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Until Xie Yufei later came out of the old house, his mood was still very low.

I don't know if he hid it too well, or if Shen Qing didn't care about him.

Xie Yufei's red eyes were not noticed.

He also pretended to be a nonchalant adult, and said goodbye to his mother.

Before leaving, Shen Qing was still smiling, Xie Yufei was willing to go home, this was the first step to ease the relationship between mother and child.

But she didn't know that the resentment in Xie Yufei's heart had not diminished.

It's not a sentence that can eliminate the blank feelings between these years. Blood is thicker than water, but human emotions need time to deliberate.

Xie Yufei was just guilty, just remorse, for not spending more time with the old lady at that time.

Until now, he was alone, and suddenly felt that there was really no one around him who loved him.

And when he got home, he was still tired.

He still saw Ye Zhaoran.

At this time, he was wearing a simple black sweater, looking a little younger, with his sleeves rolled up to his elbows, the door next door was open, and things were piled high, and he was busy clearing things on the ground.

If it were in the past, Xie Yufei would not be able to imagine Ye Zhaoran doing these things.

As soon as Xie Yufei went upstairs, Ye Zhaoran saw him.

He smiled shyly at Xie Yufei.

Xie Yufei felt restless for no reason, Ye Zhaoran really moved in next door to him.

Sure enough, if you have money, you can do anything.

Xie Yufei ignored him, took out the key, opened the door and walked in.

After waiting for a while, there was a knock on the door.

He walked over, the door was ajar, and asked impatiently, "What's the matter?"

Ye Zhaoran used a little force, and gently pushed the door open.

Xie Yufei looked at Ye Zhaoran who was standing in front of him, the other person was no longer the same as him two years ago, he was already 22 years old, and he seemed to have matured a lot.

But after leaving for so long, he was still able to handle Xie Yufei with ease.

"What's the matter?" Xie Yufei leaned against the door with his eyes lowered, he didn't want to face Ye Zhaoran.

Ye Zhaoran said, "I'm just here to say hello." He put his hand on the door without using any force.

"What's wrong with you?" Ye Zhaoran could see Xie Yufei's slightly red eyes from a very close distance through a door.

Xie Yufei didn't speak, and the strength in his hands loosened a bit at some point, so he squeezed into the room.

Ye Zhaoran was very close to him, he brought Xie Yufei to the door, although he hypnotized himself not to touch him, but when he saw the red corners of Xie Yufei's eyes, he still felt a slight pain in his heart.

It's like Xie Yufei was hurt in a place he didn't know.And he didn't know anything, he could only walk around him anxiously like a trapped animal.

Xie Yufei didn't speak, he could only rely on guesswork.

"Is it... a matter of work?" Ye Zhaoran still couldn't control himself, before he could react, he had stretched out his hand and lightly touched Xie Yufei's face.

Xie Yufei's reaction was very strong, he was a little out of breath, Ye Zhaoran's repeated close touches made the fire in his heart even more intense, and there was a tendency that he couldn't suppress it.

"Does it have something to do with you?" Xie Yufei really didn't want to negotiate with him, he just wanted to go in and lie down and have a good sleep.

When he wakes up tomorrow, there is still work and various things waiting for him to do.

He grabbed the doorknob, pushed Ye Zhaoran's shoulder, and said slightly angrily, "Get out."

Ye Zhaoran's figure remained motionless.

Xie Yufei used a little more force, but before he could push it away, Ye Zhaoran grabbed his hand tightly.

Probably because he was too kind to him in the past, Ye Zhaoran didn't expect that even if he moved here, he wouldn't be able to see Xie Yufei's smiling face at all.

"Xie Yufei." Ye Zhaoran called his name.

"You talk to me, okay?"

"Don't always tell me to go? Don't always tell me to refuse, okay?"

Ye Zhaoran's face looked very wronged, if it was in the past, Xie Yufei might not survive the next second, and would surrender to him.

He stared at Ye Zhaoran's face, his expression unchanged: "I have nothing to say."

Ye Zhaoran lowered his head and clenched his fists tightly.

He didn't know it was so difficult to ask for forgiveness.

Life used to be too smooth, and what he wanted was never easy to get.

It turns out that regret is the most powerless thing in life.

Learning to cherish is a compulsory course in your life.

Ye Zhaoran was unwilling to leave, but he was afraid that Xie Yufei would get angry, so he didn't stay for long.

There is still a need for a moment of relaxation between the two.

Xie Yufei's heart didn't stay where it was, but it didn't give it to another person either.

He was just tired and disappointed in life.

The next day, Xie Yu flew to the company.After returning home yesterday, he didn't sleep well, and when he got up, he felt dizzy.

The female colleague next door, Xiaoxue, took a cup of coffee for him and put it on the table. She has been employed for more than half a year. The topic is carried over.

There are a lot of things these few days, Xie Yufei sat in front of the computer and worked all morning, even missed the meal time.

In the evening, the whole department was busy, and they invited everyone to have a meal together to relax, but Xie Yufei couldn't refuse, so he had to go along.

When he first came to the company, no one talked to him.

He is taciturn, and he is not as enthusiastic as he used to be. What he does is just to complete the task.

But people cannot be solitary animals, no matter where you are, you should learn to be social.

When sitting at the table, the atmosphere is just right.The atmosphere in their department was lively, and they brought several cases of wine over, yelling that they must not get drunk tonight.

At the beginning, I was able to resist for a while, but later my colleague drank a few glasses of wine, seeing that Xie Yufei hadn't had a drink, he refused to forgive him.

Xie Yufei was so entangled that he couldn't help it, so he also took the wine and drank it.Listen to them chatting about topics that don't interest you.

Drink until late at night before giving up.

Fortunately, the next day was a rare holiday.

It was past one o'clock in the morning when Xie Yufei came home, the alley was quiet, he wobbled up the ladder, and the lights in the corridor were not sensitive and did not turn on.

His steps were deliberately light, but he still seemed to be spotted.

When Xie Yufei returned to the door of the house, the door next to him opened.

Ye Zhaoran stood on the threshold and looked over there, the corridor was pitch black, he said, "Why did you come back so late?"

How did he recognize him so darkly?

Xie Yufei didn't answer his question, he stood on the ladder and was startled by Ye Zhaoran who just came out from the next door.

Ye Zhaoran shined the light on the mobile phone and shone on the ground.He walked towards Xie Yufei, thinking that something happened to this man, his tone was concerned: "What's wrong?"

Or maybe it was on purpose, he stretched out his hand and pulled Xie Yufei who was standing in front of the last step up, the two were very close, Ye Zhaoran could smell the alcohol on Xie Yufei's body.

Xie Yufei was stunned for a moment, he was a little slow to react after drinking alcohol, he even thought about why Ye Zhaoran appeared next door to his house for a long time, he didn't pay attention to the close distance between the two now, Ye Zhaoran also realized this, his Put your arms around Jie Yufei's waist.

Some want to hurry up, but are afraid that this person will wake up and refuse.

He barely supported Xie Yufei's waist, leaned into the tip of his nose and sniffed: "Why, have you been drinking?"

Xie Yufei tilted his head, and put his hand on Ye Zhaoran's chest, he is not used to being too intimate with people.

Ye Zhaoran didn't want to let him go back to his room, and once Xie Yufei woke up, he wanted to be a bridge-to-bridge with him again, a passerby on the road.

His voice was very low, but Ye Zhaoran could hear clearly: "I was told to drink it."

Ye Zhaoran looked at the dozing man with his head down in front of him, his waist was still on him, and he was reluctant to move away.

Just hold it, let me hold it for a while, it will be fine.

But Xie Yufei woke up again after a while.

Halfway back home, she nestled in Ye Zhaoran's arms, what's going on?

He pushed his shoulder, and Ye Zhaoran understood that this man was confused just now.

Xie Yufei returned to the state he had treated him before. He took out the key and opened the door, and walked into the house.

Ye Zhaoran looked at his back, and followed him in without thinking.

Xie Yufei was so sleepy that he no longer cared about the people who came after him.

Since he went to work, he has understood the difficulty of life even more.

Life will change introverted people.

Work is inseparable from human relations negotiations and dinner tables and drinks, especially for newcomers, it is extremely cruel.

He entered the house, only to find that Ye Zhaoran wandered into his room again.

Xie Yufei's throat felt a little sore, he glanced at it and closed his eyes, saying, "Don't trouble me."

His tone was helpless.

"Go out and close the door."

Ye Zhaoran listened and didn't reply for a long time.

Xie Yufei opened his eyes, only to realize that this person has moved from the position just now to the front of his bed, looking down at him.

His words are different from his people, very submissive.

"I'm not here to trouble you, Xiaofei."

"I'm just waiting for you to go home."

After speaking, he squatted halfway in front of Jie Yufei's bed, because he didn't dare to make any presumptuous movements, so he could only use his eyes to carefully look at the person in front of him.

Xie Yufei turned his head to one side, and said in a cold tone, "Have you seen enough?"

"go out."

Ye Zhaoran had no choice but to get up, Xie Yufei wouldn't fall down after drinking, but he was still worried about this person's discomfort, so he went out of the room and made a phone call.

After a while, he came in with something in his hand.

Ye Zhaoran took a cup of warm water, walked over and gently shook Xie Yufei.

"I'll leave after you drink the medicine."

Xie Yufei took the cup silently and took the anti-alcohol medicine.

Ye Zhaoran looked at his tired face and lifted the quilt up.

He seemed very reluctant before leaving, but there was nothing he could do.

He turned off the light, sighed, and said, "Good night."

Then exit to know Yufei's home.

Xie Yufei slept very soundly this time, he is on vacation today, so he can wake up later.

Maybe it was the effect of the anti-alcoholic medicine, Xie Yufei did not have a hangover and headache the next day.

After nine o'clock, Xie Yufei was still sleeping, but there was another knock on the door.

He sat up dawdly before getting out of bed and opening the door.

Outside the door is still Ye Zhaoran who comes to check his presence every day.

It stands to reason that he is 22 years old, but when chasing someone, he still only looks for one thing, and pesters him until he agrees.

He was carrying an insulated box and stood at the door smiling very politely.

"Are you awake? Would you like something to eat?"

Xie Yufei's expression was not very good, he just wanted to go in and fall asleep.

"Why are you here again?"

Ye Zhaoran suddenly became a little embarrassed, and the insulation box in his hand seemed a little redundant.

"I just care about you."

"You came back late last night."

This sentence sounds more like complaining that he leaves early and returns late.

Xie Yufei didn't know what else Ye Zhaoran could listen to, so he did it sneering at him, and he did it by making faces for him.

Ye Zhaoran didn't give up, she still insisted on dangling in front of his eyes.

Sometimes, feelings are not weak.

It was you who discovered that you could be fine without that person.

But as soon as that person appeared and he just reminded you, you realized that you hadn't forgotten anything.

You remember everything about him very well.

Xie Yufei experienced embarrassment once, and he didn't want to experience it again.

It's not that he doesn't love Ye Zhaoran anymore, it's that he won't trust him anymore.

But at this moment, he wanted to close the door to keep Ye Zhaoran out, but he didn't make any move.

This gave Ye Zhaoran a chance.

He pushed Jie Yu and flew into the house, and put the heat preservation box on the table.

"You've been drinking, it's better to have something light in the morning." His hands were beautiful, Xie Yufei watched as Ye Zhaoran opened the lunch box and placed it in front of him.

"Eat, Xiao Fei." He used to coax him like this.

Xie Yufei looked at the steaming lean meat porridge in front of him, hesitantly picked up the spoon.

Ye Zhaoran watched him drink the porridge one mouthful at a time, eyes were still tired from waking up, and said, "You seem to be working hard."

Hard work doesn't show that you have ever been happy.

Xie Yufei took two sips and didn't continue. He stirred with a spoon and said, "It's good, it's very relaxing."

Ye Zhaoran said: "Then why did you come home in the middle of the night? Still drinking?"

He also thought that Xie Yufei was a good boy on campus, the Xie Yufei who didn't like drinking back then.

Xie Yufei raised his head, mocking with a smile: "Work, do you want work? Do you need entertainment? Do you want me to teach you these things?"

He reminded himself to keep calm in front of Ye Zhaoran, but he couldn't control the resentment in his heart when he opened his mouth: "I'm not you, not someone with your status. You can drink as much as you want, and no one can force you if you don't want to."

Ye Zhaoran didn't reply to his barbed questions, he just felt distressed.

Distressed that Xie Yufei had become something he didn't like.

He watched Xie Yufei take two sips before continuing, and said again: "Is it true that you don't like this?"

Xie Yufei didn't answer.

Ye Zhaoran smiled wryly in his heart, as expected he knew nothing.Even pleasing someone he likes and getting up to make porridge is not his favorite taste.

But he still remembered what Xie Yufei said just now, and he remembered it in his heart.

From the first day he came to C City and was determined to keep Xie Yufei, he vowed not to let this person be wronged.

Xie Yufei's appearance of pretending to be strong is too ugly.

For the first time, Ye Zhaoran didn't consider whether Xie Yufei would push him away.

Even if Xie Yufei still wouldn't accept him now, he did that, yes, he hugged Xie Yufei tightly in his arms.

"At least in front of me, you can do whatever you want, and no one can force you to do what you don't want to do."

Xie Yufei heard every word Ye Zhaoran said.

He closed his eyes and believed in his heart for a few seconds.

Then, he still pushed Ye Zhaoran away expressionlessly.

Hugging very hard, and pushing away very hard.

It will make your heart ache.

"Don't be nice to me, Ye Zhaoran." He heard Jian Yufei say this.

"No matter what you say, I won't believe you."