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"Probably true, then... what did they say?" Hearing such explosive news just after waking up, he couldn't bear it.

Jiang Qin came over and stroked my hair, "What can I say, I didn't say anything... No, I did, I said I'll take you home when you wake up."

I froze in place. Jiang Qin was put under house arrest for failing to come out some time ago. Why did his family agree now?Could it be that I touched them by lying down for a month?

"Why exactly..."

Jiang Qin: "There is no reason. If you don't wake up, I will go with you. Who dares to disagree with us."

"Um……"

These days when I was in a coma, Jiang Qin was undoubtedly the most painful person, and I still remember all Jiang Qin's murmurs in my ears when I was in a coma.

That day after eating hot pot with Yu Wen and the others, the two of us returned to the dormitory. Jiang Qin said that he loved me, and Jiang Qin said that he seemed to know my secret.

A secret belonging to the reborn.

In fact, my heart seemed to stop beating at that time.

But I dare not say or believe it, for fear that all of these will become a sudden dream.

I hugged him and fell into a deep coma just like that.

I could sense that Jiang Qin thought I had a fever, and later sent me to the hospital. Later, I seemed to be dead and could not wake up again. No one knew why.

But Jiang Qin was in great pain.

He seemed to know why I fell into a coma, what kind of secret it was, if I told it, no one would believe us, a person who had died, because he was too obsessed with black history and rewrote the future, who would believe it.

He is just stubbornly determined that I will wake up again, after all we have to start over again, I have done so much, isn't it just waiting for the future.

Jiang Qin hugged me tightly for a while again, "Talk to me, tell us about the two of us...Did I shouldn't ask last time...He Yi, I knew I shouldn't have asked."

Shabi Jiang Qin cried again.

He was blaming himself, feeling that he had exposed the secret that I was a reborn, and that I was being punished for it.

But the punishment will come sooner or later. I am afraid that he will not be able to bear such a heavy secret. "Don't worry, it will be fine in the future."

The doctor came and gave me another body check, but he refused to let me go out of the hospital.I looked at Jiang Qin as if asking for help, "I want to go back..."

Although I don't know where I can go back, but I don't want to stay in the hospital anymore, Jiang Qin knows, I've made it through, it's fine, I'm not sick.

That's not a disease, it's life.

Jiang Qin still understood, rejected the doctor's advice, and said he would take me home.

I thought I was going back to his house, and I was still a little apprehensive.

The two of us went through the discharge procedures quietly, just like how we left when we were in a sudden coma and then we were hospitalized.

"Where are you going?" I didn't even take a taxi after leaving the hospital, so I could only ask Jiang Qin.

Jiang Qin turned his head and put the hat on for me, "Our home for the two of us."

He seems to be ready to pick me up and leave the hospital at any time every day. It's still cold outside, and Jiang Qin has prepared enough things to keep out the cold.

He took my hand and walked back. The weather was so bad that it was unbelievable. Step by step, there were indelible traces of wind and frost.

The period of hospitalization happened to be the winter vacation, and it didn't delay my continuing to go to school. After two days of rest, school just happened to start.

Jiang Qin took my hand, "I knew you would wake up, so I didn't tell Li Chengqi and the others that he came to ask you to film a movie before, and I said the two of us went on our honeymoon, baby, you shouldn't blame me, right? ?”

I wrapped my hat tightly and kissed Jiang Qin's face through the mask, "What are you doing?"

The more people who know about it, the harder it is to explain it. After we live well, it will be fine.

The hospital is near the school. Jiang Qin took me back to the school. I thought the two of us were going back to the dormitory, but he dragged me into a community opposite the school.

"What are you doing here?" I wondered.

Jiang Qin slowed down, afraid that I would not be able to keep up with him when I just recovered, "I bought a house here during the days when you were not awake, thinking that if you still cannot wake up in the future, when school starts, I will use a wheelchair Pushing you to go to school to attend classes, you are so smart, you must be able to keep up with the class,... you can't miss a class."

I dare not look at his face.

I'm not smart, I'm a sports student, how can I do physical training while lying in a wheelchair.

But Jiang Qin must have cried again, even if he wasn't crying, his eyes should still be red, he is a distressed silly son.

If the person who fell that day was Jiang Qin, I’m afraid he was cowardly and died earlier than him. It’s really cruel to leave him alone and look at me who is silent like a corpse.

I grabbed his hand tightly, "I won't blame you for whatever you do."

"Really?" Jiang Qin glanced back at me, his eyes were really red, "He Yi, there is still something I didn't tell you..."

"Ok?"

"Your grandfather doesn't know about you yet, he just thought I took you abroad for the New Year, he was quite happy... But your father knew, he came to see me the day you were hospitalized and beat me up..."

"Ah?" Fuck, I don't even want to beat up my stupid son, how can I beat him?

In the end, Jiang Qin signaled me to calm down, "No, he insisted on transferring you to another hospital. I was afraid that if you transferred, I would never see you again, so I beat your father again..."

"..."

"I regretted it later, but I didn't regret it. Do you think... If you really wake up one day, will he tell me?"

I kept up with Jiang Qin, there was still some snow on the ground that hadn't melted, I'm afraid there was a lot of snow this winter, "I don't blame you, I won't blame you for anything." Even if I wasn't hospitalized, nothing happened, why? Xiang will also beat Jiang Qin.

From the moment he knew that Jiang Qin and I had such a close relationship, it was doomed, his so-called grievances in the previous life.

Jiang Qin bought a new house on the first floor and brought me in.

The moment I entered the door, I saw a wheelchair in the living room covered with a white fluffy blanket.

Jiang Qin probably forgot that it was there, and was about to throw the wheelchair to the balcony. I stopped him, "Why, I'm awake. If I haven't woken up, you can really use this thing."

Jiang Qin held it for a long time and said, "Unlucky..."

"No." After a month of deep sleep, the bad luck has long been eliminated.

The house is very warm, I took off my coat and wore a sweater and still felt a bit hot, Jiang Qin went to the kitchen to make soup for me, I wanted to ask him if the bathroom was working, but when I entered the kitchen, I found Jiang Qin squatting on the ground, crying again .

"My God..." I was really not sure about this guy, "what's wrong with you?"

Jiang Qin didn't expect me to come in, quickly wiped his tears with his sleeves, stood up and looked at the pot in front of him, "No...have you finished drinking the hot water?" Hold him, "Don't be sad, okay?"

"I'm not sad, I'm just... happy," Jiang Qin added water to the pot with a spoon in his hand, we were as close as if we had lived two lifetimes, "I always feel that it's because I regretted too late... If I didn't find out, would you really become a dream of mine one day, gone... I don't want to think this way, but I can't control it, so there is nothing impossible to happen. "

"It won't, trust me," I had a hunch.

I kept him, and I rewrote all regrets and faults.

Not everyone is so lucky, like me.It seems to have escaped the wheel of fate and walked a road full of bugs, but finally stumbled and won in the end.

【I am Jiang Qin】

I am Jiang Qin.

It seems like I had a long dream these days, and I can't remember exactly what happened, but there are always some episodes that never happened that reappeared in the dream as if they happened in real life, which made me feel inexplicably palpitations.

In the dream, my mother always told me that she had a secret.

But it wasn't a dream, it had actually happened, because she did tell me so, but my dreams kept repeating the scene of that day.

Later I asked her, can the secret be shared with me?

She said yes, but if she shared it with me, it would become my own secret.

I want to protect it.

I'm so happy, I think I need a secret of my own, I don't have my own private realm yet.

She said, there is a child named He Yi, I can treat him very well, but let me not tell others.

No one will accept your kindness for no reason. If you are kind to everyone, he will get your kindness and will not notice it.

It's like wanting to hug a person, in order not to be noticed by the other party, simply hug everyone present.

I don't know why it is necessary to hide it so carefully when being nice to one person, but I gradually learned to be nice to many people, until I really met him later, He Yi.

At that time, I always asked her, "Who is He Yi?"

"It's a child who should be very good to him."

Mother always seems to be unhappy, and her relationship with Dad is not as good as rumored.

She doesn't smile often, and she smiles happily when she sees her father, but as soon as her father's eyes leave her, her happy expression will disappear without a trace, as if she has never been happy.

I know that she loves my father, and she married her love, but my father has never had the expression of loving our mother and son.

Does he have someone he loves deeply? Maybe he left this world, so he is always so sad.

My mother was very happy when she had my father. Only my father was like everyone's father, even seemingly emotionless, so I can say with certainty that my father did not love my mother.

I don't know how these two people came together, but the mother who got love didn't seem so happy either.

I think it is this secret that makes her no longer happy.

I said, "Give me the secret, from now on, this will be my secret."

You are happy your happy.

She said, "Then be nice to He Yi."

Protect him, protect him well.

make him happy.

These words she has said to me for nearly ten years.

I have never seen that person named He Yi, but he seems to have taken root and sprouted to occupy my undeveloped chest cavity when I was young, so that when I saw him for the first time, I actually had the urge to cry.

I don't know why I should be nice to him, but thinking that he is my secret, I can't help being nice to him.

I even felt terrified.

Mom said, I have to be nice to everyone so that he can't escape,

When I saw He Yi for the first time, he was sitting next to me, next to the window, and the outside sunlight hit his head mottled through the window, like the incarnation of the warm sun, beautiful eyes, and a beautiful him.

I know it's impolite to describe a boy as beautiful, but He Yi is that kind of person.