like a dog

Apart from the injury on his lower abdomen, Lin Xun also suffered a serious injury on his right hand.

The long and narrow cut in the palm was several millimeters deep, and it hurt the nerves. If it is not treated properly, it may cause sequelae.Therefore, the doctor suggested that even if the stitches were removed, the right hand should be used as little as possible in recent months.

Although the left hand is not his dominant hand, it doesn't mean he can't do without his right hand. It's no problem to eat, wash, and use a mobile phone with one hand, but it's a bit troublesome when putting on and taking off his clothes. He needs Lu Yuan's help.

"Slim again."

Lu Yuan bowed his head to fasten the buttons for him, with a muffled voice not very happy.If his ears were to be seen between his soft hair, they would be drooping very low.

Lin Xun wanted to rub his hair, but he couldn't use his right hand, and was still holding the bottle in his left hand, so he smiled and sighed, and promised him to eat more for lunch later.Lu Yuan touched the warm handbag under his left hand, and felt that it was not hot anymore.

"Don't do it, it's still hot, my palms are almost sweating."

Lin Xun put his hand on the back of his hand, and Lu Yuan felt warm, so he didn't hold on anymore.He withdrew his hand, took his fingers and rubbed them lightly, raised his eyes to meet Lin Xun's eyes, blinked, held his hand and moved closer.

Lin Xun lay down on the bed for a few days, always feeling sloppy, unable to take a bath but only to wipe himself, and his body always smelled like blood.He turned his face away and said softly, "Dirty."

Lu Yuan didn't care, pecked his lips, then slowly kissed him on the cheek, the kiss made Lin Xun's face dry.He turned his face, and the tip of Lu Yuan's nose softly rubbed against his face, almost numb to the ears: "Okay, that's enough..."

"I am scared……"

Lin Xun froze, and Lu Yuan's voice was as soft as breathing.He held his hand so hard that it trembled slightly, but soon let go.He rested his furry head on his shoulder, took a deep breath against his body, and called his name after a while, his voice was low, as if it was a bit hoarse.

"Lin Xun."

Lin Xun held Lu Yuan's hand, rubbed his thumb on the back of his hand, and didn't say anything, just letting him lean for a while.

"How about the beach?" Lu Yuan asked suddenly, when he raised his head, his hair was still up in disorder, Lin Xun stared at his hair and smiled, Lu Yuan also noticed it, and fiddled with it a few times.

Lin Xun thought for a while: "Beach."

"I used to want to fill in a coastal university. I considered Qingda University, but later I came to Zhangda University. I haven't been to the beach a few times in three or four years. When spring starts and the weather is better, we will find a beach over there. Don't you If you like more people, then we should have fewer people. Seven or eight, four or five, or just the two of us." Lu Yuan held his hand, stroked his knuckles, stroked the ring, "Wait for the beach When the wind and waves are small, we hold a small ceremony on the beach, blue sky and white clouds, just me and you."

Lin Xun looked at him seriously, as if he could hear the sea breeze.He smiled and reminded, "What about the witnesses?"

Lu Yuan seemed to have just remembered the procedures, and nodded thoughtfully: "Yes, there is still a witness." He sighed: "One more person is needed, and the budget has to be increased..."

Lin Xun laughed and said, "So stingy."

"Did you hate me?"

Lu Yuan raised his eyes to look at him, the eyes he was looking at, and himself in the eyes, all smiled brightly.

"I hate it."

Lin Xun pulled out his hand, Lu Yuan School still had to go through the formalities. He was supposed to go to Lizhi to see his doctor that day, but it ended up being delayed day by day. Like himself, he didn't even get a graduation certificate when he graduated, so he urged him with a smile: "Let's go early, it's almost noon again."

Lu Yuan held his fingers tightly, leaned in front of him, and bargained with him against his cheek: "One more, and the other one will go." Lin Xun was burned by his whisper, and he couldn't help but respond, turning his head Kissed the corner of his mouth.Lu Yuan bit his lips to deepen the kiss, put his hands behind his ears, and stroked deeply into his hair slowly.The kiss was not long, but when it was over, Lin Xun still blushed more than half.

He said in a muffled voice, "Not in shape."

Lu Yuan didn't argue, just looked at him and smiled.After checking the remaining amount in the drip bottle and confirming that there was still more than half, he put on his coat and left the ward.

It will be the New Year in a few days, and there will be fewer people in the hospital, and those who can be discharged from the hospital will be discharged as soon as possible.In the hospital corridor at ten o'clock in the morning, there were only a few people coming and going.The nurse who received the call hurried through the corridor and nodded with Lu Yuan with a smile.

Lu Yuan also smiled back. He put on the scarf, and when he turned the next corner, he took the mobile phone from the person passing by.He unlocked his phone, put on his earphones and walked towards the elevator, looking down at the new emails.

The elevator opened with a ding, and Lu Yuan glanced at Han Xun who was in the elevator with a stiff expression, and smiled, "What a coincidence. You woke up so early, did you come here for your father?"

Han Xun said with a gloomy face, "It's disgusting when you laugh."

Lu Yuan was amused by his expression as if he swallowed a fly: "Really?"

Han Xun stood in the middle of the elevator and did not move. Lu Yuan didn't rush or rush him. He just thought he was air and went straight into the elevator and pressed the negative floor.In the silence, Han Xun finally couldn't bear to make the first move.He pressed his hand, gritted his teeth and said, "What the hell are you..." Lu Yuan glanced at him, his expressionless face finally made him familiar for a long time, but at the same time it made him stiff.

A cold current climbed up his back, Han Xun immediately withdrew his hands and stepped back, but Lu Yuan moved faster.The moment the elevator doors closed, he held down his wrist and grabbed his throat with one hand, pushing him hard against the advertising frame behind him.

Han Xun's ears buzzed for a while, and the lights on the top of the elevator bloomed in front of his eyes.He stood on tiptoe and couldn't breathe, his face blushed against the billboard, and he grabbed Lu Yuan's wrist and struggled: "Put it..."

Lu Yuan looked at him thoughtfully. Others said he looked like him, but he didn't feel that his face was blushing a little bit.He let go, and Han Xun slipped to the ground, holding the ground and holding his throat, coughing violently, tears filled his eyes.

This is crying?

Lu Yuan sighed helplessly, he was used to gentleness during this time, and couldn't control his strength well.

He knelt down and comforted him, "Yu Qi, right?" Han Xun stopped coughing, so stiff that he even stopped breathing, Lu Yuan laughed in a good mood, and rubbed his hair: "Be good. "

Lu Yuan stepped out of the elevator, stepped back, pressed the floor again, and smiled at Han Xun who was on the ground: "You're welcome."

"But we tolerate each other and live in peace, why can't you..."

Lin Xun leaned on the bed and looked at the TV screen. There were fewer channels to choose from than at home, and changing back and forth meant watching movie channels.An old movie was shown, fortunately he had seen the beginning, the movie was good, but unfortunately it was still a dubbed film, the exaggerated tone was a headache.

As soon as Lu Yuan left, Lin You came.The two chatted reluctantly on the phone, but it didn't change much when they met.He was idle and bored, washed an apple, shook it, and handed it to Lin Xun: "Do you want to eat it?"

Lin Xun shook his head: "Eat it yourself."

Lin You glanced at his son's hands: "Oh, I forgot." He wiped the fruit knife on the table, Lin Xun glanced at him, always felt that he was sharpening the knife to kill someone, he frowned and said: "Forget it Bar."

"That's it." Lin You picked up a whole bunch of apple peels and threw them into the trash can, cut off a piece of apple, and put it to his mouth with a knife.

Lin Xun looked at the sliced ​​apple and the shining silver blade in front of him, and his lower abdomen throbbed.Lin You saw that he really didn't want it, and didn't waste it, so he directly sent it back to his mouth: "Why do you get more delicate as you grow?"

Lin Xun turned up the TV sound expressionlessly.

"He knows."

Lin Xun looked at Lin You, Lin You took another bite of the apple, and the whole thing was already gone: "I was already suspicious. Han Zheng was there, and Han Xun knew about it. Yu Qi got close to him, and the news disappeared in a blink of an eye. Over the ear. He can't hide things, tears a lot, and when he cries, he reveals himself."

Lin You threw the apple core into the trash can, wiped his hands and said, "But he's not stupid, he knows that he can't tell the whole truth. It's half true and false, so he kept some of it from him, but he also told most of it. .He now knows that you have been in Zhangzhou all these years, and he also knows about your injury. But he doesn’t know about your illness, nor does he know that you are so seriously injured.”

Lin You smiled and shook his head: "I didn't answer the phone at all. It is said that he was very angry and frightened the kid. He hid in his room and called me to persuade me. Where would I dare to go? I guess I will end up with you, maybe even worse, you have to fight to relieve your anger."

Seeing that Lin Xun's face was getting darker and darker, Lin You took out a bag and put it on the bedside table: "The train at noon today will arrive at your place at the latest at four o'clock. Give this to him, and you can watch it by yourself." Do it, I won't stay here anymore. You have lied to him for eight years, and now only you can bear the anger."

Lin Xun felt a headache when he heard that, knowing what kind of virtue his father was, he still had a tightness in his chest.

Han Lin took a fancy to Lin You at the beginning, not only because of his rough skin and thick flesh, but also because he was born with a lack of emotional links.He lacks the empathy he should have, and he doesn't have those boring feelings of guilt or guilt.

The person who should be solved is a simple task for him.Mission accomplished, all over.It's time to eat, it's time to sleep, it's not affected at all.

So he can't feel his cruelty.

When Lin Xun was a child, he wondered how his parents got together. After all, the two people have very different personalities, likes and even living habits.Yu Wen didn't go into details with him. Lin Xun thought he was too embarrassed to tell him, but later found out that he really had nothing to say.

Their beginning has nothing to do with romance, no sweet talk, but a lot of blood and lies.

Yu Wen was just an adult at that time, he came out of the Guan family, and signed a film and television company under the Han family under the name of Yu Wen.He was still young at that time, and although he had aura, it was not to the point of becoming a blockbuster.The people are not active enough, and there is no backstage. After playing a few tepid roles, there is no splash.

Lin You was still Han Tianyou at that time, Han Lin intended to train him, and lost a company to train him.Lin You was a good solver, but he was not interested in business matters, so he forced his younger brother to sit in the office for him, and went to the studio to watch the excitement.

In a scene in the rain, Yu Wen is the stand-in for the second male lead.The content is very simple, quarreling, conflicting, and then being kicked down by the other party.The weather was so beautiful that it rained heavily, so we didn't even need to sprinkle water, but the lead actor was in a lot of situations, and he didn't pass five shots.

Yu Wen fell to the ground over and over again, and got up on his knees over and over again.During the break, the assistant trotted over with an umbrella and handed the protagonist a towel.Yu Wen stood up holding the puddle, his whole body was soaked and his hands were muddy.He wiped his face with his hands, the rain was pouring, and there was only peace in his eyes.

Lin You twisted out the cigarette in his hand, and let out a long breath.For the first time, something he had never felt overflowed from this person.After pulling the trigger so many times, it seemed like silence when the skin was cut open. At this time, the sound was all accumulated and burst, deafening.

The emotional floodgates kicked in and he was drenched.

Since he is an artist of his company, round up, he is his.Lin You thought there was no problem with this equation, but the younger brother felt that there was a problem after hearing it.

"Brother Tian, ​​I'm afraid it's not easy to deal with this person, from the Guan family."

"If I don't make a move, I'll just ask him for something." Lin You sat on the roof looking at the sunset in the distance, flicked the ash and said, "When do you guys usually get tempted?"

"Sympathy?" The little brother had a snot bubble in the cold wind, thinking that you are not a human too, "Sometimes people are pitiful, and this feeling comes up..."

He thought for a moment, sympathized.

That night, Lin You was idly holding the knife in his hand in the alley of Pulin Road. The sound of footsteps approached from far to near. He drew the knife and stuck it into his arm, turned around a few times before pulling it out and throwing it into the sewer. When he had enough, he ran out of the alley in a vain manner.

He bumped into the other person's figure, but he softened his knee first, and knelt down at the person's feet.He grabbed Yu Wen's clothes and said weakly, "Help...help me..."

It turns out that people are indeed swayed by sympathy and make some hot-headed decisions.Yu Wen felt blood on his hands, and he held him up with difficulty, but he couldn't understand what to say, so he gritted his teeth and took him back to his home.

Under the dim street lights, they just walked on a road that was always bright and sometimes dark.

At the beginning, Lin You only wanted him as a person, but the closer he got, the more he wanted, and he wanted it even with his heart.The fire burned so badly that he finally burned himself in it.

For the first time in his life, he felt regret, thinking that he should have walked towards him on the set that day, regardless of the heavy rain and who he was.Fortunately, he finally saved him, and they started again, fell in love, got married, and had a child.

Everything was fine until Lin Xun was 12 years old.

"What's that?" Lin Xun glanced at the paper bag that Lin You took out.

"Tie, I bought a new one. The mall you bought was delivered together with the mobile phone yesterday. I thought it was bloody and threw it away. The brown one is not good anyway." Lin You found out the purple tie in the bag, and said yes They compared their chests, "It's not as good as this one."

Lin Xun hesitated to speak, and nodded with a stiff neck.He cut the channel, and wanted to let Lu Yuan throw his tie in the trash when he came back later.