double autumn

"I still like Mr.

He suddenly grunted sullenly.

I turned my head and glanced at him.At this time, his left hand was being held by me, holding it on the head of the shifter.He leaned forward, lying on his knees, with his right hand supporting his face.Seeing that I didn't respond, he turned his face again, pursed his mouth, and repeated: "I like you."

"Sit down," I raised my hand, pulled him up, pressed him on the backrest, then took his hand and changed gears, and started from before the red light. He was still unconvinced and continued to mutter: "I really like you."

"Yeah." I had no choice but to answer him, "Understood." He finally smiled and said "Hey", as if he was very satisfied with my perfunctory response.Then he happily sat down, his whole body slumped in the seat.After passing the red light, the car had to stop again. I reached under his seat and lowered the back of the seat for him: "Sleep, I'm going to be home late today."

"Hmm..." He vaguely responded, and when he was about to close his eyes, he suddenly opened them wide again, and put his hand on my right shoulder: "Brother, come and accompany me in my dreams."

"I'm driving, how can I accompany you, take it away." I didn't move, but he moved his hand first, and I said, "It's okay, don't bother the driver." Then I turned the steering wheel, and he leaned there, holding my hand Overcoat, always smiling shallowly: "Harassment, that's a good word." He said, rubbing his head in his clothes, "You can't harass the driver himself, why don't I harass the driver's clothes?"

I glanced at him and slapped him on the thigh: "Shut up and sleep."

It started to rain when I came out of the house at four o'clock. I thought that this little bastard didn't bring an umbrella when he went out in the afternoon, so I hurried all the way there.At that time, the road had not yet started to be congested, so we made an alley. Fortunately, it had not rained heavily by that time.Lin Jin was smart this time, instead of standing outside in the rain like last time, she stayed under the eaves of the teaching building and waited.With his appearance, he was mixed with a group of third-year junior high school students, and he was no different from them.This tender face since childhood.If he hadn't looked at the sky when he went out and vowed: "This cloud won't rain until night", I wouldn't have stuffed an umbrella in his backpack.Don't believe anything he says next time.

As soon as I came out of the back door of the school, the rain splashed down like a basin was overturned.Thanks to the rain, the road during rush hour is more congested than usual. Not many meters have been driven in half an hour, and people often rush to the road at the risk of being scratched.Normally, I wouldn't let him go at all, it's his fault if I linger, but today I couldn't spare time to get angry with those idiots, so I had to give up a few cars aggrievedly.

Lin Jin moved in her seat, sneezed lightly, and subconsciously raised her hand to cover her mouth.The coat I gave him slipped off his shoulders.I couldn't free my hands to tuck him in, so I turned up the heat in the car and turned off the radio.But he started whining, reached out to touch the volume button, turned it back, and said, "Don't turn it off, I want to listen." The radio station was talking about a hot social news. The elder brother found out and asked his elder brother for help. The passing neighbors thought that the elder brother had killed the younger brother, so they called the police.The case is about to go to trial.

He pulled up his clothes and covered him, looked ahead, and asked, "Brother, will you help me?" I looked at him, and he blinked without squinting: "If there is such a day, don't you can help me."

"Yes." I answered him, "If there is such a day, I will help you."

"Is it okay to be found and sentenced?" "Yes." I changed the channel to the traffic station, and let him listen to these things less, "But if you are really dead, I have no point in living."

"Hey." He laughed happily like a child, buried his face in his clothes, "I like brother."

Every 10 minutes, he can probably say "I like you" eight times. "It's still like a child at how old it is." I pulled off the clothes, and he was about to cover his face with it.I don't want to discuss such unrealistic and naive issues with him, even if I can make him happy, I don't want to talk about dying for no reason.I don’t know if it’s because his mind has degenerated or what. How many people have had a history of relationships. He is still thinking about this kind of mentally handicapped problem and he is very happy, so he pestered his boyfriend all day with the little girl who just started dating and asked, “Do you have a relationship?” Love me so much, are you willing to die for me" is just as boring.

"I don't have IQ because I like you so much. I'm actually smart." His hand came out from under his clothes and rested on the shifter, waiting for me to hold him.

"Okay, I know. You mean that I'm a bad guy." His fingers were cool, and the fingertips were soft when pinched.I glanced over.His five fingers were turning white from the cold, so he couldn't help but squeeze his hands tightly in his palms to give him warmth.He always gets cold easily, I thought it must be because his body is too weak, and the supplements he took could not be absorbed.Not long ago, I asked someone to bring back some American ginseng from Jilin, soaked it in water for him to drink, and ate ginseng slices by the way every time.He couldn't take it anymore, he had a nosebleed once a few days after taking it, and had to take it for a few days and stop it for a few days, but he was still so weak that his pulse was hard to hear.

He always said with a smile that it was kidney deficiency, and I said that you are not only kidney deficient, but you are deficient everywhere.He pointed at me and said, brother, you have a guilty conscience.I can't refute him because I feel like I might be partly to blame.When he didn't take Chinese medicine properly, I said to him, just ignore your kidney deficiency, and if you die from deficiency, you will be raped by me.He even looked up and thought about it seriously, nodded and said, okay.

He was obediently held by me and started to talk about things in school.He said that there were a lot of boys in his class, and they were very obedient, but some of them were very noisy, and they just looked down on your troublesome ones.The teacher in the office said that the boy who took the lead is usually very noisy, either because his family is rich, or because his parents don’t teach him, he has a stubborn temper, and fights outside, but when he is not messed with, he is very well-behaved, polite, and his grades are also good. Not too bad.

"As long as he doesn't mess with you, don't talk to him about life." I said casually.

He smiled "poof", shook his head and said, "I won't take trouble, I don't care about the work of the head teacher. Sigh! I really hope I don't have to be the head teacher forever." He scratched his face with his right hand, " I feel quite incompetent and treat students as trouble. I don’t know how other teachers manage, my experience is really insufficient.”

"Last time you said that the teaching and research group wanted you to teach new students after teaching the third year of junior high school?"

"That's right," he was suddenly a little discouraged, "I really don't want to be a class teacher, I'm exhausted, and I don't even get that little money. The school doesn't dare to charge tuition fees now. Damn it, free coolies for three years, It’s better to give students more vacations, so that everyone can relax. I would rather they arrange a few more evening self-study sessions for me, what kind of class teacher! One evening self-study session costs 50 yuan.”

He complained as much about school and money as he did when he was a student.I couldn't help smiling, and said, "At least it's easier than high school, right? Seeing that you were an intern at City No. [-] Middle School, you were so tired that you didn't even bother to complain."

"Isn't it the same? A group of brats are even more of a headache! Sigh, look at the recent regulations that give priority to old teachers when declaring professional titles. Damn! Those who graduated from the same class as me before have applied for seniors, and I'm the only one who still has to pay for it." At the middle level, the leader said that I was young and kept suppressing my materials, so I don’t know when I can raise my salary..." He suddenly closed his mouth, was silent for a while, and said embarrassedly, "Brother, I think I am It's like my mother..."

"Huh?" My heart skipped a beat, "Like?"

"Yes, like her." He nodded, "I often heard her complain like that when I was a child. The tone is very similar."

Giving birth to a child is like a mother, so it’s hard for me to say anything. After a while, I said, “If you’re not happy, don’t do it. Let the hospital issue a certificate to the teaching office. I have friends there. If your salary has increased, it’s the same as if you haven’t raised it.” , care about this little money, as if I can't afford you."

"Well, yes." His eyes narrowed crookedly, "Brother will take care of me forever."

"Besides, what about your evening self-study, wouldn't it be good to spend more time with me at home?" I squeezed his hand.He just smiled there alone, and ignored me for a while.

After a few intersections, he seemed to still care about that boy, and brought him up again: "I don't think there's anything wrong with that boy, it's not that he doesn't know how to be a human being, he has nothing but fighting, Maybe I'm a little grumpy at ordinary times..."

"You mention other men again, I'm angry." I deliberately teased him.He said "hey", and while the car stopped, he tilted his body and kissed my cheek loudly.I put my arms around his head and touched it, and said, "Be careful, smoking and drinking are unavoidable for people who usually fight. Usually, people's appearance is at most clear, and you don't know what he will do behind the scenes." I won’t mess with my brother at home.” I looked down at him and kissed his frowning brow, “Right?”

"What, people don't have brothers and sisters." He slipped out of my arms, with an expression of wanting to be angry and holding back a smile, "There is no one as dirty as you! Only your elder brother is the best."

"Why, what's the matter, I'm going to get married." I released the clutch, and the car drove forward.I was about to continue to say something, with a little smile still on my face, when I heard a robot call "Wow, wow, wow" from his mobile phone.The ringtone was very stupid, but Lin Jin liked it very much, and almost died laughing when he heard it for the first time.I glanced at his phone screen, not happy to be interrupted by it.Lin Jin switched the call to the car Bluetooth and picked it up.

"Hello? Ah Jin? When are you coming back?" It was my aunt who called.When I heard her voice, I noticed that Lin Jin and I frowned at the same time.

"It's me." He replied, "Lin Mu and I are on the road, and there is heavy rain and traffic jams. It may take another hour. If you have cooked food, eat it first, don't wait for us."

"How can that be done!" She suddenly turned up the volume, and then lowered it softly, "Oh, if you don't arrive, how can we and the little girl have the nerve to eat first! Let's wait until you arrive, hurry up!"

"Need not……"

Before she could say a word, she hung up the phone.I glanced at the call interface in disgust and pressed it away.Lin Jin froze for a few seconds before sighing helplessly.I had nothing to say, so I pursed my lips and continued driving.