lemon early summer

After getting the first month's salary, Zhang Xiaoning first selected a large box of snacks online and sent them to Gu Xia. When Gu Xia received the goods, she was very surprised. She first thought whether it was Chi Jiayan's gift or not. But it wasn't, and then I asked several people, and they all said no.

She would never have thought that it was Zhang Xiaoning who gave it to her, because Zhang Xiaoning had never given her anything after knowing her for so many years.

Until Zhang Xiaoning sent a WeChat message asking if she had received the goods. "Is this the sun coming out from the west? You will buy me food."

"The sun never comes out from the west."

"I'm so touched, but I bought too much. I don't know when I can finish it."

"You can give it to your friends." Zhang Xiaoning seems to have found some sense of accomplishment. It turns out that when you have the ability to give something to others, it is a happy thing. Gives a sense of accomplishment.

Zhang Xiaoning, who has just become a regular employee, does not have a high salary, but she wants to save money as soon as possible and repay the loan, so she will still take on some part-time jobs after work.Wen Yayi advised her not to worry, everything is difficult at the beginning, if you burn out at a young age, the loss outweighs the gain.

Zhang Xiaoning continued to take part-time jobs while agreeing. She didn't know why she was in such a hurry. In fact, there was nothing wrong with paying off the loan two years later, and because it was a student loan, the interest was not high.But there was a voice in her heart urging her, making her eager to get rid of the current debt as soon as possible.

After working for a year, Zhang Xiaoning lost several catties. If she didn't eat a lot, she reckoned that she would lose even more.After the original round baby face lost some flesh, it looked even more delicate.

"Looking at you now, I really feel sorry for you." Wen Yayi teased her like this, "Don't force yourself to be too hasty, and occasionally find time to talk about love or something!"

"There's no time to talk."

"Don't tell me, you still like Gu Xia." Wen Yayi heard Zhang Xiaoning mention this matter, and she didn't care too much, because in her opinion, with the passage of time, many feelings will change, Not to mention someone as purely one-sided as Zhang Xiaoning.

"Maybe." Zhang Xiaoning answered speciously. In order to prevent Wen Yayi from continuing to talk about this topic, she said again: "The main reason is that I don't have time, I often have to work overtime, and I have no money now, so I don't want to do other things at all .”

"If you don't have money, then talk to someone who has money."

"That's it, people, it's better to have some money to be free."

Independence, this is what Wen Yayi admires most about Zhang Xiaoning, she admires it, and occasionally she feels distressed, because she knows far more about Zhang Xiaoning's experiences than Gu Xia.What's the name of that line - bury your sorrow in your body, leave your bright side to you...

It only took Zhang Xiaoning one and a half years from formal work to paying off the loan. During this year and a half, time flew like an arrow. When Zhang Xiaoning was sorting out the files on the computer desktop, she realized that she had been so busy. She couldn't remember how many overtime shifts she had during that day and night, and how many times she slept after one o'clock in the morning.

No debts, a stable job, and no need to worry about money. When these three long-awaited things finally came true, Zhang Xiaoning did not get much joy. She did not forget. , lived in the hospital for two days.

Wen Yayi said, you are a complete workaholic.This is not bad at all.

Workaholics leave work, it seems that there is no other meaning, and the young Zhang Xiaoning is not aware of this for the time being, just thinking about earning more money, only in this way, can have a sense of security, people who are used to being poor, When you can become rich one day, you will definitely work hard to become rich.

Zhang Xiaoning changed to a better mobile phone, a better computer, rented a house to a place with a higher rent, and bought clothes that became more expensive every day. The new look gave her short-term satisfaction , but this satisfaction did not last long.

It's like a person who has always wanted to eat a certain kind of food, and finally got it one day, and it's amazing, and then he keeps eating and eating, and one day he will feel ordinary.

In addition to spending money on herself, Zhang Xiaoning also started to spend money for the people around her, buying things for Wen Yayi and Gu Xia, and they were very generous. Seeing them happy, she felt a little bit of joy.

Hurrying urban life, although it makes people refined, it also makes people feel empty.

She tried to find all kinds of novels and comics to read like she did when she was a student, but she couldn't read many, so she would just leave it aside. She was rarely interested in finding out about unknown stories, and online dramas were changing with each passing day, but she There is never a complete show.

The fast pace of life pushing her forward made it difficult for her to stop for recreational activities, and her interest in many things dwindled.

"I haven't seen anything from you recently, and I haven't posted on Moments or made phone calls. Are you busy?" Gu Xia was actually very busy after graduate school, but compared to Zhang Xiaoning, it was still relatively easy.

Zhang Xiaoning looked at the message from Gu Xia on WeChat, and didn't know how to reply for a while. If she was very busy, she seemed to be refusing to communicate.

After thinking for a while, Zhang Xiaoning finally sent a sentence, "It's not too busy, but I just feel tired."

"I still have to go out more when I have time, we haven't seen each other for half a year."

Although they don't see each other, the relationship will never fade. Gu Xia and Zhang Xiaoning are very sure of this, but as they get older, life becomes complicated, and people don't want to say more and more things, even if they do, they don't want to say it to anyone Neither fit.

Probably, even Zhang Xiaoning felt that she was really depressed, so she ran to find Gu Xia on a weekend.What Zhang Xiaoning didn't expect was that Chi Jiayan and Gu Xia hadn't broken up yet.

"Chi Jiayan has persisted for a long time."

"Um, indeed, I think it's the longest time among the boys I've talked to." Although they split and reunited in the middle, the two of them couldn't count.

"Maybe this is fate. After going around for a long time, I returned to the original point." After Zhang Xiaoning finished speaking, she seemed to think of herself in high school again. Chi Jiayan said it well, all of this is fate .

At this moment, Zhang Xiaoning began to imagine Gu Xia's appearance when she got married. Maybe the groom standing next to her was Chi Jiayan, what about herself?Where will you stand?Anyway, if she was asked to be a bridesmaid, she would not agree, because Gu Xia was too beautiful, so she stood aside by herself... Forget it, I can't imagine this scene.

But from the bottom of her heart, she didn't want Gu Xia to get married at all, the later the better, so that she might be able to spend more time with her.

After telling Gu Xia about this idea, Gu Xia smiled and said: "You, you always think too much. Even if I get married, we can still play together, we are still friends, and nothing will change."

"That's different."

"What's the difference?"

"It feels different." Zhang Xiaoning thought, she was indeed thinking too far. Although there are some classmates who get married as soon as they graduate, most of the people around them still tend to marry later, and Gu Xia's character does not seem to be early marriage. people who just get married.

Not long after, Wen Yayi was urged by her mother to marry, and she complained to Zhang Xiaoning on WeChat almost every day, so Zhang Xiaoning seemed to realize that, in fact, everyone had already entered the marriageable age.It's just that Wen Yayi's mother seemed to be in a hurry, while the other parents were not so anxious.

"I don't want to stay at home anymore. I'll come to you, okay?"

"Do you want to stay for a long time or just hide for a few days?" If it is a long-term stay, Zhang Xiaoning still has some lumps in her heart, because she has been very emotional recently, and always likes to cry for no reason. She doesn't want to be called Wen Yayi in this chaotic state. see.

"Leave first and then talk! If you stay at home any longer, I will go crazy."

It was rare to see Wen Yayi go crazy like this, so Zhang Xiaoning agreed, but she was still thinking in her heart that if Yayi was going to stay for a long time, she would find another house for her, but it was not easy to say that. ...Wen Yayi soon quit her job and left home, and arrived in the city where Zhang Xiaoning was.

When receiving Wen Yayi, Zhang Xiaoning took a serious look at her. Since going to college, the two of them only met each other during the winter and summer vacations, and after work, they only saw each other when they returned home during the Chinese New Year. Time brought Wen Ya Yi's changes seem to be more obvious, and her makeup is getting more and more refined.

It was a rare meeting, and the two of them could not stop chatting under the covers, and it was three o'clock in the chat. At this time, it seemed that time had returned to high school, and there were some things that could not be finished.It's just that today's topic has become a trivial matter.

They didn't talk about comics, danmei, movies and novels anymore.

Wen Yayi started looking for a job only two days after she arrived. After finding a job, she started looking for another house. The speed was so fast that Zhang Xiaoning felt very comfortable. Maybe everyone doesn't like to spend too long in the same room with others, even if it is a relationship Very nice person.

But Zhang Xiaoning didn't know that Wen Yayi didn't want to leave because she didn't want to stay with her for too long and didn't have a private space, but because she didn't want to trouble her too much.

In the end, Wen Yayi found a house not far from Zhang Xiaoning, and the two were very satisfied with it, which meant that they could be together from time to time, but this idea was rarely realized, because Zhang Xiaoning was completely overwhelmed by work up.

She has a quirk. She still likes to stay in the office after get off work. Looking at the empty office with a single lamp, she will be inexplicably at ease. Then she will do some work to be done the next day. If she still doesn’t want to go back, she will find something else to do. Do it, she thinks she might really be crazy.

For two years, the place where she spends the most time is the office. When working overtime with her colleagues, she even joked that it would save her worry if she could move her home to the office.Everyone said that because Zhang Xiaoning lived alone, it didn't make much difference whether she went home or not. They suggested that she find a boyfriend or keep a pet.