close friend

Sometimes things get stuck in a horrible loop with no trace and no way out.

The current Ye Zhaoran is like this for Xie Yufei.

He stood where he was, with a bright expression on his face.

Xie Yufei looked very unhappy, but he refused to approach, rejecting every word he said.

"I don't have much idea." Ye Zhaoran said.

"I just want to be with you."

Xie Yufei thought of the past again, the past that he couldn't forget.

Lu Zhian, as well as those people in the photos, men and women, the glamorous world belongs to Ye Zhaoran.

He smiled eagerly, "I've said everything I want to say clearly, I understand."

"You are not the one who stays here, why do you force yourself?"

"You have your life, and I have mine."

"Whether you marry a wife and have children, or live with a man for the rest of your life, it's none of my business."

"Trouble you—" Xie Yufei didn't finish his sentence.

Ye Zhaoran came closer, "Please don't come to you anymore, right?"

He was a little annoyed because of Xie Yufei's words.

"I'm not going to marry a woman, and I'm not going to spend my life with other men."

He knew that Xie Yufei would not believe it, so he still said that sentence.

"The person who will spend my whole life with me must be you."

Xie Yufei didn't answer, he felt that there was nothing about Ye Zhaoran in him worth caring about.

In the past, Ye Zhaoran loved to pester him because he was very well-behaved, like a pet, and he was not in the way at home.

Going to school is so boring, but it can also be used as a plaything.

It doesn't interfere with his going out, or who he sleeps with.

He cooks for Ye Zhaoran, does laundry, and puts himself on the tolerant side of being a couple, because at that time, he liked it.

And liking someone means wanting to put the best things in the world in front of his eyes.

He looked at Ye Zhaoran's more and more mature face, and felt a tingling pain in his heart.

"Go back."

Ye Zhaoran stood in front of him, and he smiled.

"Look, what you tell me the most is that you go."

He approached Xie Yufei, "Do you hate me so much now? Xiao Fei."

"You don't even want to stay with me for one more second."

Xie Yufei stared at him, and before he could react, Ye Zhaoran backed away.

Things got a little out of control, one didn't want to turn back, and the other didn't want to let him go.

"Rest."

His figure disappeared outside the house.

Xie Yufei took a good rest before feeling more energetic.

In addition to work, I feel that life is a bit empty after I relax.

He was sitting at home watching TV in a daze when the phone rang.

Xie Yufei answered the phone.

"Xiao Fei! Where are you?" There was a very happy voice on the phone, He Dong.

Xie Yufei was infected by his emotions, and finally smiled a little, "I'm at home."

He Dong: "Come and eat at my house! I'm going home!"

Xie Yufei was a little surprised, "When did you come back?"

After He Dong graduated, he stayed in the city where he was a university student. He opened a small studio with his friends, performed with bands in bars at night, and occasionally wrote songs to make money.

"I just got home." He Dong seemed to be very noisy, "That's it, I'll wait for you at home."

Xie Yufei: "Okay."

The two haven't seen each other for more than half a year, but their relationship is still the same as before.

He Dong had already heard about his relationship with Ye Zhaoran. He didn't like Ye Zhaoran at first, and after hearing about it, he wanted to fight with him. Xie Yufei didn't mention it, just kept talking about it.

But in the past two years, he did not fall in love again.

In the first year, he really resented Ye Zhaoran.

But the other party went abroad and left cleanly.

When Xie Yu flew to his house, He Dong was busy helping his mother cook in the kitchen.

The families of the two are close, and He Dong's mother also likes Xie Yufei very much.

I haven't seen him for so many days, and I have a very close attitude towards him.

"Xiao Fei is here, sit down quickly."

Xie Yufei responded and sat on the sofa.

He Dong washed his hands before coming out to accompany him.

He Dong's sharp eyes realized that Yu Fei's mood was not right, so he walked over and sat next to the sofa, "Not feeling well recently?"

The concern between friends will still make people feel warm.

Xie Yufei didn't mention Ye Zhaoran's affairs in City C, shook his head, and said vaguely: "I'm just a little tired from work."

He Dong put his arms around his shoulders, "That's okay, I'll take you to relax this afternoon!"

He still looked the same as before, optimistic and positive, Xie Yufei felt happier when he was with him, and the corners of his mouth raised slightly: "Well, good."

The two had a hearty meal, and they were not in a hurry to go out after the meal. As soon as He Dong came back, He Dong's mother took them to chat.

He Dong held his mobile phone in his hand, most of them were Xie Yufei who listened carefully and then answered.

Seeing this, He Dong's mother kicked her son who was sitting aside, "You have flowers on your phone, don't you?"

He Dong smiled and replied, "No, Mom, I'm listening carefully."

After graduating and returning home, the parents' concerns are nothing more than whether they have a girlfriend and whether their jobs are stable.

He Dong hid next to Xie Yufei, listening to his mother babbling: "Xiao Fei... tell me... He Dong is such a big man... don't worry at all."

"Hey...it's almost thirty and I don't have a girlfriend yet."

He Dong looked at the phone expressionlessly, "Mom, I'm only 23."

His mother still looked at him with a rotten expression on her face, "It doesn't matter if you are 23 or 33, you won't look like a human being when you grow up!"

After finishing speaking, he babbled a few more words, and said to Xie Yufei: "Xiao Fei...you should still communicate with He Dong more... If there is a suitable partner in the office...you can introduce He Dong to us. ..It is better to find a girlfriend locally..."

He Dong hurriedly interrupted: "Mom! Stop talking...I know it in my heart."

Xie Yufei was a little embarrassed sitting aside, but still listened patiently.

He has no chance to quarrel with his relatives. He and his mother always have a polite meal and talk politely.

In his heart, he was still a little envious of He Dong.

He Dong listened to his mother's non-stop chatter, looked at the news on the phone boredly, and thought about where to play in the afternoon.

Xie Yufei listened very seriously, He Dong patted his hand, took the phone to him to have a look, and said in a low voice, "Watching a movie this afternoon, okay?"

Xie Yufei nodded, and He Dong said angrily, "He Dong! Did you listen to me?"

"Mom... I'm listening... I'm listening..."

When He Dong was talking, the movements of his hands didn't stop. He quickly finalized the selected movie shows, bought a ticket and got up, and shook his phone at his mother, "I went out to play with Xiaofei... we will meet again at night." Come back."

After speaking, he pulled Xie Yu and flew out of the house.

"It's terrible...a woman." He Dong said, patting his chest.

Xie Yufei smiled, He Dong hadn't seen his dimples for a long time, he was a little dazed at the moment, the way Xie Yufei smiled was really pretty.

His body shape has not changed. Although he is not too tall among boys, he is not too short, but he looks thin, but his face is neither humble nor overbearing, and he has a cool demeanor.

The smile is different, He Dong thinks, although he has known Xie Yufei since childhood, every time Xie Yufei laughs, he feels very sweet.

"Your mother is also doing it for your own good." Xie Yufei took He Dong as his brother, and didn't understand the throbbing thoughts in his heart at all.

He Dong looked calm, but quietly approached Xie Yufei and said, "Do you know why I don't fall in love?"

Xie Yufei was puzzled.

He Dong glanced at the door of the house, thinking of his mother, he shuddered, "My mother destroyed all my fantasies about women... Girls nowadays are too fierce."

Although Xie Yufei is also a boy, he still couldn't help but defend the girl: "There are still gentle girls..."

He Dong looked at him with fluctuating eyes, "They are not as good as you."

He said this in a very low voice, Xie Yufei didn't hear clearly.

"What did you say?" Xie Yufei asked.

He Dong waved his hand, pushed Xie Yu and flew downstairs.

They are not as good as you, not as gentle as you, not as cute as you.He Dong thought in his heart.

He Dong chose a sci-fi movie, and the two of them didn't feel bored watching it.

Xie Yufei likes to eat sweets, so He Dong bought a big bucket of popcorn and went in, the two watched and talked about the plot in a low voice, he looked at Xie Yufei's face close at hand, and suddenly became a little nervous.

After more than two hours, the movie was over.

The two left the theater and walked outside.

It was almost four o'clock at this time, neither early nor late.

He Dong and Xie Yufei walked side by side on the streets of City C. The afternoon sun was so nice, and people walking on the road felt much more refreshed.

"How is it?" He Dong asked, "Has your mood improved?"

Xie Yufei nodded.

He Dong smiled and said to him: "Actually, life is to be lived happily. You just like to set rules for yourself too much."

Xie Yufei tilted his head and was a little puzzled, "Conformity?"

He Dong nodded, "Yes."

Yu Fei did not understand what he said, and continued: "Your rules and regulations are because you set too many standards for yourself. When you were young, you asked yourself to get good grades, and when you grow up, you ask yourself to be filial. above."

"You should be bolder."

Xie Yufei: "Be bold?"

"Yes, be bold."

"Put your own feelings first and don't live by standards."

Xie Yufei looked at him, "I understand."

He is like an apprentice who humbly asks for leave, "So, what about love?"

He Dong was not as comfortable as he was just now, and his words were a little hesitant: "Love?"

"Just liking someone, is there any standard?"

He Dong has not been in love a few times, although boys who play music are always very popular with girls.

His experience of falling in love stopped at the campus period.

Maybe it was Xie Yufei's blank face that touched him, He Dong replied firmly: "There is no standard."

He Dong tilted his head and looked at him, Xie Yufei's side profile looked a little melancholy, more of a lonely one.

He was so alone, the most important person in his life died.He was not close to his mother, had no family, and had few friends.

To say that he used to be able to face life positively.

Right now, he just doesn't have any desires anymore.

Yes to everything.

He Dong looked at him and said, "Do you know?"

Xie Yufei turned his face and looked into his eyes, "I wrote a song."

"I want to sing it to you."

I want to tell you about my ideal, love.

The moment he finished speaking, He Dong took Jie Yufei's hand and blinked at him, "Go, follow me."

Xie Yufei followed him to the bar where He Dong used to work.

Xie Yufei came here a few times, and he remembered that when Ye Zhaoran came to visit him in C City, he was in a bad mood in this bar, Xie Yufei patronized and coaxed him, and put all his attention on him alone.

Ye Zhaoran always has so many ways to beat his heart, even if he does not appear in front of his eyes, his memories will come to demonstrate with him.

The bar is still the same as before, and the decoration has not changed.

Xie Yufei was sitting in front of the bar, He Dong knew the boss here, and after explaining his intentions, the boss was also straightforward, "Don't worry about singing, you kid." He still believed in He Dong's ability, "Today's show is free, no more Money!"

He Dong yelled, "I'm not here to sing!"

"The drinks are free!"

The boss nodded over there.

He Dong walked towards him again, because he had worked in a bar before, He Dong knew the price of wine.

He picked at the counter, took a few bottles of low-alcohol but expensive brand wine, and brought Xie Yufei to the small round table facing the stage.

"You just listen here, Xiao Fei." He said as he poured Xie Yufei's wine skillfully, "This wine is expensive, let's drink a few more bottles... to trick them!"

Xie Yufei shook his head helplessly, and asked, "What do you want to sing?"

He Dong glanced at him, put his hands on the table suddenly, and said with seriousness in his smile, "Love."

He Dong stepped onto the stage. It was still early, and there were only staff and the boss in the bar. He adjusted the microphone and tried the sound.

When he plucked the first string, He Dong lowered his head, there was no light here, only Xie Yufei's eyes.

He Dong raised his head and plucked lightly on the strings with his fingertips.

he began to sing.

I heard people say that love is a dream

Sometimes heartbreaking and addicting

I heard people say that love doesn't have many rules

The person you like doesn't necessarily like you exactly

Just like first love doesn't end well, marriage is full of misfortune

Every love is just a short trip

I heard people say that love is actually unreasonable

Few people will pay attention to your favor

Love is a problem with no solution and no trace

I'm chasing after your back but I can't keep your heart

Counting to win or lose

Only then did I realize that I, who was proud, had already suffered a crushing defeat

I beg you to see my love

Halfway through the story, I really miss you

You stand still and look at the dawn

I ran through spring and summer looking for

The moment you turn back is just right

The spring breeze blows ten miles

The peach blossoms also fall on Changjie and kiss you instead of me

The author has something to say:

He Dong is here! Chapter 1 made him appear. . .No way, now that the writing is almost finished, let him be a vulnerable rival in love!

In fact, there is a foreshadowing ahead, but if you drag and write here, you may forget the foreshadowing.

I made up the lyrics, not this song. . .

Continue to ask for a comment collection, thank you.

Not surprisingly, I will add updates at night, and I want to finish the task quickly. . .