Long-awaited

On this day, it was raining lightly outside, like pearls falling on a jade plate, and the sound of jingling was endless.

Cheng Yihe was in a gloomy mood, as if the weather was gray.

Since the conflict with Liu Jiayang broke out that day, although it was the same as usual in front of people, when he was alone, he was depressed but seemed to be drained of all energy and emotions.

Lying lazily on the bed, when the phone rang, Cheng Yihe was unwilling to reach for it and ignored it.But after it rang once, it rang again persistently, and Cheng Yihe picked it up slowly: "Hello?"

Cheng Lin Qingyue's voice sounded next to his ear, "Brother, are you not feeling well? Why didn't you answer the phone just now?"

Cheng Yihe didn't even want to say a word at first, but when he heard Cheng Lin's clear and sunny voice, he cheered up a little, and said, "It's okay, I fell asleep, and I didn't react for a while."

Cheng Lin said: "Oh, but it's meal time, why are you still sleeping?"

Cheng Yihe said: "I've slept." He glanced out the window, "Why are you calling during the day? Don't you have to go to class?"

Cheng Lin smiled and said, "Brother, you are really confused, today is Saturday."

Cheng Yihe rubbed his temples, "Oh... I fell asleep."

Cheng Lin was silent for a moment, then said, "Brother, are you unhappy?"

Cheng Yihe forced a laugh and said, "Idiot, why am I unhappy?"

Cheng Lin said: "But I just heard that you are unhappy."

For some reason, Cheng Lin seemed to have an accurate "Cheng Yihe Mood Index Table" in his heart. Every time Cheng Yihe was in a mood, Cheng Lin could always see through it easily.

It's a good thing he doesn't have mind reading skills, Cheng Yihe thought.He also insisted: "No. You are just thinking about it."

Cheng Lin said, "Aren't you willing to tell?"

Cheng Yihe said: "When did I hide something from you? It's really long-winded."

Cheng Lin didn't ask the bottom line any more, and started talking about other topics, "Then are you coming back for the Chinese New Year?"

Cheng Yihe said: "Of course I went back."

Cheng Lin smiled happily: "Well, if you don't come back again, I will miss you."

Cheng Yihe deliberately said in a strange way: "Oh? Didn't you think about me before then?"

As soon as he finished speaking, he realized that it seemed inappropriate to say this to Cheng Lin. He had been misunderstood that they were in a relationship just because he answered a phone call from Cheng Lin before. Wouldn't it be even worse if such words were heard? Clear?Besides, he was already a little uncertain about his own sexuality, if Cheng Lin was brought into trouble again, what would he do?

Cheng Lin said calmly, "Of course I do. I will miss you when you are not at home."

Cheng Yihe's heart suddenly felt very hot, and then, there was a sense of resentment. Cheng Lin has been clinging to him since he was a child. Have you had a normal relationship with your younger brother?Can't even say a word of missing?

It makes no sense.

Moreover, the relationship between him and Cheng Lin is open and frank, and there is nothing to be ashamed of seeing others, so why care about other people's words.

No matter what the future holds, he shouldn't let this trivial matter affect his normal life.

After struggling with the problem for several days, Cheng Yihe immediately figured it out.

At first, Cheng Yihe didn't want to talk to Liu Jiayang anymore, and showed his kindness to him, but he didn't give him a good face, but after thinking about it, he also felt that he might be narrow-minded. Liu Jiayang apologized very sincerely, and Cheng Yihe seemed to be too petty if he showed his face again. , so after a period of indifference, the relationship between the two returned to normal.

At the beginning of the school year, the two agreed that after the final exam, they would go to practice together during the winter vacation, but Cheng Yihe later promised that Cheng Lin would go home, and of course Liu Jiayang refused in the end.

He didn't want his parents to come and pick him up, so this time Cheng Yihe didn't even tell them about going home.

After Cheng Yihe followed the crowd out of the station, he was immediately stopped by a clear voice: "Brother!"

Cheng Yihe followed the prestige, and was startled for a moment, he almost didn't recognize the tall and handsome young man in front of him!

After such a long time no see, Cheng Lin has grown a lot taller, his brows and eyes are more beautiful, and he is a shining and unforgettable existence in the crowd.

After Cheng Yihe realized it, he had a wonderful feeling that his own child had finally grown up, proud and melancholy at the same time.

Cheng Yihe walked towards him quickly, and Cheng Lin passed through the crowd at the same time and threw himself on Cheng Yihe, "Brother."

Cheng Yihe remembered that he had told Cheng Lin the time and train number when he came back, but he didn't expect him to come.Rubbing Cheng Lin's hair, "What are you doing here? It's nothing."

Cheng Lin held Cheng Yihe's arm and said, "I want to see you soon."

Cheng Yihe tapped Cheng Lin's forehead and said, "You are the only one with sweet lips."

Cheng Lin smiled and offered courtesy, "Brother, I'll help you salute."

Of course, Cheng Yihe was reluctant to let Cheng Lin carry things for him, so he took Cheng Lin's hand to prevent him from touching it, and said, "Since you are here, let's go back in no hurry. If you want to eat, brother will take you there."

Cheng Lin blinked mischievously and said, "Brother, do you have a scholarship again?"

Cheng Yihe said: "Yes, I will take care of you and eat well."

The two simply went to play like crazy for a whole day, this time it was good, they ran out of time, and finally took a taxi back home.

When Zhao Ying opened the door, she was still complaining about who was knocking on someone else's door in the middle of the night. When she opened the door and saw Cheng Yihe, she was surprised and delighted: "Oh, why are you coming back so late! Didn't even tell your father to pick you up!"

Cheng Yihe said: "I just bought today's ticket, there is no way."

He didn't intend to say that he took Cheng Lin to play for a day.This time, he has learned a lot, and kept the fact of winning the scholarship from his family. When his father asked, Cheng Yihe only said that he hadn't been judged. Cheng Rongjian gave him 500 yuan to comfort his son.Cheng Yihe deserved it, but he didn't want it for nothing, and gave it to Cheng Lin.

As he grew older, Cheng Yihe lost the eager anticipation he had when he was a child for the New Year. It was just that the relatives in the family were more complete.So more time, just lazily nest at home.

He wasn't like this before, but now he stays at home all day, making Zhao Ying worried that his son will have something wrong with him.In order to show that he is normal, Cheng Yihe went to his second uncle's house from time to time to help Cheng Lin with his homework.Fortunately, when he grew up, he learned to hide his emotions. When he saw Zhang Junyan, he would greet Zhang Junyan as if nothing had happened, at least maintaining the superficial peace.

But then, two years later, Zhang Junyan's youngest sister just got married this year, so she was supposed to come to Zhang Junyan's house to pay her respects after the new year, and planned to stay for a few more days, but Cheng Lin's house was not enough, so Cheng Lin gave up her own room.

It turned out that Cheng Yihe didn't know, but sat with Cheng Lin one day, and Cheng Lin wanted to mention it but didn't dare to mention it, so he didn't know how to say it for a long time.

Seeing that he didn't say anything, Cheng Yihe asked several times before Cheng Lin told him the matter hesitantly.

Cheng Yihe couldn't laugh or cry, he was no longer ready to understand Zhang Junyan's brain circuit which was different from ordinary people, so he was very open about this kind of thing happening.Rubbing Cheng Lin's head, he said, "Stupid, then live with me, will I let you sleep on the street?"

Cheng Lin blushed and nodded. Although he had a better relationship with Cheng Yihe than the other brothers, he had never lived in his house, so he felt very embarrassed at first to ask him to mention it.

Cheng Yihe didn't ask when Cheng Lin's nominal aunt would be here, so he went to Cheng Lin's place that night and moved his usual toiletries to his home.

Cheng Lin didn't dare to have any objections, and followed Cheng Yihe away.

Cheng Yihe's room was newly installed with floor heating this year, and it was as warm as spring.It was the first time for Cheng Lin to live in such a warm room on a cold winter day, coupled with his cautious mood, he was sweating as soon as he came in.

Cheng Yihe changed into a thin coat, and as soon as he turned around, he saw Cheng Lin sitting on the edge of the bed in a daze, sweat dripping from the tip of his delicate nose.

Cheng Yihe thought it was funny, and casually took out his spring coat from the closet and threw it on Cheng Lin's head, "Why are you in a daze?"

Cheng Lin pulled the clothes off the top of his head, and his soft hair curled up messily, looking even more dazed, and said, "Brother, it's really warm here."

Cheng Yihe said: "So quickly change into thin ones, the temperature difference between indoors and outdoors is large, otherwise you should catch a cold."

Cheng Yihe's clothes were two sizes too big for Cheng Lin to wear. Cheng Yihe sat next to Cheng Lin and helped him roll up his sleeves. Under the warm light, when Cheng Lin raised his eyes, he could see Cheng Yihe's handsome and three-dimensional facial features.

Cheng Yihe's eyebrows, the corners of his eyes and the line of his lips are always sharp like a blade, so even if he just frowns, he can give people a full sense of oppression.

At this moment, perhaps it was the blessing of the warm yellow light that made him look extra gentle, and his drooping eyelashes were so charming.

While helping Cheng Lin roll up his sleeves, Cheng Yihe said: "I don't think you should go back to that house at all, and you will live here from now on. I see how your mother will find ways to torment you."

He talked for a while, but no one responded, he raised his eyes and saw Cheng Lin staring at him without blinking, Cheng Yihe stretched out his hand to pinch Cheng Lin Xuebai's face, and said: "Why are you in a daze, talking to you! "

Cheng Lin was stunned as if waking up from a dream, and said, "I didn't hear what you said."

Cheng Yihe said: "I said you will be stupid from now on!"

Cheng Lin smirked twice, Cheng Yihe repeated it, and asked again: "Are you okay?"

At that time, Cheng Lin thought sweetly, of course it's all right, but then, a feeling of powerlessness mixed with loss came to his heart, and he clearly understood that even if he agreed, it was just an illusion.To him, having a home that is as warm as spring is always out of reach.

Cheng Lin said in a low voice: "It's just... my mother should be angry."

Cheng Yihe didn't use any force before, but he still had two red fingerprints on Cheng Lin's face. Cheng Yihe couldn't help pinching it again. Cheng Lin's skin was white and smooth, and it felt really good.After a while, he said: "Your mother has an unhappy face. I really never saw her show a little joy."

Cheng Lin said stupidly: "My mother is also happy sometimes, but she just doesn't show it, she can't see it too much,"

Cheng Yihe paused with his fingers, and suddenly pulled Cheng Lin's cheeks with mischievous hands, "Okay, let's not talk about her."

Cheng Lin cried out in pain, and Cheng Yihe got up to get the quilt.

Because of the floor heating, he didn't need to cover his body with two or three quilts. Cheng Yihe laid out two quilts and said, "Hurry up and go to sleep."

Cheng Yihe also prepared hot water for Cheng Lin and asked him to use it first.After Cheng Lin washed, Cheng Yihe started to tidy himself up. When he finished washing and sat back on the bed, Cheng Lin was taking off his clothes.

Probably because he was not used to the heat in the room, he also took off his autumn clothes, revealing a small body with slender bones, giving people a feeling of fragility.In the time it took to take off a few clothes, Cheng Lin was sweating again, and his skin was as white as translucent.

The words "ice muscle and jade bone" suddenly appeared in Cheng Yihe's mind, and he couldn't help but take another look, and found that Cheng Lin's collarbone was extraordinarily delicate and slender, and further down, the two small spots on his chest were actually It is tender pink.

For some reason, Cheng Yihe suddenly panicked, and quickly looked away.But he was obsessed, and couldn't control his eyes at all. He glanced secretly and saw that Cheng Lin was taking off his trousers. His legs were slender and white, and his knees were slightly pink. He took off his trousers at the same time. , tore off the socks together, folded them and placed them at the end of the bed, the round heels and toes are also pink and white,

——The whole person is fresh and tender like a flower.

Cheng Lin felt an unusually burning gaze looking at him all the time, and when he turned around, he saw Cheng Yihe sitting upright on the head of the bed with his back facing him. Cheng Lin asked suspiciously, "Brother, why don't you take off your clothes to sleep?"

Cheng Yihe didn't speak, Cheng Lin walked over on his knees, stretched his head to look at Cheng Yihe: "Brother, what's wrong with you?"

With his hand resting on Cheng Yihe's shoulder, Cheng Yihe shrank as if being scalded, Cheng Lin didn't have any strength, and then bumped into Cheng Yihe's back.

Cheng Lin naturally surrounded Cheng Yihe from behind so that he would not fall down. Only then did he realize that Cheng Yihe's back was extremely stiff and straight.

Cheng Lin didn't know what happened to Cheng Yihe suddenly, he rested his chin on Cheng Yihe's shoulder, and unconsciously breathed warm breath behind Cheng Yihe's ear, "Brother, why don't you speak?"

The temperature of Cheng Lin's skin seemed to be able to penetrate layers of clothing and reach Cheng Yihe's shoulders.But Cheng Yihe didn't dare to speak out, his heart was beating like thunder, and his head exploded in horror!

What was he doing just now?

He's spying on his brother!

What is even more unacceptable is that an unspeakable change has even taken place in a certain part of him!

At this moment, Cheng Yihe finally had to admit that he likes men and that he is gay.But unexpectedly, the facts would give him another merciless blow!

——He reacted to his beloved brother!

He doesn't have to be so hungry, does he?

He...how could he be worthy of Cheng Lin?

Cheng Lin didn't know the turmoil in Cheng Yihe's heart, so he waved his hand in front of Cheng Yihe's eyes and said, "Brother, talk!"

In the next second, the whole room was plunged into darkness.

Cheng Lin stopped talking all of a sudden, he didn't understand what was going on, and after more than ten seconds, he heard Cheng Yihe's low and hoarse voice: "Go to sleep."

Cheng Lin touched the clothes on Cheng Yihe's chest, and said, "You haven't taken off your clothes yet."

Cheng Yihe grabbed Cheng Lin's hand and almost exhausted all his willpower before pushing Cheng Lin away, turned around and opened the bed, and stuffed Cheng Lin in.

In this series of actions, Cheng Yihe didn't say a word, but the actions in his hands could not be refused.

The low air pressure around Cheng Yihe was as real as it was, and Cheng Lin was already sensitive, so he naturally noticed his abnormality, and couldn't help feeling nervous, not understanding why Cheng Yihe suddenly behaved like this.

A few minutes later, Cheng Lin did not hear the sound of Cheng Yihe undressing, his eyes adapted to the darkness, and he could see Cheng Yihe's silent and cold blurred silhouette.

Cheng Lin was uneasy, and said: "Brother, why don't you speak? You are angry, right?"

Cheng Yihe didn't take off his clothes, he opened his bed and lay down, saying: "No, let's go to sleep, I'm sleepy."

Cheng Lin thought silently, but I can see that you haven't taken off your clothes, how uncomfortable it is to sleep like that.But he didn't dare to speak. He was sleepy before, but now he was scared away.

Cheng Yihe put his hands behind his head, his eyes were closed but he didn't fall asleep, his whole body seemed to be in a mess, he didn't know how to face Cheng Lin.

After an unknown amount of time, Cheng Yihe thought Cheng Lin had fallen asleep, but felt a cool hand caressing his shoulder.

He didn't know what Cheng Lin was going to do, but to prevent himself from becoming wild suddenly, Cheng Yihe stretched out his hand to hold Cheng Lin's extended hand, and Cheng Lin shrank back quickly as if startled.

In the darkness, the two sides could only hear each other's shallow breathing lingering in their ears.

In the end, Cheng Lin couldn't hold his breath and said, "Brother, what's wrong with you, can you tell me?"

Cheng Yihe sighed in his heart, if he didn't coax Cheng Lin, maybe neither of them would have to sleep tonight.He reached out and rubbed the top of Cheng Lin's hair, and said, "Suddenly remembered something unpleasant, don't worry about me."

Cheng Lin breathed a sigh of relief quietly, thinking, as long as he wasn't angry with him, it would be fine.He said: "Then you can talk to me, or at least talk about it."

Cheng Yihe smiled wryly in his heart, he was afraid that if he said it out, you would never recognize me as a big brother again.Said: "Little brat, you don't understand. Go to bed quickly, or you won't be able to wake up tomorrow, and your aunt will spank your ass."

Cheng Lin murmured, as if he had listened.

Cheng Yihe was still thinking, and finally got confused.But immediately after, Cheng Lin stretched out his arms, leaned over and put them around Cheng Yihe's neck, and asked again: "Brother, aren't you really angry with me?"

Cheng Yihe was completely helpless, paused, he lifted the quilt, dragged Cheng Lin into his quilt, tightened the four corners tightly to prevent air leakage, and said: "If I am angry with you, will I let you sleep under my quilt? Go to sleep, or I'll throw you out."

Only then was Cheng Lin relieved. After relaxing, he quickly fell asleep and lay softly in Cheng Yihe's arms.

In order to confirm that Cheng Lin had finally fallen asleep, Cheng Yihe called him once in a low voice, but there was no response.

Cheng Yihe gently put Cheng Lin down, got up and turned on the night light.

I saw Cheng Lin laying unprotected under the blanket, his eyelashes were thick and slender, trembling with his breathing like butterfly wings, very endearing.

This beautiful scene made Cheng Yihe feel as if he was fried.

The author has something to say:

The next time it should be updated on Saturday, the side story of another article has been procrastinating and I have to catch up, so I will put it here for two days.

Take a bow and apologize!