like a dog

Not long after Lin You left, the drip was finished, and the nurse came to pull out the infusion tube. Lin Xun leaned on the hospital bed and continued to watch the movie. The ward was warm and quiet, his eyelids were heavy, and he slowly fell asleep alone.

Half asleep and half awake, as if someone had pulled the corner of the quilt, Lin Xun's eyelashes trembled, and a finger landed on the back of his hand, trembling slightly against the edge of the gauze.He opened his eyes, and saw Yu Wen standing in front of the hospital bed.He was wearing a dark coat, and the scarf hadn't been taken off yet. He looked down at the wound on his hand, his eyes were downcast, and he couldn't see his emotions clearly.

"It's because they wrapped it up exaggeratedly." Lin Xun leaned up slowly, raised his finger and said, "It's not very serious, it will be over in two days..."

Yu Wen raised his head and glanced at him, Lin Xun's voice was stuck like a hoarse voice.He avoided his sight and tried to keep his voice steady, but his voice was still hoarse.

"Actually, the stitches will be removed in a few days, and then..."

"Han Zixun."

Yu Wen's voice seemed to be wrapped in ice, Lin Xun's throat tightened, and he didn't say a word.

Unlike Lin You, Yu Wen rarely gets angry with him, but that doesn't mean he won't.When Yu Wen got angry, even Lin You didn't dare to intervene.When he was angry, he would not yell at him sharply, but call him by name and surname coldly.If Lin You filled the room with a stick and called him a jerk, he would still dare to run, but when Yu Wen called him like that, he would freeze in place and dare not move.

"After more than seven hours of rescue, there was not enough blood. Han Zheng was on the scene with the same blood type as you. He took 250 milliliters, and then another [-] before receiving the blood from the blood bank." The numbers have no emotion, but randomly Rip his feelings apart.He looked at Lin Xun, the fire burned to the extreme, but his whole body turned cold, "How much blood in your body is your own now?"

Lin Xun closed his eyes in silence. He subconsciously wanted to say sorry, but Yu Wen didn't want to hear him say sorry, so he could only keep silent.

"It's okay if the blood is about to bleed dry, so what's the problem?"

He heard the trembling in his voice, but still lowered his eyes and dared not look at him.Lin You reminded him, but he still didn't think of excuses.

Will he be relieved if he smiles and says long time no see?Or if you tell him everything, will he feel at ease?

Nothing is right, just think about nothing.

Yu Wen seemed to speak into the air, but there was no reply.From the moment Lin Xun opened his eyes, he felt something was wrong. No matter how many years he hadn't seen him, he was still his own child.It's not because of age, nor because of pain, Lin Xun's body seems to be missing something, it seems to be broken and glued together, it seems to be complete and full of cracks.

"What did you and him hide from me?"

Lin Xun finally raised his head and looked at his face, his eyes gradually turned red.The last time I saw him was when I was in college.He said he wanted to go to a coastal university, but there were so many coastal cities, and there was only one he wanted to go to.

The noodle shop opened by Yu Wen was not close to Qingying University, and he was alone every time he went there, even Fu Rui didn't tell.The first time I went there was on a whim. After class that afternoon, I fell on the dormitory bed and looked at the upper bunk, and suddenly I got up and went out the door.

I had the address in my mind long ago, and it took 45 minutes to arrive.But he didn't go in that day, he stood across the street looking at the closed shop door, stood for a while and left.

The same goes for the second and third time.

The fourth time he went, he walked as usual, and it rained after standing across the street for 2 minutes.The light rain was wet, pattering down on his shoulders, he turned and walked back, just a few steps away, he saw Yu Wen standing in the rain.

He came over with a black umbrella to cover the rain falling on his head.The scar on his face has faded a lot, but it still looks a little glaring.When he looked up at him when he was a child, he always felt that there were countless lights in his eyes, but now he couldn't find any trace of them, leaving only a little faint light, silently emitting a weak light.

"come in."

Lin Xun hummed, and walked beside him. He was usually eloquent, but now his throat seemed to be blocked by cotton, and it was itchy, but nothing came out.

"have you eaten?"

Lin Xun nodded and said that he had eaten. Yu Wen turned his head and glanced at him. He subconsciously turned his eyes away. Yu Wen knew that he was lying, but he didn't expose it. He just said plainly, "Let's eat more."

He put on his apron, went into the kitchen and ordered a bowl of vegetables and beef noodles.Lin Xun was sitting at the small table, watching the old TV with his chin propped up. Seeing him bringing out a bowl of steaming noodles, he hurriedly got up to pick it up.

"Sit down." Yu Wen put down the bowl, and handed him the spoon and chopsticks. Lin Xun turned the noodles, and the heat steamed up his face, and his eyes seemed to be damp.

In a blink of an eye, he was already in college.Looking at his face, Yu Wen couldn't tell whether he resembled Lin You or himself.

"Be careful, don't burn it."

Lin Xun responded, looked up at him, smiled and said, "I won't."

Yu Wen watched him laughing, but felt that he was smiling very lonely.When we separated from Lin You back then, it was because both of them were too stubborn.No one would bow their heads, nor would they look back.He ignored him, and even ignored him.

After all, he was selfish.

"Lin Xun." Yu Wen paused, and slowly became gentle, "Next time, come here by bike instead of walking."

Lin Xun was stunned, smiled and lowered his head, his eyes seemed to be really suffocated by the heat, and the eye sockets were scorching hot: "Okay, I'll come by bike next time."

Time passed quickly, and at the end of March of his senior year, he went to Yu Wen's again.

The weather wasn't too hot, he was wearing a white shirt, and when he was eating noodles, he accidentally splashed a few spots of oil on his cuffs.Yu Qi rubbed it with soap for a long time, and dried it with a hair dryer: "Brother, you are so frizzy." Lin Xun put on his clothes and rubbed Yu Qi's hair with a smile: "But I have a good brother."

Yu Qi smiled shyly, and asked Lin Xun, "I just heard that you told Dad that you were going to West Bridge for a few days. Where is that, is it far?"

"In Anchi, it's a little far away." Lin Xun bowed his head and tied the button, "The school has a volunteer project every year. I signed up when I saw it last semester. It only took two months and I came back soon."

Lin Xun walked to the backyard, where the bicycle was parked by the tree in the backyard.Yu Wen was watering the flowers in front of the flower stand, and he turned to Lin Xun with the water bottle in his hand: "Going to go? Next time, bring your friend over. I've been listening to you, but I haven't seen him yet."

"Okay, when I come back from West Bridge, I'll bring him with me."

Lin Xun stepped onto the bicycle, and Tong Yu Wen smiled and waved: "I'm leaving!"

Yu Wen smiled and nodded under the tree. After he rode through the alley, he packed up the water bottle and turned back to the shop.The breeze blew by, and the pot of flowers with wet soil on the flower stand swayed and fell down.

In the empty courtyard, the muffled sound shattered into pieces.

"Actually, it's really okay. Although some things did happen, I did... hide a lot of things from you." Lin Xun looked at Yu Wen, his eyes were red, but not all because of sadness, he lowered his eyes and smiled a little , "But it's all in the past, and now I... really feel okay."

Yu Wen looked into his eyes, he was telling the truth, including his laughter and tears.He thought he should ask, but he looked down at the ring on his hand, and finally stopped asking.

Yu Wen sighed and stroked his hair: "Does it hurt?"

What Lin Xun wanted to say was that it was okay, but his hands and abdomen hurt so badly that his eyes were sore from the pain, and he was so tired that he didn't want to be brave anymore.He said hoarsely, "It hurts."

"People who are about to get married, yet they shed tears so easily." Yu Wen wiped his eyes, and said Lin Xun, but he became hoarse unconsciously, "No matter what happens in the future, we can't hide it anymore. Me. This is the last time, understand?"

"I won't."

Lin Xun leaned on Yu Wen's shoulder, and Lu Yuan always liked to lean into his arms, leaning on his shoulder or leaning on his knee, always seemed very attached.He talked about him, but still let him lie and lean.

Because of his willfulness, it was something he always wanted to do but never had the chance to do again.

Yu Wen stroked Lin Xun's hair, softened his tone and said softly, "Tell me about that Lu Yuan. From what Yu Qi said, he also went to Zhangzhou University?"

"Well, from the management department, I graduated this year..."

Yu Qi stuck to the door, held his breath and listened to the movement inside, feeling that the atmosphere was not so stiff anymore, he patted his chest and let out a breath, the nerves that had been tense all the way finally relaxed.

"What are you doing?"

Yu Qi was so frightened that he almost cried out. Han Xun quickly covered his mouth with his eyes and hands, and said in a low voice, "Stop screaming, it's me." He withdrew his hand, and Yu Qi wiped his lips with a flushed face. No sound, if this continues, he will really have a heart attack.

"Why are you still here, didn't you come out in the morning?"

Although they are friends, Yu Qi still can't figure out what Han Xun is thinking.The version he told him was that he ran away from home, but when his father called, his face was not blushing and his heart was not beating.

He hung up the phone, and sure enough, he went back that afternoon.

"I'm delayed by something on the road." Han Xun glanced around, pulled Yu Qi aside, and looked at him carefully, "Nothing happened, right?"

"No, just... I took the bullet train and took the subway and then took a taxi. It went smoothly." Apart from his father's cold face all the way, Yu Qi saw Han Xun's serious face, and unconsciously became nervous, "Is there any problem? "

"It's nothing, just ask." Han Xun smiled, but Yu Qi always felt that he had something on his mind, "Show me that photo again, just the one of Lu Yuan."

"Oh……"

Yu Qi didn't understand why he cared about Lu Yuan again, but he still took out the photo and handed it to him.Han Xun zoomed in on the photo, stared at the screen for a while, and asked casually, "I heard from you earlier, where does Uncle Lin work?"

Yu Qi couldn't remember for a while, Lin You gave him a business card, but he just remembered a phone number: "Senyuan, right? It seems to be developing some software, I can't remember."

Han Xun froze for a moment, but soon returned to normal.He turned off the screen and handed the phone back to Yu Qi: "Have you gone in to see your brother?"

"Not yet, my dad is inside. Where is Mr. Han, is he okay?"

Yu Qi didn't know that Han Xun's father was Han Zheng, and he took this Professor Han's class next semester, so he didn't know if it was difficult or not.But brother Lin Xun knew him before, why didn't he mention it to him?Fortunately, he was here this time, otherwise his brother might not wait for the doctor to come...

The more I think about it, the more afraid I become.

"It's okay. He's resting at home, but he's a little tired. He'll be fine in two days."

When mentioning his father, Han Xun's expression softened a little. The rest of the Han family were like wolves, but he was different.He was very fortunate that his father was him, not someone like Han Xuan.

Han Xun pondered for a moment, then suddenly said: "Yu Qi, did your brother get hurt before? On his hands or feet, was he wounded and bandaged for a while?"

Yu Qi blinked blankly: "No, my brother has always been fine." He hadn't seen Lin Xun a few times in these years, and only recently had more contact.He thought hard for a while: "He didn't mention to me that he was injured, it should be... just not."

"Is that so..."

Han Xun lowered his eyes, maybe he really thought too much.

In the ward, Yu Wen put the water glass that Lin Xun drank back on the bedside table and refilled it with hot water.He picked up the paper bag on the side and asked, "What is this, brought here by Lu Yuan?"

"No, it's just a tie." Lin Xun smiled, "Dad bought it and said he was going to give it to you, but I guess you won't like it, so you can throw it away..."

Yu Wen took out his tie to have a look. It was his bad taste, and even purple was the ugliest choice.In the past, Lin You always wanted a girl, and the name he wanted was also Han Zixun. He thought it was not good, but he insisted on it, but the two fertilized eggs that survived in the end were both XY type, so he had to give up.

He has always been like this, even if he knows that he likes purple, he can't give him the color he really wants.

Yu Wen sighed helplessly, put the tie back, and looked back at Lin Xun, only to find that he was frowning and silent, as if trying to suppress something.

Yu Wen asked in a low voice, "What's the matter, does the wound hurt?"

"Well," Lin Xun's face turned slightly pale, and he forced a smile, "Suddenly it hurts..."