Respect is worse than obedience

"Snapped!"

A slap, crisp and loud.

"An Xin..." This slap made me feel a little overwhelmed.

"Why do you ask me to take good care of him? He likes you, always you..."

An Xin lowered her head, as if she wanted to cry.

I stroked his hair like a child.

"Anxin, it's impossible for us. I can tell that you like him very much and you can take good care of him, so..."

"But...he doesn't like me. I know that his engagement with Anna is an agreement, but I also know that the person he likes has never been me, and has never changed, Gong Qing."

An Xin looked at me, I knew what he meant, but I couldn't.

"Did something happen to you these two days?" An Xin calmed down and asked.

"Well, we have completely given up on each other, we have no hope." I looked up and stopped looking at him.

"Why, I can see, Gong Qing, you haven't forgotten him, have you?"

I smiled and said nothing.

"In the past few days, Musi didn't eat and didn't see Anna. He kept himself in the room and only let me in. However, every time I saw him, I regretted stepping into that room. Gong Qing, you You know, he is obviously a man standing at the top, but now, he is so decadent, sometimes at night, when he is drunk, he will hug me and call your name, Gong Qing... Gong Qing... I I miss you so much, I can't listen anymore, so I drink alone in the daytime, Gong Qing, do you know how he looks like, and he doesn't even care about it!"

An Xin cried and wanted me to go with him to see Musi, I hugged him, but still didn't go with him.

Musi, hold on for a while, maybe in a few days or a few months, you will forget about me, it will pass, and you will no longer feel uncomfortable.

"Musi, a little broken designer made you like this, you are really a man!"

"What's the matter with you, if you're okay, go back to your France, don't really think of yourself as something!"

"Hmph, I won't. I just want to see what's so good about this man. It's really interesting for a man who robs me of a man."

On the first day of the new job, I don't know how Muxi is, if he cheered up, took out his mobile phone, hesitated, put it in his pocket again, or don't contact him, this way, he will forget faster.

"Mr. Gong! The security downstairs called and said that someone is looking for you."

"Someone is looking for me downstairs, but I didn't make an appointment with anyone today?"

The little girl who came to call picked up the phone and asked again, "Well, it seems to be a lady."

Miss?I don't know many women. Except for Fang Yan, no one knows that I work here. Thinking of this, I have already walked downstairs.

"Mr. Gong!"

"Anna?" I never thought that it was Anna who came to look for me.

"Mr. Gong, I came here specially to find you. Why don't you go to work in our company and work in this small company." Anna's enthusiasm made me feel a little overwhelmed.

"I'm sorry, I don't think my skills are up to Arik's job, so I found a simple one, which is also designed here, and I like it." I tried to be normal, and to be honest, seeing her, I couldn't Make sure you don't really care.

"Mr. Gong, can we go to the cafe nearby?" Anna looked at me, as if there was something else going on.

I checked the time, and it happened to be time to get off work, so I agreed.

"Mr. Gong, it's like this. I'm also a shareholder of Arik. Recently, Arik will call a group of talents to study abroad. I like your design very much, so I really want to recommend you to go. Look..."

The request is very tactful and sincere, but...

"I'm sorry, I live with my mother, and I have no intention of leaving here. Also, now, I am no longer an employee of Arik, and I don't have this benefit in the first place."

"That's what I mean, and it's also what Musi means. In fact, he thinks highly of you."

Are you saying this, is Musi telling me to leave?How should I understand.

After thinking for a while, I still shook my head, "I'm sorry, tell President Mu that I won't leave here. Let someone else give such a good opportunity."

"Mr. Gong, I hope you will think about it again. I will come to you again in two days."

I didn't say anything, and Anna left.

Sitting in the coffee shop, I was stunned for a while, and I agreed not to see you again, but why did I have to leave, I have already left once, I am tired, now, I just want to stay where I am and have a good rest.

When I got home, I kept thinking about this problem, going abroad, studying, Musi, is this the way you came up with after a few days of decadence.

I will not agree, let alone agree to leave, if it is to leave, this time, it will be you too.

In a panic, I looked up and saw that I had arrived at the door of the house, and my mother was watching me at the door.

"What's the matter, mom, why are you standing here?"

Mom looked behind me and pulled me into the building.

"Qingzi, Mom wants to tell you something. Mom has been holding back for a long time, and I think it might be bad for you if I don't tell you." Mom's sad face made me nervous too.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"That day, the day you were hospitalized with stomach problems, I went to find Musi."

"What? Mom, how did you find him? Why are you looking for him?" I was a little excited. I didn't expect that my mother would go to Mu Xi.

"A few days before your stomach trouble was hospitalized, I went shopping for vegetables and met him. He greeted me and said he lived nearby. I thought he must have come with you, but I didn't care too much. It's useless to like you, but it's useless for one side to like you, but I know that it was because of him that you were hospitalized with stomach problems, and I couldn't bear it, mom, so I went to warn him."

"So my mother told him about the past!"

I was a little excited, and I was a little anxious to ask.

"That's not for your own good. Let him know the harm he has caused you, and let him leave you by himself. You see, now, he doesn't appear secretly in this community."

My mother felt that she did the right thing, but I felt that the words seemed a little too much, indeed, so what if I knew, as my mother said, this is not right, and if this is the case, there will be no contact at all. Anna got married and I lived my normal life.

Everything has returned to its original state, and now I no longer have the strength of high school.