Cannot breathe in

"Today is December 20, 12XX, and it's snowing."

Mafu was on the way to the hospital. He skipped the last two classes for self-study, and planned to change classes with Akatin's mother. She hadn't had dinner properly for many days.

Christmas is coming soon, and the shops on the street have already started preparing for the festival. It looks lively, but Mafu can't get into the joy at all. He buckles the earphones hanging around his neck to his head and presses the The play key of the mobile phone.

He forgot that when he was at home, he had turned his mobile phone to the loudest and played it to the outside, so when the music was turned on, he really felt the presence of the eardrum, which made his heart skip a beat.

That song happened to be Tin-sang crying.

Mafu rubbed between his brows, and with a slight smile, turned down the volume.

The snow wasn't that big, and it would melt if it touched the ground, but there was a piece of snow on Mafu's journey that kept clinging to his slender eyelashes tenaciously until the hospital hadn't completely melted away.

I still remember that I made an agreement with Akatin in the summer to go skiing in the winter, and it turned out to be like this now.

But it doesn't matter, tin, we'll go again when you wake up.

I love you.

"Today is December 20, 12XX, the weather is sunny, but very cold."

Wearing a thick scarf, Mafu walked into the specialty store playing crazy music.

I like this style of earphone tintin very much. I have worn out many of them, but I still insist on buying only this one.

Not cheap, tin. When Mafu closed the wallet, he thought, when you wake up, you have to make it up to me.

I love you.

"Today is December 20, 12XX. Today's snow is very thick. It is so soft that you can step on it with your feet."

Merry Christmas, tin.

Mafu put the gift box next to Akatin's pillow, stared at his peaceful sleeping face, and reached out to stroke his still shiny red hair.

I know you're tired and you need to rest, but I still have to ask you for a Christmas present, and I want you to wake up.

If you like to sing, we will form a band together.

If you like fishing, I will accompany you to Taoyuan.

If you like to look at the scenery, I will travel all over the world with you.

I will give you whatever you like.

As long as you wake up.

Mafu carefully rested his head on Akatin's gently heaving chest, enjoying the mild heartbeat and the faint fragrance in his nose.

Wanting to continue sinking further, Mafu propped up his body and leaned forward.

His white hair hung down in strands, some on his shoulders, and some lightly brushed Akatin's fluttering nose.

Then, he pressed the side of his face against akatin's cheek.

Tin, tin.He meditated silently.

Then reverently kissed Akatin's lips lightly.

I love you.

"Today is December 20, 12XX. The weather is fine. There will be a New Year's Eve fireworks show at night."

Mafu is alone in a couple of couples.

The new year is coming soon, tin.You have no way to watch the fireworks, so I will come instead of you and record them for you, so as to save you from screaming regretfully when you wake up.

As the fireworks bloom into a climax, the gorgeous light and shadows are like blooming flowers in May, bursting and bursting.The people around are getting more and more excited, and the mafu who got it is also looking forward to it.

5!

The crowd erupted into a countdown.

Mafu clasped his hands together.

4!

Mafu closed his eyes.

3!

Mafu kept thinking of that person's name in his heart.

2!

Akatin.

1!

Tin.

happy New Year!

The people around started shouting, hugging and kissing happily, and Mafu shed tears in the crowd.

I love you.

"Today is January 20, 1XX, and the weather is fine."

Mafu is going to write a new song.

Because of the winter vacation, he spent every day in Akatin's ward, holding his notebook and typing away.

It seems that I haven't written a song for a long time, and my hands are a little rusty.

Mafu was a little dissatisfied with the final song. It was originally a song for Tin. Isn't this too plain?

The more I listened to it, the more unpleasant it became, so I simply overturned it and directly rewritten it.

The second song deliberately suppressed the dangerous key, and the whole thing was much more lively. The chorus was very high-pitched, which made mafu think of akatin singing this song involuntarily.

So warm, so rhythmic, this is his affection for akatin.

Too intense, too chasing, too eager.

You really need to assess how you feel.

So mafu typed in the name "Yun Xinyue Xing" when saving, and he really needed Yun Xinyue Xing.

Don't worry, tin. Mafu raised his eyes and looked at Akatin gently on the hospital bed, I leave it to you to sing when you wake up, it is definitely a song written just for you.

I love you.

"Today is February 20, 2XX, and the weather in Venice is sunny."

Because Mafu's parents who work abroad are going to spend the winter vacation with him, Mafu, who originally planned to stay in the hospital for the whole vacation, had to set foot on a foreign land.

I still remember that when I was doing geography homework with Akatin, Akatin hugged the map book as if he was about to lick it up, "Look at Mafu! Venice is so beautiful that it looks like a painting. Let's go together after graduation!"

"Tin-san has agreed to go to many places, what should I do if I don't have enough time?" Mafu looked at Akatin a little teasingly, "Peggy's Cove in Ottawa, snack street in Guangzhou, Chamonix, and now I'm going to Venice... so If so, the graduation holiday is not enough, right?"

"Never mind him, anyway, as long as you stay with me, Mafu." Akatin lowered his head and started to do his homework again.

Now, when the scene in that picture is presented in front of his eyes, Mafu feels completely unreal.

Standing on the rickety gondola, looking at the beautiful scene of the sky and water, there are long wooden pillars painted with colorful rings in front of the houses on both sides, which makes the vision longer.

Even the breath he exhaled smelled of water.

Picking up the camera hanging around the neck to take pictures of novel scenes, I want to wait for Akatin to show him after he wakes up.

Look, I've arrived at the place we promised to go together, tin-san.

This time because you want to rest, so I came by myself, so you have to wake up quickly, so that we can come to the Venice you want to see together.

I love you.

"February 20, 2XX, sunny day."

Valentine's Day is the climax of the carnival in Venice.

The cobblestone road, which was not spacious in the first place, is now even more crowded with people, and Mafu felt uncomfortable, but after hesitating, he also joined in this world-class carnival.

The Venetian is very magical. It seems that as long as you put on a costume, you can create Shakespeare's classic plays. Here is King Lear, and there is Macbeth. The whole body is full of Renaissance flavor.

Adding that Rome is a thick castle, then Venice is a gently swaying boat, singing gorgeous arias while propping up a pole.

"Young man!" The bearded owner of the mask shop was very enthusiastic, "How can we do without a mask at this time?"

Mafu couldn't understand the thick English of his dialect, so he walked over with some doubts.

"Come, come, see you coming from afar, this is for you," the uncle put a mask on Mafu's head, "This is the mask of Casanova, give it to the most beautiful boy in the carnival, to woo the girl you like Come on! Be brave!"

Mafu was still confused, thinking that he was asking him to spend money to buy the mask, so he took out his wallet, but the bearded boss stopped him, waving his hand and gesticulating, "Young man, love is priceless, haha."

Mafu understood the last sentence, and looked at the boss with a kind smile, feeling a little embarrassed.

Fortunately, he is wearing a mask, so it is not easy for others to see his shyness. "Thank you."

"Don't worry about it, go ahead! Pursue the girl you love!" The boss pushed him on the shoulder. "In this crazy night!"

Mafu staggered, then nodded and ran into the crowd.

People of different skin colors and different nationalities laughed at each other, greeted each other and sang together whether they knew each other or not.

Crazy.

Wearing a golden casanova mask, he is the prince of the carnival night.

So, I'm off to find my princess.

Tin.

wait for me.

"On March 20, 3XX, it rained."

Mafu returned to Japan a week ago, and at this time Japan has begun to enter the prelude to spring.

It seems that I met Tin Sang in such a spring full of vitality.

If everything can still stay at that time, I will kneel down and thank God with satisfaction.

Sorry to take so long to tell you my heart.

I was afraid of missing something I wanted to say to you, so I made this video diary. I have tried my best to record it carefully, but because of Hiro, I can’t report it every day.

I hope that when you wake up, my heart can be sent to you in its original form.

Mafu turned off the camera, imported the video diary recorded just now to the computer with a data cable, and carefully marked the date.

I love you, tin.

Oh, by the way, Yun Xinyue's accompaniment has been made, let Hiro-san listen to it too, Mafu picked up the guestbook.

"By the way, Hiro-san, I made Yun Xinyue Xing's song and saved it in Disk D. You can go and listen to it. 』

Akatin clicked on the D drive, and saw the file labeled [Cloud Heart and Moon Nature] at a glance, double-clicked and put on the earphones.

This tune fits his taste very well, like a feeling he has always liked.

Listening and listening, Akatin subconsciously clicked around with the mouse, which is a small habit of him listening to music on the computer.

After clicking on the E drive, Akatin suddenly realized that he was rummaging around, and put down the mouse in embarrassment, but after a while, he began to wonder if there would be a document like [Learning Materials (A)] in mafu?

I thought with a guilty conscience, anyway, I am a mafu now, and it is normal to go through my own things...isn't it normal!

Line...Twitter...FB...everything is common software.

Next is all kinds of ordinary folders that cannot be more ordinary, such as music material, picture material, video material, it is simply a huge database.

Eh……?

Akatin suddenly saw his own name [tin].

What's in here? akatin click on it.

The forty videos are arranged one by one in chronological order.

Hey, this should be the quintessence of the country—a love action movie, right? Akatin clicked on the first video file with a snickering mentality. After loading for a while, the image appeared on the screen.

"Hey, tin." Mafu, who was sitting at his current position on the screen, called his name affectionately.

Akatin was completely stunned and could only stare blankly at mafu on the screen.

The effect of the camera is not bad, the light is very soft, Mafu smiled a little shyly, and there is no distortion "Today I am going to make a video diary for you... You know, I am not very good at expressing my thoughts, but if there are some words, I will If you want to say something that the other party will understand, I decided to practice and try to say it to you."

The white mafuteru was still lying quietly on Akatin's lap, acting as a big pillow.Now akatin is used to carrying it with him.

"akatin, I like you, it's different from a friend's liking, it's the kind of liking you want to hug and kiss."

Akatin gripped mafuteru hard.

Mafu... what did you say mafu?

"I want to be with akatin-san. It may be too late to say such things now, after all, you can't hear tin." Mafu on the screen smiled helplessly and felt a little disappointed. "But until now, I also I want to talk to you."

Afterwards, Mafu talked about some things that happened that day. He forgot to turn on the earphones loudly while walking on the street and was shocked. A large snowflake kept falling on his eyelashes, which was cool.

But Akatin didn't listen, the first sentence made him dizzy.

Mafu...likes me?

Just kidding, everyone knows... Mafu likes Soraru-san, everyone knows that.

Omg.

"I love you, tin."

Hearing this sentence, Akatin stood up as if stepping on a switch, and Mafuteru, who was in his arms, fell to the ground all of a sudden.

My face is so hot!

Akatin pressed the back of his hand to his face, breathing even more rapidly due to the tension.

Don't feel disgusted by the words of mafu.

Akatin didn't dare to click on the next video, just stared blankly at the screen.

1 minutes, 2 minutes.

Akatin came back to his senses, quickly changed his clothes, and went out.

Koge, who is in charge of taking care of Akatin's body in the hospital, is copying the notes he left recently. After knowing that Akatin's consciousness resides in Mafu's body, he gradually relaxes. After all, knowing that this person still exists in the world, he will be relatively at ease no matter what. a little.

"Boom!" The door of the ward was pushed open.

"Be quiet, this is a hospital..." Koge was about to reprimand when he saw the person coming, "You are..."

Mafu at the door was panting. He just put on a beige sweater and smoke gray coat casually. Running quickly has become as red as an apple, looking very anxious.

Koge, who used to distinguish akatin and mafumafu by his expression and temperament, felt unable to tell the difference for the first time.

"Dog, cough..." Akatin coughed twice, his eyes were covered with water vapor due to physiological reasons, "Dog..."

"What's wrong with tintin? So anxious?" Koge recognized it now, picked up a water glass from the table beside the hospital bed with concern, and handed it to akatin, "don't worry, drink some water."

Akatin held the handle of the water glass, adjusted his breathing, and kept sliding his thumb on the water glass.

As if comforted by the quiet atmosphere in the ward, Akatin finally stopped panting, but his face was still extremely red.

"The dog...mafu... confessed to me."

"Eh?!" Koge was confused, "Didn't you tell me that you didn't tell him that you are Akatin? How did he confess to you? Did he find out?"

"I watched the video diary he recorded for me on the computer... He confessed his love to me at the beginning, he said he likes me... something like that." After finishing speaking, Akatin's face turned even redder.

"Like you?" Koge wanted to laugh at first, but then he put on a straight face, "What did you do to you before, made you so sad, why do you like you now!"

"Actually, I didn't blame him... like that."

"It's too much, Mafu." Koge turned his back, "I really don't understand why you still treat him well."

"Mafu doesn't mean that. At that time... I think I can probably understand why he treats me like that... After all, Mafu's character... You also know that he is not very good at expressing... right..."

Koge listened to Akatin's faltering subconsciously helping Mafu, sighed, and turned around helplessly, "Tintin, looking at you, you obviously accepted him, right?"

Akatin suddenly looked like a switch was turned off, and lowered his head in panic, "Not...not..."

"Tintin, do you remember what I said before?" Koge held up Akatin's face "What you want to do, and you think it will benefit you, then you can do it with confidence, even if the whole world People say you are wrong, but I will stand by you, and I will always support you."

Akatin looked at the amber eyes that were close at hand, and his eye sockets became hot for a moment, "koge..."

"You like him, face it bravely for so long."

"We're best friends, I'm the one who hates you the least," koge pinched akatin who was staring at him stupidly

"So, how are you going to reply to Mafu?"