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"You go back to the box first, there are still some things to talk about, I will drive away first." Ye Zhaoran said to Qin Sheng who was behind.

Qin Sheng nodded, looking at the table next door that he just walked out of the window, he thought absently that he didn't know who Ye Zhaoran's target was.

At this time, he suddenly thought of the boy in the bathroom who was a little unsteady after drinking, but he looked too honest, he didn't seem like someone who could tame Ye Zhaoran.

Qin Sheng had no choice but to give up thinking, and followed into the box to continue the previous round.

Qin Sheng here is still here to drink and talk about things for Ye Zhaoran, while Ye Zhaoran over there is stepping on the gas pedal to the bottom, following the taxi that Xie Yufei took.

Xie Yufei felt uncomfortable. At this time, the city was just starting up and there were so many people in the bustling city. The taxi stopped and stopped at every block. Xie Yufei's stomach turned over and over again, as if he was going to vomit in the next second.

The driver looked terrified, and accelerated to his destination as soon as the car passed.

After getting out of the car, Xie Yufei stood by the side of the road and supported the wall, but he didn't spit out anything.

It was dim under the street lamp, but there was a figure slowly approaching him.

Xie Yufei didn't raise his eyes, and it was even more uncomfortable that he couldn't spit out anything.

He was still retching violently, but he handed over a bottle of water with one hand.

Xie Yufei raised his head to pick it up, and fixedly looked at the person opposite, only to realize that he was right, the one standing in front of him was Ye Zhaoran, whom he hadn't seen for a long time.

Ye Zhaoran, whom I haven't seen for two and a half years.

He didn't speak, took the water bottle and rinsed his mouth, and it took him a while to recover.

The person in front of him hasn't left yet, standing here looking at him, his eyes are not restrained.

Xie Yufei took out two dollars from his pocket after digging for a long time.

"Thank you." This is water money.

Ye Zhaoran's hand missed, and the money fell to the ground.

He bent down silently and picked up the money, holding it in his hand.

Before he could say anything, Xie Yufei lifted his feet and walked up the stairs.

Ye Zhaoran followed him silently again.

Xie Yufei found out very quickly, he turned sideways, looked at Ye Zhaoran now, and asked, "What are you doing?"

Ye Zhaoran stared at his thin body, he didn't know how Xie Yufei had lived in the past two years, he looked haggard.

"Why did you move here?" Ye Zhaoran didn't answer his question.

Xie Yufei couldn't continue chatting with him, he had to go home and find some medicine.

He ignored Ye Zhaoran who was following behind, and went straight upstairs.

The floor is low, Xie Yufei rented the house on the second floor.

Unexpectedly, he didn't close the door, Ye Zhaoran pushed it open and walked in.

The whole person stood in the narrow living room, looking out of place.

Xie Yufei went into the house and found a tablet of stomachache medicine, pinched a few pills and drank water before leaving the back room.

He looked at Ye Zhaoran standing in the living room with a cramped expression, but still looked at his living environment with longing eyes, which was a little funny.

He is not completely indifferent to the past.

But it's almost the same, people have to live, not relying on memories, nor relying on the little feelings in their hearts.

Life is daily necessities, and it is careful planning.

If you have feelings, you have to live, right?

Ye Zhaoran came to the door, if it was in the first two years, he might avoid it.

But now he is no longer the Xie Yufei who was willing to pick stars for Ye Zhaoran just because of a word.

His tolerance and indulgence were all given to Ye Zhaoran in that year.

He comforted himself and said, what is there to be afraid of?Falling in love is not just your love and my wish.

Isn't it just being cheated by others?Those days and nights when Xie Yufei couldn't figure it out, he finally figured it out, and he couldn't blame others, one was willing to fight, and the other was willing to suffer.

Being cheated is for you to find out more and learn more lessons.

At this moment, he looked at Ye Zhaoran and said to him calmly, "If you have something to say."

Ye Zhaoran sat on the bench, Xie Yufei's rental house looked very simple and small, but he made it very tidy.

"You don't live with your grandma anymore?" Ye Zhaoran asked.

Xie Yufei looked up at him, and said in a flat voice, "She died last year."

Ye Zhaoran kept his mouth shut, but Xie Yufei had nothing to tell him.

"Just ask me this? Can I go? I want to rest." He was still gentle and gentle when he spoke.

Ye Zhaoran shook his head, he watched Xie Yufei sitting on the side far away from him, slowly stood up and walked towards him.

If it is said that Ye Zhaoran, who just entered college, just looks taller than his peers, then in the past two years, he has grown faster.

Physically, in appearance, he looked like a fully grown man.

He walked towards him at this time, Xie Yufei suddenly felt a sense of oppression that he couldn't move.

No matter how he hypnotizes, when facing Ye Zhaoran, his heart will still be affected by him involuntarily.

But when Ye Zhaoran walked in front of him, he squatted beside him. He lowered himself and looked up at Xie Yufei.

"I still have a question, I want to ask you."

Xie Yufei was in a daze, and Ye Zhaoran, who was squatting beside him, seemed to be the same as before, with love in his eyes.

"Is the house next to yours for rent?"

Xie Yufei stared at Ye Zhaoran who was squatting aside, smiled, and mercilessly exposed: "Your family is bankrupt?"

Ye Zhaoran just looked at him without saying a word.

Xie Yufei couldn't calm down anymore. Although he could chat with him calmly, it didn't mean he just laughed off everything in the past.

It is difficult to turn over the past, just like you have paid a lot, but others treat it as a free service, don't say that you don't charge, and more importantly, they don't like you.

So now, hearing Ye Zhaoran's soliciting voice and that flattering face, he wanted to laugh.

With Ye Zhaoran's current appearance, who is he showing it to?

Maybe it's because of drinking, and I can't hold back my emotions.

Thinking of the stupid things I did before, I feel a little sad.

Xie Yufei opened his mouth, his tone was unprecedentedly cold: "Don't live here, you are not welcome."

If it were the former Xie Yufei, how could he say such things to Ye Zhaoran.

Ye Zhaoran was not annoyed, he carefully looked at Xie Yufei's expression, his hand was not on Xie Yufei's forehead but it was opened.

He said embarrassingly, "You don't look well."

Xie Yufei said, "Go out, I'll rest for a while."

Ye Zhaoran nodded, but really retreated, without further entanglement.

But the next day, when Xie Yu flew down, Ye Zhaoran appeared before his eyes again.

He came by car, it was still early at this time, and he didn't know what he was thinking while sitting in the car.

Xie Yufei went to the breakfast shop downstairs to eat something casually, and then prepared to rush to the company.

But Ye Zhaoran got out of the car and walked up to him, "I'll take you there."

Xie Yufei stared at Ye Zhaoran who was trying his best to stay with him for a few more seconds, shook his head, smiled perfunctorily, pointed to the intersection ahead, "Turn around the intersection and walk two steps and you will be there."

Xie Yufei didn't plan to chat with him too much, when he saw Ye Zhaoran, the anger in his heart became more and more dry.

It seems that it was just his self-hypnosis before, and what he said was a lesson.

But after being deceived and uncovering the truth, I realized that no matter how good-tempered a person is, he is not indifferent.

It wasn't for you stabbing your heart with a knife, I could still surrender at your feet like a dog.

Xie Yufei is not the same as he was two or three years ago, he has become a little cold and not so kind.

So when Ye Zhaoran insisted on following him, he didn't hold his breath: "What are you doing here?"

Ye Zhaoran could hear the repulsion and disgust in his tone.

And his answer made Xie Yufei want to laugh even more.

"Pursue you again, okay?"

"You are so confident, Ye Zhaoran." Xie Yufei said, but his eyes were staring at the intersection in front of him instead of looking at him beside him, "Which one am I? You came to me on your own initiative, am I right?" Do you still want to thank Dade?"

Ye Zhaoran struggled to say something, but Xie Yufei's words overshadowed his voice.

"Do you think that if you cheat someone, say sorry, and start over again, it will be written off?"

He looked emotionally unstable, with a sneer on his face.

Ye Zhaoran clenched his fists, but the only thing he could say was sorry.

Xie Yufei ignored him, turned around and left.

He was not feeling well after drinking yesterday, but when he was at work, he received a message from his mother asking if he wanted to go home for dinner.

Xie Yufei thought for a while, and it was better to reply.

When my grandmother passed away a year ago, all that was left was a house.

He was still in school at the time, and rushed home after receiving the call.

But the atmosphere at home made him despair. Compared with the death of his grandmother who had been with him for more than ten years, his mother's attitude made him feel even more chilled.

Because of a sudden cerebral hemorrhage, Xie Yufei didn't have time to see his grandma for the last time. When he came back, he saw this cold body.

He stood around the mourning hall, wearing a filial cloth, and asked her over and over again in his heart: "Is there anything you want to tell me, grandma?"

But when a person is dead, he is dead, and she will neither respond nor speak.

The old lady's funeral was held in a hurry, but his uncle and mother were busy searching the room where the old lady lived.

The two searched and searched, but finally found only a passbook and some old money notes.

The brothers and sisters don't have any feelings for each other, and the money can be divided equally, but this house has become the topic of their quarrel.

But in the end, no one got any benefits. Xie Yufei's mother stayed in City C and lived in a house.

Occasionally, his uncle would come back and quarrel with him, but because of work problems, he couldn't live in. Neither of them gave up the inheritance, nor did they want to let the other party take advantage of it.

It was precisely because of that incident that Xie Yufei didn't have any nostalgia for this home, and decided to rent out the house next to the company after returning home to work.

Xie Yufei went back today, but it was his mother Shen Qing who called her back.

She has been away for so many years, and the mother and son are very strange.And because of the incident at grandma's funeral, Xie Yufei has been reluctant to communicate with Shen Qing more, the relationship between the two is not salty, Xie Yufei occasionally goes back to have a look.

Shen Qing intends to reconcile her relationship with her son, and asks him to go home from time to time, but Xie Yufei seems unwilling to cooperate.

At the dinner table, Shen Qing began to actively inquire about whether Xie Yufei had a girlfriend after graduation.

Xie Yufei didn't want to say more, just shook his head.

His mother looked enthusiastically, and said that the daughter of a former classmate here also came back to work, and asked him if he had time to meet and get acquainted.

Xie Yufei refused very quickly. With his current state, falling in love will only add to his troubles.

He didn't leave after eating, and the room he lived in when he was a child is still there.

Xie Yufei went in and took a look. After the death of the old lady, he hadn't been in this room for a long time.

On the desk is a large but very old Xinhua dictionary. Xie Yufei still remembers that this dictionary was bought in elementary school. The school bought it uniformly back then, but the old lady’s salary was not high at that time, and she couldn’t afford much money. Having said that, it's not a must buy.

Xie Yufei was willful, insisting on buying that dictionary like everyone else.The old lady took the zero tickets at home and counted them to the teacher one by one.

Xie Yufei walked over and rubbed the ashes with his fingertips.

He suddenly missed the days when he was a child carrying a schoolbag and following the old lady to school.

Xie Yufei's desk was full of review materials and textbooks.

He flipped through it randomly, but saw a jar hidden in the corner.

I bought it before, a big piggy bank.

The ash on it was even heavier. Xie Yufei wiped it with paper, and when he shook it in his hand, he didn't hear the sound of coins inside.

He opened the lower cover and touched the edge with his hands, but he found something different.

Xie Yufei pulled the thing out with difficulty.

He looked at it but was taken aback, this is the red kit that grandma used to put money in.

When was this placed in his room?

Xie Yufei stopped the doubts in his heart and opened the kit.

Inside was a deposit slip, a fixed deposit for five years, which was deposited when he was 20 years old.

Xie Yufei suddenly remembered that when he was a child, his mother still didn't come home for the New Year. Relatives at home teased him that he couldn't eat at the table, so Xie Yufei cried.

The old lady coaxed him all night, Xie Yufei cried and asked the old lady: "Is it because I can't eat without money?"

The old lady wiped his nose while hugging him: "Who said that? Grandma will buy whatever we Xiaofei want to eat."

Xie Yufei was dazed at the time, but still remembering what those relatives said, sniffling and said: "That's grandma's money, not mine."

"Uncle and grandpa said that if I have no money, I can't eat."

The old lady pinched his face, and smiled kindly: "Xiao Fei has money, and grandma secretly saved it for you."

"Tomorrow we'll go buy candied haws."

Hearing this, Xie Yufei laughed through tears, dimpled deeply, "Okay."

At this moment, he was holding the kit, and his thoughts flew a long way.

He thought of his grandma's callused hands, cooking for him, bathing him, holding his hand and taking him to the streets to play.

Xie Yufei wanted to cry a little, he squeezed the kit tightly, but found that there was still a small piece of paper hidden inside.

Grandma's education level is not high, and the words on it are crooked, and it can be seen that she took a lot of effort to write.

Above are the words she gave to Xie Yufei, and they were given to the 20-year-old adult Xiaofei. Those words that were too late to say were all on it.

"Don't be mad at your mother."

"When you meet a good girl, marry her and go home."

"Come often and see me."

The note is very thin, but Xie Yufei's tears wet the whole sheet.

The author has something to say:

At first, this article was just a fragment of what I thought in my mind, and then I slowly pieced it together.

I'm really lazy, I don't have an outline and I don't care about the relationship between characters.

Purely nonsense, write wherever you think of.

I recommend you this song "Close Friends", sung by Zhou Bichang.

Because not many people watched it, I still keep this song as a secret in my heart.

It will be over in less than sixty chapters, and I will vent all my negative emotions.

The last sentence, I hope everyone who reads it will be happy.