I say all wine is worse than you

Chunfeng opened another bottle of beer.

In fact, she doesn't like to drink, she always thinks the taste is a bit strange, and there are fizzy bubbles in the beer.However, when some moods want to vent but they can't, drinking is indeed a good choice.

It's a pity that she has been working in a bar for more than half a year, and she can be regarded as an "alcohol test". Now she wants to get drunk, but she can't do it for a while.

"Drink less." Shili reminded her from the side, reaching out to take the wine bottle in her hand.

Chunfeng dodged her movements and poured himself a glass with a smile.

"It's a holiday." She said, "I just want to have fun." She picked up the wine glass and drank it down.

After the topic just now, Shili could more or less guess what she was thinking, so he hesitated slightly and didn't stop.She can only indulge in this way, she doesn't need to think about anything when she's drunk, and just falls asleep like this, it's not bad.

In fact, Shili also wanted to get drunk.But no, because she is Du Shili.

She leaned on the sofa and began to think about the arrangements after the new year.

Years ago, she took their group's products out and traveled to many places, but all of them were rejected.It's not that things are bad, but that the price can't be negotiated.The small companies couldn't afford the price that Shili was satisfied with, and there were even a few who didn't know what to think, but actually planned to take her money instead.Big companies, on the other hand, hope to spend a sum of money to buy out directly, and are unwilling to provide cooperation contracts.

At present, it seems that it is difficult for them to operate it independently, and maybe they can only consider selling it for a good price.

In fact, there is nothing to insist on. She has always been such a realistic person. After trying, she can't see the end, so she simply withdraws.

When Shili recovered from his own thoughts, Ji Chunfeng was already lying on the table, so drunk that he didn't know anything.She got up helplessly, cleaned up the table, and helped him to lie down on the sofa.Ji Chunfeng opened his eyes, but quickly closed them again. He just grabbed her hand and whispered, "Shili..."

Even though he had made up his mind, Du Shili's heartbeat still stalled because of this call.

She went to the bathroom, twisted a towel with hot water, wiped Chunfeng's face, neck and hands, and sent him to the bed.In the dark room, only the night light by the bed was on, making the atmosphere ambiguous.Du Shili sat on the head of the bed and took off his outer clothes, shoes and socks for Chunfeng.

The drunk person was very heavy, and his breath was full of alcohol. This scene was actually not very charming, but Du Shili slowed down his movements, carefully and patiently, as if he was performing a solemn ceremony.

With such a delay, it will be a little late.The dormitory building closed earlier during the holidays, and I couldn't get in even if I went back now. Du Shili found a quilt from the cabinet, and slept on the sofa overnight.

It might have been the longest and shortest night of her life.

There seemed to be a lot of thoughts in my mind, but it seemed that I didn't think of anything.It wasn't until the faint light of the sky came in through the window that Du Shili realized that he hadn't slept all night.

She washed her face with cold water, and when she looked up, she saw herself in the mirror looking a little sluggish. After observing for a while, she pointed her clean face with her fingers, and calmly commented like a bystander: "Coward."

Then she twitched the corners of her mouth, and the person in the mirror also showed a stiff smile.

The water was boiled for ten miles, and the room was cleaned from the inside to the outside, especially the living room and kitchen.After finishing all this, Ji Chunfeng still hadn't woken up, she left a note on the table, got dressed and left here.

After the Chinese New Year, the students began to return to school one after another, and the members of Du Shili's research and development team naturally also returned.But they didn't come to Ji Chunfeng's rental house to work, and they didn't even come with Du Shili.

For some reason, Chunfeng suddenly felt a little uneasy.

February [-]th, Western Valentine's Day.

Chunfeng stood behind the bar with her mobile phone in her hand, and took a look at it every few minutes.Yaya saw everything in her eyes, and reminded, "If you want to ask someone out, just call directly. If you are slow, you might be asked away by someone else."

After repeating this several times, Chunfeng still called Shili after hesitating for a while.

It was just nightfall, and the background sound on the other end of the phone was very noisy, and Du Shili's voice was mixed in, which seemed a little vague, "What's the matter?"

"There is an event at the bar tonight, do you want to come over?" Chunfeng asked after thinking about it.

"No." Du Shili refused categorically, "I'm eating out."

"one person?"

"No." The voice on the other side paused, then suddenly became clear, every word clearly fell into Ji Chunfeng's ears, and she heard Du Shili say, "Chunfeng, I have a boyfriend."

Many things that I wanted to say and didn't want to say came up at this moment, and were blocked in my throat again, making Chunfeng almost breathless.She knew that Du Shili never joked, let alone this kind of thing.But to her, the news still seemed so absurd that she couldn't believe it anyway.

"Is it...?" She opened her mouth and spat out a few syllables with difficulty, "Then... I want to congratulate you. When did it happen?"

"Just today." Du Shili said, "I think I can try it."

After hanging up the phone, Chunfeng raised his head and smiled at Yaya who had been paying attention to him, "Give me a cup of anything."

"What's wrong?" Yaya frowned and asked.

Chunfeng still smiled, "As you said, someone asked her out in advance." The ending trembled, and she quickly lowered her head.

After a few glasses of wine, Chunfeng's thoughts also became trance.She lay on the bar all night, looking at the customers coming and going, the neon light hit her face, changing various lights and shadows, making her look even more lonely and pitiful.

When Yaya was finally free, Chunfeng held a glass of wine and commented on the guests in the bar seriously, "The girl in the red dress in the corner has a good-looking face, but her facial features are average. The one next to her is very fair... the one at the door , have you seen it? The legs are playing with the year series, but unfortunately the proportion of the body is not good... the hands..."

Her gaze swept around, landed on Yaya's hand holding the wine bottle, and swung away again, "I've never seen anything prettier than your hand, it's a pity that it grows on your body... Wow! The one over there at the third table is the best of the bunch."

Yaya's expression turned cold when she heard the words, and she slammed the newly mixed wine in front of her with a "boom", "You still think about it when you're broken in love?"

Chunfeng was stunned for a moment, and the energy that had been barely holding on suddenly dissipated.

In a trance, she seemed to hear Du Shili also use this tone, and asked her bluntly, "Ji Chunfeng, why do you fall in love with others so easily?"

Yes, she is such a person.I also like seeing other people's hands look good, I like their legs when they look good, I like their voices nice, I like to cook, I like to sing, I like to play games...

Her likes are too much, too shallow, fleeting.

Just as his mother commented, Ji Chunfeng's heart is too floating, and he will never be able to settle in the same place.

At that time, she didn't understand the deeper sorrow and anger hidden in Shili's question, and she didn't understand that the question she really wanted to ask was: Why can you like so many people, but you don't like me?

How did she answer at that time?

Oh, I remembered, she said, "Life is like morning dew, and you need to enjoy yourself in time."

This is Chunfeng's life creed and the only "inheritance" left to her by her irresponsible biological father.It was he who let her know that she would rather squander the things in her hands in time, at least in exchange for a moment of happiness, but if she held them tightly in her hands, they might be taken away by others, and nothing would be left behind.

So Shili never understood her.

They are obviously the same insecure people, but they have chosen completely different lifestyles.Ten miles is saving, because what you have is limited, so you must hold firmly in the palm of your hand to feel safe.She was squandering, throwing everything out, the more she cared, the more she had to get rid of it quickly.

You don't understand until you lose it. It's heart-piercing and heart-wrenching, but it's gone forever.Yaya said that she was broken in love, but Chunfeng knew that she... hadn't been in love at all.

It's just that Ji Chunfeng never imagined that the story between them would end like this.