death is your ghost

What happened last night, after Mo Han took Chi Nan back to the orphanage, Director Zhang didn't bother him anymore, so he put the matter behind him.Unexpectedly, when I went out this morning, I heard from the aunt who was cooking that the deputy director of the school fell at home last night, and unfortunately fell from the window. Two front teeth were knocked out and the skull was damaged in many places.

Auntie picked up the cabbage in her hand, staring at the kitchen stove with her eyes full of attention, listening to the sizzling sound of cooking oil in the frying pan, and raising her hand from time to time to wipe off the itching on her forehead.

"One pass ten, ten pass one hundred, I don't know what happened, I only heard that someone was walking on the road, bumped, and a person fell in front of him. Fortunately, the building was only three stories high, and there were clothes hangers blocking it. If you don’t, you’ll become a vegetable even if you don’t die.”

Mo Han was full of doubts, how could this man fall from the window of his house?Could it be that someone pushed it down?When this idea came out, Mo Han broke out in a cold sweat. It wasn't that he had thought of any ghosts and gods, but he had an inexplicable urge to link this matter with Director Zhang's harassment of him last night.

The wicked will be rewarded with evil.

Even if he was just thinking about it, Mo Han thanked the virtual person who pushed the man surnamed Zhang out of the window from the bottom of his heart.

The man surnamed Zhang has a good face and is a hypocrite. Maybe it was arranged by God long ago when he fell off the floor.

Very popular!

Mo Han thought angrily, he is not a good person anyway, it is impossible for him to face Director Zhang with a silly smile, but fortunately he is lying in the hospital with hemiplegia and can't wake up after playing with Zhou Gong Chess up.

Mo Han thought to himself to soothe his mood, raised his wrist to look at his watch, it was getting late.

"Auntie, I'll be leaving first. It's almost too late for class. Thank you for roasting pork belly with cabbage."

While running, Mo Han turned his head and said, the dazzling white courtyard in the early morning was far away behind him, the auntie got up busy after picking up the cabbage, and responded with a smile on her face, before she could tell him to walk slowly, Mo Han disappeared. .

In the full four classes in the morning, Mo Han dragged his cheeks to travel far away with his spiritual consciousness, and didn't learn any knowledge.

Mohan's school is a classic pink building, abandoning the western flat roof style, each building is built according to the architectural concept of the church, the steeple, the round bell, and the sculpture in the center of the artificial lake on the campus are all Holy and loving priest.

Probably a school donated by a well-meaning person who believes in a priest.

In order to make children more happy to study, but also to complete their own sense of accomplishment.

Downstairs, the playground is full of students fighting, and all grades are mixed together. Only the third year building is a little quieter. After all, they are all warriors fighting on the single-plank bridge that crosses the gap between high school and university. The life of the university.

The time of cranky thinking always passes quickly. In Mo Han's last English class, the teacher is a punctual and rigid woman. She is serious and dedicated, and she does things with a strict eye. She will never delay the class of the students. Thanks to her, Mo Han can Avoid the crowded corridors after school, and go downstairs unimpeded.

Chi Nan's teaching building is a little further away from the school gate. After school rang the bell, Mo Han went downstairs and Chi Nan came out of the class at the same time, no more, no less.

The two walked in tandem without saying a word as usual.

Chi Nan is 14 years old. He has a very smart head and a rapid stature. Except for his face, he still has the immaturity of a young boy. On the way, who would have thought that this kid is already in the second and third year of high school.

Speaking of Chi Nan's talent for studying, Mo Han felt ashamed, not saying that he was stupid, but that he lost to the legendary children of other people in his age.

Even though he is younger than his peers, he is still being pursued by others.

Mo Han looked at Chi Nan, who was only left to his back, from top to bottom, from left to right, with mixed emotions in his heart.Chi Nan didn't talk to him for a long time, and he didn't even keep his humming voice to himself. He spent a long time together after school every day, but he couldn't see his face, which made him almost forget what Chi Nan looked like.

The front turned into a small alley street, and the side of the street was full of lodging houses, the noise was loud, the ground was not very clean, and garbage was thrown everywhere.In the past, whenever he came to this alley, Chi Nan always rushed out at the fastest speed as if fleeing, but today he went against the norm, sauntering slowly, putting his hands in his pockets, shaking his head left and right, as if he was looking for something.

After walking for a while, Chi Nan stopped at a stone rubbish place full of rubbish and smelly. He squatted down and reached his hand into the rubbish.

From Mo Han's point of view, Chi Nan's clean and white hands are reaching out to the garbage pile full of flies and bacteria, how disharmonious it is!

Mo Han's eyes paused, and he walked over with strides. He wanted to see what this otherworldly child was going to do.

He can handle such a dirty place.

Mo Han stood behind Chi Nan in a few steps, and a dirty yellow-haired dog jumped into his eyes.

"Shiba Inu?" Mo Han said softly.

This dog looks as if it has been abused. There are a few long scratches criss-crossing on its supposedly soft and fluffy belly. It looks like a knife wound but not like a knife wound. The wound has scabbed over, but blood red can still be seen imprint.

Perhaps it has been by the garbage dump for a long time, the Shiba Inu's body exudes a disgusting smell, I am afraid it has been wandering here for a long time.

Chi Nan's tender, bony hands teased its chin affectionately, and the thin Shiba Inu seemed to feel his distress, fiddled with his head and gently rubbed against his palm.

Mo Han frowned, grabbed Chi Nan, and pulled him away from the dirty place. The Shiba Inu was frightened by this action, and yelled and hid away as if threatened by the sky.

"Do you know how dirty this dog is, and how many germs it has on it, so you dare to touch him like that?!" Mo Han roared.

Chi Nan put on the schoolbag strap that had slipped off his shoulders due to Mo Han's movements, and said rebelliously: "What's your business? I won't dirty you if I get dirty, just mind your own business!"

Mo Han really doesn't care about Chi Nan's attitude towards him, but dogs of unknown origin may really carry terrible germs, and he has the responsibility to remind him, but he didn't expect him to be ungrateful.

"This garbage dump is messy and full of everything. What if I get sick?"

Chi Nan suddenly showed a mocking smile, and rolled up his eyes full of malice: "Disease? I don't mess with it, and I don't sell it. I keep myself clean. What kind of disease is it?"

Every word of the words pierces the heart, with another deep meaning, pointing at someone.

Mo Han looked at him in disbelief.How much does Chi Nan know, and what does he think of the matter between him and his brother? Is the deep meaning of these words contempt?

How is he going to explain to Chi Nan...

"Xiao Nan, I didn't mean that..."

"If that's not what you mean, then leave me alone. Who are you? My brother is dead, and I have no relatives in this world. Where did you come from? Don't care what I do!"

Mo Han frowned: "I'm worried about you!"

Chi Nan put his hands back into his pockets again, and said something extremely ugly before leaving.

"I'm not like you. In the future, you can rely on your seductive beauty to live comfortably and live a fake high-class life, but I can't afford it!"

Chi Nan's meaning was obvious. He regarded everything between his brother and Mo Han as Mo Han's seduction of Chi Yue, and from now on he would rely on this to make a living... What did he think of himself!

Mo Han was furious, grabbed Chi Nan's arm, and said harshly, "You just look at me like that, what do you know?!"

Not to be outdone, Chi Nan said, "I don't understand, hum, you're cheap! Nothing else!" Chi Nan, who was about the same size as Mo Han, was more deterrent than him. He shook off Mo Han and grabbed his hand, and nodded again. Walk away without going back.

Mo Han was the only one left with his eyes reddened, he couldn't say anything, he could only vent his anger by calling his name angrily.

"Chi Weiyu!"

Ordinary streets and alleys are the same, only adding to the desolation of loneliness.

Back at the orphanage at noon, the fragrant cabbage and roasted pork could no longer arouse Mo Han's appetite.

Mo Han hastily ate a few mouthfuls of food, instead of taking a lunch break in the room, he went to the school to find the class teacher and asked for sick leave in the afternoon.

Mo Han, who got the leave slip, was exhausted and walked on the road tangled, not wanting to go back to the orphanage.Chi Nan's words after school in the morning are still buzzing in his mind, replaying them non-stop.

Mo Han felt uncomfortable. Chi Nan could disagree with his relationship with Chi Yue, or he could hate himself for not shedding a single tear after his brother passed away; I compare myself to the butcher-like crowd in society.

How is this different from a beast who desecrates a love and regards it as a sex transaction.

Oh shit!Mo Han dodged heavily, why did Chi Nan say that about him, why did he have to be misunderstood as soon as Chi Yue died?It's not that he likes men, he only likes Chi Yue.

"I'm not!" Mo Han gritted his teeth and clenched his fists tightly.

He even thought aggrievedly in his heart, if it wasn't for Chi Yue's soft-hearted, stalking, betraying his lust, and turning a good young man who likes big girls into a heterogeneous man who likes men, how happy his life is now, You don't have to always guess your image in Chi Nan's heart, and you don't have to be careful everywhere for fear of ruining this good impression.

In the end, I was nothing but a lowly brat.

So angry!

Walking in the direction of the orphanage without knowing it, Mo Han returned to the alley street. When he passed the garbage dump, he deliberately glanced over there. But it's really pitiful.

Mo Han habitually touched the position of the heart, where the blood was boiling, symbolizing the vitality of life.

He breathed a sigh of relief, stretched out his hands to hold the Shiba Inu in his arms, turned back and looked for the veterinary hospital.

The doctor on duty seemed to be young, holding a dying puppy, hurriedly arranged a bed for nurses, asked some simple questions and started the operation.

Halfway through the operation, Mo Han realized that he had no money. The idle doctor's assistant outside the operating room seemed to have a mind-reading ability. He saw through his heart at a glance, and comforted him: "It's okay. After the dog is cured, it will be fostered in the hospital. You can Bring the money to pay for the operation another day, and then you can take the dog back."

Mo Han was embarrassed to say that he had no money on him, so he dealt with it vaguely after hearing these words.

In this case, Mo Han had no reason to stay here, and turned around to leave. The doctor's assistant stopped him again with a candy in his mouth: "Wait, you left before the operation was completed?"

"Come see him another day."

"Wait." The assistant called again. "That dog is not clean, you should get a vaccination."

Mo Han looked at the black dirt left by holding the dog with both hands, and shook his head slightly: "It's okay, I'll just wash it off."

The assistant wanted to persuade him to get a vaccination just in case and avoid risks, but Mo Han turned around and walked away a long time ago.

"Oh, maybe I don't have any money. Do you want to tell Master..." The assistant turned his head to look at the operating room with the red light on, and jumped away briskly.

When I came out, the high sun outside had already turned into the setting sun and appeared in the western sky.

It turned out that he had been in the hospital for so long.

Unexpectedly, he didn't want to go back to the orphanage. He left the veterinary hospital and walked a few steps to the bus stop. He still had a few dollars in change on his body. Let God take a bus and get on it. When he got to the last stop, he took a bus back .

There was only an old woman with a dark face on the platform, with a basket straddling her arm, stuffed with several large bags of red plastic bags inside, she glanced at Mo Han with her bloodshot eyes, and then smiled friendlyly.

Mo Han warmed his heart, his mind was like the surface of a lake that had been soothed by the spring breeze, slightly oscillating, calm and reassuring.

A few minutes later, a bus came, Mo Han put a coin on the bus, chose a seat by the window, turned his head out of the window, and hurriedly had a panoramic view of the pedestrians.

The location of home is getting farther and farther away from him, and the memories deeply rooted in his mind temporarily float loosely with the driving of the car, so he doesn't want to think about it.

……

"Passengers, this bus has reached the bottom station. Passengers, please take your belongings and get off in order."

Mo Han was startled awake by the female robotic voice, and the first thing he saw when he opened his eyes was the warm yellow streetlights that came on outside the window at some unknown time.

He got off the bus in a daze, and the bus left, revealing a deserted street with only Mo Han alone.

Mo Han is one head and two big, why is he so unlucky to get on a bus with such a long stop, how can he go back now?

It’s not working every day, complaining is better to rely on yourself, take a step and see, maybe a miracle will happen.

"Mo Han, are you really planning to walk back like this?"

The author has something to say:

If someone calls me at night I won't look back, I'm a coward