Solitary

The last winter vacation is over.Lin Shu was both happy and sad.He seldom posts Moments, but he posted a Moments status the day before returning to school: "LAST."

The accompanying picture is the sunrise on the sea that he sent to He Jiqing that day.

He Jiqing left a message saying, "Waiting for your return."

He replied: "Yeah."

The two are like a code word.The ticket to Tibet, the departure date is the day after tomorrow.Lin Shu thought about a winter vacation, but at the last moment, she thought of quitting.He is afraid of recalling too much, and finally drowning himself.

Li Hua sent Lin Shu to Xiamen Gaoqi Airport.

As in previous years, she filled his box with seafood specialties and Tieguanyin, and she sorted out which ones to send to classmates and which to teachers.Ever since he said he was going to study in Nanjing, Li Hua worried that he would be bullied because of his dull and weak personality.When returning to school every holiday, she would prepare some gifts for him to give to his classmates and teachers.

"Eating people is short-sighted, and short-handed to take people. Your classmates eat your food, so naturally they are embarrassed to bully you again." Li Hua's thoughts are very simple.

Even though Lin Shu kept telling her that his classmates treated him well, his roommates did not bully him.Li Hua didn't believe it.

For some reason, before entering the security check, Li Hua suddenly called Lin Shu in a loud voice, and everyone in the line turned their heads.Lin Shu turned around and saw Li Hua wiping his tears with his head down.He backed out of the line, walked up to her, and called, "Em."

Unexpectedly, Li Hua's emotions completely collapsed.She hugged Lin Shu and cried loudly.Lin Shu was at a loss for crying.

"Em, you, what's the matter with you?" He asked her.

She cried hard and didn't answer.

People coming and going at the airport, some glanced hastily, and some stopped to watch curiously from a distance.

Lin Shu looked at their faces, indifferent, bewildered, curious, sympathetic, without understanding.Familiar people can't fully understand, let alone strangers.Lin Shu tugged at Li Hua: "Mum, don't cry, don't cry."

Li Hua cried for a few minutes and finally stopped.She covered her face with her hands and said, "The makeup must have been worn out!"

"There are restrooms at the airport with big mirrors." Lin Shu didn't know what to say.

Li Hua put down his hands, and the false eyelashes fell off one side.Lin Shu took out a tissue from her bag and gave it to her.Wiping the corners of her eyes carefully, she told him: "When you arrive at school, remember to send me a WeChat message. The review must continue, no one will supervise, you must be conscious."

"Hmm." Lin Shu answered, wanting to ask Li Hua why he burst into tears all of a sudden.

But Li Hua urged him to go to the security check: "Go quickly, don't miss the flight!"

Lin Shu looked at her worriedly, Li Hua put on an evil face, and pushed him fiercely: "Go, dawdle, you're not a girl!"

Lin Shu turned her head three times, Li Hua turned and walked away.She walked in a hurry and almost bumped into someone.Lin Shu thought, he is not at home, she is alone.Work alone, eat alone, sleep alone.She likes to be lively.

There was a quarrel between the passenger at the front security check and the security inspector. The passenger was a middle-aged man, and said loudly, "You are the only one who needs to take off your shoes at Xiamen Airport, and you don't need anything else!"

The security inspector said patiently: "Please cooperate with our work."

Passengers refused to take off their shoes for inspection and kept cursing for more than ten minutes. The security inspection team at Lin Shu's side also stopped for a few minutes because of this, and finally had to go to the next door.The passenger was finally taken away by the police.

The young female passenger standing in front of Lin Shu said: "This kind of person, you don't need to argue with him. It's useless to argue with him. The more you talk to him, the more he will get angry. Just call the police to deal with him."

The passenger's words hit Lin Shu's heart like a stone, making his heart numb.He really wanted to turn around and look for Li Hua.Many scenes of Li Hua and Lin Jian quarreling flashed through his mind, from childhood to adulthood.When Li Hua talked to Lin Jian calmly, most of the time he responded in silence.Only when Li Hua quarreled with him angrily, would he react.He did the same to her.In order to be able to communicate with them, she had to show her teeth and claws every time.As time goes by, it becomes a habit.Everyone also thinks that is the original her.

Lin Shu remembered that when Li Hua was five years old, Li Hua took him to Gulangyu Island, Xiamen, wearing a printed dress, gentle and pleasant.At that time, she would also speak softly.Some painters who sketched from life stopped her especially and chased after her to paint her, which frightened her.

She wasn't born a dominatrix, life forced her to be what she is now.No one has ever tried to understand her, neither Lin Jian nor he.Why hasn't she had a hard time these years?

When the security inspectors took a photo of Lin Shuan's face recognition, they found that the handsome boy blinked and actually shed two lines of tears.The security inspector was surprised, and quickly gave him a tissue.He wiped away his tears and tried his best to open his eyes wide and looked at the camera.In the past, he often heard others say that it would be better if he figured out some things.But today he discovered that it is not that as long as he thinks about something, everything will be fine.Perhaps, the pressure is greater.

He Jiqing counted the time and was ready to go to Lukou Airport to pick up Lin Shu early.

His mother, Sun Xiang, saw that he had shaved his beard on purpose, and asked him on purpose, "Are you going to pick up your little boyfriend?"

He Jiqing admitted: "Yes."

"When will you bring it back and have a meal?" On the day of the New Year's Eve dinner, Sun Xiang also read it.She and He Xiatian reluctantly accepted the fact that He Jiqing had a boyfriend. After all, even if they disagreed, He Jiqing would never listen to them.She wanted to see Lin Shu, but she just wanted to see if the boy was the kind of monster he played on TV.If that's the case, she still doesn't know if she can accept it.

"He's not ready yet." He Jiqing replied honestly.

Sun Xiang nagged dissatisfiedly: "What are you going to do? Just come and have a meal, it's the same as going to a roadside food stall, casual, how nice."

He Jiqing sighed, he thought about it too.

"You do ideological work for him! The ugly daughter-in-law will see her in-laws sooner or later, won't she?" Sun Xiang will not stop until he achieves his goal.

"The ugly daughter-in-law will see her in-laws sooner or later" touched He Jiqing, he rarely took the initiative to approach Sun Xiang, hugged her from behind, and said, "I'll try!"

Sun Xiang was so messed up by his embrace that he didn't know how to let go.He is very different from He Annian, not to mention good-looking, but he is very precocious and independent.She was so independent that neither she nor He Xiatian knew how to treat him well, nor how to get close to him.He Xiatian often blames himself, he shouldn't have thrown him to his parents in the countryside for work back then.Both of them believed that the children brought up by the elderly would have some behavioral deviations to some extent.They felt that He Jiqing's personality was caused by the old man.

Before He Jiqing went out, Sun Xiang saw that he was wearing a thin woolen coat, and felt that he was wearing too little, so he insisted on letting him wear another down jacket.

He Annian stopped her and carried her back to the house: "Mom, Mom, don't worry about brother, he is staying in the car, why is it cold!"

He Jiqing gave him a thumbs up, closed the door and left.

Sun Xiang broke away from He Annian and scolded him: "You child, why don't you know how to love your brother?"

He Annian complained about her: "Mom, what do you know, my brother is dressed up, plus a down jacket, how ugly!"

Only then did Sun Xiang come to his senses, but he admitted defeat: "It's good to look good, but the body is more important!"

He Annian looked at her and shook his head and sighed, "Dead wood can't be carved!"

"You really haven't seen your brother's boyfriend?" Ever since He Jiqing said he had a boyfriend, she had questioned him a hundred times.

"My mother, why are you hiding what I've seen before?" He Annian also wished that he had met that Lin Shu, someone who could make someone as perfect as his brother fall in love with him. Also perfect.

"You listen to your brother so much, the ghost knows you won't hide it." Sun Xiang suspected that he and He Jiqing deliberately colluded to keep her from seeing him.

He Annian didn't bother to explain any more, so he just ran away.Sun Xiang was left to mutter alone, the elder son was too indifferent, and the younger son was helping his brother, without saying a word of truth.

Sitting in the room and listening, He Annian couldn't help sighing that his mother is really asking for trouble!

Lin Shu's plane landed at Lukou Airport on time.He turned on the phone, and He Jiqing's WeChat message had already been sent: "I'm here, P2 parking lot, C11."

Lin Shu found him according to the shared location he sent. He Jiqing stood in front of the car and waved to him from afar.

Lin Shu didn't dare to move forward for a moment, he stopped and looked at him from a distance.He was wearing a light coat, ponytail, and no glasses.Everyone who passed by looked at him.

Seeing that he stopped, He Jiqing called him, "Lin Shu—"

Lin Shu dragged the box, ran forward quickly, and stood in front of him.He wanted to rush into his lover's arms like the people in the movie, and it's better to hang on to him.Two people kiss.But there are too many people waiting for the bus.

He Jiqing opened his arms, and finally put them down again.The two looked at each other, and they could see the longing and longing in each other's eyes.He touched Lin Shu's head and said, "Fool!"

Lin Shu said, "Long time no see."

Like half a century ago.Goodbye to He Jiqing, it felt like a dream.We have only been separated for less than a month, and we keep in touch almost every day, by phone or wechat video.But it was like a dream, with an unreal trance feeling.

He Jiqing helped him put the suitcase into the trunk.After the two got into the car, the first thing they did was hold each other's hands and hold each other tightly.

He Jiqing said, "Let's go home."

Lin Shu nodded: "Well, go home."

The two returned to Yanming Villa.He Jiqing stepped on the gas pedal all the way.When encountering a red light, both of them hold each other's hands and wait for the green light to turn on.Neither of them said anything.

After finally returning to Yanming Villa, the two of them hugged each other from the moment they entered the house, and they couldn't tell who took the initiative.Lin Shu hung on He Jiqing, and He Jiqing was like a beast, biting his face, his eyes, and his mouth.

Lin Shu put her arms around his neck, desperately responded to him, gave him her face, her eyes, her mouth, her ears, her neck, and her whole body.

He Jiqing hugged him and rolled on the sofa, his hands penetrated into his clothes, the cold hands touched two points on Lin Shu's chest, and he arched his body sensitively.

He Jiqing bit his ear and asked him, "Is it cold?"

Lin Shu shook his head, he was excited and happy.But He Jiqing still let go of him and turned on the heater.When he came back, Lin Shu couldn't wait to hug him again, and he pressed tightly against his arms, biting his chin like a small animal.

He Jiqing blocked his mouth, kissed him until his tongue became numb and his whole body went limp.

The heater kicked in and the temperature in the room started to rise.The two people's bodies were already on fire, and they were grinding each other.He Jiqing touched him through his trousers, and Lin Shu followed his example to touch him.The breathing of the two gradually became disordered, He Jiqing's hand strength increased, and Lin Shu let out a drawn-out moan.

He Jiqing took off Lin Shu's pants, separated his legs, squatted on the ground and bent over.Before Lin Shu had time to stop it, something that had already been so excited fell into his mouth.He pressed his head and shouted, "Don't—"

He Jiqing just took a deep breath, and he quickly released it in his mouth.Lin Shu pushed him away in panic, saw the whiteness at the corner of his mouth, and hurriedly wiped it for him.

He Jiqing rolled his tongue and swallowed everything.Lin Shu blushed, curled up on the sofa with her legs hugged, and said softly, "Yes, I'm sorry."

He Jiqing came up to kiss him, took his hand and put it under his body: "It's your turn!"

Lin Shu blushed and slowly took off his pants.Under He Jiqing, swords were already on the verge of breaking out.His one, like his own, is straight and pink and looks good. Lin Shu leaned forward, stuck out his tongue and licked it first. It had a strong masculine smell, and he didn't hate it.

He Jiqing gritted his teeth and gasped, he stroked Lin Shu's face encouragingly.Lin Shu held the top in his mouth, imitating what he did just now, twirling the top with the tip of his tongue.

He Jiqing pressed his head, and actually cursed: "Damn!" If he hadn't held back, Lin Shu would have let him explain.

Lin Shu began to suck and lick hard. He didn't look at He Jiqing, but listened to the voice to judge his reaction.He quickly indulged in this activity, because He Jiqing was very happy.

In the end, He Jiqing took a deep breath and cum in his mouth.Lin Shu also swallowed his stuff.He Jiqing hugged him and kissed him desperately.Lin Shu also desperately kissed back.

Lin Shu said: "I miss you so much!"

Every minute, every moment, every day and every night, I am thinking with my eyes open, and I am thinking with my eyes closed.There is no time to miss him.

He Jiqing said, "I miss you too."

Thinking heartbroken, thinking hopelessly, thinking that if you are not crazy, you will not survive.If he could, he would want to dismantle Lin Shu, swallow him into his body, and integrate with him in this life, never to be separated again.

Separation is a terrible thing!He Jiqing hated it, and so did Lin Shu.But the final outcome is doomed to separate.Thinking of this, Lin Shu's chest hurts.He looked at He Jiqing who was squatting in front of him looking for a condom in his bag and said, "I want you to come in directly!"

He Jiqing hesitated, Lin Shu took the initiative to put his legs on his shoulders, his eyes longing and blurred.

"I want you!" he said, "I want no distance from you!"

He tried his best to seduce, just wanting to dedicate himself to him at this moment.

He Jiqing's heart trembled, and he sent himself into his body without reservation.Lin Shu wrapped him warmly, and urged him with her back straight: "Hurry up!"

He Jiqing's uncontrollable exertion.Lin Shu trembled all over and leaned back.

The two were released at about the same time.Lin Shuruan was in He Jiqing's arms, and he could truly feel the traces of He Jiqing's stay in his body.

"I like you so much, He Jiqing. What should I do?" He seemed to be confessing, but more like asking himself.Everything is a dream, what will he do when he wakes up.

His boy began to worry about gains and losses again.He Jiqing hugged him tightly and comforted him: "There's nothing to do, you like me and I like you, that's fine."

Lin Shu looked up at his face, which was clear and resolute.He Jiqing loves him so much, what should he do?