Long-awaited

After Cheng Yihe got the news, he was so shocked that he couldn't speak a word for a few minutes.

Zhao Ying thought that he was being happy and foolish, and ignored him, she hurriedly picked up the phone and notified Cheng Rongjian of the happy event, the sound of laughter almost shook the whole room and buzzed.After putting down the phone, Zhao Ying thought about it again, and went to the phone book at home, and called her relatives and friends one by one.

Cheng Yihe didn't know what to say, and drifted back to his room like a wandering soul.

What made Cheng Yihe even more speechless was that Zhao Yingxi couldn't keep his mouth shut for several days. When he went out, he would tell everyone how well his son was studying and what university he was admitted to. He felt that he was honored, and even set up a running banquet for three days because of this matter.

Cheng Yihe felt that he was humiliated by setting up a banquet because of this nonsense, and he didn't want to go out to meet people at all, so he just stayed at home and sulked all day long.On the other hand, I also thought that I was lucky enough to get the first place in the exam, and I was very ashamed of it, and I wanted to annoy Zhao Ying, but I got such a result, the delicate mood is hard to describe.

For as long as it was bustling outside, Cheng Yihe was alone for a long time.

The sun was shining outside the window, it was already noon, Cheng Yihe was still lying on the bed, if it was before, Zhao Ying would have snatched him by the ear and slipped out, but now the family credits him for his "contribution", so naturally everything goes smoothly.

It's not so easy to change the long-established work and rest schedule. In fact, Cheng Yihe woke up early, but he just didn't remember it. The quilt was rolled up around his waist, revealing a pair of long legs wearing only big pants, with his hands behind his head and his eyes closed.

Suddenly, he felt something hard being poked on his lips, he opened his eyes to see, and bumped into a pair of shining smiling eyes, it was Cheng Lin who came.

Cheng Lin's stature has grown in the past two years, and he has lost the childishness of a child. His eyebrows are dyed with ink, and his face is like a peach.

Cheng Yihe stretched out his hand, pinched his snow-white cheek maliciously, opened his mouth to swallow the fried chicken nuggets around his lips.

Cheng Lin was holding a large iron bowl in his arms, which was filled with various fried foods, such as chicken nuggets, fried oyster mushrooms, and finger-thin small fish, Cheng Lin held it in front of Cheng Yihe, and said, "Brother, you eat. "

Cheng Yihe tilted his head, avoided, and said, "I don't want to move, you can eat by yourself."

Cheng Lin picked up two pieces of meat and put them into his mouth. His face was puffed up like a hamster. After a while, he asked, "Brother, why are you unhappy?"

Cheng Yihe raised his eyebrows and said, "How do you know I'm unhappy?"

Cheng Lin tilted his head and said, "I just know." Then he picked up a small fish and stuffed it into Cheng Yihe's mouth.

Cheng Yihe held the little fish's tail in his mouth, mourning and ironing in his heart. As expected, only Cheng Lin was the most caring. He didn't say anything, but he could feel his strange emotions.He asked, "Do you know why I'm unhappy?"

Cheng Lin shook his head.

Cheng Yihe told Cheng Lin about his little thoughts before.

Cheng Lin's eyes widened in surprise, "Brother, how could you think that way? Madam is happy, so you should be too."

Cheng Yihe secretly thought, his mother has never made him feel at ease once, and he wanted to continue complaining, but Cheng Lin said: "Brother, I want to make my mother happy, but she still doesn't want to talk to me, how nice of you. "

Cheng Yihe was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt sour. Thinking of the atmosphere of Cheng Lin's life since he was a child, and comparing himself with himself, he felt even more ashamed. In front of Cheng Lin, what right did he have to complain?How can you still be childish with your mother like a child?It's not easy for his parents to raise him so big, so what if they make them happy?

Cheng Lin's words sounded like a blow to the head, and instantly woke Cheng Yihe up.

Cheng Yihe stretched out his arm and rubbed Cheng Lin's soft black hair, and said: "Little thing, then I will listen to you, and I will go out and have a look."

Cheng Lin smiled and rolled his eyes.

Cheng Yihe turned over and got up, and dragged Cheng Lin to watch the excitement.

After the banquet was over, the whole thing was completely silent. Cheng Yihe had nothing to do, and took his younger brothers to play around crazy all day long. Zhao Ying rarely said anything.After she calmed down from the initial frenzied excitement, endless worries followed. Thinking of Cheng Yihe going to go to school so far away for the first time, she couldn't sleep at night, and had to get up in the middle of the night to sew a new quilt for Cheng Yihe, I'm afraid that if I do it too late, I won't be able to catch up with the time, and my son will freeze at school.

Cheng Rongjian was tormented by her because he couldn't sleep well for several nights in a row, but his love for his son was probably the same. He could only try his best to persuade him. After all, Cheng Yihe was going to study, and there was still a long way to go in the future. Looking at the child's back.

And a few days before the start of school, Cheng Yihe gradually found that Cheng Lin rarely came to see him recently.

Cheng Yihe felt very strange. Normally, as long as he had time, Cheng Lin would definitely stick by his side. What happened these few days?

Cheng Yihe was very puzzled, seeing that he was about to leave the day after tomorrow, but Cheng Lin was nowhere to be seen, so Cheng Yihe had no choice but to take the initiative to find Cheng Lin.

When he arrived at the door of his second uncle's house, the door was only opened a crack, and the yard was quiet. Cheng Yihe called Cheng Lin's name, but no one responded, so he had to open the door by himself, and opened his eyes. It seems that Zhang Junyan is not at home, Cheng Yihe is much more relaxed now.

I touched Cheng Lin's room and looked in from the window. Cheng Lin was sitting upright at the table. Cheng Yihe started to tease him, deliberately kept silent, and quietly approached behind Cheng Lin, wanting to see what he was up to. .

Cheng Yihe took a deep breath, and suddenly put his hands on Cheng Lin's shoulders, Cheng Lin shrank in fright, and suddenly looked back, Cheng Yihe was stunned, he saw clearly,

——Cheng Lin is crying,

Tears dripped down his face, and when he suddenly saw Cheng Yihe, he seemed to be in a daze, and didn't know how to wipe it off, so he just looked at him with teary eyes.

Cheng Yihe's heart was sour for no reason, and then his anger surged up, and he said, "Who is bullying you again?"

Cheng Lin shook his head, Dou Da's teardrops even splashed onto the open book on the table, and the patter was very crisp.

Cheng Yihe frowned deeply. Now that the children in the village have grown up, generally no one will bully Cheng Lin with that matter, and Cheng Jin is more honest than Cheng Lin. After calculation, only Cheng Yixin can bully Cheng Lin Cheng Yihe said in a deep voice, "It's Cheng Yixin? I'll beat him up!"

Cheng Lin hurriedly grabbed Cheng Yihe's wrist, his voice trembling and crying: "Brother, no one bullies me."

Cheng Yihe looked at Cheng Lin suspiciously, "Then why are you crying?"

But Cheng Lin dodged his eyes and said, "I...I..."

Cheng Yihe waited patiently for him to speak, and after a while, Cheng Lin whispered: "I just think you're going so far away, we won't be able to see you."

Cheng Yihe breathed a sigh of relief, rubbed his drooping head helplessly, and said, "Idiot, it's not that I won't be back. As long as there is a holiday, I will go home, and I will see you then."

Cheng Lin muttered in a low voice, "But it still takes so long."

In Cheng Yihe's eyes, Cheng Lin looked dumb and stupid at this moment, he burst out laughing, sat beside Cheng Lin, and said, "Well...you can still call me."

Cheng Lin said: "I dare not."

Cheng Yihe thought that even if there was a phone at home, Cheng Lin didn't dare to use it casually, otherwise Zhang Junyan would lose more than gain if he quarreled with him again.

Cheng Yihe said: "It doesn't matter, there will always be a way."

The next day, Cheng Yihe secretly called Cheng Lin out and gave him 200 yuan, which he took out of the living expenses Zhao Ying gave him.

Cheng Lin put his hands behind his back, unwilling to take it, Cheng Yihe said: "You hold it, and you can call me when you have time, you know?"

Cheng Lin still hesitated, "But you are in school, you have more places to spend money."

Cheng Yihe tapped Cheng Lin's forehead, "I'll give it to you if I say it, don't let others snatch it for you, just waste my heart. I can put my words here, I won't be happy if you do this again."

Cheng Lin immediately reached out to snatch it, clenched it tightly, and said, "No way."

Cheng Yihe smiled and touched Cheng Lin's hair.

The next day, in Cheng Lin's tearful eyes, Cheng Yihe waved his hand and stepped into the car leaving his hometown.

Cheng Rongjian originally borrowed a car and wanted to send Cheng Yihe to school in person, but Cheng Yihe thought that he was already a big man, and it was too low for his family to send him to school, so he wanted to be independent.So under his strong protest, Cheng Rongjian finally gave up.

Therefore, Cheng Yihe left alone.

When Cheng Yihe was at home, he didn't have any worries about parting, but he just got in the car, looking at the shrinking figures of his parents and Cheng Lin, inexplicable melancholy also hit his heart.After lying on the sleeper, this emotion became more and more intense.

Apart from missing his parents, his mind is full of worries about Cheng Lin. The second aunt treats Cheng Lin badly, and the second uncle doesn't care about family affairs when he is busy. He said that occasionally rumors spread to Cheng Rongyuan's ears, but in front of outsiders, Cheng Rongyuan still wanted to protect Zhang Junyan's face.

Moreover, Cheng Lin was promoted to junior high school, and judging by Zhang Junyan's attitude, he would definitely be allowed to live in school.Cheng Lin has a shy personality, can he take the initiative to have a good relationship with others?Will classmates bully him? ………

Cheng Yihe was full of thoughts, and he couldn't sleep well on the train. His ears were filled with the sound of the wheels clanging forward. The windows and curtains couldn't be drawn tightly. Cheng Yihe squinted and fell asleep for a while until his eyes were extremely dry and could hardly be opened.

Early the next morning, the train arrived at the Capital Railway Station on time, and the people on the platform seemed to be flooded, rushing towards the exit, and Cheng Yihe was swept away in an instant.

After finally following the lights and leaving the station, after going around for a while, he saw that the school had a car coming to pick him up at the station. Cheng Yihe finally breathed a sigh of relief, so that he would not get lost.

But at school, there are only a few people like Cheng Yihe who carry a big bag alone and look like migrant workers going to the city. Looking far away, the students around them are bright and beautiful, and most of them have private cars to see them off.

Following the instructions, Cheng Yihe finished the admission procedures, and Cheng Yihe was already sweating profusely. Fortunately, the dormitory was on the second floor, so he didn't have to climb such a high building.

After arriving at the dormitory, there were already two people who arrived earlier than Cheng Yihe. Although Cheng Yihe was sometimes overbearing and unreasonable at home, he was very gentle and polite in front of outsiders.Besides, there are many topics that can be talked about between the boys, and they quickly become familiar with each other.

The four people in the dormitory arrived, and when they made an appointment to have dinner together, Cheng Yihe went to apply for a phone card first, and Zhao Ying also gave him the money to buy a mobile phone. A practical Nokia candy bar, first reported the safety of the family, and after talking with Zhao Ying, I realized that Cheng Lin didn't know his phone number yet. his phone number.

After Cheng Yihe and his classmates returned to the dormitory, it was past eight o'clock in the evening. Thinking that the second uncle should also go home at this time, Cheng Lin dialed the number of the second uncle and reported to the second uncle that he was safe. Repeat what you said.

At the end, Cheng Yihe seemed to inadvertently ask: "Where's Cheng Lin? Let me have a few words with him."

The two brothers had a good relationship, Cheng Rongyuan was very happy, and called Cheng Lin over, and soon Cheng Lin's lowered surprise voice sounded: "Brother!"

Cheng Yihe said: "I'm at school."

Cheng Lin said: "Yes. How are you?"

Cheng Yihe smiled and said: "Idiot, of course it's fine, you study hard at home, it doesn't matter if I'm good or not, do you know?"

Cheng Lin said forcefully, "I will."

Cheng Lin was quite curious, probably Cheng Rongyuan was not around when he was talking on the phone just now, so he asked the question Cheng Rongyuan asked again, Cheng Yihe patiently repeated it until he vaguely heard Zhang Junyan's voice urging, as if He was telling Cheng Lin to hang up as soon as possible, otherwise it would be a waste of phone bills.

Cheng Lin had no choice but to say: "Brother, let's hang up."

Cheng Yihe said: "Have you hidden the money I gave you?"

Cheng Lin whispered: "Yes."

Cheng Yihe said: "My number is 139XXXXXXX," he repeated slowly, "Remember to call me, do you know?"

Cheng Lin said softly: "Understood."

"Hang it."

Hearing the beeping tone, Cheng Yihe hung up.

He talked on the phone for almost an hour. Several roommates didn't listen carefully and thought he was calling his girlfriend. Cheng Yihe said it was his younger brother, so they put away their teasing tone and envied the two brothers' good relationship. .

After the military training, the long-awaited college life ushered in.After changing out of the uniform camouflage uniforms, the girls on campus began to show off their butterfly-like colorful clothes, and the buddies in the same dormitory got their own girlfriends one after another.

Cheng Yihe gradually got alone, but it was easier to be alone, and Cheng Yihe was very happy about it.

Cheng Lin couldn't make a phone call every three days, and Cheng Yihe guessed right. After Cheng Lin entered junior high school, he lived in school, but it was also good. The guards at home were much less, and he had more free time. This made Cheng Yihe He felt much more at ease, since he was so far away, his worries were superfluous, and he only hoped that Cheng Lin would have more contacts, and maybe his personality would be much more cheerful.

Cheng Yihe belongs to the type who knows how to do things. Whether in the class or in the club, he can handle all the big and small affairs assigned by the teacher and his superiors beautifully. No one he has come into contact with has said yes.

But after a long time, people around discovered that Cheng Yihe hadn't had a girlfriend yet. Although it wasn't a miracle, some classmates had been dating for three or four years. Compared with Cheng Yihe, he was a bit different. .When curious people asked, Cheng Yihe just smiled and said that he hadn't met a suitable one; there were even people who wanted to match him, but Cheng Yihe refused.After that, gradually no one mentioned him anymore.

However, one day, Cheng Yihe really took care of his love life.

It is normal for boys to watch some small movies together in the dormitory.In fact, Cheng Yihe wasn't very interested in this kind of movies, but under the invitation, Cheng Yihe didn't want to refute his brother's face. Besides, even if he didn't watch it, he would still hear it when he played it.

The film is produced by a very orthodox Japanese company. As soon as the screen appeared, a delicate girl in revealing clothes went to an underwear advertisement interview, posed a few provocative poses, and then a staff member gave her a glass of juice. After drinking it, she was dizzy, and when she opened her eyes again, her hands were hoisted up, and several wretched men walked up and down her tender-white skin with small toys, and they were quickly peeled off. The -spots were all-exposed-out, the girl couldn't stand it, the moist lips kept dripping a large amount of transparent-clear mouth-water...

Seeing this, the other people in the dormitory laughed softly and tacitly, exchanging with each other which part of the girl in the video was the best, discussing with gusto.

Cheng Yihe frowned quietly, he was also a man, of course he would react normally when he saw this kind of scene, but seeing the excited expressions on other people's faces, his state of mind was almost indifferent and calm.

I can't help but recall in my mind that I was teased once, maybe it's because I can't do that, that's why I don't have a girlfriend.Whether he can do it by himself or not, Cheng Yihe knows best, his first nocturnal emission was in the second year of junior high school, at that time he didn't say much to anyone, he just washed his clothes quietly by himself.Afterwards, there will be desire-desires from time to time, and he can solve it with his fingers without being taught by others.

But at this moment, he realized that he reacted differently from others, and Cheng Yihe began to worry that there was really something wrong with him, right?

Afterwards, Cheng Yihe secretly checked the information, but the purely textual things could not give him a positive answer. Besides, everyone's experience is different, and the situation of others cannot be applied to him at all.

Perhaps in order to fill the uneasiness in his heart, after a girl confessed to him, Cheng Yihe tried to accept her.But he was dumped within a month, and it was also proposed by the girl. The indifference when she broke up and the affection when she confessed her love at the beginning are almost like two people.

Although Cheng Yihe was the one who was dumped, in the eyes of others, Cheng Yihe was the real heartbreaker, because within half a month after the breakup, he went on to date another one, and within a month they broke up, and then Then get in touch with the next one, the time of separation and reunion, the regularity can almost make an arithmetic sequence.

Cheng Yihe was sitting on a bench by the lake at this time, the sun was warm and intoxicating, the lake was frozen in winter, covered with a layer of unmelted snow, like a diamond shining brightly in the sun.

"You don't love me at all, break up."

"Why do you always talk on the phone with others when you go shopping with me? If you can't forget your ex-girlfriend, then share!"

"Hey, hey, hey... I... I want to break up with you... Break up... Hey..."

But when he thought of the words of the previous breakups, he rubbed his brows with a headache, and told others that he was the one who was dumped. No one believed him, and Cheng Yihe felt miserable.

Immediately after hearing a creaking sound from behind, Cheng Yihe got up, turned around and saw his current girlfriend walking on the snow.

Cheng Yihe took a few steps forward and said, "I have a seat in the library..."

In the middle of speaking, he stopped himself because the other party looked cold.Cheng Yihe thought to himself, counting the time, is it time to break up again?

Sure enough, the girl said coldly: "Before I go out, I told myself, if you didn't start with this sentence today, I think I will stick to walking with you."

Cheng Yihe was used to it, and he was mentally prepared, and said cheerfully, "That's fine."

The girl's eyes turned red instantly, "That's all you have to say?!"

Cheng Yihe was speechless and didn't intend to speak again.

The girl's voice suddenly became sharp, "Why are you with me, you are the library all day long! I am so easy to fool in your heart!?"

Cheng Yihe wanted to say that his ex always went to the library for dates.But he couldn't get in.

The girl then said bitterly: "Cheng Yihe, I think you are gay! That's why you are so indifferent to women!"

Cheng Yihe's calm expression suddenly cracked. The word homosexual, like three sharp arrows, shot fiercely into the depths of his soul. In the violent vibration of his soul flying away, he seemed to have finally glimpsed the root of his abnormality.