again for the star

, Yao Tieyun said, you said yes, she nodded repeatedly.But Yao Tieyun didn't say a word about Qiu Si, at first she thought she was trying to control her, and tried to observe his words, but then she forgot: she was opposite her, how could she care about anyone else?

Before leaving, Yao Tieyun took out a blue dress from his satchel, and said that he made it the year before last, and only wore it once. Unexpectedly, he had gained weight in the past two years. He went to Beijing for a meeting a while ago, but couldn't fit it anymore.She thought, why Yao Tieyun also said that he was fat.She said, you are not fat.Yao Tieyun just smiled: "It's better to give it to you, you are thin - I'm afraid it's a bit long." After comparing, it was indeed long, but she said she was not afraid, just change it.She hasn't changed it and has been wearing it for several years.Later one year, her second sister heard that it was Yao Tieyun who gave it to her, and said: "You are also confused, this is to bury you, wear old clothes she doesn't want, and snatch old men she doesn't want." She didn't say a word, thinking: just ignore it , as long as it is hers.

Yao Tieyun divorced Qiu Si in 1985, the second year after Qiu Jun broke up.Qiu Jun went swimming with his classmates in a reservoir on the outskirts of the city during the summer heat. One of them got flooded, two of them went to save them, and all three of them broke down.She heard the news on the way to pick up her daughter from school, and dragged her daughter to see Yao Tieyun.She wanted to say something intimate, but couldn't say a word.Yao Tieyun was sitting on the bed, holding an enamel water cup in one hand and a white pill in the other. She didn't look at her, but said, "You're here. I'm fine. You sit, you sit." For a while, Yao Tieyun She seemed to think she was someone else—a colleague from her school, because she asked in a trance: "Is Mr. Lou's legs better?" legs.She thought, I'm going to say something sweet.It's me, I'm going to tell her, it's me, that's all she has in mind.She just opened her head, "I...are more sad than you." Yao Tieyun glanced at her suddenly, and suddenly confronted her: "You get out." She ordered: "You get out!" She clearly only stared at her, but She felt she was staring at her daughter.She led her daughter out.She knew that she had no courage to fight against her.She knew what Yao Tieyun was thinking: My son is dead!You know what a fart!

For 20 years, she never saw Yao Tieyun again.Qiu Si had looked for her in a certain year, probably the year he and Yao Tieyun divorced or the year after.With a briefcase on his shoulders, he found her office. His face was yellow and he looked like a newly dead man with makeup. He said that he opened a technology company, selling military components imported from Japan and the United States, "used in Mortars, fighter jets." He gestured.He said that the company is currently operating well, and he wants to take the opportunity to expand the scale, and he only owes working capital. He suddenly stuttered, "If you and Lao Li are willing, if you are willing-you can make an IOU, double the interest a year, or you can press, It is counted as a shareholding." She told him that she could lend him 700 yuan, no more, but in her own name, "Lao Li will not lend you money, and I will not tell him." Qiu Sisi was overjoyed, He probably visited all the people he met once, and he probably didn't expect that she would help him. He said he would treat her to a new western restaurant on Nanjing Road. Speaking of the new restaurant, he was very personable again. .She said she would not eat, how about Yao Tieyun.Qiu Si was a little confused, so she had to repeat: how is Yao Tieyun?He panicked and said: I don't know, she is not in good spirits, and she may have returned to her hometown and lived with her sister.

In the past 20 years, she has only two news about Yao Tieyun:

"April 1993, 4: Chen Guilian (Sister Chen) married a daughter, brought her with her, and gave her a gift of 8 yuan. Talking about Yao, it was said that she was either in Shanghai or Guangzhou, and the two had been missing for a long time.

"August 1998, 8: Mr. Liu Yusheng visited for her daughter's admission. Liu's daughter's test score was 10, which was more than 475 points short of the admission cutoff. It might be difficult to negotiate. I explained to him and hoped that he would forgive me. During lunch, he talked about the whereabouts of his colleagues from No. 50 Middle School: Teacher Xiang Xiuhai was doing business in Guangzhou; Teachers Chen Yi and Zhou Hua were in private high schools in Beijing; Some people said that they saw him coming and going in layman's clothes in Fayuan Temple, or that he had converted. Liu: The news has been twisted and turned, and there may be discrepancies."

In 1994, Li Zhenguo filed for divorce with her again.He said: I have someone outside, I know you know it all.Besides, my daughter is also in college.He looked a little guilty: rumors outside are not good for you.They agreed that the original house would belong to him, and the normal university had raised funds to build the house the previous year, and they contributed the money together, and when the new house was built, it would belong to her.

She called and told her daughter, who guessed right away that it was the one surnamed Zhu, saying that she had met Li Zhenguo when she was a sophomore in high school, shopping for vegetables arm in arm with Li Zhenguo.He also said: Mom, don't be sad, it's my father's black heart.She said: Don't talk about black hearts - it has nothing to do with black hearts or not.Unexpectedly, he felt a little guilty and wanted to say that she was not sad, but he didn't mention it.She remembered her daughter's new boyfriend Chen, so she came to ask.The daughter laughed and said: You will know when the holiday is brought to you.

Sister Chen wanted to match her and Qiu Si again, but she kept her secret and only asked the two to have dinner together.During the banquet, Sister Chen clinked glasses with Qiu Si first, and said: "Xiao Qiu, look, that time Sister didn't think about you?"You have thought about Yingmei for so many years, and now she is still the fifth diamond king, and she just divorced Lao Li——.Before Sister Chen finished speaking, she burst out laughing, and Qiu Si was just embarrassed.No wonder Yao Tieyun was willing to pamper Sister Chen back then, she thought, she is really a naive and honest person.But where would anyone care about whom for so many years?It's not like she's young in her [-]th year, her figure and sebum have long since gone out of shape; Qiu Si's business is like a fish in water, will she be short of people around her?Why not embarrass him this time?She had no choice but to make a siege: Sister, don't scare Qiu Si, you, this time the matchmaker didn't inquire about his innocence, he and I each have companions!Sister Chen became suspicious: Why haven't I heard of it?Qiu Si hurriedly chimed in: That's right, Yingmei and I both have companions, both of us——Elder Sister, don't worry!

Qiu Si said afterwards, Yingmei, thank you.These years, every time she saw Qiu Si, he would thank her like this, especially when he drank wine, he even burst into tears.She imitated him: If you hadn't lent me the 700 yuan back then, how could I, Qiu Si, be where I am today——.She stopped his momentum: Qiu Si, don't thank me, I lent you the money, and you even paid back the interest.Qiu Si said: Don't say that, Yingmei, don't say that, I owe you more than that.

But he was quick to pay it back—at least, almost—if he owed her anything at all. In 2000, when she was diagnosed with nasopharyngeal cancer, he insisted on paying all the medical expenses for her without making a sound or driving her away.The operation was performed in Beijing, and her daughter accompanied her.When she woke up after the operation, her daughter looked at her: Mom, who is Yang Tieying?She was also puzzled: Yang Tieying?The daughter said: Before you wake up, you suddenly called out, you said, Yang Tieying, walk slowly!

She was innocent, she said: It's not Yang Tieying, it's Yao Tieyun, did you forget?Aunt Yao, Uncle Qiu's former lover.The daughter said: Isn't Uncle Qiu's lover Miss Xiaotao?Her high heels must be fifteen centimeters. Mom, how much smaller is she than Uncle Qiu?

She didn't pick up on this, and just said: ex-lover, when you were young, Aunt Yao often teased you.

Naturally, Yao Tieyun hadn't teased her daughter much—although she would tease her if she had the chance to see her, she believed.It's just that the chances for her to associate with Yao Tieyun are few and far between.

She said: You have a Barbie doll, the one with purple hair. Later, your father lost the one and you said "Dad, you will be executed for [-] days from today", she gave it to you.She thought that Yao Tieyun also entrusted someone to send her daughter a children's edition of Tang poetry anthology with illustrations.The daughter said she forgot, and asked again: Why do you call her?Dreaming?She had no memory of the dream, so she replied: I'm afraid so. I used to walk with her, and she always walked very fast. She was tall and had long legs, so I couldn't keep up.

The daughter had already lost her interest, but she suddenly thought that she should say something more, so she stabbed vaguely: If it weren't for her, there would be no you.

Sure enough, the daughter asked, and she explained: Then she would be in poor health. Before giving birth to you, she was pregnant with two, and both of them had miscarriages. I was afraid of death, and I was determined not to be born again. One day, she said to me, a woman, after all, it is impossible not to have children.

The daughter said: Are you enlightened?She said: Yes.The daughter said: Cut, it's really boring.This time it was completely defeated.

My daughter bought a two-bedroom house in Beijing, and the walls were all painted green.After she retired, she often went to live with her, doing the grocery shopping and cooking. Sometimes when she woke up at night, she was so green that she thought she had fallen into the inside of a leaf.The daughter and Chen broke up and made up again, and after they made up and broke up, they were 27 or [-] in a blink of an eye.She was a little anxious: You too, when you first entered college, you clamored to bring him back to see me; when I had the surgery, you also said to bring him to see me, and it has been ten years, and the mother-in-law and son-in-law have not seen each other in a daze Face to face.The daughter was angry and said: I will finish sending this text message to him first!After posting, continue to say: Is there anything good to see, we broke up!She said: Anyway, as soon as I came to Beijing, you broke up; as soon as I left, you reconciled.The daughter said: Mom!Both laughed.

She and her daughter watch a movie recommended by Chen.An old Chinese doctor adopted an orphan, and the two lived in an old mountain in the southwest. The tourist had no money with him, and before he left, he gave his radio to the orphan for medical expenses.The orphan had never heard the radio, he turned it on, and there was a song playing in it, and a female voice sang: "You are the impossibility of the millionth possibility,