I say all wine is worse than you

After hanging up the phone, Du Shili stood quietly in the cold wind for a moment, feeling at ease when the dust had settled while his heart was exhausted.

Pushing open the door and re-entering the box, the warmth that hit her face enveloped her, relaxing her cheeks that had been stiffened by the wind.Du Shili adjusted a smile and returned to his seat.Someone asked with a smile, "What does Chunfeng say?"

"She's not free for work, so she won't come." Du Shili raised his head, with a perfectly disguised smile.

Tonight is a dinner for everyone in the research and development team, and at the same time... to see Du Shili off.During this period of time, she has successfully found buyers for their products, and also included all the people in the research and development team into this large group that is one of the best in the country, which is considered to have achieved a good result.As for herself, she actually planned to return to her hometown to develop, which caught everyone by surprise.

After a few glasses of wine, one of the girls asked regretfully, "Sister Du, do you really want to leave?"

"The jobs over there have already been found." Shili said.

Now that she had made a decision, the others did not insist on keeping her.Graduation means separation, and everyone has a very clear understanding of this.Living in the capital is not easy, and it is normal that the future planned by Du Shili is not here.Although it is a pity, they also wish her a better development.

Under the guidance of this theme, the meal was very enjoyable, and everyone drank a lot of wine.They look forward to the future with their drunken eyes, and at the same time agree that "Would you be rich, don't forget each other".

Du Shili is the calmest one, she is not complacent, she is not full of pride, she clearly knows that what she is about to embark on is a road that can see the end at a glance.

I was going to sing after dinner, but because I drank too much, the show was canceled.After saying goodbye to the others, Du Shili checked the time, and it happened to be the time for Ji Chunfeng to get off work.By coincidence, her steps automatically turned to the direction where Ji Chunfeng lived.

The lights in the room were not turned on, so Ji Chunfeng probably hasn't come back yet.Shili stopped, looked around for a moment, raised his legs and stepped into the flower garden by the roadside, hiding himself in the shadow of the trees.

In February, there was another heavy snowfall in the city of Beijing. As soon as Du Shili leaned against the tree trunk, the snow on the tree fell in a gust of gushing, hitting her all over.The brain that had been eroded by alcohol quickly sobered up, realized what he was doing, and couldn't help sighing softly.

As he was about to leave, he heard footsteps.

She had no choice but to stand in the shadow of the trees, and quickly recognized the person coming by the dim street lights.

Ji Chunfeng looked a little strange.It wasn't until she stood at the door and didn't open the door for a long time, but threw the key on the ground and wailed loudly, Shi Li suddenly realized that she was crying all the way.

As if he had finally returned to a safe place, knowing that no one would find out if he vented his emotions here, Ji Chunfeng simply squatted down and cried bitterly.

Du Shili stood stiffly, took his hands out of his pockets, and retracted them to his sides after a while, only clenched into fists.

It was difficult to count the passage of time in the dark night, until Ji Chunfeng was tired from crying, picked up the key aggrievedly, opened the door and entered the house, Du Shili finally seemed to be able to breathe, and walked out with his stiff legs.

That's it, she said to herself.

Being able to be indifferent to her tears is also able to hide this person in the depths of my memory and seal it up completely.

……

After that day, Ji Chunfeng tried to contact Du Shili several times, but every time he picked up the phone, he put it down again.

Although no one said anything, the two of them knew each other's attitude very well. If they contacted at this time, the only way would be a showdown, and Ji Chunfeng was obviously not ready for such a thing.So it dragged on day by day.

And the longer it is delayed, the less courageous it is to contact.

The relationship between people is sometimes so fragile, once you make up your mind not to maintain it, it can be easily broken.

Chunfeng didn't know that Du Shili had found a job in Linzhou and had gone back until he happened to meet Du Yuling on the road more than a month later.

During this period of time, he has been subconsciously walking around the school, and Ji Chunfeng, who was afraid of meeting him, froze in place immediately as if he had been slapped with a sap.

Before today, although she had gradually accepted that Du Shili had a showdown with her and was estranged from her, and that it was impossible to get back and forth like before, she still didn't have a very definite sense of reality.

It wasn't until this moment that Ji Chunfeng suddenly realized that Du Shili was far more ruthless and decisive than she thought.

There is no room left at all.

From then on, in heaven and earth, she didn't know where to find this person.

Although Chunfeng didn't even know what was the point of looking for her.

She was attacked by a kind of discouragement and exhaustion that she had never had before. She returned home blindfolded, climbed into bed and lay down without taking off her clothes.Ji Chunfeng thought that she would cry, but in fact, she lay down for a long time, her eyes were extremely dry, but she didn't have a single tear.

The sky gradually darkened, and the room was very quiet. When the last ray of light was completely hidden, Chunfeng turned over and felt lonely for the first time.

Loneliness and loneliness are not the same.Loneliness is a state. A lonely person is not necessarily lonely, but loneliness is a mood. A lonely person must be lonely.

I have forgotten when I fell asleep. When I woke up the next day, Chunfeng felt top-heavy and his nose was still a little blocked. He probably caught a cold last night.

She searched the cabinet for a long time, but found that there was no cold medicine at all, so she just took out the thermometer and measured the temperature, which was 39 degrees.

He went out alone to the pharmacy in front of the school to buy antipyretics and cold medicine, and boiled a large pot of water. Chunfeng sat on the sofa, wrapped in a quilt, and drank the boiling water, sweating all over his body.There are some bizarre thoughts in my head, and the spring breeze doesn't stop it, just letting the wild horse of thinking run wild.

Gradually, his thoughts focused on Du Shili again. After parting, Chunfeng began to think of her well.

At the most uncomfortable time, she couldn't help calling Shili.

The cold reminder of "the number you have dialed is empty" from the mobile customer service gave her the final blow, and Chunfeng was defeated.

After sleeping in a chaotic state until the afternoon, the fever finally subsided.Chunfeng cooked a bowl of noodles for himself, and continued to lie down weakly after eating.Just locked up at home and slept for two days, when she recovered from her illness, she finally cleared up her mood.

Forget who said it, the earth will not stop turning because of leaving, and people will not be unable to live because of leaving.

that is it.