Cannot breathe in

Akatin stood at the door of Ward 1034 of the Central Hospital, hesitating whether to go in and take a look, the hand holding the doorknob tightened and loosened.

On the one hand, I was afraid that something was wrong with my body, and on the other hand, I was really anxious and worried.

At this moment, a familiar female voice came from behind, "Is it Mafumafu?"

As if every joint in the whole body had been frozen, Akatin turned his head stiffly.

It was such a familiar face, even the slightly graying hair on the sideburns and the wrinkles on both sides of the slanted lip groove walked towards him clearly.

Akatin's mother looked at Akatin's suddenly stiff expression, she was a little strange but she didn't say it out, "Mafu, you also came to see Tin today? But Auntie has something to do, and Tintin's classmates are also taking care of Tintin inside," she said. Then he opened the door of the ward.

Koge, who was sitting on the edge of the hospital bed, turned around with a smile, "Auntie, didn't you say you went out to do some business, why..."

He was only halfway through, and then stuck.

Mafumafu stood at the door.

"Koge, classmate Mafu came to see Tintin too, do you know each other?" Akatin's mother patted Akatin's shoulder from behind, "You guys talk first, Auntie will come back later."

After speaking, she took the key on the escort bed and left in a hurry.

The moment the door closed, Koge's expression suddenly became disgusted, "Who told you about tintin?"

Seeing his friend showing his canine teeth all of a sudden, even though it was to protect [himself], Akatin still had a complicated mood, "koge..."

"We're not familiar enough to call you by name right?" Koge still had that aggressive look, "You didn't come to see tintin then, so why are you pretending to be here now? Guilt? Regret? It's late, I tell you mafumafu, it's too late .”

Akatin has never seen a koge dog lose his temper. He usually has a heartless look, and he can't see any sadness when he is careless, but he didn't expect to see such an emotional look on his face, so really I don't know how to answer, what to say.

So he called again "koge..."

Koge originally wanted to open his mouth to mock, but when he saw the expression of the person in front of him, he was speechless when he opened his mouth, "What are you... why are you acting like this? You are... Hey! "

Akatin was already crying. "Dog...it's me..."

Koge didn't know how to react for a moment when he was called akatin. Mafumafu in front of him cried so hard that he was out of breath. Could it really be tintin?

"@#￥%...&*" Akatin said something that he couldn't understand at all.

"Are you really tintin? Oh my god, how did you become like this?" Koge felt incredible when he heard Mafumafu speak tin in front of him, "Your face... is completely mafu..."

Akatin sobbed, "Dog... I don't know what happened, but when I woke up, I found that I became Mafu's second personality... I thought I wouldn't have any more intersection with him... I decided Understand……"

Koge hugged him, although mafumafu was taller than him, but because his tintin was inside this body, it didn't feel too inconsistent at all.

Listening intermittently to Akatin's talk about what happened to him during this period, Koge was in a daze, "Tintin has really experienced a lot recently." After speaking, he looked at Akatin's body lying on the hospital bed, "As long as you return to this body Is it all right inside?"

Akatin listened to the beep of the pacemaker, yes, back to his body, it was so easy to say.

"It's okay, tintin, as your friend, I will definitely help you and try my best."

After returning home, Akatin was still thinking about Koge's expression when he said this, it was really full of sunshine and hope.

This is your best friend, someone you can trust when you are in deep trouble, and who is fully prepared to help you.

Finally someone to talk to, Akatin felt very relaxed.

Practice makes perfect, I opened the refrigerator, took out the fresh vegetables and fruits I bought on Friday and put them on the cutting board, lit the fire, took out the oil from the condiment cabinet, poured it into the pot, and cooked the rice washed on the window sill.

It became more and more comfortable to use mafu's body. Akatin stretched out his arms and swayed, as if he was used to this height.

If I change back one day, I will still be very disappointed. After all, this is also a way to get in touch with this person, live in his house, and smell the air he breathes every day.

It's strange to think so, akatin is a little self-deprecating as he stir-fries the tomatoes.

Akatin, who was planning to wash up and sleep after eating, noticed the note in the morning again.

Hey, anyway, please reply, so that if mafu really has someone he likes, he can try his best to get used to congratulating him.

"What's the matter?Very sad look. 』

In the next few days, akatin and mafu appeared alternately in the ward, Koge also felt the pattern, if it was akatin who came in with a smile, it was mafumafu who came in with a sad face.

And the ancient correspondence between akatin and mafu continues.

"I feel so regretful, Hiro-san, I still have a lot to say to him. 』

"Then talk to him. 』

"I'm a mean and cowardly person, Hiro-san. 』

"Mafu-san is not such a person, to make you happy, you are singing with Soraru-san, right?"Shall we record a version together? 』

The previous chorus was posted on the Internet and received unanimous praise.

But the title says mafumafu's solo.

Some listeners also responded that they seemed to hear two different singing styles, and felt as if two people with the same voice were singing together.

Originally, Akatin proposed to sing in this chorus just to let Mafu relieve the depressing atmosphere, and he didn't even think that Mafu would agree.

It is really hard to like someone, akatin knows this deeply.Especially if he likes someone as cold as Soraru-san, it is normal for Mafu to feel sad or to say that he is mean and cowardly.

Hey, did you agree?

Alright, so let me record first.

After opening the audio production software, Akatin put on the monitor headphones and took a deep breath.

"Red (あか) renga くぐった

転（ころ）びそうな木（き）ぐつ

オルガンが声（ひび）けば

Snow (ゆき)のvelvet blanket (じゅうたん)にcover(おお) われる

......"

【Walking under the red bricks

wooden shoes about to fall

With the sound of the organ

Surrounded by a carpet of snow

A night loved by the whole world]

The tune of this song is very light, and the accompaniment with the sound of jingling keys makes people feel happy.

"梦の3 Fandi (さんばんち) Sleeping (ねむき)の角 (かど)

[-] 时（じ）待（ま）ち合（あ）わせ

Keyboard (けんばん)は冰(こおり)のように冷(つめ)たい音(おと)がした

そう编（つむ）いていく

......"

【The sleepy corner of No. [-] house in the dream

10: Meet there at 10:[-]

The keys sound like ice cubes

Yes, gradually intertwined]

Because it is too ethereal and bright, just listening to the accompaniment makes people feel at ease, as if they have forgotten a lot of unpleasant things.

Simple life, good afternoon.

Beloved you.

This is the life many people dream of.

"Don't underestimate me, Mafu-san, I will replace you at Soraru-san's place when you are away." PS. The song is on the desktop, the mix is ​​up to you☆』

Mafu clicked on the screen with the mouse, dragged hiro's track into the production software, and played it first.

The whole piece is my own original. When the familiar sound of castanets strikes, Mafu is still in a trance, and the sadness cannot be eliminated immediately.

Next came the lingering organ and piano ensemble, and Hiro's voice slowly flowed out along with these, and the whole atmosphere was amplified to a luxurious level by Sony's monitor headphones.

It was clearly his own voice, but it sounded a little nostalgic.

Listening to it, I remembered that when I made this song, I planned to explain everything to Akatin, but I was very timid, so I planned to make a song and give it to Akatin.

It is obviously appropriate to use their favorite music to express mafu's feelings for his favorite akatin.

But even after it was posted on the public homepage, mafu never really told akatin that this song was for him, and I don't know if tin-san has heard it.

Tin mulberry.

Mafu buried his face in his hands.

The headphones are still playing non-stop.

"また明日 (あした) から着谈 (じょうだん)で笑(わら)いあえる

keyboard (けんばん) を knock (たた) くたび

Tuning (ちょうりつ) をしなきゃ

Servant（ぼく）ら时（とき）かずれていく

......"

[Can you still laugh at each other jokingly after tomorrow?

whenever the keys are struck

have to tune

Our time is gradually misaligned]

Unknowingly, the distance between us has become so far. Tomorrow, I will still remember the soft light shining in your green eyes, but can we still laugh without worry like that at that time.

Reach out, can I still hold you?

Do you know what I mean?

"うんわかっているよ

......"

【Yeah, I know】

Mafu sat up all of a sudden, Hiro's tone just now...was so familiar.

Although it was his own voice, with Mafu's excellent discrimination, he felt that the words just now were just spoken by Tin in his ear.

However, it is impossible for tin to know.

Mafu slowly submerged himself in the soft computer chair, the accompaniment in the earphones was still tinkling and lively, but Mafu still felt powerless, and gradually turned his head to one side.

"Timepiece (とけい) が动 (うご) く

......"

【Clock rotation】

There seemed to be regret flowing in the eye sockets, but Mafu still closed them tightly.

"もう何（なん）で咱（な）かないでよ

......"

【Why?Don't cry...]

Tin...

"Servant (ぼく) は Dahusband (だいじょうぶ) Dahusband

......"

【I'm fine, it's fine...】

I'm fine too.

Tin, I will watch over you here, whenever you open your eyes, you will definitely see me.

It's ok.