Can't be chased

Sheng Ming sat on the sofa with a cold face, his brows were full of darkness.

Song Li walked over: "Is there a conflict?"

Sheng Ming held a cigarette between his fingers, but he didn't light it up, and was rubbed pitifully: "You've got a lot of control."

Song Li finally wanted to talk nicely to him, but was blocked from getting angry: "I don't want to care about it, but you just don't want to make my patient sicker."

Sheng Ming didn't continue to sneer.The cigarette was completely crushed, Sheng Ming threw it into the trash can with his hands, and after a long silence, he said with some difficulty: "You know...do you know what An Fan is thinking?"

"Does it matter?"

"I don't know, really, I never realized before that he might think that way."

Maybe the impact on him tonight was indeed too great, and he just wanted to find someone to talk to, and he didn't care if the other party was Song Li, who usually didn't see each other well.

He is panicking.

Song Li squeezed his fingers in secret, his face was still calm: "His mood is very dangerous. If this continues, the [-]% chance will be even lower."

Sheng Ming suddenly raised his head: "It's probably [-]%!"

"The likelihood of a successful delivery."

Song Li's collar was lifted, and Sheng Ming's movements were too fast, like a ferocious cheetah.Song Li looked at his red eyes and felt oppressed for the first time.

"Why the hell didn't you tell me!" His voice split with anger, suppressed and sharp.

Song Li shook his hand away forcefully, and said with a sneer, "Have you asked? You are happy, you want a child, have you considered his body? Have you asked him again if he wants it?"

"You've been treating him like nothing more than a pet with no sense of self."

Sheng Ming's fist couldn't go down anymore.

He asked Dr. Wu at the very beginning, and Dr. Wu gave him an ambiguous answer. Later, Song Li also said that he should take good care of his body, but when the child came, they were not fully prepared.

Anfan...

An Fan said that he didn't want this child.He said to himself that he was afraid.

Then what?Sheng Ming had a severe headache, and his memory was blurred for a while.Oh, yes, and then I also gave him a fever that time, and then I gave him a contract and told him that I would send him back to Maoye.

Send him back to Cat Night.Sheng Ming was at a loss, was that what he said?How could he have the heart to scare him like this.

"But, he wanted other people's children before..."

Song Li straightened his collar: "I don't know about the past, but because of the miscarriage you know, his body is not very suitable for pregnancy. It will hurt a lot."

Sheng Ming closed his eyes, his chest heaved violently: "Does An Fan know?"

"I told him that during the first inspection."

"En." Sheng Ming responded with a hoarse voice.

Song Li opened the door and left. Sheng Ming was the only one left in the living room, and the surroundings became quiet. His hand slammed down on the table and let out a suppressed growl.

After the injection, An Fan slept a little more peacefully. Although he was still very tired the next morning, his fever basically subsided.

He opened his eyes and sat up on the bed, feeling a little dazed.

There was a soft knock at the door, An Fan raised his head and saw Sheng Ming walking in.

He seemed to have returned to the days long ago when he carefully looked at Sheng Ming's face and spoke, a little at a loss, his eyes dodged, and he didn't know how to face Sheng Ming.

He regretted so much, those words should have been kept firmly in his heart, but he didn't know why he couldn't control it for a while, and blurted out.

"Drink water."

Sheng Ming handed him a glass of water, and An Fan obediently took it, watching his expression carefully.

Without expression, An Fan felt that he was still angry.When he finished drinking, Sheng Ming reached out to take it, and An Fan took advantage of the opportunity to grab his wrist.

"I'm talking nonsense, can you not be angry with me?"

There was no fluctuation on Sheng Ming's face, he was indifferent to his flattery, and he broke away from his hand to take the cup.

An Fan bit his lip, and held his hand again while he was turning around.

"I promise you." His voice was trembling, and he paused, as if he had to use a lot of strength to continue, with a strong flattery and pleading in his words, "That's right, that, can you wait until dark?" shall we go out again?"

Sheng Ming was not as happy as An Fan expected, and he didn't even look angry.His hands trembled uncontrollably, and Sheng Ming held down one hand on the other, entangled tightly, but it still didn't work.The glass fell from his hand with a crisp sound, but it didn't shatter, Gululu rolled to the leg of the table and was stopped.

"Sheng Ming, what's wrong with you?" An Fan's voice became flustered, he struggled to get up from the bed, but his hand was suddenly thrown away, and Sheng Ming went out without saying a word.

An Fan threw off the quilt in a hurry, staggered when he got out of bed, felt dizzy for a while, he supported the table to slow down, and chased out of the bedroom.

There was the sound of rushing water in the bathroom, An Fan ran over, water was running from the faucet, Sheng Ming supported the table wall with both hands, his knuckles turned blue.

"Sheng Ming, did I say something wrong, I'm sorry, I can't talk, so don't talk to me..."

"You fucking shut up!"

With the sound of roaring, the flustered explanation stopped abruptly, only the sound of water continued, filling the entire bathroom.

Sheng Ming took a few deep breaths and turned off the faucet. Right now, he was very upset and in pain. He didn't really want to see An Fan.

But his lowered gaze suddenly caught sight of An Fan's feet stepping on the ground, and above that, An Fan's pale and bewildered face.

An Fan's fingers were tightly twisted together, and the moment he saw Sheng Ming's face, his eyes suddenly widened.He was terrified.

Sheng Ming's eyes were red, as if he had cried.

An Fan had no experience in this field, Sheng Ming didn't let him speak, and he didn't dare to ask any more questions to make him angry, so he just followed his heart and wanted to hug him.

Sheng Ming didn't push him away, Ren Anfan hugged him for a while, his slightly short breathing gradually calmed down, he let out a breath, and hugged Anfan by his waist.

An Fan looked at his tense jaw in his arms, not knowing how things became like this.

Sheng Ming hugged Anfan to the sofa, and then put on a pair of thick cotton socks for him. After doing all this, just as he was about to move back, Anfan wrapped his arms around him and hugged him The waist does not let go.

Sheng Ming met his eyes that were about to burst into tears, and there was real worry and anxiety in them. Sheng Ming vented his strength, kneeling on the floor in front of the sofa, and laying his upper body on An Fan's body, with his heart next to his ear The beating, again and again, became more and more clear with the silence of the surrounding environment.

"Sheng Ming..." An Fan tentatively called him.

"Ah."

Sheng Ming responded to him, which made An Fan feel a little relieved, ran his fingers through Sheng Ming's hair, and didn't say anything more.

"Why don't you ask?"

"You won't let me."

Sheng Ming stood up, looked down at the person below him, and then kissed him.His movements were very gentle, but for some reason, An Fan felt the sadness and pain from this.

"You are not allowed to say that you are a monster again."

An Fan was a little anxious: "I'm really talking nonsense, don't take it to heart."

Sheng Ming bit his lip and cut off his words.

"Stop thinking about yourself."

"Don't tell me anything again."

"Don't hurt yourself like this again..."

An Fan was in a hurry to defend himself, but Sheng Ming swallowed all his words forcefully, preventing him from coming out.The eye sockets gradually heated up, and the fortress built in the bottom of my heart gradually collapsed in Sheng Ming's words, and completely collapsed in the last sentence.

He is like a child who has been chased by gangsters for several streets and finally saw his parents. Fear, worry, disgust, and uneasiness have been suppressed for too long, and finally found an exit, and he ran wantonly and completely broke the embankment.

He hugged Sheng Ming's neck tightly, crying even a little hysterically.

The fear that has been suppressed for a long time tore his body in the dark corner, covering all his expectations for the world, even love is a renunciation that does not seek the future.

From Sheng Ming's few words, An Fan couldn't figure out how much he knew, but in an extremely desperate situation, he finally got a little warmth again.No matter how painful the fall was, he could only struggle to get up when he was alone, and even crying was a luxury, but finally someone touched his ugly and complicated wound with his hand, and the pain seemed to be supported.

Sheng Ming hugged An Fan, his hand was on his back, which was sobbing from crying, with a reassuring force.

From the very beginning, he wasn't angry with An Fan, but with his arrogant and stupid self.