Solitary

He Jiqing asked him: "If you are free, would you like to take me to Dongshan Island?"

Lin Shu sent him a picture of the sun in Nanmen Bay, which just came out of the sea, shining brilliantly.

"Does it look good?" he asked him.

He dodges the question.He Jiqing was not disappointed, he had expected it a long time ago.He just wanted to tell him his wish.His desire to be with him.

"It's beautiful, it looks so good!"

"I think so too. Whenever I'm in a bad mood, I come here to sit, enjoy the sea breeze, and bask in the sun."

Lin Shu sent a bunch, he wanted to cover up his evasion and weakness.Why didn't he want to hold He Jiqing's hand, stroll along the beach of Nanmen Bay, chat, and drink two cans of beer together at night.

"How are you feeling now?" He Jiqing asked him.

"All right."

"What's the plan for today?"

"I don't know yet, let's see my mother arrange it. What about you?"

"Stay home and write."

"Don't you rest?"

"I don't want to be chased by editors for manuscripts when I'm in Tibet with you."

It turned out that he was also working hard on his future plans.Lin Shu was both moved and sad.He said, "He Jiqing, I miss you."

His miss is his love.He thought about He Jiqing all the time.

"He Jiqing—" he sent a voice message.He Jiqing also responded with voice: "Mmm——"

"I'm very happy." Lin Shu said seriously.

"That's really great!" He Jiqing said.

Lin Shu started to run, the sea breeze penetrated into his mouth, nose, eyes and ears, he heard the sound of the wind, he smelled the fishy and sweet smell of the sea, he saw the undercurrent of the sea, his mouth became bitter.

From the first to the fourth day of junior high school, Li Hua went to his aunt's house every day.In the evening, everyone also gathers for dinner.No one mentioned Lin Jian.Lin Shu really thought that Lin Jian would not come back this year.

Unexpectedly, he came home suddenly early in the morning on the fifth day of the fifth day.When he arrived on the front foot, all the uncles and aunts arrived on the back foot, Li Hua called.When he went home, Li Hua asked his uncle to call him.

She was the victim and they all took her side.She colluded with them and wanted everyone to give her justice.She needs this home more than Lin Jian.She will use everyone's strength to force him to go home.

There were too many people in the living room, so Lin Shu hid in the room.They persuaded Lin Jian outside, the sound insulation of the house is not good, he can hear everyone talking.

The uncle said: "You are at this age, and your son can marry a wife, so why do you want to get a divorce, and you are not afraid of shame!"

The third uncle said: "It's okay for a man to be fickle, but he has to be careful. It won't look good if his wife and children are separated!"

The uncle said: "It's not easy for sister-in-law to follow you for so many years. You can't forget the old love when you have a new love. This is Chen Shimei, and you will be scolded for this!"

The aunt said: "Is that vixen pestering you? Don't be afraid, just be cruel."

The third aunt said: "Second brother, let's go home after playing enough."

The little aunt said: "Look how thin the second sister-in-law has become!"

Li Hua said: "If you still want to live well, I can let the past go."

Everyone took turns to fight, earnestly, hoping to reunite after breaking the mirror.No one has ever asked Lin Jian what you think.What does he think, why does he insist on getting a divorce, is he happy... These questions are not important to them at all.The decency of this home is the most important thing.

Lin Jian remained silent.Everyone waited for him to speak, and Lin Shu also waited.

The uncle urged him: "Send something!"

Lin Jian said, "I want a divorce!"

The living room exploded, starting from Li Hua's crying.

I don't know who dropped something, probably the uncle, he has the most violent temper.He cursed loudly: "You bastard!"

The third uncle said: "Second brother, why don't you listen to advice!"

The uncle said: "You will be scolded if you do this, you will be scolded if you do this!"

Lin Jian gritted his teeth: "This marriage, I must leave."

He had eaten the weight and made up his mind, determined not to look back.Lin Shu breathed a sigh of relief.

Li Hua cried even louder.She has a helper and no longer goes out in person.You only need to use tears to win sympathy.She finally recovered the weakness of a woman.She wanted to use her weakness to save her marriage.

The eldest aunt scolded him: "Second brother, you are really nothing!"

The Lin family, which had been quiet for many days, finally became lively.There was a lot of noise in the living room.Lin Jian became the target of everyone, and everyone raised their guns at him and fired together.

He stood his ground, and he was determined to get a divorce.

No one can defeat him.

The little aunt knocked on his door: "Lin Shu, come out and persuade your father."

Lin Shu came out and saw the broken teacup on the floor of the living room, which was so broken that it lost its shape.How much strength did the uncle use to fall like this.He suddenly rejoiced that Li Hua didn't call his uncles today, otherwise Lin Jian might be beaten.

Li Hua lay on top of his aunt, crying weakly.The howling just now had exhausted all her strength.Lin Jian stood on the balcony, with his back to the crowd, smoking non-stop.

The uncle called him: "Lin Shu, go and talk to your father. Tell him to stop making trouble, and hurry up and go home with that woman!"

Lin Shu didn't move.The third uncle pushed him: "Go!"

"I support their divorce!" He gritted his teeth.

Li Hua, who was in the arms of the auntie, looked up and was shocked: "What did you say?!"

"Divorce him, Eminem. Are you happy when he comes back? You two will fight harder, won't you? Can you guarantee that you can completely forget about him? You can't, As long as he makes you unhappy, you will bring up this paragraph over and over again, won't you? You have been arguing for so many years, he is tired, and you are tired, Eminem! He is not happy, and you are not happy , I am not happy, everyone is not happy, so why do we have to live together?"

Lin Shu clenched his fists and finished speaking in one breath. He was very excited, his voice was loud, his speech was fast, and his veins were popping out.Relatives had never seen him like this, he never spoke loudly in front of everyone, and he even seldom spoke.

In the noisy living room, it was quiet again.Li Hua stared at him blankly, Lin Jian also turned around, the cigarette dropped from the corner of his mouth.

Li Hua never knew that her son Lin Shu would speak so loudly!Lin Jian was very excited, only Lin Shu understood him.In their eyes, Lin Shu is no longer that shy little boy who hides behind an adult, he is already an adult.He has his own ideas.

Lin Shu himself was surprised by his sudden outburst.He didn't want to say this at all, he didn't have any preparations, he was just impulsive, and he actually had the courage to say it.It seemed that it was not as scary as he imagined.

He looked at Li Hua and begged her: "Ah Mu, let's leave. This will make it easier for everyone, won't it?"

He told the truth, but this fact was not what Li Hua wanted.She finally came back to her senses, she fell into the arms of her sister-in-law, and cried again.

The uncle pointed to his nose: "You brat, what do you know, what nonsense are you talking about!"

Lin Shu stood up straight.It turned out that he also had times when he was fearless.He saw Lin Jian on the balcony and turned his back again.He knew that Lin Jian was crying.

He won this battle because of his bravery.Li Hua did not lose either.Not all separation means misfortune.

There was a commotion on the fifth day, and Lin Jian brought the divorce agreement on the sixth day. He didn't want a house, a car, or anything.If Li Hua didn't sign, Lin Jian wouldn't force her.The two were calm and did not quarrel.Lin Shu asked Lin Jian to stay, Li Hua cooked a table of dishes, and the three finally had a reunion dinner.

Everyone at the dinner table was silent.Li Hua started the conversation first, talking about Lin Shu's plans after graduation.The two began to discuss at the dinner table how to get Lin Shu admitted to the civil service, and what to do if he failed the exam.The two have always been consistent in their questions about him.

Lin Jian said: "You take the exam well, I will ask my classmates to find a relationship."

Li Hua said: "If you don't pass the exam, then go to the public institution. Your uncle can help a little."

Lin Shu had no right to speak, listening to what the two of them had to say was deciding his future.This was a scene he was familiar with, and he didn't feel sad for the first time.Probably, he thought, because grown-ups still had a reason to sit down and eat together.

After Lin Jian left, Lin Shu asked Li Hua, "Mum, why didn't you sign?"

Li Hua replied bitterly: "How can I make him look cool all of a sudden?"

She still hated him hard, and didn't want to give him freedom easily.She maintains her last pride, however illusory it is.

The aunts also advised her not to rush to sign.They said, maybe after a while, he will go home.Lin Shu's third uncle is like this. He once raised a junior for two years.If he didn't mention divorce, the third aunt could turn a blind eye.Lin Jian's situation is different from his.No one saw through, except Lin Shu.

The biggest advantage of the quarrel was that Li Hua finally stopped thinking about Lin Jian and going home.

She said to Lin Shu: "Anyway, when he comes back, we quarrel. It will also affect your review for the exam!"

Lin Shu said, "Em, you are right."

She called her uncles and aunts to eat and play cards at home, and finally announced to them: "I am going to divorce Lin Jian!"

The uncles were all in favor, and they didn't think much of the limp Lin Jian, who didn't love his wife, and didn't know how to make money, so they didn't care.Just two aunts, worried about my sister's future.Women who don't have a man to take care of them always think that they will have a miserable life.

The second uncle who was doing business in Zhuhai said: "It's a big deal, let's find another one!" The second aunt who is from other provinces also advised Li Hua not to worry about the future, saying that there are many people living well after divorce outside.The farther away people are, the more open-minded they are.

Li Hua didn't respond.Self-change is hard, and accepting new things is not easy.Freezing three feet does not happen in a day, she needs time.

Without Lin Jian, Lin Shu became the key target of Li Hua's control.

During the rest of the vacation, she had to read in his ear a hundred times a day, "You have to be admitted to be a civil servant, and what will happen to you if you don't pass the exam."She supervised him to review and do the questions, and she cooked him all kinds of food for brain, from flying in the sky, running on the ground, to swimming in the water, immersed in it and enjoyed it all.

Lin Shu also resisted, but the resistance was ineffective.

Li Hua said: "I'll listen to you about the divorce, but you have to listen to me about your future."

To deal with his problem, Li Hua is more determined.

Lin Shu couldn't eat or sleep well, like living in hell.He evaded the seriousness and complained to He Jiqing, saying that this was impulsive punishment.

He Jiqing laughed for a long time, it was rare for his cute boy to be brave.How sure he is.

"If you didn't make such a fuss, your mother might take longer to untie this knot. Whether it's you or your father, it will only be more painful than it is now."

"But my mother, now her whole heart is on me, and she's under a lot of pressure." It's rare for him to complain to him about this.This outburst of courage has changed something.Whether it's Li Hua or him.

"Now she is very fragile, she needs spiritual sustenance, and also needs to find something to divert her attention. After a while, she will get better." He Jiqing comforted him.

"I hope so." He looked forward to the day.