two words: "Forget it."

As soon as this idea came out, the heart wall that had been blocked all the time suddenly collapsed like a river embankment washed away by a flood.

The heavy tiredness weighed heavily on my limbs and bones, and finally I was gently wrapped by the magma-like warm current flowing from my heart.

The next morning was spent playing cards at the hotel. Before nine o'clock, Xu Xu packed up and ran to knock on the door. The three of us had to get up next to each other to take a shower.

I got up in a daze, and I wanted to go to the toilet first and then wash, but I just... unzipped my trousers, Fang Xiao suddenly ran past and stood beside him and said, "What do you want for breakfast?" ?”

I:"……"

I felt like I was so frightened that I was about to urinate frequently, and he looked at me quite innocently: "I asked you what you want to eat, what do you want to see me do."

I growled, "Damn it, I'm pissing!!"

He said "Oh", "I didn't pay attention."

After finishing speaking, he looked down at the dog's head, and did not forget to say: "Ma'am, you are a bit angry, let's have a light breakfast."

Damn, I couldn't look directly at him all morning, I just wanted to explode in place.

During lunch, I didn’t escape the nightmare. Red Carp said to eat hot pot. Fang Xiao searched the famous restaurants nearby for a long time in front of me, and finally said: “Eat something light, someone got angry.”

I:"……"

After lunch, Xu Xu was finally allowed to go to KTV, and the wind was blowing on her feet all the way, wishing to show us her Maiba strength.

Originally, a small bag would be enough for four people, but it was rejected by the red carp: "Medium bag, medium bag, Xiao Bao's voice is a little too loud, and I can't stand it."

So he entered a middle bag in a corner.

Red Carp and Xu Xu ran head to head to grab the song request. After pushing and shoving for a while, Red Carp was the first to win the song request initiative and ordered "Red Sun". There was a sonorous and powerful prelude, and the sound shook my eardrums. I felt that the middle bag was not big enough. These two guys sang so loudly that the eardrums were about to be perforated. The noise made my blood rush in my veins. , as if about to explode.

I rubbed my sore brain, Fang Xiao was leaning on the sofa in the dark environment, his eyes were always looking at the ground in vain, the psychedelic lamp shadows hit him from time to time, strange and bizarre.

"I remember yesterday afternoon in the Internet cafe when you said that you saw me go viral and kill people." I looked at the lyrics scrolling on the screen and talked to him: "I wanted to ask last night, but fell asleep afterwards. "

"Have you also stayed in Ziwei, the capital of the fifth district?"

Fang Xiao's gaze, which had been fixed in the void, moved, moved to me, and said lightly: "Well, when I met you in the sixth district, I was not a rookie but I was not a veteran either. Qingdu Ziwei is only confused."

Me: "It doesn't look like you have a game addiction, how did you get involved with games?"

"When I was a senior student, there were several girls in my class who also played Kunlun. In one district, they always talked about how good their gang leader was in the small group. He likes to fight, but he doesn't deliberately provoke trouble, saying that he... never even kills female accounts."

"Well, they are talking about you, who posted pictures in the group."

"At first I wasn't interested in games, but after seeing them chattering every day, I became curious, so I went to Kunlun and joined a random guild after playing for more than a week. Only later did I notice that this guild was from Qingdu Ziwei. Three gangs, at that time I didn't think why such a big gang would agree to my application for a small account, until one night I went to work early, just in time for the alliance gang of this gang to start a gang battle between the first and second gangs, and there was a management private Poked me and told me to go to Kunlun with a few trumpets to cheat the red names of the main players of the first and second gangs, because killing the trumpets indiscriminately will have a crime value bonus, which means that as long as their crime value is enough to enter the signing department or It is enough for the Nether Division not to let them participate in the gang battle, and they will be subsidized after the task is over."

"I'll go."

"You are on the list of the main players."

"I don't remember the names of the remaining people, but I have a deep impression on you."

"There was no snow in Kunlun that day, and I lay down without getting close to you. It was just after noon in the game, and the sunlight hurt my eyes. Light, there is blood-oozing dust under your feet, and there are a bunch of gang members who followed you to kill until the sky is dark."

"During the chaos of war, you just said one sentence: quit the gang and don't kill."

"Later, I didn't follow the trumpet to cheat your red names anymore. I also stood far away when I started gang wars, and I can often see you."

"I'm sure I didn't fall in love with you at that time, but occasionally I missed the phrase you said 'retire from the gang and don't kill', so I would open the leaderboard to take a look at you from time to time."

"But one day when I went online again, I didn't see you on the PVP list, and when I searched for ID, I couldn't find you... I felt very disappointed."

"Someone told me that if I can't find the ID, there are only two possibilities, either the server is transferred, or the account is deleted."

"I created a small account on every server in the same region, but I couldn't find you in the leaderboard."

"Afterwards, I wondered if you switched servers and sold your account again, and went to the trading station, but there was nothing there."

"Whether you sold your account before I found it or deleted it, you are no longer in the game."

"Afterwards, I didn't look for you again. After making do with Ziwei in Qingdu for a while, I never went to Kunlun again."

"But I have never forgotten you. I always want to live like you when I first met, and I will also tell you, quit the gang and not kill." He said with a little self-mockery.

"After the work stabilized, I thought of Kunlun again. At that time, District [-] was the newest district. After opening for half a year, I updated Kunlun, which had accumulated patches for more than half a year. I chose a district at random. I originally planned to play slowly by myself. But one day when I passed the notice board in the main city, I saw an apprentice notice."

"At the time I almost thought I was wrong."

"..."

——Even if the world falls apart in an instant

— even if there is a sigh behind the smile

I don't know how many songs have passed, Xu Xu finally got the microphone and started to sing. The sound that shook my heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys before it almost calmed down.

——until I was picked up by you confused and hastily

——Holded tightly by you in embarrassment and panic

Red Carp is still immersed in the song, Xu Xu sang alone over there, and Fang Xiao and I are sitting far away by the door, like the only pure land in the glitzy world.

"So there is really a shadow." I was dumbfounded for a long time, and I could only murmur like this.

Fang Xiao turned his gaze to the void again, as if there was a door in front of him, allowing him to pass through time and see the Erbai Yaodao who could use a knife to slash people for a little bit of game emotion a long time ago.

"You probably haven't stared at a person for such a long time. If you have, then one day when he suddenly disappears, you won't be able to find anything to fill your empty heart."

"Anyway, you won't fall in love with others so easily." He smiled.

"So if you need to line up to chase you, I'm also number one, right?"

— until the eye catches the slit of light

—until you bring the heart back from the dead

——It can also be earth-shattering

"Give me a few days." I whispered to the lyrical background music: "I haven't officially come out to my family, I'm afraid they won't be able to accept it."

Fang Xiao's gaze, which had been wandering all the time, returned to me, and he said in disbelief, "What did you say...?"

But then he was discouraged: "Maybe I'm hallucinating."

"No." I quickly denied it, only to realize that after living for so many years, I have never confessed my feelings to anyone. The vows of eternal love that seem to be just like that are so heavy that I can't say it. One by one, the traffic jams stuck in their throats, and they could only choose the most straightforward expression: "I have never been so entangled with anyone. You said that I haven't stared at people for a long time, but I have watched seriously. There is only one. It is up to you whether you succeed or not, there is nothing to wait for.”

He was stunned for two seconds without knowing the situation, but he soon came to his senses. He got up and opened the door and dragged me out. With the aura of murder and arson in the game, he half pulled and half forcedly dragged me to a place a few meters away from the original room. in a small box.

The small box was pitch-black and the lights were off. I was dragged in and pressed against the door without seeing anything clearly. Fang Xiao came over and bit my lower lip and whispered, "Say what you just said again?"

I looked closely at the pair of eyes shining in the darkness, and tilted my head to kiss him: "Whether I say it or not, it's you... um!"

It was gentle at first, but unfortunately the good times didn't last long, after a while, Fang Xiao was obviously not satisfied with the superficial beauty, and his breathing became rapid, and he started to back away with his arms around my waist.

After my eyes got used to the darkness for a while, he led me down on the long sofa beside me. One hand had lifted the hem of my shirt irregularly and touched my lower abdomen, and I was still walking upstream.

There were faint voices in the corridor outside.

"Not here," I managed to move my lips to catch my breath, and pressed his hand that was lighting the fire randomly: "Not here."

Fang Xiao buried his head in my neck, suppressed and calmed down like a trapped beast on my body.

"The ticket is refunded." He said dullly.

I was so moved by his hoarse voice that I almost surrendered, "No, the company has something to do tomorrow, so I can't go."

He didn't speak any more, probably realizing that this sentence was redundant.

"..." I felt the heat pressing down on my body, and patted his shoulder: "Go to the bathroom, I'll help you."

After cleaning his hands, Fang Xiaolai stayed in the bathroom. I looked at him inexplicably, and found that this guy was curling his mouth calmly. After noticing my gaze, he raised his eyes wide and stared at me.

Me: "...don't laugh like you're mentally retarded."

Fang Xiao still smiled: "Isn't it just me who laughs, pulling the corners of my mouth down when criticizing me, is it so beautiful?"

Me: "Oh, let's not talk about whether I'm beautiful or not, aren't you beautiful in your heart?"

Fang Xiao lazily leaned against the wall and imitated my tone: "Oh, it's quite ordinary."

I threw away the tissue and made a gesture to leave: "That's not my fault, I haven't confessed my love to anyone, if you think it's not beautiful, there's nothing you can do."

Before taking two steps, he was pulled back and pressed against a firm chest.

"Will you be so active when you meet someone else you like in the future?" He leaned against the wall and circled me, and asked suddenly.

I didn't speak.

"I know I'm greedy. I shouldn't ask at this time, but I still can't help it." He said softly, "Even if we don't make it to the end, I can't stand if you treat other people like this in the future."

"I have no energy or courage," I held his waist, "just this once."

Fang Xiao hugged me for a long time before continuing: "I'm waiting, if you don't take it to heart like the ring, I will hold back my emotions."

I laughed: "What will happen if you hold back your emotions?"

He laughed in a low voice, and said with absolute confidence: "I will eat you up, tie you up by my side, regardless of whether you agree or not."

I broke away from his embrace and stood up straight: "I'm so overbearing, why didn't I notice it before, tell me, how many crimes have I recorded in the little book?"

"There was only one before today." He lowered his head and touched my eyes: "I don't like me."

The author has something to say: —— "Shaking Earth"

【No crack, it came by hand】

[These two chapters are exhausting, let me rest for two days ==]