death is your ghost

Not a good person?Is this Chi Nan's truth?Could it be that in his heart, he was like this!

Mo Han's eyes began to swell and hurt again, and his throat felt itchy and sore as if he had eaten a hundred catties of sand.Chi Nan's disgusting words made him weak, and he couldn't speak with momentum.

"What did you say? You said I'm not a good person? Why do you?"

Chi Nan said angrily, and every word he said could provide evidence: "My brother died, you were not sad at all, and I didn't see you shed a tear. My brother fought with others for you, and bought you breakfast every day , ignorant, so that he was expelled before finishing high school, I know it all. He likes you, the thing between you two is not a secret, you are just playing with my brother, you are not sincere to him, You don't really care about his feelings at all."

Mo Han froze in place, his pupils dull, as if frozen in time, Chi Nan's words had a magical power, which brought him back to those days when he was loved by Chi Yue.

The reason Chi Yue fought for him was because the undisciplined gangster who dropped out of school early on the street liked to bully the children in the orphanage, especially when he saw Mo Han, that gangster was full of swear words and insults. When he finished his sentence, he punched him to swallow the rest of the swear words.

Chi Yue loves him, cares about him, and never allows others to hurt him. It is precisely because of Chi Yue's excessive doting that Mo Han is confident and unscrupulous. He knows that no matter what happens to him, Chi Yue will never leave him.

But my love is no less than Chi Yue's.

After Chi Yue's face turned blue after the fight, and he scolded his face, he would go all over the street to ask the neighbors for ice, because applying ice to the wound can relieve pain.

Chi Yue traveled a short distance every morning to buy breakfast for him. On weekends, he would sneak out to buy food for him and send it to his place of work while avoiding the regular meeting of the orphanage. The warm sun is incredible.

In fact, Mo Han didn't want to do anything else, but after working in Chi Yue all morning, he could eat a hot meal and show him a smile that still lingers in his dreams even though he meets every day.

He will feel that no one in the world is happier than himself.

But it turned out that in Chi Nan's eyes, he was just a person who took his brother's love but never knew how to repay it, because he didn't shed a single tear when his brother passed away unexpectedly.

Mo Han suddenly felt that he had failed. Only he knew about these things, and there was no one who could accept them anymore.

Only when you lose it do you think of cherishing it.Mo Han wished he could slap himself to death the pretended arrogance that he never wanted to let go in front of love.

"I'm sorry..." Mo Han lost all his strength, he really couldn't bear the burden on his shoulders, his whole body was so cold, it was obviously the climate of May, he seemed to be soaked in seawater covered with thick ice.

The memories after the loss are hard to let go, but Mo Han still can't shed tears.

His eyes were slightly inflamed and swollen, and wave after wave of mist invaded, holding his eyes that were about to close, and he couldn't close them all the time.

Chi Nan listened to his apology that didn't seem to show any distress, and gritted his teeth. He wiped his nose, not wanting to be in the same space with him for a moment, turned his head and left quickly.

Mo Han calmed down on the spot, touched the stiff back of his neck, sighed deeply, and followed Chi Nan with heavy steps.

The efficiency of the police in City C was really good. At four o'clock in the afternoon, they brought back Chi Yue's body and brought the good news that the criminal had been arrested and brought to justice.

Although the dean is close to sixty years old, he doesn't look old at all. His sleek back combed his hair and his black hair shines, showing the temperament of an old cadre.

He shook the policeman's hand gratefully, and kept nodding. His tearful eyes contained both the pain of such a natural disaster and admiration for the police comrades.

"Thank you, thank you, police comrades, thank you for sending the child back, please bring the criminal to justice, so that my child in heaven can rest at ease."

The dean believes in religion. He believes that people will go to heaven after death, and he firmly believes that every kind person can live forever in heaven.

The police comrades saluted him and said solemnly: "Don't worry, no one will escape the snare of the law. We will treat every case fairly and will never spare every criminal."

Standing behind the dean, Mo Han seemed to be still immersed in the sequelae of the sudden incident, his eyes unfocused; his hands were slightly curled up and hanging by his sides, rubbing the seams of black slacks.

The curly bangs on the front of the forehead blocked half of the line of sight, separating the world in front of him into two groups, flickering bright and dark.

Chi Nan was beside him, and the two of them together created a heavy atmosphere of pain.

The dean sent the police comrades away, walked quickly into the meeting room in the courtyard, and called all the uncles and aunts who took care of the dormitory, the cooks, and the security guards, and arranged and coordinated Chi Yue's funeral.

Mo Han looked at the quiet orphanage and suddenly got busy. Some called to order candles and wreaths, and some notified the coffin seller to bring a coffin over... Their figures were blurred in vision, and the last burst of dazzling light was dimmed. .

The uncle who was moving the table over there ran over screaming, and shouted: "Come on, Xiao Han has fainted, call Dr. Ruan quickly..."

Two or three people gathered in twos and threes, and in a panic, they pulled out their hands to deal with Mo Han's affairs.

Chi Nan stood silently outside the crowd, his eyes burst out with the maturity of seeing all the warmth and warmth of human feelings, and he left without looking back.

After Mo Han fell into darkness, he saw Chi Yue. His face was like a ghost, with a terrifying black line extending from his temple to the top of his brow bone, really like a ghost.

Lost and found again, Mo Han didn't care, rushed forward and wanted to hug him, but he was in vain.If he couldn't make it once, he would come for the second time, but every time after he threw it, Chi Yue would change the place so that he couldn't touch his body.

Tears welled up in Mo Han's eyes, staring at Chi Yue's last afterimage that faded away, he roared sharply: Hey! !

Waking up from the nightmare, Mo Han sat up from the bed, subconsciously looked at his hands, at the despair of not being able to keep his sweetheart.

It was already dark outside, and occasionally light came through from the front hall of the orphanage, which was where everyone arranged the mourning hall for Chi Yue.

Mo Han approached the window with his bare feet, touched the glass, and listened with his breath held.

The melodious, weather-beaten deep female voice recited the words from the Bible, sending the gospel to the parting children.

"My poor child, may you be carefree in heaven, may there be no pain in heaven, may my Lord bless you, help you forget the pain of death, and let you live forever."

The double rows of white candles on both sides of the mourning hall are shining with golden light, jumping and shaking in the holy hall.

A serious photo of Chi Yue was hung in the center of the main hall as a black and white object of worship.

Chi Nan had been kneeling in the mourning hall for several hours. The dean told him not to be too sad, and advised him to go to rest. He remained motionless, did not speak, cried or made noise.

……

Mo Han turned around, wiped away the water droplets that escaped from his eye sockets but had no time to land in the air, returned to the bed, closed his eyes, and fell into a deep sleep.

He might have a glimmer of hope, wanting to see Chi Yue again in his dream.

Chi Yue was released in the orphanage for three days. On the last day, accompanied by all the people guarding the orphanage, he rolled up the fallen leaves of the red maple on the ground, and left without a trace.

Time is still ticking, slipping away silently at the fingertips, and the sad atmosphere over the Hongfeng Orphanage also dissipates day by day.Life still has to go on, whether there is hope or not.

The only difference is that Mo Han gets up on time every day, he doesn't have any extra money to go out to buy breakfast, so he can only get up early, help Chi Nansheng make the rice porridge on the dining table to cool, and count the time to tell him to get up to wash and eat .

Chi Nan went to and from school step by step, and the trivial things in life, he would do whatever Mo Han arranged. The two lived in harmony for a few days, and nothing unpleasant happened, but he still didn't listen to Mo Han very much, and left the orphanage Sometimes, I don't like to talk to him.

Mo Han was calm, as long as Chi Nan didn't push him to the bottom line, he didn't have anything to say.

Chi Nan didn't look around while walking, and crossed the road in a rampage. Mo Han quickly stopped and pulled, but he couldn't pull without any accident, so he let him go.

Anyway, when his brother was alive, he didn't take care of him much. He was not his own brother, so it was his utmost benevolence to help take care of him, and he didn't ask the little ancestor to repay his kindness.

On the seventh day after Chi Yue's death, Chi Nan went to school for evening class, and Mo Han stayed alone in his room reading, when the deputy director of the orphanage knocked on his door suddenly.

Mo Han opened the door and found him, and asked politely, "Director Zhang? What's the matter?"

Director Zhang has a round bald head, yellow skin and fat piled up on his face, and he smiles lewdly: "Xiao Han, let me see you, how are you doing these few days?"

Mo Han smelled insecurity from his mouth full of yellow teeth and his unrestrained attitude when he opened his mouth to him. This director Zhang was only in charge of their weekend education, and he didn't have much contact with each other, let alone come to greet him. A sudden visit, eight out of ten | nine times out of ten nothing good will happen.

But after all, it is the leadership of the orphanage, and Mo Han had to respect him: "I'm fine, thank you, Director Zhang, for your concern."

Director Zhang's fat hand behind his back suddenly stretched out, and slapped Mo Han's shoulders several times. He didn't take it off after he slapped it, and said in a posture: "I should care about you, I know your relationship with Chi Yue Well, now that he is gone, don't be too sad, just tell me if you have any difficulties in study or life, and I will definitely help you."

Mo Han nodded and moved his shoulders back, clearly rejecting Director Zhang's touch.

But the director seemed to be doing it on purpose, Mo Han dodged a little, and he leaned forward again, still smiling, looking harmless to humans and animals.

Mo Han's heart sank, and he backed away involuntarily. This action gave Director Zhang a good opportunity to commit crimes, and the two entered the room logically, and the door was closed at the right time.

Mo Han knew something was wrong, so he bypassed Director Zhang and was about to go out the door, but how could Director Zhang let him go so easily?As early as when Mo Han was [-] or [-] years old, the person surnamed Zhang had the idea of ​​taking over him, but it was a pity that Chi Yue came first, and the two were like glue. Choose to release your lust when Mo Han is alone.

"Hey, Xiaohan, where are you going? Don't you want to talk to me? Do you know? Actually, among the children in the orphanage, I like you the most. You are the cutest, aren't you?"

Director Zhang spoke softly like a eunuch, disgusting to the extreme, Mo Han kept a certain distance from him, he was angry but did not dare to express: "Thank you, Director Zhang, for liking, but it is eight o'clock now, and I need to take Xiao Nan home."

Director Zhang: "What's the rush? Can someone eat him when he walks back alone? You stay with me and leave Xiao Nan alone."

Sure enough, when no one was around, he showed an ugly face.

Mo Han knew that if he didn't run away from Director Zhang quickly, he might not know what would happen, so he said, "But the director asked me to pick him up at eight o'clock, and he is still waiting for us to eat!"

Director Zhang frowned, and asked in confusion: "The dean is eating out with you? Why didn't I know?"

Mo Han nodded seriously: "The dean said that he is going to pick up clothes from the dry cleaner next to the school today, and pick up Xiao Nan on the way, and then have a meal." Mo Han raised his hand to look at his watch, with a puzzled expression on his face: "Director Zhang, look , there are still a few minutes until eight o'clock, it's not good for me to be late..."

Director Zhang scratched his scalp annoyed at the failure of the matter, his eyes were so narrowed that he couldn't see his pupils, he paused and said, "Go, go..."

Dissatisfaction overflows between words.

Mo Han did not forget to bow politely, and left in a generous and steady manner.

Keeping his beating heart and walking slowly outside the orphanage, Mo Han took a deep breath and poured out the fear in his heart.

Go fucking visit!Don't worry!

Fortunately, Ji Ling made up a lie to deceive him, otherwise the disgusting uncle would not be able to touch him.

Ugh, that's disgusting.

With this IQ, you want to take advantage of him?The dean's clothes never go out for dry cleaning, so why would he go to the dry cleaners to get clothes.

Mo Han tsk tsk, it's a shame to be able to be the deputy director with such an IQ!

The author has something to say:

Director Zhang stroked his shiny white head: Although I'm not very intelligent, I'm so daring.

Chi Yue: He is mine.

Director Zhang: You are already dead.

Chi Yue: Hmph, just wait.