i want to go home

"I've seen it," he stared at Li Qian's every move, and replied nana, unable to help emphasizing, "It's useless..."

Li Qian raised his eyes to meet his gaze, and after two seconds, Xie Yuming flinched and looked away, terrified.Nervously, he picked up a piece of pastry and stuffed it into his mouth.

The sweet and greasy taste spread on the tip of his tongue, bringing an uncontrollable desire to vomit, he clenched his teeth tightly, not to make him disgusted by doing such a thing in front of Li Qian.

Seeing that his expression was wrong, Li Qian reacted quickly and handed him the undrinked tea beside him. Xie Yuming took it and drank it in a big gulp. The fragrant and slightly bitter taste of the tea made him calm down.

"Thank you..." He wiped off the water stains on his lips, took a careful look at Li Qian, and he breathed a sigh of relief when he saw that he didn't show any disgust.

Li Qian couldn't help feeling that this person couldn't be away from him for ten days and half a month, but then he felt annoyed at himself for having such a thought.

Gathering his thoughts, he pointed to the pastry on the plate that he had just taken a bite of, and said, "This is not very sweet." Then he watched Xie Yuming quickly reach out to touch the piece of cake with a dumbfounded look, and he was afraid that Li Qian would snatch it back. Like a little hamster, it stuffed itself into its own mouth, stuffing it bulgingly.

Xie Yuming, whose mind was blank, only now realized what he had done, but the food in his mouth was so sweet, "He was afraid that Li Qian would tell him to spit it out, so he had no time to say anything, so he chewed it.

While swallowing, she looked at him with aggrieved eyes, which made Li Qian almost think that she had bullied this poor little boy.People who didn't know thought they were forcing him to eat what he had left.

Li Qian: ==

"Hungry, I'm sorry, Qian, I'm hungry..." He babbled nonsense, stuck out his tongue and quickly swept away the evidence on his lips, and looked eagerly at Li Qian.

Li Qian glanced at him speechlessly, then turned back to continue eating with a constipated expression on his face.

Xie Yuming didn't know where to put his hands and feet. He fumbled and picked up another snack that was the same as the one Li Qian snatched from his plate. After taking a bite, his stomach suddenly turned upside down. He bent down and covered his mouth and retched.

Li Qian turned his head in surprise, only to see his hair twirling——Xie Yuming had already slid off the chair and squatted on the ground just now in order to avoid his sight.

"Xie Yuming?" Li Qian patted him on the shoulder.

The person squatting at his feet shook his shoulders, stood up in embarrassment, staggered and ran towards the bathroom.

Li Qian frowned and looked at it for a while, but didn't follow.

With what happened just now, no one will come to talk to Li Qian now, I'm afraid they will run into the bad luck of Second Young Master Xie and won't get any good results.It's just that Xie Yuming hadn't come back after the reception, and when Li Qian walked to the parking lot alone, he was stopped by the people who hurried out.

"Qian! Qian," seeing Li Qian stop, Xie Yuming caught up with him and said cheekily, "I'll take you back, Qian..."

He knew that Li Qian always hated stalkers, but besides this, he didn't know what to do.He has only talked about such a love, loved such a person, and broken up such a time.Because he couldn't find this person, he was so crazy that he tossed himself into a mental hospital. Now that this person is in front of him, he doesn't know how to save him.

What he didn't dare to think about was what would he do if this person didn't want to forgive him anymore.Xie Yuming had never tasted such cowardice, and felt sour and bitter, very uncomfortable.

Li Qian immediately shook his head and refused, but the other party did not give up. He took a few steps forward and said, "You are not allowed to drive after drinking."

"Just find a replacement driver." Li Qian knew Xie Yuming's nature well, so he would pester him to take him home, and after a while, he would beat him with a stick and try to enter his house.He has been with this person day and night for three months, and seeing his embarrassing posture, he is always a little indecisive now, and he is very hard-hearted, but he is so entangled, unable to let go, when will be the head.

"How inconvenient, I..." Xie Yuming was in a hurry, and stepped forward to grab Li Qian's wrist, then loosened his grip in a panic, slipped to Li Qian's sleeve, and couldn't let go.

Li Qian shook his hands, but didn't shake them off. He felt that it was not good for the two of them to flirt in this place where people come at any time, so he simply led Xie Yuming to the side, using his own car to cover it up.

Xie Yuming thought he agreed, and followed suit happily, but unexpectedly, Li Qian just wanted to start a dispute, and decided to tell the truth: "You are not suitable for driving in this situation." He doesn't even have a driver's license now, and with this picture Looking sickly, Li Qian was afraid that he would drive the car into a ditch with him.

Despite this, Xie Yuming still sensed the opportunity, tightened his grip, and insisted: "I have a driver, I'll ask him to take you off."

Hearing what he said, Li Qian glared at the aggressively handsome man in front of him, and saw that he trembled under his gaze, but still insisted on not retreating. In desperation, he had no choice but to agree. Xie Yuming, who was one step ahead of him and slipped into the car like a fish consciously, and his earnest gaze, he cursed secretly: I know what this little pig is up to.

Without hesitation, he chose to sit in the co-pilot's seat, while Xie Yuming clenched his fists in disappointment at the back, and pulled out a few soft hairs under the seat cushion.

"Qian—" Before he could say anything, Li Qian turned his head to the other side, making it clear that he didn't want to talk to him.

Xie Yuming's eyes dimmed, he struggled a few times, and finally kept his mouth shut.

It's been a long time since Li Qian was in such a close and narrow space. He felt that the air was filled with his scent. He clearly wanted to stay awake and remember every minute and every second, but he still couldn't resist. Fatigue and long-lost peace of mind, slowly fell asleep.

"Xie Yuming, Xie Yuming." After getting off the car, Li Qian saw that he was still asleep, and called out twice tentatively, probably because the voice was too soft to disturb Xie Yuming. He wanted to pat him to wake him up, but Xie Yuming's eyes were black and blue. It was very obvious on his pale face, he hesitated for a moment, and said to the driver: "Go get his car first, let him sleep here. This is my phone number, call me when you come back later."

The driver was also in a dilemma. Hearing such a considerate plan, he immediately agreed.

Li Qian took out the small quilt from the rear compartment, put it on Xie Yuming, and closed the car door. Anyway, it was in his garage, so it was unlocked and went upstairs.

But about 10 minutes, Xie Yuming woke up before the driver came back.

Seeing his environment, he was at a loss at first, but later realized that he was still in Li Qian's car, and when the car was parked in his garage, Xie Yuming's whole body came alive, and he got out of the car and walked towards the stairs with ease.

After being knocked on the door and seeing Xie Yuming when he opened it, Li Qian really felt that he was wrong, he should have woken him up just now, Xie Yuming is good at making progress, given a piece of candy, he just wanted a basket.

Xie Yuming made it very clear: he wanted to get back together, but he refused vaguely, which made him feel hopeful again and again.

"Qian, I..." Xie Yuming adjusted the curvature of his mouth to make himself look better.

"Xie Yuming, we're done." Li Qian didn't look at him, but looked behind him as if avoiding him.

Xie Yuming's smile suddenly froze, he tried to bend the corners of his lips, but the muscles on his face were so sore, he lowered his head, managed to squeeze out a smile, but he didn't know who it was for.

He asked Li Qian in a low voice: "Don't you want to hurt me..." He spoke very slowly, a little aggrieved, a little flustered, as helpless as a child about to be abandoned by his parents.

Before Li Qian could speak, he shook his lips and grabbed Li Qian's sleeves. His body had already softened halfway, and he raised his head and hurriedly said: "When you are at home, stay obediently and don't allow yourself to go out; don't run around in other places. Qianqian came to pick me up...I remember it, I always remember it, but Qianqian, why, why didn't you come to pick me up and go home...Don't you want me? Don't you want me..." He Asking bitterly, she was obviously smiling, but she was so fragile that she seemed about to shed tears at any time.

Li Qian hardened his heart, pushed him away, and said, "We ended three years ago."

Xie Yuming lost all his strength in an instant, and the 1.8-meter shelf collapsed in front of him. He knelt on the ground, bent down, buried his face deeply in his hands, and his whole body was shaking.

"What do I want to do, how do you tell me! How can you give me another chance, I can do it... I don't want to end, Qian... I don't want to end, you tell me, what to do, okay?" One sentence is extremely humble.

"Enough, let's stop here, don't make yourself too ugly, huh?" Li Qian felt that he was also crazy, the more softness others showed, the more he poked there, mercilessly.

He also hated, hated Xie Yuming for not being up to date, hated that he was obviously proud but now tossed himself into the dirt for an ex-boyfriend, hated that he lived such a bad life, as if he couldn't do without him, and he couldn't live in peace.

Where is he still here, where is that perverse and willful Xie Yuming?

Xie Yuming's tears crawled out from between his fingers, and the sound of sobbing echoed in the quiet space for a moment. He curled himself up beside Li Qian's feet, choked up and moaned intermittently: "I beg you...I beg you...just this time, I won't Made a mistake... Please, okay? Please, life is too long...I can't, can't live without you..."

"Just take pity on me, give me another chance, I want to go home... Please, please, take me home, okay..."

He grabbed Li Qian's trousers, his face was covered with tears, and this tearful look was not at all charming.

He looked at Li Qian's tall figure and almost cold expression against the light. He had never been so embarrassed and humble for a moment, and he also realized so clearly——

He couldn't do without Li Qian, it was he who couldn't do without Li Qian.

Li Qian is a high god, but he is a humble believer who is as low as dust.

In his life, there was very little happiness and too much sorrow, which was wrong.Apart from dust to dust to dust, there is only Li Qian, who is his destination.

Li Qian couldn't argue with his anger, but he just felt confused and hopeless. If Li Qian didn't want him anymore, what would be the point of his existence and this person?