Respect is worse than obedience

"Mr. Gong, can you come to the office?"

"OK, all right."

As soon as I finished the art class for the children, I was called to the office by the director.

Knock on the door and enter. Besides the director, there is another person in the office, which makes people want to come out immediately.

"Mr. Gong, this is a shareholder of our school, Mr. Mu, because Mr. Mu bought a batch of art tools for the school, can you help to get them?"

The director's words are kind, as a substitute teacher who has not yet established himself, how can I refuse, but...

"All right……"

I still agreed, Gong Qing, after all, you can't change back to the age you didn't care about.

Along the way, Musi was very quiet, and neither of us spoke.

Maybe it's better this way, no communication, no harm.

Everything started so normally, only because of a phone call from Fang Yan, he opened his mouth.

"Qing'er, is that girl... is she really your girlfriend?" Mu Xi drove the car without looking at me.

"Ah."

"Qing'er, on the day we made an appointment four years ago, I already knew what happened. I knew it was my fault and I shouldn't have trusted my father. However, I had a fever that day and couldn't stand up. He said he agreed with me, so I...but he told me later, you..."

"So you believe it! Musi, you don't trust me in your heart, do you?"

Let's settle this matter today, and don't leave any regrets.

"But, didn't you trust me too? My dad said casually, and you left, and you didn't go to the school we agreed on. Later, I looked for you for a long time..."

"Musi, if the father of the person you like finds someone to beat him up, and threatens that his son doesn't like you, and if he threatens to say goodbye, you will be abolished, and he takes photos of the person he likes and others, and If you know how to take away the token you kept together, what do you think, what do you think, what do you think!"

"Yes, when I saw you later, I knew it was your father's conspiracy, but there is no need for us to be together anymore, Musi, do you know!"

Finally spit out the secrets that I have kept in my heart all these years, it feels like a big rock falling down.

You can't go back, Gong Qing, you absolutely can't.

"Qing'er, give me one last chance, and I will never let go." Mu Xi stopped the car on the side of the road and looked back at me.

"Musi, there is no chance. You are already engaged. Now you have applied for the job that your father showed me. Do you know that!"

"Qing'er, I'm not really engaged to her, we're just an agreement, Qing'er."

I laughed, in front of his face, laughing so hurt.

"Musi, since you're engaged, shouldn't you take responsibility? Do you think I'll be happy? You're always like this, Mussi."

The air in the car made me feel depressed. I guessed that I opened the door and walked out. Only now did I realize that the teacher's reasonableness was all a routine.

"Musi, I named the ring you have always wanted to get. It is similar to our original pair, but it is different. In the past four years, it has reminded me not to be hurt again. The same injury, don’t remember you again, now, I have given it to you, so, I beg you, let me go, I can’t bear these injuries anymore.”

I turned my head, with tears in my eyes, to look at Musi who just got out of the car.

Never experience these injuries again.

"Qing'er..."

Musi lowered his head, stopped looking at me, and drove away.

A text message came from Musi on his mobile phone, he said, Qinger, from now on, I will not bother you anymore, you can ignore me and find a good job, but you have to remember, I, Musi, Never stopped loving you.

I squatted by the side of the road, tears wet the ground, "Musi..."

Even so, I will still be in pain, I will be hurt, and I will work hard, Muxi, why do I still love you so much, but I can't, I can't...

That night, I just walked back by myself. That night, I cried all the way, Gong Qing, you are really a man.

"Haruko, come out for dinner!"

Early in the morning, I was woken up by my mother. Yesterday, I quit my job as a substitute teacher, and now I am a vagrant.

"Mom, I won't eat. I'm going to be late for the interview. I have to leave early."

The one I am going to interview for today is a small company, and it is still jewelry design. After choosing and choosing, I found that I still prefer this profession.

Because of the experience of working in Arik, it was easy to succeed in the interview. After all, this is also the chief jewelry design company.

On the way back, I found a man, another drunk man.

"Anxin? Why are you so drunk again in broad daylight? What's wrong with you?" I got up to help the drunk person lying on the ground, I really don't think it's embarrassing.

"Well... Gong Qing, it's you, don't help me, let me drink, I want to drink, it's all you, it's all you, let me go!"

"What, you're drunk, I'll help you, come home with me."

Seeing that he couldn't be placed here, I tried my best to carry him home.

"An Xin! An Xin! Sober up, come, drink the hangover drink." When I got home, I poured honey water for An Xin, and when I was about to wipe his body, he sat up abruptly.

"Gong Qing! Why are you here! Gong Qing... Gong Qing... wow~ah"

The drunk An Xin suddenly hugged me and cried, leaving me helpless.

"What, don't worry, I'm here, I'm here."

"Gong Qing, go and see Mu Xi, Mu Xi, he, he really likes you, wow~ ah~ he doesn't like me, he never liked me!"

Seeing An Xin like this, I didn't say any more, took a wet towel and wiped his body, An Xin, if you really like him, I want you to take care of him more.

After a night of turmoil, An Xin finally fell asleep, and I calmed down, looking at this child, if he really likes, Musi, why don't you try it, why do you have to keep thinking about me, we have no hope after all ...

No sleep for one night.

"Ah, where am I?" An Xin sat up suddenly in the morning, which surprised me beside me.

"Why is it you again? Why did you pick me up when I was drinking?"

I laughed, "How would I know."

"Well, I... didn't say anything last night, didn't I?"

"No, don't worry, whoever you sleep with is fine." I laughed and didn't say much.

"Okay, I'll trust you for now. You... haven't seen you for a long time, don't you go to work for Arik?"

I nodded, "Now that I've changed jobs, Arik is still not suitable for me."

"Gong Qing, you...are you hiding from people..." I looked up at An Xin,

An Xin then turned her mouth, "Ah... Well, I didn't say anything."

"Anxin, if you really like him, treat him well."