my joann

Chapter 40

Ren You and Ning Cheng don't lie to me, relaxing the muscles really helps!After Qiao An was patted and rubbed by Lu Yihang, he immediately relaxed a lot.

Along the way, Lu Yihang dominated the conversation, and Qiao An couldn't think about anything else.They chose their mother's birthday present, bought some clothes for each other, and finally had lunch at a Japanese grocery store.

Everything is so simple and beautiful.

It wasn't until they got home that Joan realized that he really went shopping so easily.

Hey, Qiao An shook his head, it's amazing, he's really amazing.

But tired is really tired.After Joan got home, he didn't go to work, and went back to his room and fell asleep.

Tossing and turning, unable to sleep for a long time.

Joan understood that this was a side effect of the medicine.Either it made him extremely sleepy, or he couldn't sleep at all.Now I am in a state of extreme exhaustion, but my mind is in a state of confusion.

Lu Yihang was working in the study, and Qiao An was the only one in the bedroom.

It took him a long time to stand up, planning to take a sleeping pill, which was placed in the toilet, a little far from the bed.Joan's hands and feet were weak, and he was exhausted just sitting up.

I can't help being a little upset, and I feel that I am useless, and I can't even take a medicine.

After sitting on the edge of the bed and panting for half a minute, Joan finally recovered.He stood up on his legs and moved slowly.Counting while walking, there are still a few steps to go. After walking two steps, the number calculated just now is completely forgotten.

It doesn't matter, keep counting.

If he didn't do some small activities in his mind, Joan was a little worried that he would fall down.

The daily food at noon was surging in his throat, and Qiao An took a deep breath, trying to suppress the impulse.

His mind was suddenly dizzy, and the moment Joan fell down, he even saw the walls around him continue to press down on him.

A sense of fear swept over him, and he fell to the ground, looking at the ceiling, as if seeing monsters suppressed deep in his heart, rushing towards him one by one, devouring his flesh and blood.

"An'an, what's wrong with you?" Qiao An's voice just now fell loudly, and Lu Yihang rushed over quickly. He saw Qiao An lying on the ground without saying a word, and his heart trembled suddenly.

"An'an? An'an?" Lu Yihang picked up Qiao An's upper body and patted Qiao An's cheek vigorously, but Qiao An still didn't respond at all, "Joan? Qiao An, don't scare me?"

Qiao An opened his eyes, he knew that Lu Yihang was by his side, and he could hear what Lu Yihang was saying clearly, but it was like a bottle of strong glue poured into his brain mercilessly, crushing him thinking stuck.

Even for a moment, he didn't know who was holding him now.

Because there was not much medicine left, Qiao An tried to eat as little as possible without going out.He didn't eat much today, and he even stopped the antidepressant drugs privately.

In the past, Qiao An would go home alone, but today Lu Yihang took him for a long walk and had lunch outside, which was long past the time when he needed to take medicine again.

When he got home, his first reaction was to go to bed because of exhaustion, but the mental pressure made it difficult for him to sleep.

It is extremely dangerous to take medicine and quit medicine without permission. Qiao An once tried to quit medicine by himself, and it is not an exaggeration to say that it is a hell on earth.

Now Joan once again experienced another major negative effect of drugs.

Lu Yihang couldn't help it, he didn't know what happened to Qiao An, and decided to call the emergency number after trying to calm himself down, but when he just took out his mobile phone, Qiao An stretched out his hand to stop him.

"Water," Joan said.

Lu Yihang was stunned, and the taut strings in his mind trembled violently a few times, "An'an, how are you? What happened?"

Joan repeated unconsciously, "Water."

Lu Yihang nodded in a panic, "Okay, wait a minute, I'll get it right away." After speaking, Lu Yihang let go of Qiao An, and rushed over to pour water.

In fact, Joan's mind was still in a state of chaos, and the unspeakable fear was like a big hand, squeezing Joan's heart hard, making it difficult for him to breathe.

But on the other hand, although his mind seemed to be closed, his perception of the outside world was more sensitive than usual.He clearly understood every movement of Lu Yihang, the brightness of the phone was more dazzling than usual, and the coldness of the floor was also different from before.

The news that Lu Yihang wanted to make a call rushed into Qiao An's perception range very quickly, and the dangerous message behind it made Qiao An even more urgent to say the safe word in his heart-water.

Never go to the hospital, never let more people find out, never let Lu Yihang notice it!As if at a critical moment, Qiao An stood up with a sudden force and rushed into the toilet.

As soon as Lu Yihang turned around, he saw Qiao An stumbling all the way to the toilet, and the alarm went off in his head, trying to follow up, "An'an, what's wrong with you?"

Unexpectedly, Joan's reaction was extremely quick, and the moment he entered, he slammed the door shut.With his muddy brain now, he couldn't easily lock the door as usual. After several non-stop movements, he finally locked the door.

After finishing, he slammed down and sat down, leaning against the door panel and panting hard.Lu Yihang's anxious shouts outside the door made Qiao An unable to stop. He gritted his teeth, stood up with all his strength, opened the door under the sink, and took out his medicine box.

At this time, he couldn't distinguish the medicine in front of him very well. Qiao Anfa clenched his fists hard and hit his forehead with all his strength, muttering in a low voice, "Sober, sober, sober..." while unscrewing all the bottles and pouring them out a pill.

In the end, he poured all the medicine into his mouth without reservation.

He didn't know what medicine he had taken, and he didn't know if the dose was correct, but the moment after taking the medicine, Joan finally dared to let go of the struggle in his heart, and sat on the ground with his back against the door to let himself go.

Outside the door, Lu Yihang was still calling Qiao An, his voice getting louder and louder. After 2 minutes, Qiao An took a breath, and patted the door randomly, hoping that the noisy people outside could be quieter.

Sure enough, Lu Yihang noticed Qiao An's hint, and stopped knocking on the door and shouting as hard as before.

"I'm fine, I have diarrhea..." Joan said weakly.

Qiao An's voice was very low, but Lu Yihang was too focused, even though his voice was separated by a door, he could still hear what Qiao An was saying clearly.

Lu Yihang looked at the figure beside the frosted glass door and fell silent.

Finally, he patted his face lightly, forced a smile on his face, then sat down against the shadow of the glass door, and asked softly and softly, "So are you feeling better now? I need to go to the hospital Can you get me some medicine?"

Joan stood in the toilet and thought for a while, and finally said, "Okay..."

Lu Yihang tilted his head and used his eyes to trace the silhouette on the opposite side, using force without being noticed. This is what Qiao An needs, and it is what Lu Yihang is willing to give to Qiao An.

"Is it because you are not used to eating the Japanese food at noon? Why did you suddenly have diarrhea?" Lu Yihang lightly tapped the back of Shadow's head with his index finger.

Qiao An is still unable to think about such a difficult question. He can understand every word of this sentence separately, but why can't he understand it at all when put together?

After thinking for a long time, Qiao An still didn't understand, what did Lu Yihang just say?Unable to figure it out, Qiao An didn't force himself anymore, he repeated his tricks again, raised his hand and patted the door, saying, "Hurry up..."

The body was so uncomfortable that Joan even struggled to speak, and every word he uttered was powerful in his imagination, with a powerful aura like a boss.But imagination is imagination after all, Lu Yihang's ear was facing the crack of the door, and he heard Qiao An's words clearly.

The soft, even protracted ending sounds like a small feather fan, seemingly scratching the tip of Lu Yihang's heart.

Mr. Lu said that he needed a pack of tissues to wipe off the constant nosebleeds.

"Okay, okay..." Lu Yihang sat up straight, touched the glass door again, "I'll go right away."

After speaking, he really left, took his things and walked out of the room.

Qiao An's five senses were still so sensitive. After hearing that Lu Yihang had left, Qiao An closed his eyes and leaned shyly by the door to rest.

The effect of the medicine hadn't been fully exerted yet, he leaned there, feeling his body and mind being pulled by a pair of invisible big hands.

Pulled into the air, then dragged back to the ground, thrown back and forth in the wind, and thrown towards the unknown like throwing garbage.

About half an hour later, Joan moved his little finger, and then his palm, and slowly "come to life".

The period just now was very exhausting for Joan, his body was still so sluggish, and his mind was still in a daze, but the "glue" was no longer sticking to his brain, and he could think normally, just a little slower.

Joan couldn't deny that he was once again obsessed with the happiness that taking medicine brought him.Then you can easily get something that was hard to reach before.Just a few small pills at regular intervals, and the occasional side effects, and he could be like this morning.

You can freely communicate with your friends, you can happily stroll the streets with people, wander around the shopping mall, and sit in the restaurant to enjoy delicious food.

Just like I am a normal person, live like a normal person.

Sitting on the ground for a long time felt a little chilly, Qiao An stood up, shook his head, and smiled contentedly.

Walking back to the bedroom, Joan saw a steaming cup of water placed by the table.Knowing that it was the water that Lu Yihang just poured for him, Qiao An smiled again, walked over slowly, took the water glass, and poured it down.

Then he wobbled back to the bed and fell asleep.

This time, he fell asleep very quickly. Joan knew that several of his medicines contained sleeping or stabilizing ingredients. It is normal to fall asleep quickly, and it is also normal to fall asleep, but it is hard to guess how long he will sleep. .

On the contrary, Qiao An used to sleep for more than ten hours at a time. If he slept for so long this time, how anxious should Lu Yihang be?

Joan couldn't figure it out, and fell asleep before he thought of this question, but before he fell asleep, he thought of a question that almost made him laugh out loud.

"I've taken so much medicine, will I be unable to wake up after this sleep?"

The author has something to say:

Lu Yihang: I really hope you can tell me.

Joan: The most beautiful part between people is the mystery that cannot be guessed.

Lu Yihang: Crazy.JPG

Notes of Lu's Beloved Wife 40

I am willing to be the hero behind you, but I will never be behind you forever.

Sorry for stopping for so many days, little angels must remember to keep warm from the cold!

I accidentally caught the flu these days... just got out of bed...

QAQ tired