i want to go home

Li Qian knelt down, looked at him and let out a long sigh, and asked softly, "What are you crying for, Xie Yuming?"

The other party couldn't even cry in pieces, unable to speak, and could only shake his head vigorously.

"Your love is about taking. The more you love, the more you want. This makes me very tired." Li Qian took out a tissue to wipe the wet marks on his face, his tone was very soft, without the embarrassment just now. sharp.

Xie Yuming hugged his thigh, sobbing uncontrollably, staring at him blankly.

"I know it's not all your fault, and I've seen you keep changing, but maybe I can only walk this part of the way with you, do you understand?"

Because Xie Yuming has never been given, so he doesn't know how to give at all.The most direct expression after he fell in love with Li Qian was to keep asking for it: he wanted Li Qian's warmth when he was cold, Li Qian's comfort when he was sad, and Li Qian's pampering when he played petty temper, just like a person who is not yet Children who know how to give always ask for more and more.

Li Qian taught him to love and give, but before Xie Yuming became a better Xie Yuming, Li Qian had already chosen to give up.

Perhaps it is the better Xie Yuming, destined not to be his turn to love.

Li Qian sees it very clearly, he doesn't feel wronged, let alone "wasting all previous efforts", it's just his contribution, that's all.

Xie Yuming trembled slightly, he understood what Li Qian meant.He was like this in the dispute three years ago, because he was frustrated and suspicious, and he didn't care about Li Qian's feelings; now that he knows that he can't do without Li Qian, he hopes that he will accept him again.But where in the world is there such an open embrace that you can come and go as you please.

"I..." He wanted to say something, but when he opened his mouth, he couldn't help the rush of tears. He could only clenched his teeth and swallowed the distorted sobs in his throat.

He felt that he was pitifully stupid. He clearly loved this person, but he didn't know how to love him.

Li Qian slowly put his arms around his waist and helped him up, neither looking cold nor friendly, because Xie Yuming leaned softly against him, Li Qian could even clearly feel the trembling coming through his clothes.

After sinking into the soft sofa, Xie Yuming seemed to have finally calmed down a little. He grabbed Li Qian who was about to pull away, and asked him in a low voice: "Qian, if I change...you, you will...can I chase you again?"

He didn't raise his head, Li Qian saw another crystal clear teardrop dripping, he took out two tissues and stuffed them into his hands, and replied: "That's your choice."

Knowing that he didn't refuse, Xie Yuming tugged at his clothes and asked in a softer voice, "Then do we still have a chance to be together..."

Li Qian stared at his drooping head for a while, and after a long silence, he replied with a sigh of relief: "...Yes."

This little piggy knows how to make him soft-hearted.Li Qian didn't show it on the face, but in his heart he really wanted to spank him to improve his memory so that he wouldn't dare to cry and beg for sweets easily, shrinking from a man to a child, it would be embarrassing.

Xie Yuming is not a law-abiding master, his nature is hard to change, so he immediately climbed up the pole and begged him: "Then don't ignore me."

Li Qian really wanted to fork him out now, but seeing this man's cautious look, he rested his mind again, raised his hand, and finally put it on Xie Yuming's face, and patted him lightly twice: "Xie Yuming, be nice to yourself ,Understand?"

This action was originally a bit insulting, but his obvious concession showed a little concern.

Xie Yuming blushed for some reason, looked at Li Qian with watery eyes, and explained: "I didn't do this on purpose..." He didn't want Li Qian to think that he was threatening him by ruining his body.

"Well," Li Qian nodded, seeing that there were still pinholes in his left hand holding his clothes, he couldn't help sighing, sat down beside him, and asked, "Tell me, it's only been a month. ,What's going on here?"

Xie Yuming had a sore nose. The concern after being treated like that just now was even more precious. The grievance and pain in his belly seemed to be allowed to vent in an instant, and he couldn't help but tentatively seek more tenderness from Li Qian: "I don't want to eat...I... ..." Glancing at Li Qian's slightly gloomy face, he hurriedly changed his words, "It's not that I don't want to, it's that I can't eat it when I see it."

"Anorexia?" Li Qian frowned. He really had never seen such a carefree person as Xie Yuming. He had a problem every day. Anyway, he could always make some problems for himself to be happy.

"That's what the doctor said..." Xie Yuming clenched his fists uneasily, his lips trembling, "Don't dislike me, I won't be in front of you..."

There was silence between the two again, after a while, Li Qian spoke first: "When did you recover?"

I was afraid that he would ask this question, but when asked, he dared not answer, he hesitated for a long time: "That's, that's... At that time, you... came back from City C... You know, it's much better to wake up slowly, slowly, I……"

"Since I am slowly waking up, why didn't I notice anything?" Li Qian felt unbelievable. It was so early, so he should have noticed some signs. The last inspection was a month ago, but until You Le On the day of the show, he vaguely realized that Xie Yuming had returned to normal.

Xie Yuming was very guilty when he mentioned these things, avoiding Li Qian's sight: "I, I don't know why... I just feel that I can't be discovered, so I, just..."

"Just keep pretending to be crazy and foolish, and hide it from me?" The corner of Li Qian's mouth twitched, he was really scheming.

"Sorry……"

"Then—" Li Qian originally wanted to ask him why he obediently left with Xie Xilei since he chose to play dumb before.The words came to his lips, but he couldn't ask. After a pause, the phone rang.

Xie Yuming knew what he was going to ask, and his whole body was tense, but he breathed a sigh of relief after being able to escape.

He wanted to be with Li Qian—so he chose to pretend to be crazy; he wanted to be with Li Qian forever—so he chose to leave, reappeared in front of him with a normal appearance, and pursued him openly.

"Hello, this is Li Qian."

"Mr. Li, I'm already downstairs." The driver's voice came from the opposite side.

Li Qian glanced at Xie Yuming, and said, "Wait a minute, I'll call him out." As soon as he finished speaking, the person beside him had already grasped his arm with both hands, looked at him eagerly, and his lips trembled a few times. Like to say but dare not say.

After hanging up the phone, Li Qian pulled out his hand: "The driver is here, you should go back."

Xie Yuming was full of reluctance, but just after talking to Li Qian, he didn't dare to bump into the wall by himself, so he could only nod obediently, and followed Li Qian out the door.

After Li Qian stood still, Xie Yuming rushed up and hugged him violently, his voice began to choke again: "I'm going back to Qian."

He didn't want to leave for a second, and it was suffering without Li Qian.

"How old are you? It's okay to cry every day when you're sick, but what does it look like to still cry now." Li Qian couldn't help but start talking. When he thought that Xie Yuming was acting like a baby with him while he was awake, he felt goosebumps. one place.

Xie Yuming was bored for a long time, and whispered: "I love you..."

Li Qian froze, and silently pushed Xie Yuming away: "Let's go."

He felt that Xie Yuming was the one who said the most inappropriate words. It was like this before, and it still is like this now.He didn't directly refuse, probably because he still had some thoughts.

"Oh..." Xie Yuming replied pitifully, the corners of his eyes were wet, but he was actually glad that Li Qian just avoided, didn't express his opinion directly, and stabbed him a few more times in the heart.

"Eat well and cooperate with treatment, huh?" He really couldn't see this man throwing himself into the hospital again.

"Okay, I'm obedient!" Xie Yuming was a little excited about his words, licked his dry lips, and obediently agreed.