I say all wine is worse than you

In April and May, the campus began to have students wearing academic uniforms wandering around taking graduation photos. Every time Ji Chunfeng passed by, he couldn't help wondering whether Du Shili had returned.

Graduation photo taking, oral defense, graduation certificate, household registration and file transfer... It has nothing to do with her, but she remembers the process clearly.

It's just that I dare not look at it.

In fact, it stands to reason that she can move out now and find a residence closer to her work place, without spending so much time going back and forth every day, but for some reason, Ji Chunfeng still stays here, even if it costs nearly One hour.

Apart from the cheap rent, Chunfeng thinks there should be some deeper reasons, but she won't think about it.

Even if you think about it, it shouldn't help or change the result, it just adds worry and sadness.Rather than caring about each other silently, she still prefers to go to the end of the world.

It's just that my mood is inevitably affected, and I even spend more time in a daze every day.Fortunately, after so long, even the people around her would never mention Du Shili's name again. After a while, maybe these emotions will gradually fade away.

After the graduates left school in June, Chunfeng began to think seriously about the possibility of finding another house.

With Yaya's help, Chunfeng found a new house. Although it was shared, she rented the master bedroom, and the bathroom was in her own room, which was relatively more independent.Although the kitchen has to be shared, Chunfeng didn't have much in mind to cook, at most, he would order noodles.But the oven was a little troublesome, so she simply moved to the shop.

When packing up, I found a lot of things that I didn't know when I lost them from various corners, and some even belonged to Du Shili.Chunfeng froze for a while, then threw everything into the trash can.

After cleaning up and leaving with the suitcase, she felt somewhat of a ritual.

As if from now on, will step into a new life.

Now there is only myself in the back kitchen, and Chunfeng's baked cakes have become a specialty of Penumbra Bar, so shortly after the move, the boss enrolls Chunfeng for a class and asks her to learn more.This time I learned the more fashionable flower mounting and some more complicated processes, which is a great supplement to Chunfeng's skills.

Chunfeng didn't expect that he still had the opportunity of "on-the-job training". After clearing up his mood, he quickly devoted himself to it.

Life starts to get busy and full.In this state, time seems to pass quickly, and in a blink of an eye, the autumn wind suddenly blows, and it is golden autumn and October again.

Chunfeng got a new phone.

In the past two years, the market share of smartphones has gradually soared. Although Apple, which can only be bought by selling a kidney, has occupied half of the country, domestic brands are also gradually rising. Compared with the past era when countless foreign big names carve up the Chinese market .

Because of the shyness in the pocket, Chunfeng has also become a member who supports domestic production.After getting the phone and seeing the familiar built-in APP, she knew that Du Shili's program was sold to this family.

For some unknown reason, on a boring night, she used her selfie to enter the app to search.

The search results are all over the place, but she is no longer the cutest person in the whole world.

A line of lyrics suddenly flashed in my mind: It seems like a dream, we met so briefly.

I don't remember who sang it, I don't remember the title of the song, and I don't remember the sentences before and after. Only the melody of this sentence rang in my mind over and over again, with a vicissitudes of hoarseness.

If it is a dream, one day you will wake up.

It rained a lot that night.The autumn rain in Beijing lasted for many days at a time, and it seemed as if his thoughts would never stop. Chunfeng felt that his whole body seemed to be soaked wet, and he fell into a state of depression without specific reference.

After two days, it was rare that the rain stopped in the morning. Although it didn't look like it was going to clear up, it might continue, but Chunfeng decided to go for a walk.

The air after the rain is very fresh, and even the surrounding environment has become much cleaner because it has been washed once. It is no longer the usual gray and dusty appearance. Breathing the fresh air is naturally refreshing.

After breakfast, Chunfeng walked along the street, planning to go to the supermarket to buy some daily necessities.

Probably because of this time of neither early nor late, there were no pedestrians on the road, not even much traffic, and it looked leisurely and peaceful.When walking past a shop, a moving melody suddenly came to my ears, Chunfeng paused and stopped.

When she turned around, she realized that it was a musical instrument store, but she hadn't noticed it before.

The melody coming from the room was obviously not played, but someone played it live, because there were occasional pauses and adjustments in the middle.A short piece of melody was played for several minutes.

Chunfeng actually doesn't know much about music, but for some reason, at this moment, this short piece of melody moved her inexplicably.

It's like the rainy morning in autumn, with a little bit of coolness mixed with comfort, everything is moist and clean; it's also like thinking of an old friend who has been away for a long time, the books we read together, and the food we ate together The meals we had, the road we walked together, the words we said together.

Even parting is beautiful.

Chunfeng was suddenly agitated by an emotion. She opened the door and entered. Among the various musical instruments, she saw a person sitting on the ground, holding a guitar, playing and singing.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, the other party raised his head and greeted casually without sincerity, "Look at whatever you want." Then he began to lower his head and fiddle with the instrument in his hand.

Chunfeng hesitated for a moment before asking, "Boss, did you play the song just now? Can I ask the name of this song?"

"Huh?" The person sitting on the ground looked at her in surprise, nodded and said, "This is not a song, but a piece of music with only the melody and no lyrics. say"."

You left Nanjing, and no one has spoken to me since.

The title is so apt that Ji Chunfeng's heart seems to be hit by something invisible.Amidst an indescribable shock, that kind of faint pain spread up little by little, moistening her eye sockets.

After a while, she found her voice and asked with a trembling uncontrollable, "Can I... learn this piece?"

The author has something to say:

"You left Nanjing, and no one talked to me since then", the author Li Zhi, it is said that because he had a good friend, he left Nanjing and went to Shanghai. Later, he wrote this song and asked his friend to help write the lyrics, but the other party I felt that I couldn't write it out, so I didn't have lyrics in the end.

There are many lyric versions of this song, but none of them feel very good.

Later, Li Zhi discovered by accident that most of the melody of this piece of music was similar to Chen Gexin's "Forever Smile"... It was hard for him to say whether he wrote it because he had heard the song, but he still admitted it.

But the melody is really beautiful, you can go and listen to it.