mayfly dream

It was that very familiar face again, the smile from memory, the man said: "Yichen, I heard that a new tavern opened in the capital recently, and the daughter Hong in the tavern is really good, let's go, let's try it too. "Just as he was about to answer, the man disappeared again.

In the dark, Zenhe opened his slightly cold eyes, his heart was empty, and finally dreamed of that person again tonight. In fact, it had been a long time since Chanhe had not seen him in his dreams. Tonight, for some reason, he suddenly dreamed to him.Every time he dreamed of that person, it was difficult for Chan He to fall asleep again.

It was late autumn now, and the night was chilly, Chanhe sighed, put on a coat, got up and went to bed.After hesitating for a long time, he took out a box in the corner. Zen He finally opened it, took out the painting that had been dusty for a long time, and slowly spread it out on the table. Facing the moonlight, he looked at the painting and the person in his dream. The exact same eyebrows and eyes remained silent for a long time, until the bell for the morning class rang, and Chan He withdrew his thoughts, hurriedly put the scroll on the table, and hurried to the lobby.

In the afternoon of this day, Shi Nanyun came to look for Chanhe, and also wanted to return the few Buddhist scriptures he borrowed earlier. When he walked to the door, he saw that the door of Chanhe's room was closed tightly. Shouldn't you be reciting scriptures in your room?" So he raised his hand and knocked on the door, shouting, "Boom, boom, boom... Chanhe? Chanhe, are you here? Chanhe?" He knocked on the door of Chanhe's room several times, but there was no answer. Responding, he had to shout: "Zenhe? Are you there? I'm coming in." With a push, the door was pushed open.Shi Nanyun looked around the room for a week, but did not see Chan He's figure, and wondered in his heart: "It's strange, where did it go?"Looking at the Buddhist scriptures in his hand, he sighed and thought, "Forget it, put the Buddhist scriptures on his table first, and tell him later."

Walking to the table, I caught a glimpse of a scroll on the table, "What is this?" I opened it suspiciously, and saw a man in the painting, with handsome eyebrows and eyes, and a dazzling red dress. "Ling Yichen".

Shi Nanyun whispered: "Ling Yichen? Who is Ling Yichen? Why is this painting here in Chanhe?" Forget it, let's wait for Chanhe to come back and ask him again. Shi Nanyun put away the doubts in his heart and retreated from Zenhe's room , walked around in the temple, still did not find Chan He, but happened to meet Chan Jing in the lobby, Shi Nanyun hurriedly walked over to Chan Jing and saluted Chan Jing, asking: "Master Chan Jing, I wonder if you have seen it?" To Zen and?"

Seeing that it was Shi Nanyun, Chan Jing returned a salute and said, "Mr. Shi. The younger brother should be in the master's room right now."

Shi Nanyun: "Oh? Where is the host? Is there something wrong?"

Chan Jing said: "Well, Chan Jing doesn't know, what is the important thing that Mr. Shi is looking for his junior brother?"

Shi Nanyun said: "Oh, that's not true, it's just that I haven't seen him anywhere, so I asked."

Chan Jing: "Then if Mr. Shi has nothing to do, Chan Jing will leave first."

Shi Nanyun's heart moved, he bowed respectfully to Chan Jing, and said: "Master Chan Jing, Nan Yun has something I wonder if I could ask you to answer it."

Seeing this, Chan Jing returned a salute and said, "Young Master Shi, you are being polite. If there is anything Chan Jing can do for you, you might as well just tell me."

Shi Nanyun said: "Then I'll just say it straight, I don't know if Master knows who Ling Yichen is?"

Hearing this, Chan Jing looked at Shi Nanyun with a strange expression, and said, "Master Shi, why do you...why ask this question suddenly?"

Seeing Chan Jing's reaction, Shi Nanyun had a clue in his mind, and smiled, "Oh, I'm just curious, does this person have anything to do with Chan He?"

Chan Jing suddenly said: "So it's like this, it's just that Mr. Shi, you get along with Chan and your junior every day, and you don't even know his name before he became a monk?"

Shi Nanyun was surprised: "Before you became a monk?"

Chan Jing: "That's right, but these are all past mundane things. Chan and his younger brother are now Buddhists, so the previous names will no longer be used."

After listening to Chan Jing's words, Shi Nanyun was stunned for a moment, and thought to himself: "So that painting was actually painted by Chan He? It must have been painted by him before he became a monk, but who is that person in the painting? Why did Chan He draw it?" Did he become a monk with that painting? Shi Nanyun only knew that he became a monk three years ago. In fact, Shi Nanyun had asked him why he wanted to become a monk before, and Chanhe only said four words——The world is over, what? It's called the end of the world? At this moment, Shi Nanyun had a bold guess in his mind.

Chan Jing looked at Shi Nanyun in a daze, and called out strangely: "Mr. Shi?...Mr. Shi? What's wrong with you?"

Shi Nanyun came back to his senses, and hurriedly asked: "Then, do you know why Chanhe became a monk at the beginning?"

Chan Jing hesitated and said, "It's...it's not convenient for me to say this."

Shi Nanyun hurriedly said: "Master Chan Jing, this answer question is very important to me, please let me know, Nanyun is very grateful."

Chan Jing said: "This...well, there is nothing that cannot be said. As far as I know, Chan and his junior brother finally chose to become a monk because of the grief of their loved ones getting married and leaving. At that time, in Kneeling in the hall for three days and three nights begging the host to shave him, the host finally... Mr. Shi? Mr. Shi?"

When Shi Nanyun heard the first part of the sentence "Because the one he loves got married and left", he suddenly felt his mind was blank, and he was stunned, and he didn't listen to what he said after the meditation.

Walking back in a daze, stumbling along the way, he didn't even respond when he bumped into someone.Leaving Chan Jing standing alone, looking at Shi Nanyun's strange appearance, scratching the back of his head, he said to himself: "Did I say something wrong?"

Shi Nanyun himself couldn't remember how he came back, and he woke up suddenly when he heard "knocking on the door".

"Brother just said you were looking for me?" Chan He asked standing at the door.

Shi Nanyun looked at Chanhe with a complicated expression, but did not speak.

Zen He looked at his strange appearance and said, "Master Shi? What's wrong?"

Shi Nanyun still looked at him in the same way, neither speaking nor telling him to come in. Zen and Heping's usually cold eyes were also looking at him with inquiries at this moment. The two stood at the door like this, a kind of A delicate atmosphere is circulating.After a while, Shi Nanyun shook his head and replied, "It's nothing."

Zen and said: "Mr. Shi, but what happened?"

Shi Nanyun lowered his eyes and said, "It's nothing, I'm tired, I'll rest first."

Seeing his appearance, Zen He only thought that he was worried about his illness, and said: "Well, then I'll go back first, you should have a good rest, don't think too much." After finishing speaking, he turned to leave.

"Wait" Shi Nanyun suddenly stopped him again, hesitantly said: "Chan He, why...why did you become a monk?"

Chanhe paused, turned around, and said flatly: "Mr. Shi, Chanhe said that the relationship between Chanhe and the world is over."

Shi Nanyun smiled wryly, and said, "The world is over?"

After speaking, he looked at Chanhe seriously, and said: "Chanhe, if you can return to vulgarity, you are willing to return to vulgarity."

"Young Master Shi was joking. Now that Zen He has entered Buddhism, he will never return to vulgarity." Chan He still had the calm tone of the ancient well.

Shi Nanyun lowered his head, still unwilling to ask: "Don't you have anyone you care about in this secular world?"

Zen and Yizhi replied coldly, "No."

"I see." Shi Nanyun's voice was bleak.