Did you hear that I love you too

Yi Chu vomited for a long time, as if he was completely exhausted.

Lin Yi stood motionless at the door, waiting for Yi Chu to come out, with dry eyes, watching him without speaking.

Yi Chu took the initiative to say: "My stomach has been uncomfortable, nothing happened."

Lin Yi didn't know what expression and eyes to communicate with. He raised his head lightly, and then lowered his eyes silently.

They can't be lovers, Yi Chu is still sure that this person will be sincerely worried about him, so he takes the initiative to speak out to avoid worrying.

Lin Yi still stood still, Yi Chu didn't have time to heal the pain in his heart, how could he open his mouth to comfort others?I don't know what to say, the person who should be embarrassed and has nowhere to hide is obviously not him.

Miss the body, separate.

Lin Yi watched Yi Chu go into the guest bedroom, closed the door and fell asleep.

Yi Chu promised not to leave, and he will definitely not leave.

But Lin Yi didn't believe it, and watched him fall asleep before going back to rest on the bed.

Thinking of last night, they were still hugging each other on this bed, with their heads pressed together, Lin Yi's legs stretched out on Yi Chu's body unscrupulously, that kind of intimacy and ambiguity is so beautiful, Lin Yi has always cared more than a friend The longing, the special object can be this person, which will produce a different sense of intimacy and inexplicable pride.

Originally, being liked by Yi Chu and changing to anyone is a happy thing, because I found that my charm is not only loved by women, but also by men.

The other man, Lin Yi, didn't care, but Yi Chu, this man didn't think about it at all, and didn't even think that they would solve such a problem at all.

Even though they once had an unknown secret, Lin Yi firmly believed that Yi Chu was absolutely insane. When he was young and ignorant, Yi Chu held his head down and asked him to do that. He knew that being drunk and unconscious was not intentional. So I haven't mentioned it all these years.

All kinds of memories, dare not remember, dare not forget.

Lying on the bed, Lin thought about how the two of them didn't deal with the quarrel in the past, how they bullied him, and how Yi Chu bullied himself. Finally, he thought that the third year of high school was coming to an end, a great change had indeed taken place between them, and he changed quietly , he is also changing.

As for why the sudden change, I can't remember the node.

After so many years of relationship, there have been many emotional changes. Yi Chu is still very good, and he can’t be better. In the past six years, no one has treated himself as selflessly and without asking for anything in return. But if this kind of kindness is forced to suddenly change so much It is difficult for Lin Yi to like men for many years. It is not that Yi Chu is not good, but that it is difficult to make changes in his own psychology.

Lin Yi also knew that Yi Chu was a single-minded person, especially stubborn and persistent. If he chased him hard and kept on attacking, Lin Yi could only repeat the same mistakes as before, angering him and making him angry, like high school students. At the beginning, fighting and scolding with him must be able to scold a person soberly, recognize the reality, and realize how bad Lin Yi is and how unpopular he is.

Lin Yi still thinks that it is better for them to maintain a normal and ordinary friendship, so that Lin Yi will not rely too much on one person, and those who are too deep will always leave, and leaving will be painful.

Still spinning back and forth on the bed after much deliberation, Lin Yi fell asleep in a daze.

In a trance dream, he heard a person talking in his ear. As soon as Lin opened his eyes, he saw Yi Chu's face, which was pale and tired, but his eyes were extremely bright, as if glowing with water, extremely pure, and his lips were slightly parted like To speak, the hair on the forehead is loose.

Pleasant.

Their faces are close to each other.

Lin Yi just woke up and didn't know what Yi Chufu was doing at the bedside, as if he had been waiting for a long time.

Yi Chu was a little happy when he saw Lin Yi opened his eyes.

"you're awake?"

Lin nodded and looked out the window until the sky was still bright.

Yi Chu's voice was very soft: "I have to go to work, I have to leave now."

Lin Yi slightly tired of business: "En."

The air fell into silence for a long time.

Yi Chu said with a slightly hoarse voice: "I'm sorry, I know it's useless to apologize now, I must say it. Lin Yi, don't take what I said yesterday to heart. I originally planned to never say it, but these days ...I have some delusions. I won't make it hard for you, just pretend I never said it."

Yi Chu didn't continue to speak with a trembling voice, but changed his tone and said repeatedly: "Don't take it to heart, don't feel pressure, don't think about me. Whether it's a man or a woman, as long as they are good enough, they will be punished regardless of gender. I like it, you are so good, I am sure many people like it, don't care what I say."

Lin Yi felt a little humble from Yi Chu's tone, and couldn't bear the tone at all, so he stood up slightly and reached out to touch his face.

Yi Chu leaned back and lowered his body, his hand didn't touch his face, and he still showed a smile despite his distraught look: "I'm leaving, I have to go to work quickly, I may not be able to visit you often in the future, you have to take care of yourself ...you have to rely on yourself for everything..."

As soon as Lin knew that his words were saying goodbye, he removed his head from the pillow and got up.

Holding Yi Chu's neck and refusing to let go, it is easy to get excited in such an atmosphere, impulsive and reckless: "I'm with you, Yi Chu, I'm with you, don't say any more."

If you want to say sorry, Lin Yi thinks it should be him. It was his own fault for tossing such an excellent person like this. What did he do after so many days? In this case.

Yi Chu was held by him.

Yi Chu knows why Lin Yi did this, whether it's respect or comfort, it doesn't matter now.He took Lin Yi's arm down, and he didn't know what kind of mentality he should use to face such a hug. His heart was separated by thousands of miles, even if they hugged each other, it would be extremely cold.

What can Yi Chu think, whether he blames himself or is sad or sad, he can't think of any words to describe his mood at the moment.I can only repeat and repeat: "Don't be burdened, don't be stressed, don't care about my feelings, I'm leaving, I'm leaving... I'll come to see you in a few days..."

After saying a few words "I'm leaving", Yi Chu got up, opened the door and left without looking back.

He said that after a few days, many, many days passed, so many days that Xiao Zhou couldn't help but ask Lin Yi: "I haven't seen that one these days, why don't I stop pestering you?"

Lin Yi is usually quite sober, no one mentions this person as if he doesn't know him, he has been trying not to think about him for more than 20 days, and put Yi Chu in the position of a normal friend, which makes him feel much better.

Xiao Zhou asked, but Lin Yi didn't intend to answer this question, and still checked the equipment by himself.

Xiao Zhou said: "If you don't come, you won't come. I don't like him when I see such a scheming boy. It's an eyesore when he comes."

Before changing, Lin Yi estimated that he had muttered hundreds of times for maintenance.

Xiao Zhou scanned Lin Yi's expression. If he was happy, sad, and angry, it would be fine to have an expression, but there was no expression at all, and he couldn't even find a little change on his face.

"The reason for the quarrel between you two must be Yi Chu. He is a delicate person with a lot of ideas in his head. It's exhausting to be friends with him."

Lin Yi was still expressionless.

Xiao Zhou continued: "What's the situation with you, you won't be dying or getting emotional, are you in your 20s, is that necessary?"

Lin Yi finally said: "There's no need, don't you think he's the worst? Shouldn't you be happy when I quarrel with him? Every time you tell me to be careful with him, isn't that just what you want?"

Even though the two are about the same age, Lin Yi is still immature in thought, and usually seldom says such naive things to Xiao Zhou, but if he said it today, his temperament has changed.

Xiao Zhou was not gossiping but asked curiously: "Although that one is not very good, he treats you very well, he thinks you are charming every day, why did you kick him?"

Lin Yi can't hear others say that Yi Chu is good, but he is really good.

He used to be good, but no matter how bad his temper is, he is superior, and he can patiently teach and help review for this scumbag student. At that time, he was only curious and attracted to this person. Now that he entered the society, he found that Yi Chu was like Lei Feng back then.

It's even better now, since they reunited, every time they meet together, they enjoy Yi Chu's care and love every moment, every minute and every second, all selfless without expecting anything in return.

Lin Yi has not loved many people deeply in his life, so it is difficult to understand what kind of a giving person is. Unless it is his parents, one person has goals and requests for another person.

Yi Chu candidly understood at that moment that this kind of concern is not a normal friend, not a classmate, not a buddy, but a kind of courtship, which still has a purpose.

Thinking this way, Lin Yi will have some self-consolation and peace of mind these days.

This is what he is willing to do with a purpose, not forced, even if he refuses, there is no need to feel pressure and burden, this is what he said himself when they parted.

After breaking the result, wouldn't he still come to him?The caring and carefulness that used to be there disappeared immediately.

So Xiao Zhou's words like this will inevitably hurt Lin Yi's fragile nerves, because Lin Yi knows Yi Chu's personality best, and the two of them have never been equal. It must be easy for a better man to commit himself to doing these things simply by relying on illusory and fruitless love.

Lin Yi was very sad, because he was sorry for Yi Chu why this person called "Lin Yi" refused to agree, making him look embarrassed, embarrassed and even painful.

But what can be done?

Xiao Zhou said: "Forget it, you still like beautiful women more. If it were me, I might not be able to stand this kind of offensive."

Lin looked at him: "What do you mean? You know him..."

Xiao Zhou: "What is he? He's gay?"

As soon as Lin heard this word and didn't know how to describe his current mood, Xiao Zhou's tone was relaxed, but he was not relaxed.

Lin Yi simply said: "He told me the other day, it's not that I don't like him, I don't like men."

As soon as Lin was able to tell the private matter, Xiao Zhou was very surprised, and he was even more shocked when he heard this shocking gossip.

Even if it is known that Yi Chu has purposes for Lin Yi, one of the purposes is guessed to be this aspect, let alone that Lin Yi, who is relying on Yi Chu with a face every day, will directly refuse.

Xiao Zhou smiled "Puff": "Lin Yi, to be honest, you are really hard-hearted. If a woman is a woman, I think a man can't stand it, so I will definitely jump on you."

Lin Yi couldn't help thinking, let alone women, he seemed to have pounced on him a long time ago when he was a man, the two of them shared the bed, and even kissed him on the face.

Thinking of this, Lin Yi felt that he was shameless enough.

So he sighed and said: "You don't know him. He likes to hide everything in his heart and hold it back by himself. I have told me two things about him for so many years. One is his shampoo brand, and the other The thing is that I like me, I am such a frustrated person, I like what I do, the taste is really strong."

Xiao Zhou: "Hehe."

Lin Yi further comforted himself and said, "I can't help it. I have liked beautiful women since I was a child, and I have no interest in handsome guys. He told me that if a person is outstanding, both men and women will like it. It's normal, haha."

Xiao Zhou couldn't stand it anymore: "Okay, it's a waste of time for him to help you wash your underwear when you are sick, this attitude... tsk tsk..."

They are good friends, good friends can't say anything.

"I'm a fan of thousands of people, don't you agree?" Lin Yi laughed proudly while speaking.

Xiao Zhou really couldn't laugh awkwardly, he didn't care so much, his eyes were full of sadness after the smile.

Because they all know that in one's life, there are not many opportunities to be loved and loved unconditionally, and after that, there will be nothing.