Who can think of a name for me

My name is Qin Zhi, and I am a psychiatrist.However, most of the patients I interviewed were sick because of emotional frustration. They would go crazy for love, become obsessed, and finally lost themselves.

Just two days ago, a new patient was sent in. He was also crazy because of his feelings, but unlike others, his lover was the same male as him.

I'm in the same category as him, but I don't think I'll ever go crazy.Because I know that in that dewy 'circle' where fish and dragons are mixed and dewy, you have to know how to stop. Once you feel that you are infatuated with someone, you have to get out as soon as possible, otherwise the longer you stay, the more you experience, the more you want to be loyal and to be loved. .But there are very few who can last for a long time. Most people only have sex and no love!

His name is Li Mo, and the person he loves is Lu Yuan.Li Mo looks gentle, he turned out to be a lecturer in the university, and he has a good temperament.It's a pity that he went crazy after being abandoned by his lover, and there were times when he was sober, but not many, and his life naturally couldn't go on normally, so his family sent him here.

I pushed open the door of Ward 103, and saw Li Mo sitting beside the bed, silently, not knowing what he was thinking. "Hey, good morning!" I greeted.

"Well, good morning." He turned his head and smiled politely at me.

Looks like it's time to wake up!This is how he looked when he was awake, calm and gentle.

"How do you feel today?" I followed suit and sat down on the edge of the bed.

"Fortunately, I think I can stay awake longer today." He said with a little self-mockery.

"Really? Maybe, you will get better soon." Of course, these are just comforting words, "Then can you continue to tell me the story between you and him?" It is essential to understand the cause of the patient's illness .

"Well, where was it last time?" Li Mo tried to remember, but in the end he could only ask helplessly.

"It's about him blocking drinks for you." Lu Yuan is his colleague, he entered school earlier than him, and he can be regarded as his senior.However, unlike Li Mo, Lu Yuan has a handsome appearance and a cheerful disposition, and he is also a very popular person in that circle.At Li Mo's welcome party, Lu Yuan blocked the drink for Li Mo.That's what Li Mo talked about last time, but the next second he started crying and became unconscious again.

"Oh, so that's the end of the story." Li Mo touched his head shyly, and then continued to speak:

At that time, the seniors wanted me to drink, but I really couldn't drink anymore. At this time, he said "Come on, come on, I will do it for him!" and snatched the wine glass in my hand. As a result, that day I wasn't drunk that night, but he was!

"Li Mo, look, A Yuan is drunk because of you, you have to be responsible for sending him home."

As soon as I got out of the hotel, the dean told me like this, and I naturally had to agree.I took him to a taxi, but then I remembered that I had no idea where he lived, and he was so drunk that he couldn't tell me, so I had to take him back to my house.

It is said to be my house, but in fact it is a house I just rented. The place is small and the conditions are not very good. There is no air conditioner in hot weather, but the price is very cheap.After I changed him and put him to sleep on my bed, I went to shower.I thought he was asleep, and it was very hot, so I left the bathroom door open, but I was only halfway through the shower when he suddenly came in.

I was startled at the time, he seemed a little delirious, hugged me and started kissing, and didn't even give me a chance to speak.I finally pushed him away, but he suddenly started crying, and he didn't know what to say, as if he had just lost love.

I actually kind of like him, he's my type, and I'm touched that he's holding my drink, but I'm not that casual.Although this kind of thing is very common in the circle, I still want to love each other, and then there is such a relationship.

"Li Mo, help me, I'm really feeling bad right now!" He just grabbed my hand and begged me, and let me touch his cock. I'm also a man, and I still have a crush on him, thinking of him Maybe he will like me in the future, so I promised him like that...

You said, why am I so stupid, it would be fine if I refused at that time, heh, I really can’t escape no matter what!

Li Mo suddenly calmed down and didn't say anything, but the tears on his face were clearly visible.

"Li Mo!" I called softly, feeling a little worried in my heart.

"Tell me, why? Why is it a mistake to like someone! Why!" Li Mo's voice became louder, close to a roar.Sure enough, he fell ill again.He's caught in his world of pain, and he won't get out of it for a while.I called someone in time to restrain him who was getting agitated and give him a tranquilizer when necessary.

To be honest, I really feel sorry for him, a good person lost himself completely like this.I originally thought the same way as him, to find someone who loves each other, but unfortunately, how many people can afford this thing of love!

I'm different from him, I didn't let myself go crazy, I just let myself die.I obeyed my parents' arrangement and went on a blind date with a girl.Her name is Zhou Xin, and she is a primary school teacher. She is average-looking and has no talent, but it doesn't matter, at least she is a woman, a woman who can be recognized by the world!

To be honest, as a doctor, I often feel powerless to patients, especially people like Li Mo.You said, should I tell him: Enough, don't be naive!Talk about feelings, you lose!

But who is the patient here?There is nothing wrong with the one who loves, and the one who is loved has nothing to fear. Without any laws, systems to restrain or guarantee, how long can they go with so-called feelings?

Li Mo's waking time is getting shorter and shorter, and he always starts talking nonsense.But I understand the story of him and Lu Yuan roughly:

After that night, Li Mo and Lu Yuan became close, and they usually get along like lovers.But you and I both know, how can there be any overly innocent feelings in this circle!

Li Mo was really stupid, he just acquiesced that Lu Yuan was his boyfriend, and he also became possessive of him.But Lu Yuan is not like this. From the fact that he never took Li Mo home once, it can be seen that he just maintains a relationship with Li Mo that only has sex but no love.

"He is really good to me. I don't have much experience at work. He will teach me seriously every time; he will cook for me when he goes to my house. He also takes care of me when I am sick." Li Mo said Yes, it seems that Lu Yuan did treat him well, but this relationship didn't last long.

"I always thought we were a couple, and he often came to my house, so I thought about living together! Then I told him, but I never thought he would answer me like that!" Li Mo said at this moment, The tears couldn't be stopped at all, and he was choked up and couldn't speak anymore, so what did Lu Yuan say?

"He said, 'Why do you want to live together, we are not lovers! Don't say you really like me, I can tell you, I won't live with a person honestly.', I never knew that he actually I think so, these days, what does he think of me." Li Mo's eyes showed a kind of despair, I have never seen such eyes, as if seeing through everything, and as if seeing through nothing .

"Since then, he has deliberately avoided me, no matter how I follow him, he is still indifferent. It was then that I realized that he had that kind of relationship with other people besides me, and there was more than one. But I I don’t believe that his kindness to me before was just playful, maybe he has fallen in love with me, but he doesn’t know it. Heh, I know it’s stupid to think so, but I can’t control myself, I fell in love with him, crazy Fell in love with him so I told him I didn't mind and I begged him to get back to our old relationship and he said yes."

"When I got back together with him, I loved him twice as much, and treated him as well as I could, thinking that he might be touched, and then he would stay with me forever... It's ridiculous, I How could he think so! One day, he broke up with me suddenly, saying that I was too clingy, he didn’t like clingy people, he liked freedom. From that moment on, I knew that he had no love from the beginning to the end pass me."

But I don't want to believe it's true!How can you tell me to believe that I love him so madly, but he never loved me.After breaking up with me, he started to avoid me again, even though he works in the same place, he can never meet me once!I am not reconciled, not reconciled to being abandoned by him like this.So I went to him again, and he was shopping with his new lover, and I was probably really crazy to fight with his lover just like that.刚开始我还占上风，可我不知道那是他情人的地盘，他的情人叫了一群人来，我被狠狠地揍了一顿。But this is not what makes me sad the most. The sad thing is that Lu Yuan has been watching from the side, watching coldly, and didn't help me, even once! "

"Later I asked him, why didn't you help me, you know what he said? He said, 'Why should I help you, do you want me to be beaten with you?' Haha, what the hell do you say his heart does Yes, how could you say such a thing!"

When Li Mo said this, he fell into madness again. His madness was the same as when he was sent to the hospital at the beginning. I think, from there, Li Mo went crazy!

What is the probability that you can give your heart to the right person in this world, and in this probability, what proportion is same-sex love?Maybe I'm cowardly, because I chose to be Lu Yuan, not Li Mo.The person who is crazy about love is the stupidest, but the most ruthless person can have the last laugh!

I am about to get married, and I have no love with the woman I was on a blind date with, maybe I am sorry for her, but feelings are like a luxury, and I will always be poor in front of it!