Solitary

Everyone said that a little farewell is better than a newlywed, and He Jiqing had experienced it for real.The next day, he woke up at noon, and Lin Shu was still nestled in his arms, his face flushed from sleeping against his body, so frightened that he quickly touched his forehead, and he was relieved when he found that he didn't have a fever.

The two tossed and entangled until midnight.He Jiqing found that if he indulged himself, he was really no different from a beast.However, Lin Shu took the initiative to seduce someone last night, giving him an opportunity to try everything he wanted to try.If Lin Shu didn't cry too seriously at the end, he might not be able to stop.He thought it hurt him, but Lin Shu denied it, saying no.

He put his arms around him and asked him, "Why are you crying?"

Lin Shu lay in his arms, like a rescued stray cat.He said, "I don't know, it's too dreamy."

Even in bed, where two people are physically connected, his boy can worry about gains and losses.

"Are you insecure with me?" he asked him.

Lin Shu shook her head: "No, it's not like that. I'm very satisfied with you, very very satisfied."

He pushed himself against him, trying to prove to him that he loved being with him.

He Jiqing touched the hickey on Lin Shu's neck and thought, his boy is so fragile and sensitive, sometimes he can't see through it.But there's nothing wrong with it, he loves everything about Lin Shu.

That night, Lin Shu had a long dream.In his dream, he married He Jiqing, in a small town as beautiful and quiet as the movie "Call Me by Your Name".The two have a two-story house with a large yard, where various plants are planted, such as roses, citrus, peaches...

The two eat together, work, sleep, and travel on weekends.There are endless words and endless love.Kissing on the street in the afternoon, discussing the movie you just watched in the corner coffee shop, cuddling with each other on a rainy winter day.Plant vegetables in spring, water in summer, harvest in spring, and wait in winter.

In the dream, time is warm yellow.Every scene is so sweet that it makes people intoxicated.The two slowly grew old with time, and finally, facing the orange blossoms blooming in the yard, they entered another world hand in hand.

Did it become a butterfly, or a star in the night sky?He didn't want to wake up from the dream.

But in the end, he still woke up from the dream.Lin Shu opened his eyes, and found himself lying next to He Jiqing, with one arm around his waist.And He Jiqing was sitting on the head of the bed, leaning towards him, concentrating on reading.

He looked at He Jiqing quietly, with a quiet and powerful chin, and the corners of his mouth focused. Last night, He Jiqing said a lot of sweet words to him. He said he loved him and proved it with his body.The two merged into one.The two bright red tooth marks on the side of his neck are the remains of last night's lust.Lin Shu thought of the madness last night, his whole body went numb, and at the same time, he felt an unspeakable shame.People who indulge in desire can do many things that are usually unimaginable.

He just stretched his legs because there was a slight discomfort in the back.He Jiqing looked down at him: "Well, you're awake!"

He blushed and replied, "Yes."

He Jiqing put down the book and touched his forehead: "Why is your face so red? You don't have a fever."

"It's a bit hot." Lin Shu put his hands out of the quilt and found hickey marks and tooth marks on his arms.

He Jiqing also felt a little ashamed when he saw it, he really did too many excessive things to his boy.

"Are you hungry?" He asked Lin Shu.

"A little bit." Lin Shu patted his stomach through the quilt.

"Are you okay?" He Jiqing asked him, stroking his chin.

Lin Shu sat up from the bed and fell into his arms: "It hurts a little."

He Jiqing said, "Oh, I'm sorry."

Lin Shu saw the guilt in his eyes, and smiled: "But, very happy."

Happiness that is hard to let go, happiness that people can't forget, happiness that people want to have again.

"I'm also very happy." He Jiqing couldn't help bowing his head and kissing him when he heard his confession.

The two kissed again.When Lin Shu moaned emotionally, He Jiqing pushed him away in time: "Do it again, you will be broken by me."

Lin Shu opened a pair of watery eyes: "It doesn't matter if you break it."

His boy got up straight up, and it was as hell.He Jiqing took a deep breath, touched Lin Shu's moist lips and said, "I will feel bad if I break you."

Lin Shu bit his finger.It didn't matter if He Jiqing tore him apart, the pain he gave was also pleasure.

Seeing that the atmosphere was just right, He Jiqing sent out an invitation: "Come to my house for dinner tonight?"

Lin Shu couldn't control his strength for a while, biting He Jiqing painfully.He Jiqing pulled out his fingers and squeezed his mouth deliberately: "Why, you don't want to?"

Lin Shu grabbed his troubled hand and shook his head: "No."

"Then go, don't be afraid, my family is very good, my parents want to see you very much." He Jiqing said sincerely.He also wanted Lin Shu to meet his family. In some respects, he was still very traditional. Meeting the parents was a ceremony to confirm the relationship.

Lin Shu finally nodded in agreement.Yes, he is afraid, he is afraid of being too happy, which makes him more and more greedy.How could he not understand what it meant to see his parents.He could obviously refuse, but he didn't want him to do so in his heart.He was longing, longing for a way to witness his relationship with He Jiqing.At the same time, I was very eager to know the difference between He Jiqing's family and his family.He envied He Jiqing's family, but at the same time he could clearly feel that this envy made him feel even more desperate.He deceived himself and told himself that it was just this time anyway, only this time.

He Jiqing was very happy, and immediately called home and said, "I'll take someone home for dinner tonight."

He Annian yelled on the phone: "Mom, Brother said he will take someone home tonight!"

Lin Shu also heard it, and he curled up in He Jiqing's arms, expecting and wanting to regret it.

The two of them ate something casually at noon, He Jiqing gave Lin Shu some medicine, and they stayed together on the bed until four o'clock in the afternoon.

He Annian called to remind him: "Brother, Mom asked me to ask you, have you set off yet?"

He Jiqing said no.Sun Xiang's questioning voice came from the phone: "Why don't you go yet? Your father's food is almost ready! Come here quickly!"

He Jiqing replied in a good mood: "Okay, okay, right away."

Turning to pinch Lin Shu, who was paralyzed in his arms and watching the video: "We have to go."

Lin Shu put down his phone and buried his face in his belly: "If I say I don't want to go, will you scold me?"

"I can't, but my mother can." He Jiqing rubbed the back of his head, he knew he was nervous.

Lin Shu sighed deeply, he had used up all his courage today, and now he had to fight hard.

He Jiqing got out of bed first, and Lin Shu sat on the bed and watched him put on his clothes. The dark turtleneck sweater perfectly covered the marks on his neck, and the same dark-colored loose straight-leg trousers were put on his legs, just like those in fashion magazines. same as the model.

After he finished dressing, He Jiqing asked him, "Are you sorry?"

Lin Shu got up slowly, fumbled around in the suitcase, and found that he didn't have a turtleneck sweater.He held the mark on his neck with both hands and looked at He Jiqing: "It can't be covered, what should I do? Otherwise, I'd better not go!"

How could He Jiqing give him a chance to escape?He took out a milky white turtleneck sweater and threw it to him: "Would you like to try it on?"

Lin Shu put it on, the high collar covered her chin, and her body was loose, covering her buttocks.He flicked his sleeves and said, "It's a bit long."

He Jiqing folded his sleeves, and chose a pair of light-colored jeans from his suitcase.After Lin Shu got dressed, He Jiqing looked him up and down, couldn't help but hugged him, rubbed his head, and pinched his face.His boy, dressed up a little, was very good-looking, better looking than many teenage stars he'd ever seen.

"This dress is so big, will it look strange?" Lin Shu looked up at him, very unconfident.

He Jiqing pushed him in front of the mirror: "Look for yourself."

Lin Shu looked at himself in the mirror. Although the clothes were bigger and longer, because of his straight shoulders, the clothes were fully supported.This is very different from his usual style.This is He Jiqing's style, delicate, clean and simple.He Jiqing stood behind him, put his arms around him and rested his chin on his head and asked, "How is it?"

"It's beautiful!" Lin Shu looked at him and He Jiqing overlapping each other in the mirror, one black and one white, very harmonious.

He Annian called again to urge him: "Have you set off yet?"

He Jiqing said, "Immediately."

He Annian suddenly became very quiet on the phone: "Mom almost sees a hole in the door, as long as there is any movement outside, she will run to open the door to see. Come quickly, Dad made super delicious food."

He Jiqing relayed his words to Lin Shu, and Lin Shu frantically picked out presents in the suitcase for others.After reading the tea leaves and dry goods, he felt that they were not enough.

He Jiqing said: "You can bring some as you like, don't be too careful."

He took two boxes of Tieguanyin and two packages of dried seafood.He asked He Jiqing: "Are these enough?"

He Jiqing replied: "Enough is enough, if we don't leave, I suspect my younger brother will drive to pick us up!"

The two finally set off. Lin Shu was nervous and speechless all the way. He Jiqing comforted him: "Don't be too nervous. With me here, what are you afraid of? Besides, my parents are very easy-going people. Take it easy, just like being at home .”

The closer they got, the faster Lin Shu's heart beat, thumping.When the car entered the community of He Jiqing's parents, Lin Shu was almost out of breath. He lowered the car window and blew the cold wind and said to He Jiqing, "What should I do, what should I do if I want to vomit?"

He Jiqing stopped the car quickly, Lin Shu got out of the car, found the trash can and wanted to vomit but didn't.He Jiqing followed and handed him a bottle of water: "You're just too nervous."

Lin Shu looked at him with tears in his eyes, and suddenly said, "My legs are weak."

He found he couldn't move his feet.In the end, it was He Jiqing who helped him back into the car, and the car drove into the underground garage.After the car stopped, He Jiqing didn't immediately pull Lin Shu out of the car, but hugged him into his arms, stroked his back and comforted him: "They are not scourges, even if they are, I am by your side. No matter what Whatever happens, I'm still there."

Although his words could not make Lin Shu completely relaxed, they relieved a little tension.He Jiqing gently kissed his forehead as if encouraging, and said, "Okay, let's go upstairs!"

From the moment he got off the car, He Jiqing held Lin Shu's hand tightly all the way to the door of the house.The doorbell rang halfway before the door was opened.

Sun Xiang stood at the front, followed by He Annian, followed by He Xiatian who was holding a spatula.The three shouted in unison: "Welcome, welcome."

He Jiqing first introduced Lin Shu: "My love, Lin Shu."

He insisted on calling Lin Shu "lover".

He introduced to Lin Shu again: "My parents, and my younger brother."

Lin Shu stood behind He Jiqing, only showing half of his blushing face, and shouted timidly, "Hello, Uncle and Aunt." He glanced at He Annian, not knowing what to shout.

"Okay, okay, come in, it's cold outside." Sun Xiang pushed He Annian behind him, and stepped back to let the two of them enter the room. He Annian put a new pair of slippers in front of Lin Shu: "Wear this pair of slippers?" ,new."

Lin Shu whispered, "Thank you."

He found that He Annian and He Jiqing looked completely different. Although both were tall and tall, He Annian's facial features were rough and majestic, and his thick eyebrows were very eye-catching, looking very sunny.He looked at He Annian a few more times, and He Jiqing leaned into his ear: "Isn't it very different?"

He nodded seriously.He Jiqing smiled and rubbed his head.

Looking at the pampering in He Jiqing's eyes, He Annian somehow felt a sense of peace of mind.He always thought that his elder brother would not like anyone or love anyone.Probably will be celibate for the first time.It turned out that he didn't know how to do it, but he didn't encounter it.

As for Sun Xiang, he looked at Lin Shu with a smile, and looked him up and down. The child was not big at first glance, with a fair face, delicate appearance, and looked very well-behaved.She was also relieved, fortunately the person He Jiqing brought back was not the kind of dubious person, otherwise she really didn't know how to deal with it.